Declaration of War (3-10-09)

When, in the course of human events it becomes necessary for ONE person to dissolve the civil, political, and cultural bonds which have connected them with another, and to assume, among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the laws of nature and of nature’s God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to separation.

There are certain truths that remain self-evident that are outside the relativistic imaginations of men. There are undeniable immutable attributes revealed to creation about their Creator attached to commands consistent. To love God with all your heart and to love your neighbor as yourself being a complete summation of human government. All unalienable rights endowed to mankind are freedoms limited to the scope of this form. When men become subject to their carnal nature and assert through the mechanics of despotic power to the detrimental injury of their neighbor they have become lawless even if under the color of law or enlightenment. When righteous men who submit to human government become the targets of persecution by those who claim to be the sentinels of governance, and who suffer evils birthed out of inequity, then prudence requires that truth in love be brought forth into confrontation. Peace and harmony having already been abolished by tyranny must be acknowledge as a righteous cause held out for a future hope under the pains of war.

The war is spiritual in nature. The battlefield being the hearts of men and the soul of a nation. The line of demarcation is drawn between those who submit their wills to governance and those who will subject all wills to governance except their own. It being well said that a prince who can govern himself is truly a King among men. The Creator is not a figment, a fiction but is the God that is there. Because He is there and has spoken to man in propositional verbalization we are bound to obedience or shackled in rebellion. Loyalties and duties assign to the placement of the soul’s flag. His banner shall be over us in love or our banner shall be over others in hate. Today as in Joshua’s day we must declare war on a race in rebellion and within our own hearts say “as for me and my house we will serve the Lord.” Love is all things spoken of in I Corinthians chapter 13 which cannot include conscientious objection when history has set the stage for the war of good verses evil. Love and truth both mandate only one response, to declare war on that which is destroying our neighbor. The commands of God are our battle cry and love and truth are our weapons. Equipt with such a holy mandate we face the frauds of this world and say “I come against you in the power, might, and truth of our Lord Jesus Christ.” If necessary I will fight for the life of my neighbor until the death. For to die is gain and to love God is life. To God be all the glory, honor, and praise, in this day and forever more. AMEN! Signed: KURT JOHNSON

Revolution VIII (3-15-09)

Another gift to this Philadelphian church age is the key of David. David was a man after God’s own heart. This is the key to the bride. Her heart pants after her lover. (Song of Solomon chpt. 3) This world currently is offering a kaleidoscope of seduction wooing men to the beds of adultery in a pantheistic idolatry of the imagination. There is no fraud here for a whore does not behave like an adoring faithful wife and no amount of twisting the meaning of words will cover the heart. Men though they claim otherwise will always have a heart that longs for love and is bruised by betrayal. You and I in the midst of Dorean are making the choice what bed we will lay in. Whether over money, loyalty, culture, morale, law, family we make the choice of the placement of our love and affections. I cannot make the compromising choices I’m accused of without moving further into the seductions of this world. That is why you can know my critics are ignorant liars who have made a different bed than my own. If I was a self centered cheat out for money why did I not behave like Madoff? Why do I continue to challenge your hearts as well as my own? I was not ignorant to the risk of trial. Remember I made it clear to you I had been through the system before in California. Only a retard would not take the 7 year deal unless more was at stake and the choices were more than personal. It is more than personal as to stakes but the choice was personal. I had to choose faithfulness or adultery. I had to choose duty and honor over comfort and accommodation. I had to choose between love and hate. I had to choose sides.

The revolution of truth is upon us and our choice is to be made. Will you recognize the choices you are making identify your loyalties. The world has been brought to the confrontation of truth and the consequences are severe, love, grace and marriage or adultery, betrayal and wrath. Put it off ‘til tomorrow; not possible tomorrow is already here. Whatever bed you make you will lie in and only one is a blissful marriage bed.

