Saturday, March 20, 2010

Timeframe, 11/28/09

The schedule for the appeal court continues to push further into the future. The prosecutor had until December 6th to answer the original brief. The supplemental brief is due in January. Their response brief could chew up another 90 days. Once briefing is final, then they will probably go to oral arguments in another 60 days. A ruling generally comes down within 4-6 months but could take longer if complicated. Best case scenario looks like a ruling about October or November. There are 3 Supreme Court cases on this current calendar which most likely will be ruled on in the next 4-6 months. Each of these will clarify that the judge and prosecutor did not have the power they practiced upon me. We knew this back then and so did they, but rarely do they have to answer for their actions.
When I was a boy of nine I got caught shoplifting. In reality, I was more upset about the ramifications than the act. Stealing is wrong and an honest heart would be hurt by that violation more than just by getting caught. If I remained as morally foolish as I was at nine, what kind of man would I have become? The answer is not good, but even worse as there are at least two professions who seek and reward this immoral person. They may feel bad for getting caught, but none will be repentant. Adults as incompetent as children... what's the world becoming?

Monday, March 01, 2010

Beseeching (1-3-10)

The wrath of God used to run hot but times have changed. Though God is changeless the relationship with Him has changed. All relationships are not static but in constant flux. When speaking to Moses about the idolatrous nation God was angry yet soliciting Moses to beseech Him for mercy. (Es. 32 : 11,12) This situation after Christ can no longer exist because God's relationship to man had changed.

Still there is room for beseeching but of a very different breed. Mercy is a given having been completely dispensed through Christ. God's wrath no longer is enraged having been settled in Christ. Christ told us to ask the Father in His name. What is left to ask for since all provision has been supplied? To this I would answer opportunities of execution to be fulfilled. When we come upon sin Christ can address it. When we come upon sickness and death Christ can address it. When we come upon poverty Christ can address it presently with His completed work by a current body executing His power through faith.

Christ can touch on His own but using us as a conduit is beneficial to both parties. We take on His character and love and He receives a special glory from this exercise. It is part of our invitation into His life. A life to sweet for words. Greater in loving kindness than any imagination. So I beseech you brethren to trust the Lord to execute Himself through you at every opportunity.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

The Red Carpet (12-30-09)

Red carpets are used to usher in guests of honor. This type could never be more true than for the Sons of God. One thing is clear about God's love is that it is stained with the shedding of crimson blood. Anyone who has had the privilege to be an invited guest has walked upon this precious treasure of a carpet satiated by an immeasurable love.

Though the course of this gauntlet called Dorean has been precarious my feet have ever been guided by this honor roll laid before me. Direction was enhanced from the certainty of His word to the Absolute of His love. It was impossible for me to get lost in this trial.

As a father one could only hope to prepare their children for life with such a confidence and understanding of love. It is true perfect love cast out fear. No matter the dangers feet standing upon such perfect love cannot falter or become concerned. the witness of this love forever settles that it is superior to any threat and soothes by its existence.

Dorean began for me by a promise. A promise larger than my life. I had to stretch and grow so I launched off with a 17 day fast. Jail was the next major change so I launched off with a 40 day fast. The trial was next so I constantly fasted. A 25 year sentence was the next stage so I fasted 21 days. Now as I write this the path of this carpet makes it clear that what all this expansion has been leading up to is right before me. The man called to exit this trial is a greater man than the one who entered. I do not boast of my fasting but since God chose to make my life public I choose to use it publicly. This current fast which will be completed by this post was to expand my intimacy and to allow myself to walk naked as it were through the transition made obvious by this course of love. God's plans definitely want me to be made a treasure of His love to all of you. I see a red carpet being laid out for all of you and to this I want to be a party.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

The Atlas Colony - 11/27/09

This story comes to me of myth and legend. As to the historical truth, I have no way to verify, but as to the truth taught by the story I am convinced.

