I am innocent of the charges against me. A crime had to be perpetrated upon me to convict me. Judge Alsup knows this as well as all the other actors. I’m not complaining only recognizing what I’m up against. I have found the way within their rulings to overturn this but vile tactics prevent me from being heard. This is nothing new. I’ve found a case where they used the same tactics to steal 11 years from one guy and 19 from another. These tactics are the hatred of power freaks who want to break those brave enough to challenge their fraud. This battle is the Lord’s. I’m in, fully vested no matter the cost. God knows their plans and has given me wisdom to see it and to institute counter measures. I regret only that such evil men have power and find honor among men. If we would only turn our hearts to God His justice would advance toward us, until then these creep shows will pillage their brethren and convince ignorant accomplices to be jurors. I don’t see a way within the system to get any relief shorter than 2 years. Even this is hopefully optimistic. God can always shorten the time.
Many great rulings have come out of the Supreme Court this year that assure my victory. But procedure is their weapon not law. The judges know they can ignore me until the law absolutely won’t allow it anymore. Each evil denial steals time and tests my resolve.
Power tortures and laughs while justice and truth cry. God watches and plans to destroy the plans of the wicked. If you know how trustworthy the love of God is toward those who love Him you would be assured of our victory and confidently support until your victory arrives. No creep show no matter how much boasting exist their mouth would ever intimidate you. That is where Scott and I stand until the end.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Blog Writings 11/15/2010
It has come to my attention that the service I was using did not maintain the site with consistent flow of my writings. I no longer receive copies of any post or comments. I am switching services to try and maintain some regular postings.
I am very much on a snail pace through this abuse of power. Defeating them is doubtless but they want to torture me slowly for my arrogances. The Lord is completely in charge of these events and I take the journey full of joy. I do wish my writing could convey a confidence so sure in truth that no lie would trouble you. This remains an unfulfilled desire I know. It does appear truth is creeping back into society. What Dorean spoke against is coming to the forefront. On coast to coast 11-14-10 a gentleman (reporter) Greg Hunter was exposing all we already know at Dorean. Perhaps you can listen to this broadcast or go to his webpage. If anyone should obtain a broadcast transcript of this program I would enjoy a copy.
I am very much on a snail pace through this abuse of power. Defeating them is doubtless but they want to torture me slowly for my arrogances. The Lord is completely in charge of these events and I take the journey full of joy. I do wish my writing could convey a confidence so sure in truth that no lie would trouble you. This remains an unfulfilled desire I know. It does appear truth is creeping back into society. What Dorean spoke against is coming to the forefront. On coast to coast 11-14-10 a gentleman (reporter) Greg Hunter was exposing all we already know at Dorean. Perhaps you can listen to this broadcast or go to his webpage. If anyone should obtain a broadcast transcript of this program I would enjoy a copy.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
No Trouble at All 11/2/2010
The federal labyrinth of deceit and injustice is a formidable trap to fall prey to. Human fortitude is crushed by doubts, delay, and malice. Ye a son of God has no fear. He is blessed with a resolute conviction that God’s love is trustworthy. A resolve that empowers him to overcome every obstacle, truly there can be no quit within him. Spiritual reason justifies the blessed fortitude.
The human condition is the same for all of us. God’s love can be recognized by every individual, you may not fear a giant as large as mine or one you perceive equal but the truth of their defeat is certain. Be of good cheer and courage. God is greater than the sum of all His enemies. Remain in the fight until the hope of your deliverance arrives according to the plans fashioned in love for you. See you at the finish line!
The human condition is the same for all of us. God’s love can be recognized by every individual, you may not fear a giant as large as mine or one you perceive equal but the truth of their defeat is certain. Be of good cheer and courage. God is greater than the sum of all His enemies. Remain in the fight until the hope of your deliverance arrives according to the plans fashioned in love for you. See you at the finish line!
Friday, December 10, 2010
Hangman 11/1/2010
Everyone knows that a braided rope is stronger than its individual strands. The bible says a threefold cord is not easily broken. In fact hanging by rope has broken more necks that ropes. In our sinful nature there is a threefold cord not easily broken; our blind reason, our perverse heart, and our distempered affections. This cord has had a strangle hold upon our necks during our entire existence.
