Without Pause (February 27, 2008)

It has amazed me that men can so shamelessly make their boast in their flesh and call it divine. By what super spiritual gifts do you judge me? You say what does religion have to do with it? Let me take the course of nothing for a moment. I am not an advocate of religion for the record. People are saying that I was a thief and it is only a short matter of time before I get my just reward. How do you come up with "just" in this comment? Is it a religious just? Is it a commercial one? Is your moral ethics the measure? The answer to all these questions whether we like it or not is a religious one. Somewhere along the line your self righteousness was influenced by a creed, idea, example, or something the like borrowed from religion. To me religion is really the self perfecting itself upon God as though your idea of good is an acceptable offering. I think Cain was the first to entertain this thought. The point I have diligently defended is that the real Christ is not the one you soul worshiper's idolized by the same name. I'm not saying you are not good people or that your ethics are flawed. What I am saying is that you trust them at the expense of trusting in the Lord. The irony of this Blog is that I do trust in His voice, tell you so and I am condemned for not doing it. Where have I seen this before? Jesus Himself said He only spoke what He heard from the Father and yet the religious people didn't like His ethics. In fact they took delight in His brutal unjust punishment as an execution of their justice. One thing I've learned in this trial is not to depend on myself. If it comes to the law, banking, common sense, communication skills, or courage I would be willing to match myself against any of you. I am not short of skill or gifts. As a man I do not need to shrink back from any retards. Pride is a two-edged sword. One side strikes humility, the other arrogance. In either case it is wielded by deception. There is a mistake among you so-called Christians that the flesh has some redeemable qualities. This is absolutely false. It is decreed to death and must come to the cross for its death. Even this good ethics crap dispensed here is not part of God's kingdom. Sons obedient, living off the manna of God's word fresh in every moment is the gospel. There is no storing up of knowledge or wisdom. Knowledge puffs up. I share with you honestly the difficulty I experience when walking in surrender to the Lord and your only response is ridicule. Do you not see your arrogance? How many times did you slay the Lord in rebellion? Is your spirit so sensitive that you hear His voice clearly? Are your judgments coming from heaven or from your soul? If the best of your soul is no good how do you find confidence in your words? Without a pause you retards think you have everything figured out. You are so anxious for me to go to sentencing so you can have your "I told you so!" moment. How come God doesn't get an "I told you so!" moment and you think you deserve it? Without a pause you think you see my future but you have never listened to me this whole time. Have I not said I want to get to this moment? Did I not try to get here faster? Do you remember all the ridicule about my guilty verdict attempts? Why am I anxious to get to the place you are anxious for me to go? Have you taken a moment to pause on that question? Of course not. That would mean that you might be quiet enough for just a moment to hear truth, God's voice, and receive a revelation that condemns you. A man's soul under its own reign would have none of this. Give me the moment where you'll believe it when you see it. I have already been there because I see to believe. I heard what God said and your voices are always going to be retarded to me until that moment when your ears and mouths serve the Lord. Silence is golden in that even a fool is considered wise when he keeps his mouth shut. If the Lord Himself submitted to this practice what is your excuse? Put your ethics, self righteousness, soulish goodness, and ignorance about Dorean on pause for a brief spell and listen to the Lord. I promise you will be a different person.