There was a great leader in a colony of ants whose name was Alsup (mere coincidence). He was a judge considered very wise and authoritative. All the ants revered his opinion. He reasoned one day that ants as a species were too divided and that under a unification, they could dominate the world. The key was to inspire all to a hope of gain. "It is true that we ants are of all creatures the greatest in number and in strength," he began his speech. "I am convinced if we united in a common goal nothing can stop us. Even God would take notice of us and we can change our station. No longer shall we be viewed as the insignificant, but as a will that must be recognized. I believe if we combine our strength and numbers to move the continents, who could stop us?" One of the other leaders interjected, "Did man not attempt something of this import with the Tower of Babel?" "Our plan is not the same; they wanted to become God's master and we only desire to become our own and to convince God by our feats that we are worthy of a status change. They are weaker than us physically and in that their wills cannot remain unified as ours. My proposal is that we all migrate, under earth to avoid detection, to the San Andreas Fault just north of Simi Valley. There we will use all our combined strength and effort to push the continent apart. We will push west until a new continent is formed and dominated by us. Men will fear and respect us because they will recognize our power to change their lives. God will see all we accomplished and treat us as we deserve."

God did take notice of their pride. Their plan were stealthy to every other creature. Soon all were amassed into what became known as the Atlas Colony. With one accord they began to push west with all their might on the west side of the fault.

In the heavens God was seen laughing at their foolish endeavor. An ant was in the station of being an ant based on superior will and knowledge they could never comprehend. They were not the first creatures to proudly make demands upon God, nor would they be the last. God laughed, but was also offended and decided a course of action. He commanded that the fault part.

On earth, or in earth I should say, the movement was immediately assumed a sign of success. A great cheer went up. The ants were changing one of God's laws and He would honor them for their joint efforts. The earth moving caused more than half the colony to fall down into the new crevasse. It was no issue for the ants who were master of this domain. They simply remained pushing from their new location. At that time, God commanded the fault to close. Violently and rapidly it closed, crushing all that fell within it. A horror shook the colony and destroyed their resolve. Alsup was forever shamed and the ants swore never to join their colonies again.

God laughed because His laws are irrefutable and irrevocable and because every attempt to annul one is as insignificant as the proud ant. Regardless of the humor, justice will always prevail and those who want to put the world on their shoulder will never avail. On earth a small quake was felt but in heaven only the rumble of laughter.

Monday, February 01, 2010

THE FABRIC OF AMERICA (1-23-10)

Gossamer and lace curtains lay placid

slightly toasted from years of denying the sun

This was a secret room

and what took place here could not come to light



Washington was a buzz

but there was no fresh breeze

that could carry a butterfly or a whisper

Nothing to pierce or match the barometer

of the stale and guilty air within this room



Connected to halls of justice

to halls of congress, to halls of administration

but completely removed from the public

the assembly was banished

No mention except for the sting and twitch of shame upon a brow

or the blush of deceit, perhaps the snickers of the cabals

They would die slowly but they would die none the less



Ladies, fiduciaries, trustees know by name and deed

Madam Mercee, Lady Liberty, justice, Truth, Respect

each now with twisted, gnarled hands bent from endless nurturing

and hair made silver with the spinning of concern

The fabric of America was their endowment

Like the Queen of Hawaii they would quilt a record

of the intrigue and death of sovereignty



This testimonial tapestry would weave their indictment

square by square they would tile their complaint

there would be moments to darn the democracy fraud

and stitch by stitch they would thread the failed dream

On occasion knit the knots of hypocrisy and babel

until the fabric of America was folded into this quilt of the lost Republic



This was not a perfect quilt in form

but in substance made perfect with blood and tears

a final gift to be put away in the cedar hope chest

of the scorned betrothed whose vows were never consummated

wounded, abused, and hated, perhaps someday she'll be comforted

by this quilt of the lost Republic and remember the joys of real love

and find a legitimate suitor properly suited

in the quality fabric that made the fabric of America great


These ladies were dying with no family left among men

their names were used with no memory of their being

mere cameos of language for the shadows of speech

Their life would be sown into this parting gift

and their memory, their history, left for just one woman to resurrect.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Worldview, 11-20-2009

Many of you think my talk of Christ irrelevant to the Dorean plan or outcome. I this blog, I am expressing my worldview. Your worldview is that collective view that shapes your character and your entire frame of reference to life. It is the set of rails your will runs upon. Our nation was formed by the worldview of deists. The revolution could not have occurred and our Constitution could have been written by another worldview. The world no longer accepts this worldview and has fallen into naturalism or post-modernism. Both embrace science as the educator and only source of truth. Relativism varies slightly between the views. These worldviews are shaping every important aspect of our culture. The Christian worldview which has absolutes inherent within it rebukes these other worldviews as false. False is not an attribute of the other worldviews. Under these views Alsup has no accountability nor do the lenders. The cultural norms of accepted practices are the laws of the moment. Lenders to not have to be lenders in a classical sense are only so in name and function. Truth doesn't have to be truth in a absolute classical sense, but only relative to its functionality.

