Only One Fear (1/31/06)

As we come down to the pivotal battle you would think my enemy would impose some fear upon me. To tell you the truth they are as insignificant as a buzzing gnat that thinks it is a lion. Men who have so little personal integrity that can't even stand up to their inner moral restraints are too weak for a real man to consider a challenge. Those of you who are in awe of these guys obviously are not battle tested as to your own principle internally or as to external foes. A judge willing to swear an oath to settle a matter and then use said oath as a cover of deceit is of no moral fiber of any tensile strength to test a real man. A prosecutor who believes outcome is more important than the path lives a lie. The FBI like a cat delivering a mouse to master only seeks approval without moral questioning. Defense attorneys are doubleminded and conflicted and believe that they are a hope. Utter foolishness! The clerks are apathetic collectors of a paycheck for their blindness. All of them collectively are like a young boy getting his first sneak at pornography; they know their behavior is wrong but are consumed by lust's perversion. Truly the only fear I possess at the moment is knowing what I am to do and not doing it. How can I stand opposed to these wimps if in honesty I cave to the same moral deficiency. All men have the temptation. It is the choice that separates men from perverts. It will take courage to do my duty. It is where I focus all my prayer. I want to be a living example to these midgets what standing tall could be if they would make the right choice. If you aren't facing this fear on a regular basis you have already succumb to error.