A Pretty Little Bow (01-02-07)

At the end of last year the American Public was handed two nicely wrapped packages. One a hero and one a villain. President Ford died. An unelected president whose only major political contribution was the pardon of Nixon. What was it that made him so great? He gets a special day of honor and we’re supposed to revere him. Inwardly we all know that the modern politician is a scoundrel that had to compromise his soul a thousand times over to reach the level he had. So we have in a nice package with a perfect little bow a man presented to us our hero. Next we had the villain Saddam Hussein. He was easy to hate and we laud his execution. Take a certain set of facts omitted by our mental keepers like Kuwait was stealing billions of his oil when he attacked. His crimes against humanity (whatever the hell that is) occurred in his sovereign territory. If he was a tyrant let his victims overthrow him. How did it become our business. Do you know how many laws in the law among nations we had to violate to deal with him? Bush had to violate the constitution to make war upon him. I do not think Saddam was a sweetheart or someone I would want as a leader but the package delivered to me has me suspect because it is so nicely wrapped. Saddam was converting his oil contracts to Euro’s. An act far more serious a weapon of mass destruction than the front story. It was a declaration of economic war worthy of retaliation but spare us all the false drama and tell us the truth. This is the sham behind these mental packages delivered to us by the Governments mouthpiece the “free” press. These packages are part of the epidemic of what we are fed to steer us into oblivion. Why have we so quickly given away the blessing of critical thought? Have we become so addicted to a nice neat packaged life that comfort and convenience are our only judgments left? It is why my detractors here beat the same old drum. People are hurt (owie) punish the villain. We know Dorean is bad the honest press told us. The government even confirmed it by pressing charges. I’ll put away my critical thought and enjoy the pretty little bow. If you study the subject matter you might just gain discernment. I’m reminded of a story that has a good moral for what I’m saying. 20 years ago or so New York garbage workers went on strike. It was a mess! A clever man wrapped all his trash as Christmas presents, since it was that time of the year, and placed it in his back seat of the car. You guessed it! It was stolen. The pretty package you are lusting for might just be full of trash. Perhaps the clever government knows our nature better than we know it ourselves. Isn’t that tragic? Diamonds and pearls, ribbons and curls, oh what a wonderful life.

Every Advantage (01-02-07)

Scott and I are separated, have no access to discovery, can’t file any motions, have no bail, no access to law books and have to sit while they play endless delay. We have given them every possible advantage to give them a fighting chance but we remain under whelmed. Even with every advantage they still need to cheat. Judge Zimmerman lied upon the record about an arraignment that never happened in conspiracy with James Keller, Judge Spero who was suppose to be a neutral party was nothing more than a raving mad, poorly executed histrionics thug. “Life, Life you’re going to get life” Blah Blah Blah their acting is redundant and obsolete. These men are so used to dealing with retards they have become a product of their environment. Spontaneously Scott and I could keep pace with all their drawn out plotting and scheming. I truly hope a banker of some report is paying some concern for those who are entrusted to protect their 10 trillion dollar mortgage fraud industry. I would be concerned by this neophyte trained into narrow mindedness prosecution. They’re all as bright as our expert rookie FBI agent Matthew Ernst. Everyone knows how to put on a show to impress 12 saucer-eyed idiots called jurors. These guys are pros at this little exercise and Judge Alsup is a pro at keeping the drama tracking to script but they are fools to believe God did not train us to make this antiquated weapon of no effect. There are a couple of surprises looming. I’ve begun work on them already in earnest. I’ll report on these when executed. Until then you be afraid for me and I’ll continue to yawn in boredom.

Suffering (01-01-07)

Suffering comes in many forms. In my new jail it comes to me in noise pollution and isolation. The TV comes on at 7 am outside my cell and the radio joins in around 11 am until midnight. They play a station called KMEL, which plays the same 20 songs over and over again. Most all being rap (my favorite) which to me is like Dr. Seuss becomes a gangster. They consist of a second grade vocabulary and a toddlers self-absorbed morality. The isolation is self-induced mostly because I have no community with the element surrounding me. Even with these tortures I am reminded that I have not suffered unto blood for the sake of Christ. Privacy is gone, my wife suffers, reputation is under ridicule but this is not violent like the passion. Mel Gibson brought a cinematic portrayal but reality was far more violent. To think Jesus as a man chose this course willingly for the sake of the integrity of God’s word should humble anyone who thinks God should honor them for their suffering. Actually part of the comfort I receive in my suffering is that I have the opportunity to share in some of the suffering of Christ when for His cause I am persecuted. Even in this God does not give me more than I can bear or ridicule me from my wimpy tolerance. Many have suffered for Christ in this thing called Dorean but take comfort in having a savior who knows suffering in greater measure and therefore can be full of compassion. After all this by His resurrection power He conquered, overcame, the tortures and their results so He could offer you a share in His victory. Enjoy the victory and know that the world not seeing it is evidence of its existence.

New Dawn Psalm (12-31-06)

You set the sun upon its course
And the dawn of every new day is by your decree
Those who are bent down by their troubles
Rise to a new day by the same decree
Early I enter your court to give you praise
I love the harmony of the voices there
Every creature great and small knows your worth
Anxiety bites at my heals like a snake
But the Lord lifts me up to a safe path
Though my eyes dart back and forth looking for my salvation
My heart is fixed upon your promises
Delight my God in the praise upon my lips
And give me place to sing them over my enemy
Proud and wicked men judge me without equity
They disguise their evil intent under the category “justice”
How many times have you saved, how many generations
Are they still so dense not to fear you
Humble them and show that you will not be mocked
Enter in to my troubles to work your good
For who is not overwhelmed by your steadfast love
Your mercies and loving kindness renew me
My strength comes from you casting my fears afar off
Like the fragrance of flowers in bloom
My life is sweet and full of your glory
Exalt the Messiah my Lord and King
Make my life a treasure for His pleasure
For He has awed me by His faith
And proved to me your word is trustworthy

Farrel (12-30-06)

One of your clients has written me faithfully. I wrote them recently and asked them about their opinion concerning you. I very much liked their response. I thought I would write you the only way available to share in the same spirit of blessing you as they. You showed much kindness to Scott and I and your friendship seemed genuine. It would only be right of me to reciprocate the kindness. First I want you to know that I still love you and desire all that is good, noble, and true to fill your life. I know that the trial you face can crush almost any man. I do not know what motivates you or if you believe your choices wise. None of that really concerns me. As a loyal friend I can love you even if the choices are a damage to me. I have always believed this concerning you that the fire in your belly was placed there by the Lord to one day be used for His purpose. I don’t know if you are in a state of trusting God currently though I suspect you are not. If my suspicion’s true it hurts me not for fear of what that means to me but because I truly want the best for you. It is a very rare thing to hear God’s voice calling you but there is endless hope and promise in that calling. It is never too late to chase after the high calling. The man God wants you to be is one who will hear His voice and place your life upon it in trust. Only you know if you are doing this at the moment. I know this for certain there is no lawyer who is trained in the faith and none will offer you wise eternal counsel. They have sold out their souls to a system unholy based on the God of mammon. You can bet Christ did not use your lawyer as a mouthpiece though maybe as a test. If He is testing you He is loving you. In John 6 Jesus test Phillip who was handicapped by facts. Jesus was in the area that was where Phillip was from. Phillip knew all the prices and merchants and their supplies. Phillip knew the scriptures of 11 Kings 4 where Elisha fed 100 with insufficient supplies and now one greater than Elisha was asking him “How do we feed all these people?” (5000+) Jesus already knew what He was going to do. Phillip went right to what his eyes could see and not faith. Andrew went to half faith with a response like here is something to use but I don’t know how you will. Both were anemic of trust. You may have been tested in this way and Christ already knew what He was going to do but wanted to see where your eyes were focused. If you made a choice based on what your eyes see and not on trust that what He has planned for you is good than as your friend I want to encourage you to repent and allow God to show Himself strong. Feel free to write me though you’ve been instructed not to. I don’t need to talk or discuss the case with you but I would like the opportunity to impart some of my strength. As a friend I owe this to you. I have little concern for this case it is like a mosquito bite. My God has all the dangers and pitfalls already tagged with caution and detour markers. I truly have no fear and that is what I desire for you. Let God make us a circle of champions that we all may delight in the spoils of victory. Be well my friend and be wise. I know this is the moment of your opportunity and destiny.

A Peace Beyond Understanding (12-30-06)

One of the promises in Christ is a piece that passes all understanding. I can say He has been faithful to keeping this with me and I can tell with Scott also by his writings. Some people may dismiss this gift nonchalantly but I really treasure it. It seems to increase proportionately to the increase in suffering my enemy heaps upon me. I would hope that all of you would discover this peace. It is allusive because it is hidden in Christ who demands Lordship. Most people become control freaks when trouble arrives because we have been trained to believe that calm and serenity are synonymous. In Christ serenity peaks with your trials. It is another one of those paradoxes. I have not had a deaf ear to your suffering and when you become wise to all I’m doing on your behalf you will know this with a certainty. How much more can God be counted on to hear and to act? Most of the complainers on this blog love their misery too much to submit to Christ where this peace resides. They lose the complaint they are in love with. Do not be like these whose words give away their malcontent hearts. Circumstance will always justify your fears and worries but the faith of Christ sees things that are not as though they are. And why shouldn’t He a creator has none of our creature limitations? Be at peace! I testify there is joy in the Lord no matter where this life takes you.