The blind reason argues it should not bow to the Lordship of Christ. The perverse heart says it will not bow. The distempered affections in support of the others says it shall not bow.
One of the biblical names for sinners can be translated wild-ass men. The renown of the stubborn ass easily recalled. The law addressed the ass in a telling way. The firstborn of an ass was to have its neck broken. To redeem the ass a lamb could be slain. The type made obvious toward Christ. This root of sin within us, this threefold cord has us under noose in the hangman’s peril. The law against it calling for our broken neck, yet what is not possible for man is possible with God. He can liberate us from the strength of this cord and break its death grip over us. Only His love can serve it. So the question bids do I stretch my neck in search of His love or stretch my neck in the leap of death?
Like the game you’ll have to fill in the blanks with the right letters to survive.
____ ____ ____ ____
The blind reason argues it should not bow to the Lordship of Christ. The perverse heart says it will not bow. The distempered affections in support of the others says it shall not bow.
One of the biblical names for sinners can be translated wild-ass men. The renown of the stubborn ass easily recalled. The law addressed the ass in a telling way. The firstborn of an ass was to have its neck broken. To redeem the ass a lamb could be slain. The type made obvious toward Christ. This root of sin within us, this threefold cord has us under noose in the hangman’s peril. The law against it calling for our broken neck, yet what is not possible for man is possible with God. He can liberate us from the strength of this cord and break its death grip over us. Only His love can serve it. So the question bids do I stretch my neck in search of His love or stretch my neck in the leap of death?
Like the game you’ll have to fill in the blanks with the right letters to survive.
____ ____ ____ ____
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
THE MIRACLE & THE MYSTERY 12/6/10
The bride of Christ (those enthralled with their beloved) to this world will never be an explained miracle or a solved mystery. Her presence cannot be denied and her knowledge cannot be shared. The knowledge here spoken of is both the reasonable comprehension and the intimacy of a lover. The miracle of her appearing cannot be denied by eyes that see her, but her creation is a mystery. The world has their brides but none who practice the love and fidelity she practices for her unseen Husband. She claims to trust and love Him though by all appearances she is abandon, even a widow, because the world is certain they destroyed her Husband.
The World can distinguish between the garment and the woman. Many put on the bridal gown and claim the relationship but as God declares in type through Ezekiel 23 these frauds are rejected and can be known by how the lift their skirts to the seducers of this world. The fidelity of the true bride is a mystery to infidels. How can they fathom her love intellectually or intimately when they have no experience or capability with the love she professes and knows?
She walks among men but her affections are not of this world. Sometimes in rage they abuse her. Sometimes in their inferior righteousness they condemn her. Sometimes in their cheap love and loneliness they mock her. Sometimes in awe they emulate her but then learn they are not her when they fall prey to seduction. She is ridiculed as a fool. She honors a Husband she claims is a king and gives herself over to His glory yet His kingdom has no standing in this world. She is offensive and hated because her existence cannot be denied, her love cannot be stopped by reason or force, and because she is adorned and lovely; yet exclusive. She walks humbly and boldly through time. The perfect icon of a miracle and a mystery. Soon she will be joined with her Husband and the mystery will forever remain unsolved by this world. Her miracle union will forever be displayed and undeniable but her knowledge will never be transferable. Though the kingdom be revealed the bridal chamber shall forever remain private. The world will come to love and fear her Husband, even acknowledge her, but they will never be His lover.
The World can distinguish between the garment and the woman. Many put on the bridal gown and claim the relationship but as God declares in type through Ezekiel 23 these frauds are rejected and can be known by how the lift their skirts to the seducers of this world. The fidelity of the true bride is a mystery to infidels. How can they fathom her love intellectually or intimately when they have no experience or capability with the love she professes and knows?
She walks among men but her affections are not of this world. Sometimes in rage they abuse her. Sometimes in their inferior righteousness they condemn her. Sometimes in their cheap love and loneliness they mock her. Sometimes in awe they emulate her but then learn they are not her when they fall prey to seduction. She is ridiculed as a fool. She honors a Husband she claims is a king and gives herself over to His glory yet His kingdom has no standing in this world. She is offensive and hated because her existence cannot be denied, her love cannot be stopped by reason or force, and because she is adorned and lovely; yet exclusive. She walks humbly and boldly through time. The perfect icon of a miracle and a mystery. Soon she will be joined with her Husband and the mystery will forever remain unsolved by this world. Her miracle union will forever be displayed and undeniable but her knowledge will never be transferable. Though the kingdom be revealed the bridal chamber shall forever remain private. The world will come to love and fear her Husband, even acknowledge her, but they will never be His lover.