I would think learning that my will has been bound by absolute moral certainties in a classical sense in the development and execution of Dorean would give you hope. Your moral expectations are based upon what? What is your worldview? Do you believe absolutely that one should not steal or lie? Where do you obtain these absolutes? If they are absolute, can you give license to economic, political, and judicial institutions that differ from what you hold your neighbor and yourself to? You call me a liar and a thief. Okay, what of the lenders? Do they pass your absolute standard of honesty? How about the prosecutors and courts who use relativistic rhetoric to establish truth instead of investigation to uncover real truth. Do you hold them accountable to their judgment?

Why do you not delight in the fact that I lay life down for the battle for truth and have a worldview that makes truth important? Would you rather have trustees with the popular worldviews that make functionality the basis of choice? What choices would I have made already with this view that would have offended your absolutes? I tell you this truth; it is better to have men with this Christian worldview as your trustees in this epic battle than any other option, bar none. So stop complaining about my religious talk and analyze how it benefits you. Then pray the Lord strengthen your servants and your cause because it is true in a world of falsity.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

A WEEPING WILLOW'S WHISTLE

I am the unbred poet

with no pedigree to boast

fresh as the green twig

that whistles before it stings



You recoil from the thrashing

though there may be correction in this rod

while the stupor of complacency

thickens your skin



An iron will rusted into corruption

ignores the common element

that flows in the veins

of dogs and their masters



Thrones and robes of hypocrisy

proclaim benevolence for all

while misanthropic hearts beat red with envy

for the last hope of the common slob



Justice a mere dance of folly

law a weapon of deceit

morality a path for wandering feet

and an ass the seat of power



Where are the children who shed tears

who heard the whistle and felt the sting

have they outgrown the truth

Monday, January 11, 2010

Hide and Seek (11-1-09)

One of the great things about the God relating to man is His steadfast traits by which we come to know Him. One of those He consistently displays is His hiding Himself from mankind in general and revealing Himself to those who seek Him. It seems to men that if God really existed He would make Himself known by obvious display. There should be signs and wonders even a dullard couldn't miss. Was not the cruxifiction crowd to this sort? All men of this character claim that if God would display Himself they would surely serve Him. Why then does God hide with such professions of promised loyalty? Men don't know their own heart. But I would ask this question; "if God can be found by seeking Him why is it that you demand He comes to you?"

When I think of miracle, signs, and wonders they are not very unusual to those whom God reveals. Yet they can occur right before the unbeliever and they will not see it. I've also wondered at why God does not deliver me with spectacular power when He easily could? Then I learned something of the answer when studying His hide and seek in history. Hang in there I'll get to the Dorean relevance soon.

The Jew has displayed a zeal and integrity to God's word throughout the Nations and generation. Their witness is established and confirmed. Yet the very word they so vigorously defended spoke of their rejection of the Messiah and them becoming God's enemy. Now in human logic I would want my friends to guard my record. They would be generous and prejudiced to my most positive attributes. But God is far more clever. When the enemy who has established a credible record reveals you even though they deny you God has revealed Himself in such a way that cannot be denied, reveals Himself, and yet veils Himself to the non-seeker.

When I overlaid this style of God with the Dorean circumstance I managed to see a repeat. The wicked courts have an establish reputation of keeping a true record. Only few really know of their tamperings. But in our case like the Jews their goal is to hide the truth. Yet in the very actions they took to deceive they have preserved the truth. I got excited when God showed me He was sticking to an old pattern. No one would believe our record because of our self-interest. But when our enemy with the verified record documents suddenly truth is measured on its own. Of course it may still take a seeker but it will be in plain sight. The pattern of God did not call lightening boltz from heaven to smite the wicked judge so all men could know what was right by a sign. Instead he offended the wicked judge with a feeble truth presented by weak servants absent any power or verification outside the God he denies. In addition He'll use the wicked judge and his record to reveal His truth to the seeker. It's funny, clever, and beyond human skill. Even more ironic is the wicked have a sign and wonder of hide and seek to prove God but remain oblivious, even to their participation.