December Psalm (12-30-06)

Praise the Lord!
I will bless the Lord all my days
On bended knee I will elevate Him
With hands raised I will be jubilant
Your mighty works of old are still revered
You were faithful to pass them on in record
Your renown is from generations to generation
I thank you Lord that your love is steadfast
And that your word is trustworthy
That your mighty right arm that does valiantly
Has not been put to rest in my day
My enemies are as great as those you’ve already defeated
Though they tempt me to fear I laugh at their folly
How quickly they have forgotten your power
Blindly and arrogantly they approach your severity
They have no regard for danger or recall
That no flesh shall ever be exalted before you
Even now in the enemies camp I celebrate victory
For you God have never been defeated
My hope is in you because you swear out by yourself
For there is none holy but you who keeps His covenants
You have decreed my well being who can annul it?
Hear my praise and keep my eyes lifted up
For you are worthy of all my praise and adoration
Daily the joys of your love overtake me
Show these men who you are, do not delay
For they mock me and say “Where is your God?”
Silence them and make me boast in you.

The Brawl (12-29-06)

My pod consists of 18 two men cells. 20 of the 36 got into a brawl. Basically 16 blacks on 4 hispanics. Fortunately my celly and I were out of the frey. It was no accident one of the men at our table acted the ass so we left a little early. It is little events like this that make one think that the footsteps of the righteous are ordered of the Lord. These little incidents are really quite revealing because they shock you and speak about the character of the players. If violence turns your stomach these are not the best observations. Half my pod is here for murder so they don’t have the same appreciation of others. What is funny is the jailhouse code on ethics they fight over are so much more trivial than the standard they’ll ignore. Man of this generation is a blind self-absorbed creature. “ME” is the subject of every sentence or thought. This happened on a Friday afternoon which night they hand out commissary. Now a real thinker would take commissary, fight on Saturday, plunder the victims food and enjoy the lockdown retaliation. Thinking is not the abundant commodity. The guards of course cancelled commissary for all including my celly and I who were not involved. What I found an interesting study more than the brawl is the class maneuvers. First was the blacks an hispanics. Then it was the deputies against the inmates taking away privileges. Then it was the deprived and hungry responding to the loss of privileges. The logic in all this is dense. Men dependent on privileges with expectation of their uninterrupted flow. Punishing all by location like it will net you compliance though it never has. These behaviors seem reflexive like they have been planted deep in the psyche without a reasonable delay or review. I also noticed the victim minority did not offer any offense as a defense and suffered greater and more severe injuries. This also seemed reflexive. Do we really take the time in our lives to understand all the pitfalls, dangers, and battles around us? Have we ever checked our reflex responses in advance to reason if they are the best response options? A giant brawl is not necessary or a hostile milieu. It is your mind and soul, your decisions. You can give yourself a check-up anytime. Have you fasted to see how you might respond to a loss of food privilege? How about imagined or practiced physical responses to violence? What would I do if the bank makes a claim? I think most people live in a state of reflexive unpreparedness with the vain wish the brawl will never find you. I used this event and lockdown to question many things about myself. I do this in court and in this brawl called Dorean. I want to encourage you to do some introspection and see what you can do to better the odds. I have been very calculated in Dorean and not reflexive. My opponent has really been disturbed by this. They are very dependent on your reflexive responses to choose their course of action. Men are basically conditioned to please authority no matter how bizarre the statute is from those who dispense it to us. Maybe sometimes you should flex instead of reflex.

Trial Preparation (12-29-06)

This is kind of funny when one actually thinks about the game that is being played out. Originally they moved us to Dublin FDC to defend ourselves. We will skip all the procedural flaws to get to this place. Scotty and I are given computers to view discovery, a word processor, and printer. Not the BOP, US Attorney, and Judge don’t like the paperwork we prepared. Of course they don’t understand what we wrote and won’t until the end. First they took away the printer, then they took away the copy machine, then they took away the phones, and last started tampering with our mail. You would think they had enough advantage over two little old guys with their complete law library, the internet, staff and new equipment. Now that they have stripped us down to pen and paper I began contracting. This frustrated their plans to abuse us unimpaired. Well they soon got over their heads and scared so they split us up. Now we have no communication, no law library, no document production, no phone and a trial on the horizon. You would think I would be scared. Well quite frankly they are planning a victory around a future that doesn’t exist. All the histrionics is actually quite fun to watch. Grown men acting like children acting like adults. Can you believe these are the fools revered in our society? I think it speaks to the degradation of our culture. Even behind this suffocating siege of resources Scott and I prosper. Everything they do to hurt us somehow gets turned into an advantage. We will be changing up strategy shortly to trap them in their own nets.

I think one of the most amazing things I’ve seen to show me God is in charge has been the maturing of Scott. He has become an amazing champion of the faith on his own. It was a blessing to share space with him but in our separation I realize what a courageous man he is. Most of you can’t imagine the cost we suffer to obtain victory for we share very little of it. I know for certain that most men would have been crushed by what Scott endures. Having backbone, and integrity is most of the battle with this fraudulent judiciary and both of us have a full measure. I’m proud of Scott and many of you will be blessed to meet him and to hear his testimony. Dorean could not have succeeded without his willingness to be obedient to Christ. He is his own man not my lacky. Those who have met him or worked with him know how true this is. Timing seems the last mystery and both of us have resolved to just endure until it is finished whenever that is. We don’t want to go to trial it is an honor not yet earned by the opposition but just maybe God is looking for a very public display. We are open to His will. Keep us in your prayers that God strengthen and give wisdom. Thank you all!

Note: There was a couple that recently wrote me that I intended to respond. You wanted to discuss Revelation 12. Your last name began with “B” I recall. I accidentally packed your letter away in an outgoing envelope. Could you please write again so I can respond? Thank you and sorry!

Christmas Past (12-28-06)

Christmas is a holiday that has always represented the weakness of Americans. There is a ghost of all Christmas past that nobody wants to confront. My wife made commercials that sole purpose was to influence your mind. I only see the newspaper once a month and am never enlightened by the content. My grandmother was a General Hospital addict back in the Luke and Laura days while I was very young. I used to visit her and tell her what happened during the months of not watching with great accuracy. It used to amaze her but to me it was merely practical. Somehow I always had a sense about how the human mind works and how it is influenced. I’m not a bah humbug but this current trend of consumerism is like watching sheep bleeding on the way to slaughter. How many of you stop to analyze the things that are influencing you at Wallmart or the mall? There are engineers who know the smells, music, temperature, location, eye stimulus, vibration, subconscious, and other ways to reach you and get you to accept their agenda. Christmas is not sinister but reveals the epidemic of mental apathy that now plagues us as a nation. What is sinister is what the real leaders of the world can accomplish by this morass of easily manipulated flesh. They can have you fight over two puppet leaders who amount to the same thing as though different. They can make you desire an education and knowledge that make you stupid. People have committed suicide over taxes and statutes that didn’t apply to them. Marriages and families are destroyed by fantasy problems. Everybody slaves paycheck to paycheck and uses TV to relax. Hypnosis is very relaxing! Men who have the courage to take vengeance or obtain justice against the tyrants are vilified while endless tolerance is sanctified. We fight about imaginary rights none of us know how to defend. The hero’s of the past would be criminals today. Fat was vilified but skinny will soon be loathed. Do you have any original thoughts? Are you unique ready to brand the world with a special imprint or are you Mr. and Mrs. Jones? Look at this blog and look at the minds behind the comments. Is there any real debate or just worn out regurgitation? Does anyone truly want to learn? Sheepel just want attention and a pat on the back from other sheepel. Apple had a commercial where pc people were walking off a cliff and one lone mac user was walking against the crowd. If you are not experiencing that sense on subject matter far more important than products you need a check up form the neck up. People are buying gold, bankers are selling. People are buying Euros bankers are selling. People are voting bankers are getting representation. People are conditioned to be basically honest bankers are taught cunning. Are you starting to see the ghost lingering behind the holiday we have taken from personal accountability and soulish integrity. You are what you feed on. Give your brain some food for thought and try provoking some wisdom. Happy Holidays?

The Confused and Possessed (12-27-06)

Dorean followed the self-help remedy of an aggrieved party to the letter. Even if the bank thought they had a legitimate claim they failed to assert it in a timely manner. In a world of credit promises are assets. In a real monetary world promises are obligations. You see many on this site using monetary definitions in credit scenarios. If you draw it like line scale where zero is the fulcrum and negative is to the left and positive to the right it is easy to figure out. A promise to pay in a real money world goes left but in a credit fiat world it goes right. Fiction is strange to us in money matters because there is exchange and commerce always putting real products in our hand. Though the results appear the same they are not. In a real money scenario you would obtain the product with an absolute title. In the credit world you only obtain possession and use by privilege. Only because the real title holders are not asserting their claim do you get the milieu to remain confused. The UCC binds all fictional actors to the fictional commerce. When Dorean executed it upon the bank they were bound to it. Funny how obedience became a crime. What’s even more hilarious is comparing my two criminal cases. My first case said a promissory note was a security to be convicted this time it must not be. Oh to live in a world where coins have heads on both sides. That of course is American De facto Jurisprudence. Why would anyone want to argue in a venue of rhetoric like this. It only took me once to comprehend the insanity of the idea. Why should I not accept everything they say a true. Though all they speak is lies they are telling the truth. That is what is so bizarre about dealing with these knuckleheads. Let me use the BOP dopes for a moment’s example. They interfered with my case by the assertion of their statutory policy. Inherent in this act is legal determination that I had liability to their statute. No one anywhere swore out my liability. No one ever will yet they presume it exist. Without liability they accept charges on my behalf. This is a fiduciary obligation with liability attached. I demand damages and they claim foul. Now they testify in court that they are not my counsel and that all the terms of the contract have been fulfilled. They claim they have no liability while proving they do under their own oath. What is gained by getting every detail perfectly correct when the mass makes the point clearly. This is the microcosm. Out of 60,000 documents probably dozens of witnesses, 7 judges, about the same in prosecutors and not one testimony under oath that I have any liability to USC 18, 1341, 1343, 1344, etc. Without that every opinion is a lie without meaning. Until liability is a fact argument is unnecessary. It makes for good blog fodder but nothing judicious is happening. A trial is a farce. Does that mean they’ll stop it? No probably not but guilty or acquittal are no different and meaningless without liability. Think about it. I’m guilty of no liability. I accept! You’re acquitted of liability. I agree! See any room to argue? I don’t! This is the fine art of using the UCC. It takes a certain kind of wisdom stolen from the masses.