Glorify Thy Name 12-4-10
In a selfish world we forget about the usefulness of the human life to bring glory to God. When I was young I was able to make choices concerning my life. Now that I am old and incarcerated others make decisions concerning my life. I am not the first in this predicament. Peter in his exchange with Jesus (Jn. 21:15-19) learns of his death by cruxifiction. This man who just went back to what he knew (fishing) was doing with his life as he desired. God knew of the perfecting work He would accomplish in time. Are we all not called to this? Can there be a better use of your life than to bring glory to God? The ability to arrive at this place in spirit comes through the maturation of love. In Peter's discourse with Jesus his love was put in question. It was still too self-centered.
Jesus in Jn. 12:27-28 shows us how a human spirit behaves when it has fallen in love with God. He's coming to an hour of great human difficulty yet for God's glory He would rather face it than to avoid it. I witnessed this in all my co-defendants absent Scott any many clients that for fear's sake they turned from glorifying God. What is the strength of a love that would retreat to fear?
When the love of God truly touches the heart of a man through the revelation God has entrusted Himself to you for relationship sake, trust and reciprocal love arise. No longer do you see your life as a personal property interest but rather a servant given to the glorification of God. Dorean is a difficult hour but God's glory is paramount to a heart in love. Never the less not my will to do with my life as I desire but Thy will be done, Glorify Thy Name! Then the answer comes from heaven "I have glorified it, and will glorify it again!"
Jesus in Jn. 12:27-28 shows us how a human spirit behaves when it has fallen in love with God. He's coming to an hour of great human difficulty yet for God's glory He would rather face it than to avoid it. I witnessed this in all my co-defendants absent Scott any many clients that for fear's sake they turned from glorifying God. What is the strength of a love that would retreat to fear?
When the love of God truly touches the heart of a man through the revelation God has entrusted Himself to you for relationship sake, trust and reciprocal love arise. No longer do you see your life as a personal property interest but rather a servant given to the glorification of God. Dorean is a difficult hour but God's glory is paramount to a heart in love. Never the less not my will to do with my life as I desire but Thy will be done, Glorify Thy Name! Then the answer comes from heaven "I have glorified it, and will glorify it again!"
Thanksgiving 11-22-10
This still remains my favorite holiday. I think this remains true because it is the only holiday that celebrates an eternal truth between God and man. As I'm writing I'm looking at a postcard setting outside a prison window. To me the snow covered mountains, clans of regal evergreens, and azure skies profess more truth about my life than the iron in front of the plexiglas.
If a man knows God through the experience of a private and intimate relationship there is a chorus of praise invading all your senses concerning your beloved out of every circumstance. My spirit has been infected by the contagion of God's love. Literally an epidemic of affection has overtaken me.
This has formulated into a book I've called "The Perfect Bride" (an eternal love story). I've undertaken this project on the chance many are far too ignorant of our existence being created for pleasure. A pleasure that can only be known in the free expression of an intimate love.
This does not diminish the reality of the peril of my circumstance only the threat of its power to inflict injury. The Bible says "perfect love cast out fear.' This is true! Thanksgiving results, hope this overtakes your holiday and your life.
Happy Thanksgiving!
If a man knows God through the experience of a private and intimate relationship there is a chorus of praise invading all your senses concerning your beloved out of every circumstance. My spirit has been infected by the contagion of God's love. Literally an epidemic of affection has overtaken me.
This has formulated into a book I've called "The Perfect Bride" (an eternal love story). I've undertaken this project on the chance many are far too ignorant of our existence being created for pleasure. A pleasure that can only be known in the free expression of an intimate love.
This does not diminish the reality of the peril of my circumstance only the threat of its power to inflict injury. The Bible says "perfect love cast out fear.' This is true! Thanksgiving results, hope this overtakes your holiday and your life.
Happy Thanksgiving!