This revelation helped me make sense out of some of the exchanges between Alsup and myself as well as his fuming hatred for me. I had to chuckle a bit at God's advantage. Also it is easier to settle into peace when you see the long tough road is the brilliant path of your master. I can boldly say that God used this truth to edify my other prophetic thoughts. We will prevail in a fashion for too spectacular for Scott and Kurt to pull off but a great revelation of God's providence. Perhaps I'll be able to share more detail later.

Saturday, January 09, 2010

The Work of Patience (10-29-09)

The scriptures say tribulation worketh patience. At first glance this does not seem like an adorable promise. Yet I have a continual if not lingering proof in my trial that these words are true. There is something in the human psyche that gravitates towards comfort, resolution, and peace. No matter how obvious the hand of the Lord is revealed working to my good in trial I crave its end. Whether another 90 days or longer the delays rub me the wrong way. But patience is an excellent companion to bring alongside your faith. For faith which has inherent within it a trust muscle needs the endurance supplied by the aid of patience. As creatures of limited sense it is very easy for us to misinterpret God's ways and nature. We pray with eyes closed and expect our prize displayed before our eyes as soon as they open. Mostly this infancy is rare yet we'll doubt God and shipwreck our faith in an instant. God is very kind to move us beyond this self-centered toddler mentality. Through His patient work and situations that anchor us to a hope in Him we are dragged by patience to the faith obtained promise which ultimately exposes our doubts a fraud. It is a sharp edge that cuts to the very morrow of our being. It is where wheat and tores, sheep and goats, we divided. But all harvest is obtained by patience. Fight it or fight yourself because tribulation worketh patience.

Waves of Trouble

I have noticed a truism in my life. Troubles seem to come in waves. I wonder if this is a spiritual ploy proven effective at causing uncertainty which tempts doubt. human fortitude and hope can handle a direct assault, but faith seems to be the only thing that can handle the escalation and perpetuity.

The trigger that appears to be the catalyst to these waves of trouble is God's promise. Some new revelation is made known to you and the robber takes notice. One story that encourages me from the Scriptures is Joshua's early days in the promised land. When Achan sinned they lost their battle. Immediately Joshua prayerfully impugns God's character. Funny how our first thoughts are not to question the possible variables which are all human. Faith logic would deduce God promised victory therefore it must occur. Failure cannot be a question of God so it must be error. I have behaved just like Joshua here too many times to count. Once he recalibrated the waves increased. Yet this correction was very helpful. He was now in faith and the waves ultimately were an enhancement in that they brought abundance and swiftness to the promise.

The federal government is styled like that of its father. They persecute and prosecute in escalating waves. But God has not changed nor have His promises grown slack. He still uses waves of trouble to bless the faithful. So when the surf's up, lift your chin up because you are headed for your blessing.

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Garden to the Grove (10-25-09)

Our beginning was in the garden where our father Adam lost himself and the whole human race. We betrayed the fellowship and friendship offered by God. The philosophers say that this character flaw can be cured by knowledge. Yet thousands of years later in a garden God offers fellowship again to humans who for ignorance of their danger and universal in their desertion leave God alone. Choosing slumber as their only comfort. In this garden of agony the friends slumber while the enemies are wakeful. Surely Jesus will be in agony until all his friends are awakened and all His enemies are put to rest. Even in His agony this was the love He showed His friends. While they slept even in the nothingness before their birth and in their sins after their birth; Christ wrought their salvation and not theirs alone but all righteous who are His friends.

From here He walked to wounds and death. Alone for friends unworthy to be called such. Yet in healing Himself He healed His friends. I am disappointed by my friend but how much more have I slept during my best friend's desire to fellowship in His agony. There is ample grace for all sins.

Christ's enemies did not cease to persecute Him until He lay in the grave. Nothing has changed. His enemies today will do the same to Christ in you. He did not bring peace to this world but emnity. The garden with all its agony must die. Only after the resurrection will we be allowed to investigate these wounds as Christ displayed in type. Then we will know true friendship and understand what a friend we have in Jesus.

I share this with you because I see so little confidence or understanding of this relationship in your comments. No fears can be justified or hopes disappoint. Our powerful friend has all means and manners of love for us. He shed tears, blood, pain, and life to assure our well being. Now that's a friend you can take from the garden to the grave. Shalom.