He Stinks (12-26-06)

Many of you have the opinion of me that I stink. The only appropriate retort I can muster to this is “like shit I do!” You see I am not blessed with the virtue and holiness of you. I only know of my wretchedness. Quite frankly I am deserving of death. Even when missing of a faith target there is a hope that goes beyond our mistakes or our death in our trespasses and sins. Jesus had a friend Lazarus who died. He had two sisters whom Jesus also loved. They sent for Jesus when he became ill, but Jesus was delayed. These women had an idea of the right time for God to move. I’m certain it was based upon their prior experience of how they saw Him work before. Jesus had a different timing and understanding of how God would be glorified and how men would know that He was sent. In the end it will be the same with Dorean. God has His own timing that is to His glory. Lazarus has been dead four days when Jesus arrives full of compassion for their sorrows. Death seems to be the ultimate foe, tougher then bankers, criminals, defacto usurpers, or any other care of this world. For His glory Jesus was right on time. The desires of the suffering were still met just in a way they couldn’t imagine. Don’t lose hope resurrection power cannot be defeated. So though I stink of death and my deliverance seems late soon those words of life “Come forth from the grave” will hit this lifeless corpse and all will know God has always been in control and our hope was not vanity.

Dealing with the disappointment (12-25-06)

I think the toughest thing to deal with in a man’s trial to me has always been the disappointment of what is perceived as missing the mark in your faith walk. I say perceived because our understanding is so limited. A lady gave Scott and I a prophecy we would be out by Christmas. God never gave us a check in our spirit concerning it and many other confirmations appeared. All this caused me to set my heart on this promise. At first glance it appears an exercise that failed but God works in strange ways. My wife and I cried some real tears of sorrow but were quickly nurtured by God. The healing was very contrary to what I would expect. I was called to praise God for His mastery over our circumstance even though my eyes were at the moment deceived. What was revealed to me was a weakness in my faith I hadn’t seen before. God addressing this was a blessing to me and an edification of my spirit. It is one of those baffling paradoxes in Christ where you are lifted up by going down. In my frustrated brokenness God’s wholeness whelmed me. It kind of recalibrated my resolve and faith to a more peaceful enduring faith that no longer needs my hope set on a moment in time but is content just to rest in God’s control. One great example of His control was the Roman soldiers not breaking the leg bones of Christ. For 200 years this pattern was not broken. God has always been in control. Never has He been in a position where He is wringing His hands in concern. Why do we fret or dread what our enemies are up to? God whose wisdom and intellect far exceeding our imagination knows how to get us through our trials. Out of my disappointment I hope you will find our common ignorance and our common cure. Praise, Praise, Praise let us get lost in His magnificence. Our Big God automatically shrinks the size of our problems. I wish for you the new peace I’ve discovered. No the suffering has not ended and I should be crushed by its unknown termination but somehow God made this state more comfortable. Evil has an end and God has a plan and my opportunity to trust is grand. Seize your opportunity. Don’t let the cares of this world distract your eyes from the glories of God. One thing you will notice when this is over is that all the false prophets on this blog will not be honest in the end. Serving Christ is not the living in perfection it is the perfection of living. God knows your downs and ups, you strengths and weaknesses. You are known, not forgotten, and the plans He has for you are good for a future and a hope Jer. 29:11.

Brainwashing Made Easy (12-24-06)

I am of the generation where technology rapidly changed things. As a small boy I remember my grandmother doing laundry with a washboard, clothespins, and sunshine. Then came the washer and dryer and the chore suddenly became a comfortable convenience. I remember reading 1984 and seeing old war movies about brainwashing and I think that technology has moved this from chore to a comfortable convenience. I am amazed at the levels of indoctrination that are now always present. I think it most obvious here in jail because this class of people is the target of the elitist agenda. More than half of my pod of 36 are on drugs. Like chicks frantically begging the mother bird for worms they make a fuss in the nest and open their mouths 3 times a day when the nurse comes by. They have animations or gesticulations that are an amalgamation of video, film, cartoon, and video game characters. Their entire thought processes are bought and paid for. Most grew up in welfare dependent environments. Then government got them addicted to narcotics, base level sustenance or below and then changed the funding rules. Now they had their addicts they supplied their alternative. Dope, gangs, sex, and violence. There are kids here for murder with bullet holes in their body happy to be in jail the rest of their life because they would surely be dead by now. They kill to live in a kill or be killed life. Politicians work every experiment upon them and they are used as the example through propaganda to lose our guns, and other intelligent rights. Perhaps every convenience comes with a price. Maybe mulling over each thought on the vigorous washboard of reason is better for us than the easy spin cycle.

The Psalm of all things

Almighty God I stand in awe of you
though my soul bows humbled in shame
Mature wheat sways in golden adoration to you
While sea mulls over in repetitive waves your power
Newborn animals leap in glee for the gift you bestowed
As birds whistle and chirp our praise
I have been endowed with your lavish love
Have seen your hand tenderly guide me
Yet I am jealous of all your creation
Which effortlessly exudes adoration to you
Why must my soul be a stubborn mute
And my praise to you be such a sacrifice
I am the one displaying more of your worth
With every firing neuron reflexive or intended
Master craftsman, intelligent workmanship and design
Show off your handiwork and creativity
Create in me a clean heart and right spirit
Open the floodgates of my soul to your praise
Let me explode with joyous burst of thanksgiving
Strengthen my arms to be raised to you
And teach me to jump and sprint like a foal colt
I am excited about the life you have given me
Blessed that you are mindful of my life
Let heaven’s gift of honoring you be upon me
You, Master, are worthy of my life in praise

My Voice (12-22-06)

I have been thinking of terminating this blog since the delays are long and the important events infrequent. My wife said it’s your voice people want to hear it. I was not thinking of it from this angle. If there is any truth in this let me know. I can keep my voice flowing. Admittingly details of the case will be slim. We are rapidly approaching the showdown but there is tons of judicial masturbation I must still tolerate. I do think my voice has value to those who need a shot of courage and hope in their trials and to be inspired to say no to the thugs and the retards. I tried to analyze my voice after my wife’s comment and I can say it is like John’s as one crying from the wilderness that salvation is approaching. If you are not growing weary of this proclamation I will continue. If you are convinced I certainly am and we can quietly finish the race set before us. Don’t worry about stating you want it to continue even under this quagmire of ridicule for I have always been serving the few and opposing the moron majority.

He who laughs last laughs longest (12-22-06)

There are many jokers on this site who sport with laughter. I like a jovial fool who laughs against the plans of the Lord vainly. Speaking of them is Psalms 2:4. The Lord who sits in heaven laughs at them and holds them in derision. LMAO HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA x 50 In Psalms 37:13 He laughs at the wicked for He sees their day coming. ROTFLMAO HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA x 50 Psalms 52:6,7 I get to laugh at the evildoers because they refused to make God their refuge. LOL HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA x 50, God’s laughter is contagious. Though my victory is not yet appearing I laugh along with God who sees the end already. I chuckle, giggle and gafaw and enjoy the comfort of God’s laughter since He gets the last laugh, He and I will laugh the longest. It really isn’t fair; I get to laugh through my suffering and I get to laugh at the enemies of God once their laughter turns to tears. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA x 20, Join me in the hilarity of Christ those of you who trust in the Lord. It’s the blast that will last. Too funny!

Scott from Vinland II (12-21-06)

I had hoped you would have written me directly so I wouldn’t have to use this blog to ineffectively communicate with you. I do thank you for bowing out of a conversation over your head. What I can tell from your post is that you have grown into a man of integrity with a genuine conversion into Christ. I do not think it an accident God has crossed our paths again. I have no fear and am more than assured of the coming victory in Christ. You seem well versed enough in the scriptures to know David proclaimed his victories before they occurred. Only men of faith can do this with a true hope. If you wish to offer me any friendship this is what I ask. That you will approach the throne supporting me in my diligent trust in Christ. Don’t contend with me out of your ignorance but join me in what you know we have in common. That being that Christ is Lord of Lords, rules and reigns by power, and can certainly steer his disciples heart to truth. Trust that the God you know has me in His hands and does not have me on a wild and vain ride of trying to have Him sanction my crimes. You know that could never be a possibility in your walk with Christ. Why would you suspect it possible for mine? I’m appealing to Christ’s wisdom in you. Most on this site don’t know the God we know. They can’t understand my request to you but you do. We were fortunate to meet as children but eternity is our destiny and I want you to view me with those eyes. God knows that is how I now view you. I know you are sincere in your faith and that delights me more than you can imagine. Neither of us was given a heritage that guided us to the Lord but here we are products of His steadfast love. Trust that evidence concerning me. You did not find me here on this blog boasting in my own strength or professing an untrue gospel. This revelation can only come by hearing and hearing by the word of God. Does God lead you into trials and temptations too great for you to bear? Me neither. Does He not constantly extent his mercies towards you and keep you walking in the way. He does for me also. I’m certain your wife can testify that God guides and directs you as can mine. Brother this is what we have far beyond mortgage knowledge. You should give me credit on this alone that when I say the mortgage industry is replete with fraud that I am not lying or manipulating. There is much you do not know or understand about my calling or the knowledge I was given to accomplish the task before me. Certainly though you must know whom God calls He equips. I look forward to seeing you again which will happen and to boast in the great work of God in your life. I only challenged you brother because you got caught up in mire that was far below you. I know God has great plans for you. Write me, there is much more to share.