Tuesday, December 07, 2010
God’s Love Endures All Things 10/30/2010
This trial lingers and is prolonged far beyond human fortitude. Trials like this are embraced by children of God because they separate and prove, they prove that God loves us; that His love is trustworthy; that His promises are irrevocable; and that His grace is sufficient. All this comes to those who surrender their wills to the actions inspired by the “amending” faith of Christ. Sheep and goats, wheat and tares righteous and wicked are identified and separated by these rough trials.
It is impossible for a man to choose the course laid by the promises of God. All human efforts will fail. But with God all things are possible. With His power expressed first in love, accepted by faith and delivered by hope what was impossible was made possible with His power expressed first in love, accepted by faith, and delivered by hope what was impossible was made possible. My critics talk a good game of human wisdom with religious overtones but betray their hearts with their words. God’s view is expressed by a very different vocabulary that reeks of courage and perseverance.
If they could grasp God’s plan or His ways they would have no fear in their prophecies, judgments, or expectations. The saint made alive by the power to trust God’s love overcomes every trial. It can be no other way. There is no power greater that God’s expressed via His love. No power in heaven or earth can withstand it. That is not to say it will bowl over every hard hatred rebel. Love limits itself to truth and that is a respecter of freedom of choice to love. Heaven is not the reward of those who seek the blessings of God for themselves It is merely the habitation of those who preferred dwelling with God over any other desire. As that victory awaits the saint so does every victory along your providential journey. Scott and I know the faith of Christ in us will deliver the justice in Christ and no power arrayed against that promise will survive. If you know Christ as we know Him you would already be at “AMEN”. If you’ve not you’re living less loved. Less assured, less aware of whom loves you.
Does my talk of Christ during this trial bore you? Well there is nothing more boring than hearing foolish whimpers, worries, and doubts by king’s children ignorant of their inheritances or lineage. We could be joint heirs if we shared the same faith. Christ would bring us all to victory and make the difficult journey joyous. If you are mourning you are justified. If you are relaxed in God’s trustworthy love you have been given the spirit of gladness for the spirit of mourning.
I may never have the joy of seeing that pig headed wicked judge Alsup delivered from sin and death but his turning from deliverance does not endanger mine. His father the devil cannot displace me from the promises made in God’s love. Wickedness has its day but the Lord laugh’s at it with derision and sees another day coming. Scott and I see it too and not as far off as wickedness intended.
It is impossible for a man to choose the course laid by the promises of God. All human efforts will fail. But with God all things are possible. With His power expressed first in love, accepted by faith and delivered by hope what was impossible was made possible with His power expressed first in love, accepted by faith, and delivered by hope what was impossible was made possible. My critics talk a good game of human wisdom with religious overtones but betray their hearts with their words. God’s view is expressed by a very different vocabulary that reeks of courage and perseverance.
If they could grasp God’s plan or His ways they would have no fear in their prophecies, judgments, or expectations. The saint made alive by the power to trust God’s love overcomes every trial. It can be no other way. There is no power greater that God’s expressed via His love. No power in heaven or earth can withstand it. That is not to say it will bowl over every hard hatred rebel. Love limits itself to truth and that is a respecter of freedom of choice to love. Heaven is not the reward of those who seek the blessings of God for themselves It is merely the habitation of those who preferred dwelling with God over any other desire. As that victory awaits the saint so does every victory along your providential journey. Scott and I know the faith of Christ in us will deliver the justice in Christ and no power arrayed against that promise will survive. If you know Christ as we know Him you would already be at “AMEN”. If you’ve not you’re living less loved. Less assured, less aware of whom loves you.
Does my talk of Christ during this trial bore you? Well there is nothing more boring than hearing foolish whimpers, worries, and doubts by king’s children ignorant of their inheritances or lineage. We could be joint heirs if we shared the same faith. Christ would bring us all to victory and make the difficult journey joyous. If you are mourning you are justified. If you are relaxed in God’s trustworthy love you have been given the spirit of gladness for the spirit of mourning.
I may never have the joy of seeing that pig headed wicked judge Alsup delivered from sin and death but his turning from deliverance does not endanger mine. His father the devil cannot displace me from the promises made in God’s love. Wickedness has its day but the Lord laugh’s at it with derision and sees another day coming. Scott and I see it too and not as far off as wickedness intended.