Revolution VII (3-15-09)

We have come to a place in world history where words no longer have meaning. Regression into hedonistic freedoms is labeled progressive. The fundamentals of truth are attached to the self-righteous, hard hearted fundamentalist so that they can be ignored. Liberal theology claims to liberate but its liberation is from any mooring that keeps us tethered to our Creator. Enlightenment has brought with it moral darkness. As tragic as this may be I do believe that this was God’s doing. He has allowed men to come to the end of their reason, to that total void of malcontent where they had hoped to find their Xanadu. What Nimrod and his horde at Babel attempted to accomplish in physical form this generation is doing in mental ascent. They have thrown off God and any accountability toward Him with the delusion of enlightenment that holds the propositions that man is inherently good and with advancement in his reasonable education you can rid this world of evil. All of this has long been proven false yet it gets repackaged and reintroduced into culture at varied venues. My experience is the most intelligent, educated, and powerful display the greatest evils. It is at the height of this lie God will reveal His bride, the visible church. It is at the height of this lie that the truth will be boldly proclaimed by the bride. It is at the height of this lie that Christ will return. Yet man even against his fear but subjected to his pride will rise up to fight against the Lord rather than repent and kiss Him. (Psalms 2)

The church age of Philadelphia is given a certain revelation of the Christ, their groom. His is revealed as the Holy and true. These are His attributes that will adorn His bride in this age. We as the visible church will make our stand in this world, in this age, for God’s Holiness and His absolute truth. Put Dorean in this context and you’ll have an answer to the silly question posted here from time to time: “why this religious talk, what’s that got to do with anything?” It has to do with everything. If men were not lost in moralistic relativism we would not have a federal reserve, a duplicitous government, a mortgage fraud crisis, or self-righteous “Christian” critics who accommodate to this culture condemn any who stand for truth against the lying crowds. We would know the meaning of the word “love” instead of using it in varied monikers of self indulgence.

We have come to a line of demarcation, a watershed, where in the closeness of our culture we must make the choices that when coming to their end will leave us worlds apart. This is no easy task for the world will hate you. Your existence reminds them that Christ’s way of redemption is real and that their delusions are hopeless. Will you put on your wedding attire and bring honor to your beloved or compromise to get along. As for me I would rather honor the Groom at the expense of my reputation and 25 years of my life than to be a sellout at the expense of my soul and my individual display of victory, truth, and holiness in the collective testimony to this world of the bride honoring her husband. A thousand times over I accept what Dorean brings without regret. My hope in the potency of my Husband and the significance and timing of His work is that my sacrifice is not vanity. He will make use of my life for His testimony. How about you?

Revolution VI (3-08-09)

This revolution is of the heart and I am a prime example. Today’s world is lost. They have no moral motion from the absolute of God’s holiness. This makes all men absolutely guilty. We are all lost. To comfort themselves philosophers, artists, sociologists, scientists, educators, religious and political leaders have courted men out of their significance and reduced him down to a zero. This did not have the desired effect. Guilty-feelings were medicated but the nag of true guilt continues to hum in the conscience. In this state man has lost all compassion or any justification for it. If man is a zero and there is no moral absolute justice, peace, love all become arbitrary ideas that the democratic mob amalgamate for self-preservation group think like in the book 1984.

Take my critics for a moment. Leave out God’s law and limit truth to their judgments. Nemo claims to be God’s agent. He judges me a crook, a moral failure. To him I am lost. He judges himself as not lost having answers. My “friend” Scott uses words like daggers to show me his compassion. To him I am lost, he is not, and he has the answers. What are their answers? I am to be like them. They don’t offer me Christ or know of His love. They will be judged by their own judgement. Even with this lower standard they will be guilty. That is absolute. They don’t see the lost and their significance to God because they are blind to their own lostness.

Here’s what God did in me. Though most of my clients are ignorant to the moral absolutes that required me to take a stand against the lostness being asserted through the bankers and the mortgage industry, I being informed of the absolutes had to act. When all hell broke loose upon me for the stand I took I had to remain standing. The reason this is so even at a huge personal cost is that I view each of you as significant. Regardless of your ignorance or your betrayals your lostness moves me to compassion. This is not a personal boast because I want to make it clear that in my lostness I personally desired self-comfort. But the absolutes of God gave me a vision outside myself, an infinite point of reference that gave the picture I was seeing perspective. The revelation of my lostness having a hope axiomatically transferred into a hope for all of you. Am I condemning you in your lostness through the comparison of my ability to know the answers? No I have not left my-kind, humanity, as some superhuman. My significance, God’s absolutes, and His hope through redemption to remain just and to love without reducing man or Himself down to a zero is a shared hope for all of us in our lostness. This love borne out from my heart for you is His. Only with His strength can I withstand the suffering I’ve had to bare to remain a voice of truth. Only because God has revealed His moral absolutes and man’s personal significance can I become bigger than our lostness. I love you as my neighbor. I love myself enough not to live a lie, and I love God because He has loved us all in our lostness with the absolute of His integrity intact. He is bigger than all the lostness of mankind which makes Him bigger than our enemies who wish to use wicked force to assert their lies. My hope is yours and my life is yours and our fight and truth is bigger and more important than the money or evil of the battle. To God be the glory forever. AMEN!