The Bread of Life Anyway you Slice it (12-19-06)

I have warred on this site to make a simple truth clear. Jesus is the power, purpose, and planner behind victory. It is not my righteousness that causes God to owe me a favor. It is not my sins that guarantees the feds prevail. The only thing I can hope in is Christ. He is the victor and I am wise if I come along for the ride by obedience. In the Old Testament the manna was another shadow and type of this truth. Men ate the sustenance of heaven without any toil on their own part. Their labors were irrelevant. God supplied by His word and men were enriched. Christ is the ultimate supply of this Bread of Life as a pure gift from heaven. Dorean was a God breathed plan, a God sustained ride, and a God glorifying victory. God has made this manna sweet to me and satisfying to my desires. I do not toil to win or toil in my suffering. I merely accept the gift by obedience. How about you? The other option is to weary of this bread and cry out for strange meat until you choke on it. Those who fight against this truth are not proponents of the true gospel and think themselves wise bakers. Don’t toil with them over their dough you will only end up famished. God broke the bread, blessed it, and gave to men.

Valiant Vacissitudes (12-19-06)

David was a very brave man and fought many a battles. What I love about the knowledge of him from the scriptures is his heart. You could always see his courage but he also had his fears. Though circumstance would justify his fear he would always talk with his soul to keep its eyes upon the promise. He would praise God in advance of the victory. He would act upon his spiritual sight and defy what his eyes saw in the natural. Every champion in faith would like to tell you once he has set his eyes upon the mark of the promise that is where they remained. I wish I could say that about this Dorean cause. I tell you this truth because many of you have a champion’s heart and are besieged by faith crushing circumstance. Vacissitudes are part of the journey. It is these vacillations that cause us to stay turned to His voice and to feed our spirit. How you finish is the key. Just keep a small grip upon the promise and God will do the rest. As the suffering mounts and evil seems endless our hearts faint. Yet will I praise Him! I preach to myself. If my eyes grow dim with doubt I praise to change my focus and see the big picture. He promises strength and a way of escape. Endurance will become a boasting piece for Christ in our lives. You will make it. Faith is the evidence of things not seen but they will be soon. Hang in there champs.

Faith’s Thesis (12-12-06)

This oratory thesis I hope to put forward to win my doctorate degree in faith. Because faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen I had to offer the theory in advance of the evidence arriving as part of the proof. Though my words here will be life to few and death to many my expectations are not of kindness. My friends like Scott from Vineland, Angel of Mercy, and those of their ilk. Those who love me but are blinded by the traditions of men that have bound them to the milk of the word and who by their own ignorant fears of the meat condemn their brother in false judgment. To you I hope to inspire you to taste of the meat and see that it is good. To take off the training wheels you have grown far too comfortable with and soar into the high calling of Jesus our Lord. Then there are those who only know the ideas or precepts of Christianity who pump themselves up with vain and useless knowledge to ridicule and pummel their victims with their tongues. They are the Tcob’s, Fruities, Neos and their kind. To you I take pleasure in the fact that this thesis will be a temptation of ammunition for you that you can’t resist, which exposes you for who you are. There are the government plant’s and people generally who believe evil good and good evil. You will find a confrontation in these words that expose you. There are those whom I love who have missed their great opportunity to know “If God be for you who can be against you?” and have lost their faith. These include brokers, agents, friends, employees etc. You I hope to be the consummate example of the truth of faith to so encourage you that the choices you made were wrong and that you will pick yourselves up, dust yourselves off, face the Lord again with a new hope and get back into the fight. Last is the only group that deserved me to take all the risk I have with Dorean and this thesis to give to you the justifying evidence for your “I told you so’s” though you probably will never say them to anyone more than to your own carnal soul who you war with constantly. Even if you only maintained a fingernail grip upon the promises of God it is my pleasure to offer you my life, the developing ground for this thesis, to cause you to sure up your grip and go for the ride of your life in the power and might of our Lord Jesus the Christ. Eternity is the breath behind all the aspirations of execution you have witnessed in your own experience and this thing called Dorean. To you this is a work of love.
This thesis is prophetic in nature because it is written in advance of eyesight, based upon the word of God, and spoken as His agent. Much substance will be contained for debate and comments so it will remain up as the only post for about a week or 10 days. Additionally circumstances will be changing during this time, which will alter the comments and positions of many. This is a live spiritual exercise to measure and expose in the Dorean microcosm the truth of the human condition.
Faith is an action word, a verb that is not synonymous with the noun belief. Belief is an elemental part of the motivation of the will in the action of faith if exercised. I have said on here before the ABC’s of faith are an Action based upon Belief sustained in Confidence. For this to please God and to receive grace from God in exchange this definition is limited to a Confidence of God’s word that moves the will to the action of faith. All other faith of similar model is the positive thinking formula of the world. This thesis focuses on this narrow parameter solely.
Faith and obedience are also not synonymous but rather are conjoined twins with the common vital organ of God’s word so that they remain inseparable and die independent of each other. 1 Cor. 7:19 states “obeying the commandments of God is everything” while Romans 1:17 says “the one who is righteous will live by faith.” Now Christ is the consummate example of this obedient faith. As Romans 3 makes clear that apart from the law Christ was revealed as the righteousness of God through His faith displayed to us who believe. He has become the author and finisher of this powerful faith in us. We as people rely on our senses and reason to develop the choices we’ll make. A child will reach for a flame but will remember the pain and not do it again. It is easy to live in the comfort of this developed wisdom. What is difficult is when you receive a word from God that runs contrariwise to this wisdom like “walk through the fire and you shall not be burned.” This is when the spiritual conflict between your miniscule wisdom verses the eternity of a faith opportunity is revealed.
Back in 1986 I was given a word from the Lord that was general as to His destiny for me and with some specifics that would appear on the path. One thing is for certain life in prison is incompatible with the promise. Over these 22 years all of the specifics have come to pass. Going to prison the first time was part of this. I can’t tell you how much ridicule and professions of evil I had to be assailed by over this time but is has always been as prolific as you see here. I think it must always come in measure equal to your confidence because the goal of it is always to remove your confidence in God’s word and to shift it back to worldly wisdom. As Scott and I have held on to God’s word for general deliverance we searched the word for specifics. About 6 months ago there became like a vapor a waft of insight that this was almost over. Many people picked up upon this and wrote us and told us. Then about 90 days ago a woman spoke as a prophet and said by Christmas you shall be released. Here my conflict begins. I have my desires that could easily align with this hope but my earthly wisdom says “no way!” Our last court date before Christmas, yesterday was an uneventful status conference pushing off my pretrial until 3-9 and trial until 3-26-07. I would say from a human wisdom point of view that about settles it. Even my friends of Job could say “Amen” in their hearts with me on this one. But this is where we differ.
Jesus is not an appendage snapped onto my personal wisdom who Amen’s my comfort. For me He is a God calling me to trust against my wisdom the promise of a word spoken by a God who cannot lie as a hope to draw me past and beyond what my eyes can see and my mind can know. This is a risk. Presently it is equal to the greatest risk of my life to date. Not because of the 25-life sentence threat but because my 22 years trek of ever increasing confidence in the reliability in God’s word and my ability to hear it and have it inspire the action of faith in me is at risk. This is my entire identity. It is the foundation of my manhood, my marriage, my relationships, all the choices I make and have made to get here. The fear in a man quickly tells us to flee from this kind of risk but Jesus in us says “if it is possible let this cup pass from me but never the less not my will but thine.” Is she really a prophet speaking for God, is my heart just so eager to get out that I’ll believe it, and don’t tell anyone, and wait and see, all are arguments that get swallowed up in a true picture of the true God. If God is the master of all things living He certainly can control her speaking and my hearing to prevent a witness of “thus sayeth the Lord.” Now that this witness has occurred I must now like Jesus realize this cup will not pass and I must rise up and walk towards my enemy. I will comfort them and boldly proclaim that God’s word can be trusted unto death. Sure a champion’s life lies before me to seize but at the risk of sharpening my enemy’s weapons they’ll use to slash and tear at me if I fail. If I do not rise to the high calling of faithing I have failed already and have merely delayed my discomfort of defeat for a season. If I take this faith opportunity I can receive a continuation of my long string of confidence. I can see the power of God displayed in my generation like I read of generations past. If I take the risk to speak of this truth in advance of its taking place I shut the mouths of fools and inspire my brother and sister faithers to pursue God with wreckless abandon with confidence. When faced with this painful choice my spiritual discipline guides me to offer the sacrifice of praise. This is a praise that reaches below the depths of my fears and elevates my eyes of faith to see the God of potential, miracles, and faithfulness. Out of the mouths of babes and infants He has perfected praise. I picture Christ on His triumphant entry with His face set firm on the promise pain and all receiving praise from these children waving palm branches, dancing, kneeling, with raised hands, shouting “Hosanna.” Like these children a childlike faith calls this praise forth from my lips. We faithers are a peculiar people. We war not with guns or swords but with spiritual weapons like praise, faith, music, the word etc. Who would run towards an army with a tambourine, shout at a wall, or use a blog? My eyes do not look to an ominous federal government with criminal intent as the fact but rather the promise of God as fact
Not only do they see my deliverance as promised, they also see the landscape beyond. Dorean will go down in history as a catalyst of some of the most sweeping economic changes in our lifetime. Fannie Mae is sentenced to death as we know it. Home values are going to recalibrate to absorb the sudden change in credit flow. Those who trust in the Lord will prosper in this change while others will lose equity. After this world economics will change drastically. Europe will head into a recession and an attraction for the dollar will return like never before. War or battles in the Mideast will increase at this time and not diminish. Things will sure up there quickly after much more destabilization. The Arab nations will resolve the conflicts by developing a unified governmental model like the EU from themselves. Europe’s weakness being aided by a departure of England and our strength will assist this region to come to this resolve suddenly. All this will take place during the next presidency. The increase in conflict will begin before Bush’s exit. Furthermore God will use the success of Dorean to create a platform of ministry where people will come seeking business knowledge and leave spiritually transformed. Others will have their faith so inspired they will trust God and receive miracles that will move this nation back towards holiness. The fake judiciary, which is merely the collection agency of the executive treasonous branch being exposed and reduced in power. God will enter into this now found faith and give a reprieve a rest for the people. The progress of theft being reversed. Even now as I write this God is placing the spark in some of your hearts to be these faithers for your generation. Let the faith of Christ explained here and the success of Dorean be a model and inspiration and believe God for big things. The back drop of all this is Christ made a spectacle of His enemies by the cross because of His obedient faith and we can join Him in this spectacle of today’s enemies by our obedient faith which is the faith of Christ living in us. In the end I say the faith of Christ has promised me to be more than a conqueror and it makes the same promises to you. Houses, families, reputations, credit ratings, jobs, friends can all be used as devices to move your eyes of faith from the prize but none will be a worthy substitute in the end. When God speaks He amen’s His own words and nothing becomes something. All creation is a constant witness of this truth if we’ll look at it. Join me as I join God and let us all in one harmonic chorus say “AMEN!” Adam made the wrong choice in the beginning and we suffer from his deposit in us but Christ returned us full circle to make the choice again on our own. Will you Amen the first Adam or the second? As for me and my house including Scott we will serve the Lord!