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
The Chastisement of Love 10/27/2010
The root of sin runs clear through our being. It destroys our identity and purpose. We were designed to be in a loving relationship with our creator. Jesus came across a fig tree once in Mark 11:12-14 and when He discovered it was a liar not bearing fruit when it had leaves declaring it would, Jesus attacked the roots. He's done no less for us. Yet a chastisement of law is very harsh. All of us have felt the string of the law's righteous demands and our failure to meet it.
When I was a small child this root took on a humorous display. My little sister and I shared a room. We would giggle and be silly. Mom would open our door, chastise us with the law of silence and then tell us she didn't want to hear another "peep" out of us. Within 20 seconds of the door being shut we would start a chorus of ”peep, peep, peep" and then laughter, I later discovered sound traveled through the vents in a house. Our little hearts already wanted to be a law into themselves.
As I've grown older I'm discovering a truth God make clear. The law behind the law is to love God with all your might and your neighbors as yourself. Love has the effectual power to chastise where the law falls short. When love truly reaches you love reciprocates out of you. The law is not lost as to its demands here, it is just love performs it willingly, hoping to bless the other with true love. Loving God after receiving His love sets our being in proper order. The fruitless life of a bad root system and its lies dies and a new creation which was our original design has us being lovers. A righteous union of marriage, where the harsh law finds grace. The resilience to trust love will yield a power to perform it and the courage to refuse the counterfeit.
When I was a small child this root took on a humorous display. My little sister and I shared a room. We would giggle and be silly. Mom would open our door, chastise us with the law of silence and then tell us she didn't want to hear another "peep" out of us. Within 20 seconds of the door being shut we would start a chorus of ”peep, peep, peep" and then laughter, I later discovered sound traveled through the vents in a house. Our little hearts already wanted to be a law into themselves.
As I've grown older I'm discovering a truth God make clear. The law behind the law is to love God with all your might and your neighbors as yourself. Love has the effectual power to chastise where the law falls short. When love truly reaches you love reciprocates out of you. The law is not lost as to its demands here, it is just love performs it willingly, hoping to bless the other with true love. Loving God after receiving His love sets our being in proper order. The fruitless life of a bad root system and its lies dies and a new creation which was our original design has us being lovers. A righteous union of marriage, where the harsh law finds grace. The resilience to trust love will yield a power to perform it and the courage to refuse the counterfeit.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Promised Affection 10/24/2010
I have been a consistent proponent of the faith of Christ. A faith so confident in God's word that I would choose it over live itself, God’s work is certainly trustworthy but I have discovered the course of its reliability. Every word of our creator is spoken in love. A true love that bears no false witness, a love that by its existence and character can only be reliable.
True prayer I've discovered is communing with God over His promises spoken. It is not a complaint from human perspective of the deficiencies of God. It goes beyond this reason to heart understood affection. Where love recognizes love and desires to reciprocate. Nothing can interrupt this prayer except confused affection. It is an easy constant if the heart can remain fixed upon the only appropriate object of its affection. The ultimate commandment to love God with all your heart settles in as the key to your developing being.
The promises set a course that this heart relationship will naturally follow. Awareness of the quality nature of God’s love infects your spirit with the faith of Christ which cannot doubt words uttered by this love. We know that promises fail but only if we neglect the means necessary to their accomplishment. Love, faith, and the hope they produce out of this prayerful communion can never fail. This is the example of Christ and why Scott and I have the courage to overcome the evil, God took notice of. I encourage you not to derail off the promised affection that guides you to victory.
True prayer I've discovered is communing with God over His promises spoken. It is not a complaint from human perspective of the deficiencies of God. It goes beyond this reason to heart understood affection. Where love recognizes love and desires to reciprocate. Nothing can interrupt this prayer except confused affection. It is an easy constant if the heart can remain fixed upon the only appropriate object of its affection. The ultimate commandment to love God with all your heart settles in as the key to your developing being.
The promises set a course that this heart relationship will naturally follow. Awareness of the quality nature of God’s love infects your spirit with the faith of Christ which cannot doubt words uttered by this love. We know that promises fail but only if we neglect the means necessary to their accomplishment. Love, faith, and the hope they produce out of this prayerful communion can never fail. This is the example of Christ and why Scott and I have the courage to overcome the evil, God took notice of. I encourage you not to derail off the promised affection that guides you to victory.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Thanksgiving 11-22-10
This still remains my favorite holiday. I think this remains true because it is the only holiday that celebrates an eternal truth between God and man. As I'm writing I'm looking at a postcard setting outside a prison window. To me the snow covered mountains, clans of regal evergreens, and azure skies profess more truth about my life than the iron in front of the plexiglas.