Proclamation Against The FBI (3-8-09)

What I have against you is that each and every agent I have been exposed to lacks a moral compass set to truth. Moral motion in any direction other than the true infinite absolute is amorality. You have orders to follow which you use to assuage your guilty-feelings without any concern for your true guilt before righteousness. Though most of you have shown an above average intellect you behave like morons. Without a true moral compass any wind of doctrine can change your coarse. You may be trained for certain battle scenarios yet individually you are supreme cowards. The personal cost for truth in a world of liars you can never brave. You can never embarrass the Bureau but shamelessly embarrass yourselves. Do you so easily deceive yourselves that a paycheck or the honors of amoral men will be a successful advocate to avoid the righteous judgment of our Creator? How can you become a cog in the machine without the personal loss of your significance as an individual free moral agent? I can’t fear you or your wicked moral choices. As God Himself laughs at the folly of men who think force will make wrong right I also laugh. I have known the Lord of All for a very long time and within my personal history and the history of all mankind I have seen Him destroy the arrogant in their pride. So keep attacking me with all you have which was robbed of its significance long ago by the choice that initiated your behaviour and I will call on my compass set to true morality to navigate through every trap you can lay. Since you’re still reading this blog!

Revolution V (3-8-09)

This revolution will effect all men. It is bigger than a race or nation. On two major fronts it will be fought. The truth will be displayed to the man without knowledge of the word of God. This is the man of Romans 1-2. The other front will be those who claim a knowledge of the scriptures and of the God who declared them. In each case it will be the bride of Christ that is used as the vehicle of the truth. Many will think that the bride is like a tool in the hand of a Master craftsman that is not a part of him but a vehicle of his expression. This is not the case with the bride. The bride is Christ in the truest sense of the word. It is Christ chosen expression of Himself at this time. In the same way He reduced Himself into humanity by putting on a tent of flesh He is limiting Himself to His bride. Not like a tool but like a wife. The two shall become one flesh. Though they each entered into the relationship individually that has now been lost into a new creation. Christ says that to be in Him He must be in us. This oneness is a true, though not complete, expression of our creator. To the world without the word it is the invisible attributes of God made manifest in the visible church. To the man with the word it is the invisible church being made manifest into flesh. To both it is truth. To the questioning world in despair the answer to the significance of man and the purpose of historical existence . To the church (loosely) the truth that there is no fraud in the marriage bed. That only faithfulness is tolerated in this relationship. To both a cross of hope or judgment. This revolution is upon us like it or not.

The Painful Truth (3-12-09)

Most people of my generation have now equated kind words, well wishing, and accommodation as truth. An absolute desire for comfort, pleasure, and peace has stolen real truth away from us. Real truth has to be executed by real love. Even if the one speaking it is not fond of the hearer if he loves himself he will remain honest. Pain comes with truth but the wounds are not the detrimental kind but like the ones made by a surgeon for healing.