My Brother / My Friend

“A man of friends may be broken up; but there is a lover who sticks closer than a brother.” That is the literal Hebrew translation of Proverbs 18:24. “The soul of Jonathon was knit with the soul of David, and Jonathan loved him (David) as his own soul.” This is the literal Hebrew translation of 1 Samuel 18:1. The words “lover” in Proverbs 18:24 and “loved” in 1 Samuel 18:1 is translated from the Hebrew word “Hheb” which means to have a close attachment to or to have an emotional attachment to an object. In this case the object, or attachment if you will, is Kurt Johnson. I’ve known Kurt for more than 10 years and the one thing I have admired most about him is his integrity as a man, and more importantly, as a man of God. There is an axiom in sports that goes something to the effect of, “sports doesn’t create character, it reveals it.” I believe the moral equivalent to that axiom would go something like, “the testing of your faith promotes character but shall reveal it at the self-same time.” This particular testing event has provided me with the opportunity to witness both the man Kurt Johnson and the man of God Kurt Johnson. I can confirm to you with full confidence he is the man of integrity privately that he is publicly. He is a man who would die for a friend and risk his life for an inspired cause for strangers. Those of you that have walked with us in lock-step in the spirit understand fully that which I speak. This is what the writer of Psalms 42 meant when he says in verse 7 “Deep calls unto deep.” I am privileged to be walking this season of testing out with a man who understands God’s call, hears His voice and is obedient to comply even if it appears foolish or risky. Over the course of this journey Kurt has made decisions in faith, that to the natural mind would seem foolish, but to the working of faith the only decision. He has remarked consistently through this that only men of faith could pull this off. I have now become convinced of this. As unusual as this may sound, I wouldn’t trade this experience for anything. I am just beginning to understand what God has invested in me and how much He wants me to be a champion for Him and that having Kurt serving as a living example was part of it. I have said privately and now proclaim publically, I love you my brother and thank you for your patience, inspiration, integrity and most importantly your obedience. You are a man among men and a supreme friend.

Yours Truly, Scott

Give Me Some Credit (12-2-06)

A lot of you including the prosecution think I am opposed to the current banking system. This is not true. Let me lay down some of my thoughts. The Constitution called for a standard measure concerning the dollar as money. They were duty bound to keep that measure as trustees. They committed treason or a very clever alternative. I vote for the second. There are no provisions in the Constitution that deal with credit money or its value. Nor is there any prohibition to assign its creation to a subcontractor (private). There is a general and clear sense through the Constitution that trustees must look out for the beneficiaries. Did they do this with the Federal Reserve creation? I think so. Now the first thing to be sincere about their duties is to give you an exemption out of the credit money because of your entitlement to a true measure dollar. They did this with HJR192. So far so good. Next the people still have to be the value source or creators for their benefit. The Federal Reserve does not create credit ever. All currency credits – Federal Reserve notes come into existence to purchase bonds it is believed but that is not the facts. The bonds are the good faith and credit of We the People and the Federal Reserve merely monetizes them for us. Electronic credit which is the greatest mass is done individually as We the People. Directly as opposed to through our agents. This is accomplished when the Fed monetizes our signature promises on notes or invoices. Now if you can step back beyond inflation, depreciation, taxes, and the other by products and look at the world view you might see the genius. Where we fall prey to our own tool was allowing ourselves to believe our own lies. Fed notes / credits become the world currency being traded for all the wealth of the nations. Oil being the most prolific. As consumers through our Fed we are confiscating wealth. We got drunk on the prosperity and let these worthless credits become money in our own minds. That is the sickness that plaques Scott from Vineland and others similarly situationed. The mortgage is our credit creation not the Feds. They are the borrower of our right and servants bound by trust. Sure they can bluff for their own greedy interest but it is your fault for folding your hand not theirs. Dorean merely showed the true nature of things and refuses to fold. They cannot support being outside the borders of their design which is merely the agent contractor of the people for the proliferation of their credit in the fictional based economy. Wealth never departs, reality is always present. Fictional credits are a weapon of economics warfare to possess an enemy’s wealth. Turning a gun upon yourself is never wise. Let’s use this properly.

What a Child Sees (11-27-06)

The 11th is our next date and it is unique among all our dates because I have no goal, no direction from the Lord except to say it is finished. As my faith matures to comprehend the great accomplishments of the Lord it ironically or paradoxically becomes more childlike. I truly am helpless yet the love of my caretaker is steadfast and trustworthy. There is an enhancement to the truth of Christ’s diligent intellect over my affairs when I’m confronted with the body of Christ. Many of you have been used in a special way as the confirming voice of God. It takes childlike faith to trust the power of Christ in you. Winnie, Karen S., Steve H., Becky B, Dee, Bob, Lynette, A. Corrazzo, Mark G., Swami, Doug Cav. And Doug Cam. All of you and others not mentioned here have strengthened my faith by your obedience to our Lord. Trust this that your eternal reward will be enhanced with blessings here on earth. Many others betrayed me and rewarded my love with their cowardice. This was a constant sorrow which made your sweet offering of obedience all the more soothing. As I submit this heartfelt thank you let me boldly say that we shall now see the power of our mighty Lord that justifies our boast among those who are perishing. Our God reigns and you are the proof of it. I’m proud of all of you in the spirit.

You’re All Retarded

One of the greatest misunderstandings about Dorean is what truly educational significance it has. All your lives you have professed yourselves economic retards. You are incompetent merely taking up space. Of course knowledge of God would lead to wisdom to see the truth of the value of a man among other truths but you created a Christ out of your retarded minds instead of listening. That is why I oppose these fools here friend or foe because they are the greatest retards when they even embrace the tolerable religion of their slave masters. The true Christ teaches you that you are truly a slave so you can be a son in training to master. This crap displayed here is retards claiming to be masters while professing their incompetence. They have not even the adolescent wisdom of the world to see their true state. That is why they can easily judge me falsely and act as false profits. They are blind to their own imminent peril but can see mine clearly. Please! Dorean was a start to finish hands on lesson how to be the master, the creditor in all your affairs. Even with my constant encouragement and faithfulness in remaining the teacher you piss and moan because I can’t do it for you. The classic evidence of a retard. They won’t take responsibility for their own affairs. I did not take the trustee role to be your caretaker for life. I was willing to nurse you out of your incompetence so you could function as a creditor and prosper. Unlike patriots and conspiracy theorist I see the design of the enemy and the brilliance in it. You won’t destroy it to hope so is retarded. You must learn to use it an make it a tool of your competence. It was designed that way to separate the weak from the strong. All those men you fear judges, lawyers, FBI agents, IRS, media these are all retards, absolutely no threat to the creditor. Here’s my question to you, are you ever going to stop being retarded (TV sports, politics, world news, blah, blah, blah!) and become the master? Learn how to own property, rights included. Slaves own nothing. Children own everything even while they are learning to master. I will continue to teach once my retarded debtors cave which won’t be long. Even if it takes longer the creditor always outlast the debtor. That’s the nature of economics. Creditors never doubt. They always defend their rights. Debtors lie and cheat because they have no rights, title, or interest. They can only live as a parasite on creditors who become retarded. Like a virus that attacks as habit it does not know which immune system is healthy until it proves so. Want to be immune? Then get healthy. Invest in your well-being and follow the Dorean lead. If not enjoy being retarded but have no great expectations of a creditor.