If a man knows God through the experience of a private and intimate relationship there is a chorus of praise invading all your senses concerning your beloved out of every circumstance. My spirit has been infected by the contagion of God's love. Literally an epidemic of affection has overtaken me.
This has formulated into a book I've called "The Perfect Bride" (an eternal love story). I've undertaken this project on the chance many are far too ignorant of our existence being created for pleasure. A pleasure that can only be known in the free expression of an intimate love.
This does not diminish the reality of the peril of my circumstance only the threat of its power to inflict injury. The Bible says "perfect love cast out fear.' This is true! Thanksgiving results, hope this overtakes your holiday and your life. Happy Thanksgiving!
If a man knows God through the experience of a private and intimate relationship there is a chorus of praise invading all your senses concerning your beloved out of every circumstance. My spirit has been infected by the contagion of God's love. Literally an epidemic of affection has overtaken me.
This has formulated into a book I've called "The Perfect Bride" (an eternal love story). I've undertaken this project on the chance many are far too ignorant of our existence being created for pleasure. A pleasure that can only be known in the free expression of an intimate love.
This does not diminish the reality of the peril of my circumstance only the threat of its power to inflict injury. The Bible says "perfect love cast out fear.' This is true! Thanksgiving results, hope this overtakes your holiday and your life. Happy Thanksgiving!
Sunday, November 21, 2010
FOR MY BRIDE 11-11-10
How fondly you reside in my remembrance
Daily my thoughts and affections are upon you
Yet you concern me with your fears
and how quickly you can doubt I love you
I know the chocolates get consumed,
the roses wither and fade
and my cards, letters, and notes are forgotten
Yet was it not love these gifts made?
Just once I desire for you to trust my love
to keep your eyes from darting away from truth
Put away your insecure lust for acknowledgement
and ponder how I have loved you from your youth
I have not changed only become more resolved
to imbibe you with the constancy of my care
Every hair is known to me, your every thought my own
my heart is your dwelling, my love is your home
Dare to trust me, enter my rest
lay your head upon my bosom, your fears upon my chest
for I have loved you with a holy love
that neither fades, withers, or is consumed
Daily my thoughts and affections are upon you
Yet you concern me with your fears
and how quickly you can doubt I love you
I know the chocolates get consumed,
the roses wither and fade
and my cards, letters, and notes are forgotten
Yet was it not love these gifts made?
Just once I desire for you to trust my love
to keep your eyes from darting away from truth
Put away your insecure lust for acknowledgement
and ponder how I have loved you from your youth
I have not changed only become more resolved
to imbibe you with the constancy of my care
Every hair is known to me, your every thought my own
my heart is your dwelling, my love is your home
Dare to trust me, enter my rest
lay your head upon my bosom, your fears upon my chest
for I have loved you with a holy love
that neither fades, withers, or is consumed
Friday, November 12, 2010
Life 10/16/10
Tell me what mind can manufacture a seed
What mind can comprehend a need
The gift of life is as spectacular as the event
And human toil and effort can’t recover what was spent
Dream big fragile man put to work your industrious hand
Still you cannot accomplish a feat as great as land
You can grow a thought into a plan
But you are still removed from giving life
Even the children of your love
Are the product of original love
Dust formed you dust you’ll return
What was the value of what you never could earn
Give it your worry give it concern
Take from the teacher all you can learn
In the end will you be like the weed
A useless product of original seed
Blossom now for a fragrance eternal
Commend your spirit unto the Lord
Give your life back to the giver
And no imagination can fathom the harvest delivered.
What mind can comprehend a need
The gift of life is as spectacular as the event
And human toil and effort can’t recover what was spent
Dream big fragile man put to work your industrious hand
Still you cannot accomplish a feat as great as land
You can grow a thought into a plan
But you are still removed from giving life
Even the children of your love
Are the product of original love
Dust formed you dust you’ll return
What was the value of what you never could earn
Give it your worry give it concern
Take from the teacher all you can learn
In the end will you be like the weed
A useless product of original seed
Blossom now for a fragrance eternal
Commend your spirit unto the Lord
Give your life back to the giver
And no imagination can fathom the harvest delivered.