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Friendship (10-27-09)

I have (had) a friend, though not certain of our status, whom I held dear. This was a relationship of decades. Without complaint I can say that this life trial for me was a gauntlet for my faith. Naturally I craved the support and understanding a friend would provide in the midst of the pummelling of my person, integrity, and reputation. To date I have received none of this except one token notice. This was (is) a tremendous shock to one's soul. New questions arise in re-examination of all the confidence building moments that shored up the friendship. What is the basis of a solid friendship? At first glance it appears agreement; one coming alongside saying I see it like you do. But real friendship has to go deeper. There must be a true love for the other. Agreement keeps friends for selfish reasons. Sure I have selfish needs met by friendship but it is too shallow to be a true friend. Love will remain loyal even without agreement. The wound wants to cast away this friend yet the friendship refuses. To be a true friend one must survive even betrayal. Jesus is a great friend. It is because of Him I have found the courage to not only be a trustee but a friend to you clients. Many doubt this claim but that wound will not cast you away. I will prove my friendship was of love when you discover I chose you over myself. That is Christ's way and I am infected by it. Because of that Dorean will take a certain destined course. For friendship sake it must.

Saturday, January 02, 2010

Change (10-27-09)

It appears the "law" is catching up with Dorean. There are current two cases before the Supreme Court this session that could overturn my conviction. Also more and more "lenders" are having their fraud exposed in court cases across the country. There is an example in the book of Ezra where the work of God was derailed by political powers. In time though God converted this evil and jealous machination into the very gift of liberation. Then those who thwarted became the agents of provision. This is God's way and those who knows it are at peace until time delivers.

Is this religious rhetoric or a statement of a fact? You be the judge but judge your self wisely in your determinations.

My appointed lawyer is quitting the game. This is another example of time validating a fact. She quit before she even started. If I gave no concern for the subject matter I can assure you she would have been successful of confirming the conviction as her farewell to an incompetent career. Many judge my morals but perhaps I am not the one preying upon innocence. This system is perched full of misanthropic vultures. And these are the lauded in society. Nothing has changed among institutions except the generations.

Monday, December 28, 2009

The Sheen of the Great Pearl (12-25-09)

Today is a celebration of a treasured gift to humanity most enjoy in complete ignorance. A very precious gift spoken of in Mt. 13:45. A pearl of such great value that a merchant would sell all he had to possess it. A pearl unique among gems because it takes life to produce it and death to reveal it, and pain and suffering to make it grow. This pearl is particular. It appears in eternity as the gate to God's dwelling. the gate is singular and no one has ingress except via this gate. This pearl is the only way, and the only truth, and the only life. The pearl is a response to the introduction of a contaminate. In here we have the Christmas story, the full story. But that story is well known and little trusted. I do not wish to focus on the development of the pears as such but on its luster, its sheen. To me the beauty of this pearl is magnified by what it refracts.

It is easy to view humanity as an insignificant spic in the vast universe. Imagine this speck lodged in the center of God's concern. It's an independent speck contrary to His nature. How does He address it? The answer is Jesus. The perpetual display of His loving remedy. Refracting every brilliant hue of His loving grace. Loving the contaminated until a new glorious gem is produced.

I have learned that the true gospel message is not inviting Jesus in your heart but rather accepting His invitation to enter his life. A life completely contrary to your own. One that only knows loving relationship. Over time this love covers every aspect of your existence. Soon that pearl which is Jesus is revealed. You must die as Christ had to, to be at the center of this love. Each life is a unique pearl, no pearl being identical, but all formed the same way. Faith (trust) is like a string of pearls practice in the forming of the great pearl. True love demands our trust. Not from a religious duty or shamed obligation, bur rather love reproduces itself. This is the luster of the Great Pearl. Nay and every way God's love can be displayed continues to address a fallen specie. It is relevant, timely, and true in each application. The developing pearl is evidence of the sin, the loving remedy, and the glory of Christ. Pearls do not just appear but are made in the course of a life plagued with pain and suffering, They are mid in secret, privately adorning the wonders of His love. When they are revealed death has occurred and a nature completely contrary to our own gleams an undeniable glory. The bride of Christ taking on and adorning herself in the holy sheen of His love. He said we would be known by His love. This is true because a pearl in known for what it is. This love is truly worth everything we possess in this life and more. It is a pearl of such great value it cannot be purchased. The owner must choose to give it to the one desiring it. Christmas tells of the willingness of the giver and gives us a glimmer of the promise of the pearl. May this season find you all marveling at the wonders of His love and in the process of taking on His loving nature. The sheen of which is glorious to behold in every unique expression.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Proof (10-15-09)

Why all this religious rhetoric? What does it have to do with Dorean or my financial predicament?