To Quote a Few (11-25-06)

I’ll agree the faith you ridicule on here is not wisdom but foolishness to this world. It is something we all practiced as children but now know better. Here are some more fools who have no good reason to trust in God except that He loves them:

“Idolatry is not only the adoration of images… but also trust in one’s own righteousness, works and merits, and putting confidence in riches and power.”
Martin Luther 1483-1546

“O senseless man who cannot make a worm, and yet makes gods by the dozens.”
Michel Eyquem De Montaigne 1533-1592

“We shall be made truly wise if we be made content; content not only with what we can understand, but content with what we do not understand – the habit of mind which theologians call, and rightly so, faith in God.”
Charles Kingsley 1819-1875

“The center of God’s will is our only safety.”
Betsie Ten Boom 1885-1944

“To walk out of his will is to walk into nowhere.”
C.S. Lewis 1898-1963

“A man who has faith must be prepared not only to be a martyr, but to be a fool.”
G.K. Chesterton 1874-1936

“A perfect faith would lift us absolutely above fear.”
George MacDonald 1824-1905

“God sends no one away empty except those who are full of themselves.”
D.L. Moody 1837-1899

“If you don’t invest much, defeat doesn’t hurt and winning is not exciting.”
Dick Vermeil

“Many of our fears are tissue-paper thin, and a single courageous step would carry us clear through them.”
Brenden Francis

“Character is always lost when a high ideal is sacrificed on the alter of conformity and popularity.”
Charles R. Swindoll

“When I came to believe in Christ’s teaching, I ceased desiring what I had wished for before. The direction of my life, my desire, became different. What was good and bad had changed places.”
Leo Tolstoy 1828-1910

Court is Funny (11-24-06)

On 11-21 we went before Judge Spero for another settlement conference. This is a face to face sit down with the alledged Judge to sign a plea agreement. Their offer of 20 years can’t be taken serious because nobody signed it. They said if I signed it they surely would. That is them making me an offer to make them an offer. That is a jurisdictional trick I won’t fall for. Spero had a copy of our original plea agreement with our proper commercial endorsements upon them but not the originals apparently retained by our counsel Mr. Kubitz. This created another problem in that counsel has indicated by his behavior we are not to enter an agreement. Spero went into how you cannot sign a rule 11 plea agreement without recourse. Here’s where the Acting classes and poker bluffing start to take shape. If we were at law the intent of agreement would suffice and words would not hinder the result. If though we truly are at commerce my endorsement quashes their goal. This was obvious when Spero became an emotional rant on how they were getting mad at my games and they were surely going to give me life. I said “Wow! Doesn’t anyone ever win a trial” just to break it up a little. I have to tell you I am amazed how grown men can find a sense of honor in a childish racket. Well no deal I guess, pleading guilty is harder than you can imagine. We left with our next date 12-11 to find out if the other defendants are coming and a whole lot more I won’t discuss at this time. Many of you hear of this independently from our God. I’m happy about it also!

Psalm 211

In the scripture Psalm 105 and 106 are sister text with the last verse of 104 being the true beginning of 105. What you have then in style is a praise opening and a praise ending with God’s faithfulness to His promise and a recounting of His mighty works He performed to encourage us to trust His faithfulness in 105. In 106 it starts with praise and ends with praise but the text looks at God’s faithfulness in another light. That being His faithfulness even in the midst of our unfaithfulness. II Timothy 2:13 recounts this thought, “if we are faithless, He remains faithful-for He cannot deny Himself.” I thought I would write a psalm combining these 2 styles to boast of God’s faithfulness in this situation and the preceding history. 211 is this combination.

Blessed be the Lord God
whose word is changeless
and can be trusted
from everlasting to everlasting

You called me before the
foundations of this world
and from the womb
placed courage in me

You made 13 a number
to attach my hope to
you grafted me into Manasseh
and revealed Christ to me at 13

You showed me how you were faithful
throughout history you moved hearts and nations
so that, reluctantly or willingly,
they would perform on your promises

Nowhere can a man say your word has faultered
Nowhere can a man call you a liar
Suddenly and in an instant your delivery came
surprising all the defiants

Men throughout the ages can say their trust is not vanity
God bends low to hear our prayers
and has a mighty right arm to perform
all necessary to justify His renown

Blessed be my Deliverer who has shown my eyes
wherever they should turn His reliability
Though men of ignorance try to strike fear
My heart was made steadfast by your faithful promise

I listened to these men and their golden tongues of reason
for a short season which quickly stole my joy
Even in my faithlessness you were faithful
Though I turned from your promise you did not turn

Men embraced me then as one of them
though my motives were selfish they loved me
a hero without ridicule or fault
judged by an unrighteous standard as righteous

You did not quiet Your voice
but you made it rage within me
The sin that shamed me
still found hope in your steadfast love

Finally you turned my heart from its error
and taught me the faith of Christ
who authored it and finished it in me
by the unwavering trust of your world

Even now as my enemies boast in their false wisdom
and slander the promise of your calling
I find endless strength in your faithfulness
My eyes have seen your goodness in the land of the living

Blessed be He who is unchanging, always the same
He who sent the upright record through all generations
Who sets my feet on the firm foundation
the rock of refuge, the sheltering cloud, the Christ

Glory, honor, and praise fill your temple
they are all justified and deserved
Yada Yada Yada, Hallelujah, Forever and Ever
AMEN!

Friends of Job (11-24-06)

This blog is amazing to me in that it is a little like Iraq. It is a magnet for fools who profess themselves wise. First I want to use my recent friends of Job Scott and Angel as they are typical of the inbreds of the church. Now both have showed friendship to me and in their hearts believe they love me but can’t help themselves. Scott you claim to have known Christ 20 years and though you can’t dispute anything I say in the spirit you trust a worldly mortgage industry to condemn me. Surely you started your walk in faith, who has bewitched you to now trust your eyes and the wisdom of this world? Angel your comments are without fact and still you chose over all the zeal I displayed before you over the years to think yourself wise. Shame on you! I never lacked in any gift towards you, evidence Christ was my supply. Both of you are evidence of the modern acceptable Christ of no power. 600,000 left Egypt and God judged them there. Still 2 who went through the same trials were judged by God differently. Why because they trusted God. You judge me by the wilderness I go through but not the faith the spirit judges me by. You cannot contend with my faith because it is anchored on God’s reliable word. So you come on here and make fools of yourself doing what any child can do, giving an opinion of what their eyes see. Faith is the unseen vision of God, it is a gift. Do you not have a Christ that always challenges your faith or do you have some genie in the sky you call Jusus who answers all your desires of comfort in this world? Show me where I erred in the faith if you are my true counselors. Then there are the betrayers who didn’t even have the courage to honor the love I bestowed upon them. This world is their home and that of its cheapest state. Finally the senseless idiot who have some religion they call Christianity who have divine knowledge I’m a thief, liar, and scoundrel. Well we shall see beyond words because Christ is power and so is His kingdom. The very Christ who gave me power to resist all the evils assaulting me has the power to overcome you all. God gave me the spirit of power and a sound mind. Your God just gave you empty words that look wise for a season. Merry Christmas to all as the season changes.

A Parting Shot (11/20/06)

As I have always told you the government flunkies are always predictable. On the 7th we were taken to court on our previous vacated hearing so the BOP could bitch to the judge and get me removed from their facility. My fight was not with them and if they left me alone I would have passed through their facility like a vapor. Unfortunately they are all trained to believe a lie and to punish all who resist. This works successfully on most people so there is no reason to change. If though they should run into someone trained as myself to separate truth from fiction their training actually becomes the very tool of their demise. In essence the stick they use to beat you breaks upon their own heads. They are all pushing me to a commercial gateway with all their might but they are not allowed to push me through it. I must take that step of my own free will. They never see someone refuse because their pains sufferings and lies are so effective. If though you are as I you will document every lashing, lie and push. It seems trivial and worthless at the moment but at that gate I get to turn around and that which was intended to hurt me becomes my blessing. Understanding the whole game makes you a strange bird in the middle because you go around saying things like beat some more please or offering no objection to their punishments. That baffles them when it should strike fear in them. They do gain a little fear and that is why they moved me but it doesn’t cure their problem. They are weak people so they play games with their psyche to make themselves feel better. Our 7th hearing is an example of this. They come into an irrelevant forum where every one pats each other on the back saying don’t worry big bad Kurt can’t hurt you. They place declarations on the record under this false euphoria that plagues themselves while in reality they have handed me a knife to cut their throat. Look at what was filed which I accepted as true with no argument. They placed upon the public record that they have agreed to and codified our contractual relationship. How do you back pedal when you made the confessions openly? I even asked if they wanted to disavow their agent to which they insisted vigorously to retain their liability. The truth in the face of liars can still never be seen. None of you will see the victory I see at the moment until better trained and I complete my work. I do not have to be in a hurry in fact patience always seems to net you greater help from your enemies. Any agent or agency of the so called government are sitting ducks for these techniques from doggie cops to presidents they just can’t help themselves. Turn this into your remedy and you will invite these bullies into your life anytime. Think about how much energy was expanded because of one man’s pen and paper. I hope this is further evidence of what wimps these people are.

Here is My Boast – from Scott

I do not boast in my righteousness, which I confess is like a dirty baby diaper! I do not boast in my own wisdom, which is utter foolishness! I do not boast in my glory as a leader since I am a follower myself. Those who are self-righteous fruit inspectors are too ignorant, or even too stupid, to understand what my boast is! However, a few of you will therefore I will make it openly. Whom Christ calls He equips. The wisdom I function with is superior to all who oppose me and that wisdom flows from Christ. My righteousness is also superior to all who judge me because it is not my own rather Christ’s. Though I can’t provide you with all of the details of current events I can boast in God’s duping of our enemies. I won’t educate the judges, prosecutors or others on the mistakes they are making but I delight in the fact that God causes these mistakes to occur and then reveals them to me. The fatal errors have already been made. They cannot win. It is finished except for time. Christ is trustworthy and when He sends you to complete a task you can boast before it is finished, even when it appears to be failure, because He always finishes what He starts. I make my boast in Christ who fills all and all. Men like Keller and Alsup possess no measure of wisdom, righteousness, justice or will against Christ. If you are not joyously mocking those who defy Christ you don’t know the Christ of History. Power is how He maintains His throne. He destroys His enemies with a wink and a nod. Put away your fears and doubts, you were called to participate. Now start trusting our God Almighty to show Himself strong on behalf of justice. Boast in your faith openly and leave the shame of the ignorant for a season until that which is forever settled in heaven is settled here on earth. Boasting in Christ is not vanity, only the boast of the proud fails in the end.