Recently the FBI, still in search of my money, stole my phase one web page. I brought this on myself by communicating too much information over this blog. I know better from a tactical point of view but I feel obligated to communicate with you the best I can the truth of the situation. Here is an example where truth can be painful. Have I hurt you with further delays because I wanted to encourage you to hang in there during the fight? I may have but are we certain you would have stayed in the battle with ignorance? Also we must concede God is in control of the timing and of the hearts of the enemies of righteousness. He steers them like a river. Those who ridicule and are absent truth or love continue to chide me with “just 90 more days” or “how many times have we been told to get ready.” Its funny to me how those who sit on the sidelines are such experts about the games they observe. Call it armchair quarter backing or any equivalent and that is their substance. I have revelation about the end of this battle and spiritual guidance on how to persevere in trial but this is not like the psychic who feeds you what you want to hear. I am not promising you in 90 days I will be victorious. I am living to keep my covenants with you though all hell has come against me. Most of my critics if they were honest would puss-out long ago. Their word and integrity are not more important to them than their comfort. Isn’t that what an armchair is all about? There is a sea of lies engulfing Scott and I, the Dorean process, the mortgage industry, and this government, but Jesus has calmed the sea before. In fact His question at the time was “where is your faith?” Faith will calm this sea and ultimately truth will prevail. There in a lot of pain in this process but in the end those who did not waiver will have a special joy of vindication. When the truth is known I want to be known and remembered for it.

Revolution IV (3-7-09)

If one will study the nature of all my conflicts whether with Mr. Alsup, the banks, the clients, the critics, and the BOP it all comes down to my stand for truth. If you are at all familiar with the scriptures you will see every prophet or saint who stood for truth against a culture of lies was met with conflict and suffering. This is such a truth that it could be said that if you are not in conflict you are not in battle. Our founding fathers ultimately got to enjoy victory but most had to pay a high price to arrive there. Somehow history always will call into examination your courage or cowardice. Truth will always offend a culture bent on fraud. A culture bent on fraud is an effect of leaders long since sold out to fraud. This means those in power who benefit from the fraud will put on the hat of a tyrant and with fear bring the crowd with force. A fortitude of conviction will be the only thing they cannot overcome. If your convictions do not have the surety of eternal absolutes anchored to the unchanging attributes of God what will you stand upon when the ruthless world is against you?

The revolution 200+ years ago was an impossible task but because of divine providence success was assured and a fledgling nation was born. God’s providence is just as assured in our day. If you know of God as faithful your confidence cannot be vanity. Faith is an action word that will respond to God’s words of promise that make His providence clear for our day. Faith is a gift most often triggered by the word of God that most likely will be absent understanding. This does not mean a blind faith because the word of God is trustworthy. What it does mean is that the surety of the trustworthy word is sound enough to take a step without full knowledge of the path. For those who want reason to give them every assurance of probability before action this faith is nothing short of risk. My question though is if God gives you the faith and the word to initiate is it really a risk? The answer to this question will come from your knowledge of the God who verbalizes propositionally. The reason you have never seen me shrink back from the escalation assault upon my stand for truth is because real truth cannot be defeated by the lie. Fortitude and truth is a weapon wielded with strength and purpose.

Revolution III (3-5-09)

There are a couple of streams of prophecy to consider when trying to understand God’s current work. First there is the Israelite National stream and second there is the church as a bride. When Israel, speaking of the Northern tribes, was taken into captivity they were to be punished for 7 times according to Leviticus. That was 2520 years. This season ended with the signing of the Constitution in Philadelphia. The migration of the tribes and the forming of the western Christian nations is a subject worth study if you are ignorant of God’s control over history. There are many clues of why our nation is a product of promise. I will leave the large quantity of proof for debate another time outside this revolution discussion. The promises to Manasseh are fulfilled by the founding of this nation. Though God is very much about the perfection of His bride it is not at the expense of His promises to national Israel. If one reads the books of the prophets both major and minor the theme of rebellion – punishment – vanquishing – loss of identity – restoration – and relationship is clear. This stream is not in conflict at all with Christ work with His body. In fact when one is studied in both their symbiosis only confirms God’s control of history. In type of God’s work with this nation Hezekiah's son Manasseh was evil, punished, and restored. Manasseh the King is a shadow of Manasseh the tribe nation. This nation having lost its soul these last 3 generation has set the stage for God’s coming restoration as a side effect of His bride being glorified. The economic troubles have a two-fold benefit. One in that they humble a nation arrogant in its sin and two that out of suffering the liars will lie more and the people will become malcontent with the lie and the liars. This is an opening of the heart and eyes at the time a bride is loved and glorified. Though most will still hate God they will not lack a true witness and answer to their despair. We are being prepared by God both nationally and spiritually for a revolution of truth. Are you tired of living under the father of lies? If so what sacrifice are you willing to make for truth? Most want the status quo without change but the status quo is changing to be uncomfortable. When eagle chicks are ready to fly mom makes the nest uncomfortable. God is doing the same for this American Eagle. It’s time to Fly or die.