I have seen a thousand variations of this question on this blog. I have addressed it many times in many ways but perhaps not fully.

If any of you are honest with yourself you will say that your life has exposed within your heart a certain glory of greatness as well as a certain wretchedness. This light is very faint or dim and the wretchedness very dark.

From this state there is only a need for greater light for the light of man will never illumine that which hides in the darkness. This light comes by way of two paths. That is proof and faith. One is human and the other a gift from God. A man without faith cannot know true good, nor justice. Dorean was and is a pursuit of true good and justice. I must therefore speak of faith and proofs to cause you to understand. It is the conduct of God who disposes all things kindly to put religion into the mind by reason, and into the heart by grace. I can reason with you but only God can inspire you. True good, justice, and truth will require your belief. There are three sources of belief: reason, custom, inspiration.

Reason and customs will form beliefs by habit. Habit formed in the darkness of your state. Only inspiration inclined to man's heart by God can generate an illumine faith. To pierce the darkness and ignorance. This God gifted inspired faith causes our wills to act and therefore is felt and motivated to act out of feelings. This faith tells what the senses do not tell, but not contrary to what they see. It is above them not contrary. Only the Christian religion can provide an answer to belief by addressing reason, customs formed in darkness and inspiration.

Dorean is basically a question formed in equity. Customs form the entire of equity for the simple reason that it is accepted. Dorean was inspired above the darkened customs of the accepted norms of humanity. It was formed to incorporate a justice not understood by most or practiced. If I cannot reason with you, expose the fraud within the customs and share religious proofs with you there will be no hope of agreement.

There are 5 areas of religious proofs: Morality, Doctrine, Miracles, Prophecies, Types. All of these can only be inculcated into your spirit by faith. I have used this blog to touch on all of these proofs absent miracles. This last proof I have been saving for the last. There are already too many miracles to list that can be known by the enlightened spirit but too few for the seeker.

Morality is misjudged by many especially the darkened souls of the fruit inspector types. One cannot judge any situation or another unless they judge themselves aright. Justice and truth are two such subtle points, that our tools are too blunt to touch them accurately. Further they must have an infinite point of reference to give them a correct perspective. In this way art imitates life. The darkened customs and reason are too finite and too dim to cast an appropriate light on truth or justice.

Doctrine has been shared here but merely as a parrot. True doctrine can only be a source repeated from its author. It likewise is transcendent and infinite to our finite reason and customs.

Prophecy rest in Christ alone because He is the spirit of prophecy. He is outside all the boundaries of our existence while completely immersed within the full spectrum thereof. Only from this all in all place of time and space can He inspire facts beyond our senses. Two prophecies stand presently upon the lap of my faith inspired by words from the Lord relevant to Dorean.
1.) I will not be destroyed by Alsup. I will be put in a position to bless the people of God with money.
2.) I will not see a 5th anniversary in prison.
Many times Christ used prophecy to validate His authenticity.

Like in John 13:19 Christ tells them beforehand to enhance their belief afterward. This is a repeated theme throughout the scriptures.

I have gone over many of the shadows and types used in Scripture to reveal the substance which is Christ. All of this was done to imbibe in your minds a solid foundation: a reasonable justification for a faith that touches beyond your senses, customs, and reason.

My experience in faith has trumped the experience that habitually formed a conformist behavior. Greater truth has entered my spirit through inspiration than by the vehicles of customs and reason. I can desire this all day long for you but only God can supply it. What many do not know about God is that He purposefully chose to reveal Himself to the seekers while hiding Himself from those who seek Him not. Even this is a proof of God the zeal of one and the blindness of others. Still the seeker grows tired and weary in the vain search after true good which forces them to stretch their arms to the redeemer. Everything eludes our grasp because God requires us to learn from His reach. No matter how low we have fallen His arms uphold us and no matter how high we soar He exceeds us. I and you are trapped in this finite capsule until we dwell inside Christ who is not at all trapped.