Loved Ones (11/13/06)

On 11/7 we were in court to do BOP, Bureau of Prisons, business. This was a court date that had been vacated on 10/17 which was supposed to have been a motions hearing. We found out the morning of 11/7 that it was BOP related. One of the many things accomplished was the separation of Kurt and I. He is now at Santa Rita and can be reached at the following address (address was posted previously however here it is again if anyone missed it):

Kurt Johnson – ULF796
Santa Rita Jail
5325 Broder Blvd.
Dublin, CA 94568

I’m certain Kurt will fill you all in on the details of what transpired on 11/7. God is still in control evidenced by this latest move. Continue to pray for us as we near the end of this battle.

Thank you and much Love - Scott

Do You Believe In Magic?

Take your two hands and place them about a foot in front of your face opposing each other. Spread your fingers a little and then touch your fingertips together. Moving them apart and together about 1 inch or two. Now focus with your eyes about a foot past your fingers while continuing the motion. A third set a fingertips should appear. Because you see it that way does it make it so? Every magician has learned the art of taking advantage of the natural mechanics of the eye and the reflex responses of our nature to create their illusions. If this can be done for mere entertainment do you not think it could be mastered for the soul of this country? You think your definition of money, value, and exchange are original? I think your thoughts were bought and paid for by those hiding the truth they never want you to learn. Behind every lie is the truth worth hiding. I have 30 years in the church and Christians are the worst because they have a revelatory truth by no act of their own and think the rest of the hidden truths will come in like manner. They are lazy and lemmings who fall back on their apple arguments in the orange debate. Illusion is accomplished when one gains confidence in a set of facts that don’t exist. If you spent as much effort examining money or credit as you do for any word you can find in my text to verify in your own mind I am foolish I might not have all my so called friends appear like porcupines. You say you care about me and in part I believe you but your care is tainted by your lack of concern for yourself. You think I’m proud and arrogant because I harshly resist your cowardly displays of knowledge. Pride is an undeserved platform. My boast is true. I fast and pray more than you all. I take risk of life and limb for the sake of the gospel. I have 30 years of diligent study in the word under the best teachers with a genius IQ. You go to church for 1 hour of music and a 45-minute ear tickling message in between football games, a message you don’t remember on Monday, and you judge me by the extra fingers you see that don’t exist. Well my friend that is pride and that proceeds the fall. False humility is just pride on the other side of the street. I have faithed out of foxholes that destroyed others. Of course Christ was the all and all in my supply but none of you will hear that because you haven’t come close to earning the confidence I have in Christ because your confidence is attracted to illusions. Even if I go away for 20 years have no fear I will never succumb to the temptation to bow my knee to the impotent Christ of your imaginations. Now if God gives me the boast of His power in this situation perhaps you will listen because it fell within the precious sight of your little trusted eyes. Shame, shame, shame needing a sign instead of His word. Even a wicked generation can muster this faith. Like Jesus said (paraphrased – Oh My God!) I have no friend or family except those who hear the word of God and do it. So if you are a friend “Just do it” already.

Angel of Mercy?

If this is J I can’t believe what you said, or that you really believe that crap. Yes God used me to launch your ministry. The men you visited that I lived with all that time had a very different report about me and still do. Don’t you think they are better judges on quantity of time at least. Maybe you have already judged them below yourself so their opinions don’t count. If you really saw me as that delusional why did you invite me into your home to teach Bible study? You never objected to my views then. You know I love you and invested in your ministry and believe in you. Put away this foolish judgmental hypocrisy. I don’t need anymore of the friends of Job to show up on this forum. You are right I haven’t changed because the facts haven’t changed. Maybe you haven’t changed and I was just naive. I’ll be out soon and I would love to see you and S again but I hope you will have the courage to apologize and take a little Bible instruction on how to live by faith and not by sight. Your sight here is way out of focus. Don’t worry friend I have already bet my life to prove it to you. If you are still in touch send my regards to Big Jim, Fred, and Mark A. Let them know I’ll return to visit upon my release. Have them send forms to my father now and I will get right on it.

The Plea Agreements

Plea agreements are contracts. I’m the contract expert in this case not any of these yahoos. I know what has been endorsed, what it means at law, and the benefits to the parties. Contracts are the money of this world. It is why the UCC is so powerful. All law is contract. How many of you signed a mortgage contract without knowing what was really happening? Well two can play that game and he who knows always has the advantage. You have heard me mention our 11 attempts at guilty and finally they have heard us. A trial is only necessary to settle disputed facts. No such situation exists here. Imagine we are playing Monopoly as friends. Our friendship is real. Now in the middle of the game you claim I owe you money and I call you a cheat. The facts are absolutely irrelevant to the true substance of our friendship because in reality you are not a cheat and I owe you nothing. The confusion some of you are having is that you haven’t made definitive lines between fact and fiction. I have and my decisions always reflect the clear lines I see. I play in both fields but never confusing the two. You think reality has made an agreement with reality and what is said on that paper is in reality relevant. Even Keller thinks so. That is why you are free to complain and I was enslaved to deliver. Robin Williams once poked his finger through an empty eyeglass rim and asked “what is reality?” It’s a very good question.

This is my Default

As the end of this battle approaches I fall back onto my default settings. Scott and I both signed our plea agreements. Our settlement conference is coming soon. As a man of faith I am driven by the forever settled word of God which is not seen. Most of you see two men up against a 97% conviction machine and with the sight of your reason easily place your Las Vegas wager with the house. I have not been trained to trust my eyes or my well developed reason. I see 2 guys up against a giant who boast too much in its weakness and defies the living God. Why sign the plea agreements you ask? That is an act of faith to end the charade and get to the finish line. How many of you would take a 20 year risk to prove God true in your life? I suspect very few and that is not a good commentary on our understanding of the true God. I’ve been ridiculed by people who think $3,000 is a risk. None of them could deliver on my promise or survive what I have suffered. Don’t think for a moment because I have a champion’s heart and a victor’s voice that I don’t have a bruised heart and rivers of tears. We are at that time where fraud and fact are separated. I hope I have maintained a faithful voice in advance that God can be trusted. Mortgages, foreclosures, disappointments, pain and Dorean are all merely the vehicle to teach the greater lesson. If you have learned it you have done well and more evidence of your wisdom is arriving.

Back Where I Started

On Nov. 7th we went to court and listened to the BOP bitch about my contracting with them. They are all cowards and only know certain techniques to deal with legitimate threats. We of course are light years ahead of them and anticipated their actions. This placed me back at Santa Rita where it all began so long ago. I was already poised to end this trial as I began it with a 40 day fast. It is one thing to hope for your deliverance and quite another to obtain it. This is something I will teach you faithful hopers in the future. To be here again is good. I’m able to enter the ideal environment to push me over the finish line. Being with Scott these 8 months was part of God’s divine plan and God and I have left him equipped to trust in his own walk and spiritual ear. This was his destiny to enter this battle with raw courage but to leave a seasoned champion in his own right. I on the other hand know that blessing had to mature to this moment where each of us have to gut it out alone to the finish. God is a respecter of free choice. He has given all associated with this battle a chance to place their flag in the territory of their heart. As of this moment all have done so except Julian and Magoon. I believe they will have to do this by month’s end. After this God is free to judge and to enter in to accomplish His will. I wish I could of seen better results but too many have succumb to the cares of this world and set aside trusting their creator. Many call themselves Christian and see themselves better than they are. They are blind to their own fruit but proclaim to be wise enough to inspect the fruit of others. They condemn themselves with every word they utter. Many of you have seen this played out on this blog. Well time for truth has arrived. God Himself has decreed an end and the faithful shall see Him faithful who is the justification of what appeared risky in trusting Him. Never did I have to fear my enemy. They were always under the guidance of the Master. Objects of His wrath to display God’s righteous judgment, and forbearance for this generation at this moment in time. Likewise He increases His renown among the nations and those who serve Him as Lord. I could teach a thousand years on why God is trustworthy but none of these lessons would have the impact of your experience in this trial. If you know you’ve failed repent before God takes this whole selected mass over the finish line. Remember not how you ran the race but how you finished that matters. In that light fast and pray with me to see God glorified, His enemies scattered, and you matured by the endurance of battle that led to your victory. Our next hearing is another settlement conference with Spero and then before Alsup on 12-11-06. It is my hope that this is my last day before this scoundrel. He does nothing but lie and thinks himself righteous. Even if they slay me I would never stoop so low as to reach for the heights of their righteousness. My new address should be posted. There may be one more move.

Let Me Hear You

The prison thugs are tampering with my mail in hopes to disrupt this blog and legal process. It is a byproduct of their frustration. Remember these are cowards we are dealing with. I want to take this opportunity to learn from you. This is a battle of the spirit and the idiots here is only proof of this. Therefore I would like those of you who read but don’t post and those of you who are reluctant to do so as a direct communication to me. I will not be posting for a week so use this time to prayerfully consider what the spirit is telling you and tell me. We have one God with one voice and sometimes we feel like we are the only one hearing it. Let us witness and strengthen each other in God’s word. I don’t tell you all God tells me but I suspect He tells many of you the same things. Though we are the minority on this blog and in this world we have the majority voice with our trusting in God’s word. Pay no attention to the ridicule you’ll receive from the lost and dying and speak as unto a witness in God’s court. It is God’s job to shame His enemies and ours to do the Amening. Let me hear the voice of Christ in you while I get the mail thing worked out. Know that I am honored to share this important ground breaking work with you. Be well and let us bless each other. Upon my return the 11-7 hearing will have taken place. This is a pivotal day that we suspect will take a surprising turn. I’ll update you upon my return.

Panama Gets It (10/31/06)

The Panamanian government after watching the DVD has refused to extradite Mr. Julian. It became clear to them that there was no intent to defraud but a sincere belief that there was an injustice being addressed. They certainly don’t see the big picture but the surface was enough. Of course this government didn’t have a vested interest in being a patsy for the banker cartel. I wonder what they saw that you’re not seeing. Oh yeah you’re not watching it because it might corrupt your adolescent sense of justice. Thank you Panama it is nice to know government and common sense are not mutually exclusive.