Regrets 10/16/10
Regret is not an emotion available to me. Its flaw being that it presumes God’s course and plans for your life are not formulated out of His love for you. Our root of sin causes our wills to rebel with the folly of this ignorance. When Dorean was formed the mortgage companies had a pristine reputation in the arena of law. Today this is not the case. Forty U.S. attorneys are going after mortgage companies for fraud. The CEO of Countrywide was just fined $67 million. The courts no longer can trust the affidavit of employees that rights title and interest were secure. Rulings are coming down daily that support and enhance Dorean’s position. We were about 7 years ahead of the explosion of truth arriving. Soon though it will be very hard for the lies concerning us to be sustained by the fraudsters who propagated and sustained them. Regret wants to look at the price. I’ve paid for truth and justify itself. But faith looks to the love of God and sees the justification for this trial. The test measures the quality of the deposits of wisdom, truth, faith and love given you by the Lord and finds them precious. A value far in excess of the personal cost. How can one regret receiving gifts? It’s an awkward emotion out of place propped up by lies. If you have regrets for your participation with Dorean you are blinded to the loving work God is doing in your life. Trust His love and put away regret it does not become those beloved of this Lord.
Tough Trusters 10/13/10
An ancient truth slips past another generation that prefers the ignorance of their progenitors. Distrust is the root of sin. The faith of Christ attacked and conquered this root by its existence. Many people wear the badge of Christian but very few actually receive the honor. The reason for this is the environment of trial. The test we face have the sole purpose of authenticating the faith of Jesus as a power within us. This is a power only made available in a relationship with Christ. In fact it is the dividing line between friend and phony. Christ uniquely displayed the faith upon the cross. Then when the root of sin was laid upon Him and the full measure of all human distrust filled His cup His perception as a man was dishonest. Look to His reference to Psalm 22. In the darkness His trust preserved and broke through to the light He knew to be true. The penultimate word of God is faithful because it is uttered in the ultimate reliability of the love of God. No distrust is justified. It is our trials that bear down upon us that bring our wills to the cutting edge of this choice. If we surrender our will to Christ His faith will triumph over the pressures to distrust. It will grab the reins of our will and attempt to maneuver through our perceptions we fail. We betray His love and friendship. Ultimately we betray ourselves and enter the stage of religious hypocrisy. We’ll bear the badge but not the honor. My delight in this Dorean trial is how it drives me further into the faith of Christ. The root of sin could not prevail over this power what can man do to me? No fear resides. Though my hope tarry it is still valid. It will obtain for this human what it obtained for Christ as a man. My progenitors Adam and Eve passed on to me a legacy of distrust but Christ gave his power to dislodge me from that bloodline to His. Now in every trial as the cross itself the faith of Christ outlives the death of sin. Forever this is settled in heaven. My many detractors are merely distrusters but the sons of God are tough trusters that make it through every trial. To m peers: “See you at the finish line.”
The Power Behind Faith 10/10/10
I have talked much of faith over the years of this battle. Its importance cannot be diminished in regards to a successful outcome. But somehow through their exercise I have come to see the real power that makes faith potent and that separates the real faith from the phony. The real faith is the faith of Christ. A unique and distinguished faith that rest in the fact of God’s love for you. Jesus as a man used this faith to undo the work of Adam and Eve. He struggled with perception made obvious by His references to Psalm 22 of His death. In this Psalm David contrast His perceptions with the precept of wisdom concerning God’s character. Christ struggling through His pain of perception in trust says “Unto you do I commend my spirit.” This is authentic faith that cannot be practiced without the love of God as its support. This example of real faith proves the love is real. The are inseparable. Coming to a true knowledge that you are beloved of God causes this faith to thrive. This love is trustworthy as a fact. A fact that can be trusted beyond the perceptions of our understanding. When enemies with the likes of the U.S. Government, cancer, recession seems to attack we are not dislodged from this great love. Faith is sound and we can allow Christ in us to exercise it the only way He knows how, “unto you (God) do I commend my spirit.” That is the liberating power of real faith settled in a true love.