So with all these advantages over my enemies and desires to supply proofs to the friends of God I finish with a list of miracles.

My wife has CMT currently but shall be healed shortly. My sister has been given a cancer death sentence yet she shall live. I have a couple personal opportunities on the table also. This list is only the beginning of proofs offered to you. Many others will be listed here and easily verified by you. God is constant in His proofs and reliance upon them is sound. I will have traversed the full spectrum of proofs for you before my exit. What will you do with it is your choice.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Lost Love (10-6-09)

The prison I'm in separates me from my beloved. Just the simple affections of walking an talking are lost to me. Looking into the eyes of my beloved, knowing them as I am known, letting their affection spawn reciprocal affection within me. What evil has robbed me? No kisses, no praises, no glances upon your beauty. Just your face alone is a brilliant gem. To taste you, to hold you, to see your smile. My ears long for your loving words and the truth between us. I'm surrounded by lust, insults, ugliness, hatred, and evil. No comfort without you. All my earthly possessions even when they were great pale in just your shadow. I need you, desire you, can't live without you. I don't know who I am without you. Not only is my love lost but I am lost without my lover. What is life outside our love relationship? It's like a fiction, a nightmare, with fear and trouble on every side. My soul pants after thee like a deer pants after the water. I exist within you. Turn not away from me. Condescend to my low state and revive me from this death. Turn not your love from me for I will die without you.

I write this not because my human spouse love relationship is in peril, but to remind you of our beloved relationship above. I have concerns for every fraudulent foreclosure, every fraudulent civil and criminal accusation, every theft, robbery and conspiracy to plunder you. Yet what are my concerns compared to your beloveds? Do you not know every need had its provision. Have you sought the affections of your lover? If not how will you learn of His care? Do you enter a relationship treating the other like a circus monkey that must do tricks for you to please you? Have you become so lost in your prison that you've forgotten love? Have you lost that whetting of desire in your soul to be with your lover? Maybe you don't know true love or the joys of a lover but I can assure you that you needs are noticed even before you can express them. Forget the stuff and remember the love lost.

Monday, December 14, 2009

To The Reasonable Man (9-29-09)

Quoting Blaise Pascal "Finally, let them recognize that there are two kinds of people one can call reasonable; those who serve God with all their heart because they know Him, and those who seek Him with all their heart because they do not know Him."

To these reasonable men I make my confession. Dorean is not a scam. It is viable in truth. Its condemnation has never occurred to reasonable men. Fraud has developed in the conscience of society not by good men but by reasonable men. God has always given reasonable responsibilities to reasonable men because they know Him and are known by Him. Who better to expose unreasonable advantage and evil than a reasonable man? Who else would God entrust with truth? A reasonable man does not have to put on the illusion of reasonableness with props. Such as an elevated bench, a robe, decorum, coded language and the like. Why should a reasonable man ever give a damn about the opinions of the unreasonable. If reasonableness was the mere product of intellect superior intellect would spawn the greatest virtues. This has never been proven and has been established to the contrary.

Unreasonable men vacillate with the vicissitudes of rhetoric unaware that their sails are made full by the blowhards of propaganda. God is not swayed by the illusions of man neither are His reasonable elect.

If your course should cause you to confront the unreasonable world delight in the gift you've been given. Stay reasonable and prevail. That is a reasonable expectation.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Judah-Priest (9-26-09)

I have told you before that Joseph is a type of Christ. In the story of Genesis 44-45 he is a type of our Father and Judge.

The priesthood was assigned to Levi ultimately through his descendant Aaron. This priest was weak in his advocacy because he likewise needed an advocate. The ultimate advocate, the ultimate High Priest, had to rise from an unlikely lineage. Out of the tribe of Judah. This is depicted in type by our story. Judah had to plead for the life of his brother, offer himself as surety both to show love for his father, brother, and to satisfy the claims of sin.

In this type story Joseph could no longer restrain his love once the advocate gave himself. I wonder at some of the ignorance of God’s children when they address God. Yes God is as severe as Joseph in power to the infinite, but He fully accepted the Judah-Priest as sufficient. The floodgates of love were now free to be released toward his brothers.