Something You’ll Never Know

I have been a voice of challenge against a disease more dangerous than bankers and corrupt officials and that is the self-righteous. If you think your works are acceptable and your judgments wise then you will never know the truth of my hope and why my victory was assured. All of you have been exposed to a Mother’s love. It is tenacious yet still human. There were 3 great Mother stories in the Bible. Moses’ Mother, Jesus’ Mother and the sons of Saul’s Mother. One schemed to save her helpless son by the Nile, which was his destiny of destruction. Mary was rejected by Christ and He was rejected by all and still she was by His side. Last Saul’s concubine whose 2 sons were killed for their father’s sins with 5 other sons found this woman beating off the birds and animals for at least 4 months until David heard of it and gave them a honorable burial. She loved even these grotesque, decaying remnants of her sons. How much more does God love His children? People here have rejected, betrayed, libeled, wished me ill, delighted in the hope of my destruction. Still Christ loves me. Even if all their foolish judgments were true it does not annul the promises of one who helps the helpless, who suffered refection on my behalf, and who seeks my honor even though I’m grotesque. As we wrap up this journey those of you who know this God will learn more about the plan from beginning until the end. For the rest of you who serve a Christ of your own imagination you’ll never know the real one. Things are better than you can imagine. Judge Spero on the 16th made that very clear. The 7th was vacated so we don’t know our next court date at the moment. We may not need one based on the paperwork afloat.

Class in Session: Lesson 8 (10/13/06)

Origin or creation has inherent in it title. This is clear in copyright, trademark and manufacturing. In article 2 title is passed by a sale. Now the promissory note is a good that the maker has title in by creator rights. If article 2 conflicts with other law the other law prevails including other articles. So we now know Article 2 is not that potent in the full scheme of things. The next thing to consider is whether it is applicable at all. If the note is a security than it is clear Article 8 take subject matter jurisdiction and the title movement will be regulated by those terms. We can clearly tell this note is not a certificated security like a stock certificate or bond. It stands on its own and is not represented by a certificate. As an uncertificated security created by the maker vested with title the transaction begins. Possession changes hands most certainly but does title go with possession? I will answer that soon enough but first let’s ponder a few scenarios. If title does pass in a good faith method Dorean is a fraud. If it does not what is happening in the possession change? If one has possession without title it must be on loan or as an agent. Is the lender a borrower? Is the lender an agent on behalf of the maker and if so on what basis? The lender takes the note and securitizes it. As the maker’s agent or title holder? Duties and responsibilities are worlds apart here. Someone said “is it wrong for the lender to borrow money?” Of course not. So they borrow money against the note. If they have title this is their business. If they have agency this is the maker’s business. Are they going into the securitization market with the maker’s as principal best interest at hand? If not there may be fraud or breach occurring. Let’s hope article 8 makes it clear how title passed in the financial asset-uncertificated security-note. Then another look at the transaction’s handling of this note will simply be lawful or not. I’m certain honesty-in-fact and fair dealing has set the standard for full disclosure so that all parties understand except for 2 poor deluded men in the pokey forever.

Scott From Vineland (10/13/06)

Wow, what a surprise. I can say I have often thought of you fondly and ask mom about you. You can get my address from her. I would love to hear from you. I could tell from your post that the intelligent kid I remember still has his wits about him. Don’t be too quick to judge. I too came to know the Lord in 76 and as I’m sure you are much wiser than at the beginning of your journey you can imagine what my extra years under the great master have yielded. I hope this contact is a restoration of our friendship. Don’t worry or fear for me. It would be hard for you to find out the actual facts I operate with on this forum or anywhere else on the internet. I’m about to shake-up your industry so you might prayerfully seek the Lord for guidance. Send your mother my love and may you and your family be blessed.

Scott I cannot comment without access so I had to make a post. I’m certain you would enjoy meeting my partner Scott who is a very courageous man of God. I’ll be out to Jersey soon enough. For some great teaching on the word look up www.drgenescott.org He’s deep and a good stimulus for your intellect. Enjoy!

Address Change

Please send correspondence to:

Kurt Johnson ULF796
Santa Rita Jail
5325 Broder Blvd.
Dublin, CA 94568

Argue to your Demise (10/22/06)

What is the good news, the gospel? There is a fraud bantered on this site so let me see if I can make it clear. All men have sinned including the self-righteous blowhards who want to perfect the crowd here. By sin comes death. This is the decree certain from God and the fodder for the heavenly accusers. God’s integrity and righteousness coming into question. Christ before Adam’s creation volunteered as the kinsman redeemer to satisfy the price sufficient to ransom the creation He wished to love but was walled off by His righteousness. God knowing He could trust Christ passed out residency cards to those who trusted Him and Christ trusted God to raise Him if He died in our stead. That is the faith to be modeled. It cannot be separated from obedience. Men in their carnal nature think they can keep God’s standard of righteousness foolishly. Thou shall not steal, thou shall love God with all your heart, etc. They steal the Lordship of God when they set themselves up as judge and jury over themselves and others. Of course they don’t condemn themselves, offer themselves grace, and have no shame arrogantly imposing upon God to perform. Christ faced down all these fools and their father the devil when once and for all He presented Himself as the propititory the redemption substance behind all the faith currency used in all time. God having accepted the sacrifice now views us through the Icon of Christ. One worth more than all of us put together has raised us up to His value and that is what God sees. Those haters who try to make the work of Christ cheap towards you are frauds, false prophets, and the spirit of God is not in them. You will know them by their fruit because it is theirs and not the fruit of Christ.

Transition (10/22/06)

I remember when I was about 27 that I came face to face with a world that had ideas of what kind of man I should become. At that time I had to choose an individual path or lose my manhood to some collective amalgamation of society. There were some standards bred in me by Christ which did not tolerate compromise. The side effect was conflict but inner peace. I’ve learned since then that many if not most men never choose this personal integrity path. 30’s – 70’s men still behave like the self-center teenagers they were supposed to leave behind. They are more sophisticated but of the same spirit. This one man’s stand worked for a season but appears now to be inadequate. As I arrive at an age that naturally leads to accomplishment and responsibility I find these teenagers have entered positions of power. They are not content being self reprobates but want to take the misuse of power to impose their depravation upon others. Standing even to the point of surviving their onslaught has now become a selfish act. Once what was liberty would now enslave me. I must push back, expose these little tyrant brats for what they are. Not for my sake alone but for the few brave looking for some breach in this social morass of despotic morality. There are unjustified pedal stools that need to be dislodged from feet that march to evil. How about you? Have you become malcontent with being slimed? Start thinking about a counter assault verses a stoic resistance. That is what Dorean is about. Take from the takers.

Forgiving (10/21/06)

I recently received a letter from someone who thought my words were evidence of unforgiveness towards my enemies. Since this forum is my life expressed for a greater reason I’ll address that idea here. First I want to say the person who sent it is respected and loved by me and if this is for them only it is justified. I think there is a fallacy, or mistake bred into the church that is not consistent with the gospel. That is that we must endlessly dote upon our enemies. Quite frankly I think this is a corruptions of love that is selfish. It comes more from our fear of rejection and neediness than from a true love of our enemy. I have fasted and cried for my enemies and begged God to turn them from foolishness even knowing the whole time that I was called to speak to a people who would not listen. I am not like Jonah called to a people ready to repent. My ministry in this day is like Ezekiel who was called to rebels who will not listen to God more or less His agents. There have been thousands sent to tell them the kingdom of God is at hand, repent. They have not. Still they continue in their corruption of calling good evil and evil good. Ezekiel was made hard headed so he could din into these rebels that God was in charge. I don’t care if they repent or not. If they still wish to parade their arrogant ignorance as wisdom I will call them out, expose them, and declare boldly God is in charge. My forbearance and mercy are not greater than God’s. He will have mercy on whom He chooses. Though He wishes none to perish He still says “To Hell with you” to numbers far greater than “well done.” God has a work to do far more important than your personal finance which most of you don’t see clearly. Dorean is just the starting line in a much bigger race. Many of my comments have the whole race in context. My enemies on truth are not mine anymore than the truth is mine. I speak the truth of God and they condemn it. They are God’s enemies and fools to the highest degree. The one’s who call themselves Christian or saved being the greatest fools for their disobedience exposes their real master. What do you think the universe is presently but a battlefield of God and His enemies. The earth and the sons of Adam merely being center stage. God said by sin comes death yet He forgave and accepted the faithers such as Abraham, Jacob, David and others. The accusers challenging His integrity and righteousness calling Him a liar. His plan, gospel and work is to shut the mouths of these fools once and for all for all eternity. Don’t you think what happens on the whole happens in microcosms on this stage? I’m here to shut the mouth of fools. I taunt them, tempt them, and encourage them to be themselves. So at the end of their cutting themselves, doing their dances, and pleading to their fake gods, like as with Elijah, they will be exposed as frauds and destroyed before the people. Forgiveness is a unique expression of a very loving God but it has never been dispensed willy-nilly. He has objects of wrath like pharaoh and Esau and objects of grace who in obedience run to His word. Forgiveness is a face to face act. When these people keep showing their ass they only deserve the boot of truth to be firmly planted. Do I want to see them destroyed? They are destroyed already. Some have turned and I have embraced them look in the archive. Integrity causes my forehead to be like flint that strikes out against the lie.

Unresolved

The mail situation is still unresolved. If you would like to inquiry as to the reasons for holding or delaying mail please send letters to:

Ms. Schelia A. Clark – Warden
Mr. Bill Kubitz – Jail Administrator
Lt. Jillette – Special Investigative Services
5701 8th Street Camp Parks
Dublin, California 94568