Revolution II (3-4-09)

If you put Dorean in a historical context it is more than two greedy conmen trying to steal a $ 1000 from desperately tardy mortgagees. It is simple for the majority who know very little of absolute truth to condemn because they have the assurance of crowd enthusiasm. Still they place their hopes in hypocritical leaders who lie with every breath without complaint or ridicule. These leaders without any absolutes are without wisdom and are attempting to spend us out of the inflationary credit burst. All this will do is spend us into hyperinflation. This is where the world is headed and the lie they willingly follow. Scott and I did our homework and discovered absolute truth about fraud on many fronts within the mortgage industry. Now we are knowledgeable that the mortgage industry is adolescent compared with the fraud inherent with government, especially the judiciary. This is a modern environment equal to the Boston Tea Party. Most people at that time did not want to upset the status quo of British rule but a few knew in truth that what was status quo was not compatible with the absolutes of divine sovereignty. Human responsibility attached to divine sovereignty will yield different choices with greater fervency than what man will do when trapped relativism. If we are at the brink of a truth revolution as I suspect then Dorean and the like should be appearing on many fronts. As Mordeci put it in the book of Esther “perhaps you’re called for such a time as this.” Where do you stand? Are you content with a status quo that is all lies or are you craving truth? Are you so desirous of absolute truth that you are willing to suffer the foolish majority? What I discovered within me is that the more I stood for truth the more hostility of the majority raged against me but the more it raged the more resolve the truth supplies rises to the challenge. Whether or not I truly want to be a revolutionary and I am merely along for the ride. My only exit from this war called to the surface of men's existence is death. Outside of this I must lie to myself that this truth is a lie to return to the ranks of the majority. This I cannot do, absolutely cannot!

Revolution I (3-4-09)

In the book of Revelation chapters 2 and 3 is a prophetic statement to 7 churches that existed at the time of the writing. Also though there is a double fulfillment angle in that these prophetic church statements are a type that reflects the course God would take His church through history. If that is the case then we would currently be in the church age depicted by the church of Philadelphia. Coincidentally (not) this age began with the signing of the Constitution in the city of Philadelphia. So what you have; I believe, is an age that began with a civil revolution but will end with a spiritual revolution.

The last 3 generations are very different from those that proceeded them. These current generations are post-Christian in their being. Prior, this nation in particular had a belief system that was inherently Christian in its theology. This is not a confession that we were a Christian nation or that many were true Christians in their relationship. What I’m saying is that though they were not Christians their psyche was Christian in thought. They still had a belief in a Creator as an absolute as their view of this world though they did not serve Him in spirit. When the world through the arts and sciences began to suggest humanism as a vehicle to sooth their conscience and rid them of the big Ogre in the sky. Man was eager to be unshackled. Philosophers said God is dead and offered capricious, arbitrary, circular reasoning to man for ethics but left man unmoored to the significance of his being. Despair took center stage and various and progressive forms of hedonism were used as escapism. The result now is that those who claim to be our leaders are all hypocrites and men have become hopeless and apathetic without answers. The state of affairs as tragic as it is, is not an accident. God has allowed men to exalt their folly and climax at the exact time He plans to display His truth in a glorious array before His return.

Revolutions are not a majority accomplishment but occur when the minority are possessed by a truth that exceeds the lies that subject the majority. We are here today.

Absolute Courage (3-1-09)