Envy 10/10/10
Psalm 37:1 it tells us to fret not nor be envious. It is said of Queen Elizabeth that she envied the milkmaid when she was in prison. Being ignorant of her glorious 40 year reign that still laid before her was the silliness behind this envy. To me the children of God in Christ are far too ignorant of their heir ship and this kingdom. We envy beggars who have no hope of our inheritance. Judge Alsup has all the trappings of the son of power but he si merely an actor. His father of lies cannot leave to him truth. My Father of justice is not leaving His justice to strangers. Shall I envy this pauper because he appears blessed to the foolish? Do we not know how our Father works? Is it not the ox put to work in the stocks that lives longer and well? The ox put out to pasture seemingly in splendor and rest is short-lived. Their revered is their ruin. It is not the apparel that makes a nobleman but the pedigree of blood. How is it an heir can envy a possessor who will never hold the title? I was a trustee in possession of many of your properties but it was your heir that had all the interest. When title became an issue the law quickly dispossessed me of possessions and protected the heir. How much more is truth in the real law of the only King? Watch how the heirs are treated when the King demands their rights. Then foolish envy will be overshadowed by true envy, from real beggars.
Life’s Banquet 9/28/10
I have been delighted in my life a few times to sit down for a multi-course meal prepared by a master chef. Each course is delicious and has a tantalizing quality of expectation for things to come. As I pondered the Lord it occurred to me that as His beloved we should very much live in this condition. Eternity makes it clear that our Master in love before the foundations of the world set His heart towards us in full measure. Not one good thing or one precious delight is missing. Still as finita creations our lives unfold in the progression of days in a myriad of courses. Yet each course has been prepared for us out of the bounty of Christ. The downing of the new day should bring with it the appreciation of the fair set before us with the tantalizing quality that all the courses are for our pleasure. Can you live in this honest state of love or are you some bulimic so caught up in your appearance before this world that you constantly revolt with the vomit of thanklessness and contempt? I delight in the Lord’s table and I do not live by bread alone. Each day heaven supplies its bounty as revelation wets my appetite for more. Bon Appetit!
Giant Truth 9/28/10
Psalm 36:20 “The wicked shall perish…” I heard a lady’s testimony about how she so hated her rapist. She actually prayed to God that he would be raped and killed prison. She had identified him and assured his conviction. Eleven years later DNA proved it was another man she had not identified. The innocent man forgave her and she learned from her own misplaced hatred that she was the criminal. Yet Christ’s love displayed through her victim delivered her. Outside of that her error is equal to the righteous judgments of this world. All of it perishes. All of their puffery ends in a puff; their fuming ends in smoke, they make themselves fat and perish in their own grease. Consumers of the good they tried to be, and consumed they shall be. I wonder why saints trouble so much over the plans of the wicked. The Lord laughs at them. Their power is as strong as their judgments. Mere folly! I have never questioned the Lord’s care for me before this giant. There was a contrast in the David and Goliath story. Not between the boy and the giant but between the boy and his king. One saw God’s way and one shook in his boots. The Messiah was in the loins of David and in his faith. The dame remains true today. If you want to be a vital part of God’s Kingdom you must be confident in this truth, “The wicked shall perish…”
Writ Of Cert 9/24/10
The appeals court actions were intended to forestall my vindication. The next step afforded me is a writ of cert to the Supreme Court. My chances of getting their assistance is about 1 in 40,000. They only address constitutional issues which I have but that does not increase my odds much. I will try and post this writ because it will have my winning issue within its contents. The writ will be asking for a GVR back to the appeals court. That is Grant, Vacate, and Remand. This is just to restore the appeal that was stolen from me. An appeal which prevented me from raising any valid claim in the first instance. The attorneys forced upon us were part of the mechanism used to silence our valid claims. They put forth a silly argument designed to lose and precluded us from addressing the court with a winning argument. These are the tactics of an unrighteous tyrant. One a man of God should never fear. Regardless of their successes to injure Dorean Psalm 35 “The Dorean Psalm” already declares the finish. Above all things God is trustworthy. If you are at all competent of what the lawless call the law it will be easy for you to gain confidence in our ultimate vindication. The games length is all the battle embraces at the moment. This 1-40,000 chance gives me a time break or according to the odds a long delay. I trust the Lord. I’ll be finished when God says I am. I am content with this timeframe.
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