We no longer have to plead for justice, mercy, or God to show His power. The Judah-Priest took on this role and was accepted. Now we are to take the provisions He has given us and go collect our families. The Kingdom of God is advancing daily and we are empowered with all Kingdom authority to possess the best.

When I first prayed about the injustice of mortgage fraud, God did not say sit back and watch lightening strike the bankers. He made it clear that my found interest was His own. I cared about it because He was already an advocate for His brethren during the famine. I was dispatched with all the supplies I would need to go and gather.

When my critics talk of how God is judging me for sin they show their ignorance of the revelation within this story. I am not judged glory to God. I never will be. I have a surety advocate High-Priest that is perpetually accepted. Love gushes towards me. So much so that when the battle rages as I’m about gathering God’s family I am at total peace. I am about the most powerful’ business initiated by His decree, equipped with all I need, and loved with an overflowing love.

Failure and defeat are an impossibility under these conditions. Any who talk of such are ignorant fools who boast foolishly thinking themselves wise. I have hardly touched the surface of the potent revelation within this story. Perhaps God will give you more with gleaning review.

The brethren were subject to the famine but not subjects of it. You may have suffered loss and had to make adjustments for lack but it all is temporary. The wagons to collect will be given you soon enough.

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Black Light (9-24-09)

I am not dismayed about being an evil magnet. Actually I take great joy from the experience. Many talk about seeing the light of the kingdom manifest. Of course it is a noble desire but foolishly imagined by most. Manifested darkness is the concomitant that is required for the glory of the light to be perceived. Even in the creation story there was darkness then there was light.

The dark canvas of evil is the ideal forum for the light of Christ to be revealed. I recently had an imagination of how the light of Christ's love would apply itself to evil. It is not as one would think. I imagined Alsup coming to me with his confession of the evil practices performed upon me. In this thought I was confronted with the temptation to expose this for my vindication or to gnash it as a private matter at my expense. What was true to the love of Christ was obvious. I don't fancy this imagination to have much possibility in reality but if I should ever receive a private confession I will not make it public. The spiritual practice within this imagination had substantive value. I showed me again how God manifest His kingdom against the kingdom of evil. Triumphs and over coming are real, just not consistent with the ways of men.

Though the darkness of evil attacked Dorean it was necessary for the light of truth to be more perfectly manifested. In the end are the complaining and doubts will be shamed. All the fruit inspectors will be left with their rotten fruit. Evil will be ideally exposed and God and His children shall stand triumphant. It can be no other way. God was never letting evil prevail from any station of slack. He was only allowing the various manifestations to become incorporated into the light. The blacker the darkness the more spectacular the light in revelation. Dorean will sparkle as the sovereign gift against the backdrop of the darkness that magnified it.

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Administrative Changes (9-21-09)

I saw a comment on the blog I would like to address. It seems some understand that Dorean was an administrative process. That it was and still remains. Though you hear me talk of court remedies now you wonder if I’ve changed tactics. That is a well thought out logical question.

Dorean completed its claim by the completion of the paperwork. That claim was a simple repudiation of fraud in the mortgage contract. Beyond that claim rose damages for perpetuating the fraud once exposed. This was our commercial process of developing judgment liens. If left unmolested this process would have proved out. But powerful men had designs to alter our course. Now we have passed through criminal accusations and commercial slander. The nature of this tactic is no less administrative yet it cloaks itself in a robe of deceit. What has really happened is in exposing the servant we enraged the master. Same deceit only greater force. As to the actors we faced we have exhausted all the administrative remedies not thwarted and available to us under these conditions to preserve our rights. This is an elevated claim of piracy and trespass upon the other commercial rights we were defending.

This charade is very complex. You are dealing with confidence. Though one can be completely aware of the truth you’ll still have to reconcile with the confidence of the markets.

What became clear as I layed in this trap was a divine opportunity was developing. By playing their game better than they play it I could reverse their slander fest into a sanction. This is my goal now. Much of my commercial efforts can even expire. I can resurrect them all by tying all their evils into a collective commercial damage claim. Once I have exposed the righteous as aiding and abetting criminals the flood gates of spoil open up to us all. No statute of limitation affects us yet because the damages have yet to cease. Only then does the tolling stop.

Hope this helps a little. The grand detail of my actions await the book on the other side.