Battles and warfare call to men to unveil their weapons. This battle I can use the constitution, taxes, UCC, contract law, security agreements, liens, levies, intellect, and any others the imagination can entertain. The only thing lacking for most people is not an arsenal but the courage to wield them. Imagine unsheathing a sword without the strength to control it. Its sharp edge now becomes a danger to you. Where does one find the courage to fight regardless of the weapon? This cannot be a passing courage that could fail but must be an absolute unfailing courage. The only absolute available to man is God. Not a god of imagination or the no god of rebellion but the true God who is there. What you have witnessed from me is a courage of my own but one supported by the strength of God’s absolute strength. This is not something that can be faked. The battle automatically exposes if you have the strength to wield your weapons. Look at the difference between clients or codefendants. Human responsibility must be based upon Divine Sovereignty. In our world today truth has become an arbitrary, capricious, relative, subjective thought. There can be no absolutes because the God who is there has been rejected. Only He can give a command that is authoritative and absolute. Only then does it become a truth binding upon all creation. If a man recognizes the God who is there he will subject himself to the commands as absolute. Out of this relationship an absolute courage can arise that will wield weapons of warfare against all that defy these absolutes. Included therein will be a confidence that all the power of the Almighty is with you. Decisions are not measured by personal cost which is arbitrary but on the attributes of an absolute. I have seen more failure for want of courage and disregard of absolutes than by being conquered. If God is for us who can be against us? This promise is of no value if you don’t know it absolutely. If you do you will find absolute courage to face any foe with the power and confidence to wield the weapon you’ve selected for battle. Learn this and give it priority over the technology of weapons and you shall become a force to reckon with.

Tears of Lament (2-27-09)

We are brave to use a judgment not of Christ. Are we such rebels to trash His adored bride? It seems to me that if our Hope is eternal unity we might at least make steps toward that goal in this life. Perhaps this poem says it best:

Weep, weep for those
Who do the work of the Lord
With a high look
And a proud heart.
Their voice is lifted up
In the streets, and their cry is heard.
The bruised reed they break
By their great strength, and the smoking flax
They trample.

Weep not for the quenched
(For their God will hear their cry
And the Lord will come to save them)
But weep, weep for the quenchers.

For when the Day of the Lord
Is come, and the vales sing
And the hills clap their hands
And the light shines
Then their eyes shall be opened
On a waste place,
Smoldering.
The smoke of the flax bitter
In their nostrils,
Their feet pierced
By broken reed-stems…
Wood, hay, and stubble,
And no grass springing,
And all the birds flown.

Weep, weep for those
Who have made a desert
In the name of the Lord. Evangeline Paterson

Are you without tears?

Enough of the Retards (2-27-09)

Many of you have thought my adjective “Retards” to be too crass and an insensitive vocabulary choice. More than using it in the moronic intellectual capacity I was using it as a description of regression or being lack in speed to see the work of God. The word of God should make things clear. If you take the cloud between the Israelites and the Egyptians at the Red Sea it was light to one and darkness to the other. How is that we each claim the light without agreement? Is there really a true possibility of this kind of disunity within Christ? If you critics are truly brothers why have you decided to champion the causes of the wicked over me? Do the scriptures of not going to law against a brother, loving one another so the world knows we are Christians, or that God sent Christ into the world fall short of the commands you use to judge me? When I used retard it was to bring this folly to light. It was my hope that my sound presentation of the gospel would ultimately win you over. Though this has failed I do believe that I have exhausted any benefit of continued use of this word. For those I have offended I hope you will accept my explanation and my cease of use as an act of love and respect for you.

As to my critic brothers I’ll implore you to consider these facts as to who I am and not your ignorance about the legal system or the mortgage industry: that the things I know of Christ cannot be known unless Christ reveals them. Therefore you have the proof of Christ that I am His and that I am known of Him. Can you not accept this witness from one who knows all things and is devoid of your ignorance? If you are His as I am His shall we not love one another? I don’t believe in a compromise of holiness as evidence of love but just the opposite. There is a big difference between voicing a holy standard and making yourselves exalted at the expense of another. The goal of my words and heart is that even in the midst of a complicated and perplexing trial all would come to the full richness of the beauty that is in Christ Jesus. So with this I say good-bye to the word retards and hopefully hello to my brothers.

The Rant (2-26-09)

With the FBI’s seizure of the Phase One website and their threats to the SSL certificate provider it now is realistically delayed. I have to make a few adjustments and consider a non-electronic remedy. Regardless I continue my pursuit. Bullies have force but that does not make them right. My disgust with the hypocritics that pontificate their wisdom of my expense is that they sound moral and righteous but don’t come from true knowledge.

Human responsibility must be based upon divine sovereignty. Anything other is wrong. Only the absolutes of a Holy God who is there can be an appropriate compass to moor our ethics to. What my critics and my enemies use is a relativistic, capricious, arbitrary standard moored to group thinking. The FBI thinks me a criminal yet my actions are accountable to a true righteous standard and their’s is self condemning. If their constitution is a righteous standard they bind themselves by I am innocent. Title 18 was never passed into law. There were two separate bills passed by two separate houses in two different years. These bills had the same number (3190) a violation. Truman signed the fraudulently presented bill in 1948. It is a fact this was done by the pro temp while congress was in recess. (another fatal flaw) There is plenty more just using their unrighteous standard. Next there are no implementing regulations to implement and give notice for title 18 section 1341 or 1344 and 1349 if it was a properly passed bill. I am not mentioning here the standards of a Holy God that would leave all my enemies and critics indefensible.

Many of my critics call themselves “Christian” and all my enemies think themselves righteous but what foolishness. How can any standard not be a brazen arrogant assault of an atheistic apostasy when clearly our use of another standard but God’s is an affront? How can my “Christian” critics keep the law of loving God, their neighbor, and their brother if they hate them all? Do you judge rightly if you do not use the judgment of God? If your standard were righteous you would hold Alsup, the FBI, and yourselves to it not just me. That is why I am justified in calling all of you retards. God is not fooled His standard changes not. The righteous and the wicked are not just divided by it at the end of the age but moment by moment. You may not know them by their fruit but they are all known by the JUDGE.

The Bridal Season (2-24-09)

The book of Habakkuk was written at a time when Judah was about to be chastised by the Lord. Times were bad but not too far from the good old days. Very much like our day today. The prophet received the dreadful burden about the coming destruction and was grieved by everything God showed him. Worldliness had infiltrated the church, judges were corrupt, and the wealthy were stealing from the poor. Fraud was rampant everywhere. Sound familiar? The prophet was distraught yet God gives him a hope. Injustice was noticed and God was no longer going to delay. His rod of correction was coming swiftly.

The next question that is formed is how do the faithful live under this severe judgment. God is just we know and there is a distinction between the righteous and wicked. Yet famine and war and brutality can seem to cross over. God’s answer is the just shall live by faith. This was not just a promise and truth relevant for this historical moment but speaks to the appointed time of the end. The church age of Philadelphia has a little faith but it is the faith of Christ and this church will live by it. Sure judgment and God’s rod are coming swiftly but we in this bridal season are to live by faith. It is a sure hope in these trying times. The world and the wicked must obtain a recompense for their evil by God’s character but likewise the bride living by faith finds refuge, safety, and love.

In this world of foolish economic advisers, wicked courts, fraud in commerce, and betrayal from neighbors what is your hope? Do you think by throwing credit at a credit implosion it will be improved? What folly is exhibited by the wise. Are you losing a house, a job, or your reputation? Do fears creep in from every corner? I have a hostile FBI acting as a bully for a corrupt Judge trying to prevent me from bringing you truth and equity. Should I get lost in all the troubles, or the vanity of the wicked? No, I have advice from God “The just shall live by faith.” Our Groom does not let the wicked know Him but He bares Himself to His bride. We are safe in His bosom and our care is His constant concern. Let us live by faith and be a faithful bride bringing glory and Honor to our Beloved.

The Marriage Bed (2-23-09)

It’s been a long time since I’ve enjoyed the marriage bed. Even with all this time of absence I can recall the first time lovers revealed themselves to each other. With God as our Groom knowing and being known is not as easily obtained as the sexual union of the flesh. Yet many times through many scriptures being known by God as we are known and knowing Him is expressed as a relationship possibility.

We have a God, a Groom, who is beyond our reason and comprehension. He is infinite and we are finite. He is a Creator and we are creation. He cannot be known unless He reveals Himself. He only chooses to reveal Himself in the marriage bed and the love relationship. (Job 26:14) This is a spiritual union not one of the flesh. (Jn. 4:24) Christ is a visible display of this invisible unknown God. Through Him we learn of Him and His ways. As our Groom and lover He has chosen to lay Himself bare in the marriage bed with His beloved bride. Now we know in type when we lay ourselves in the marriage bed we are not revealed in our completeness but in truth. My wife doesn’t know all of me but she knows me in intimate truth. Many of the invisible attributes of my spirit in our love relationship have been revealed by my words and deeds. I am not known in my entirety but in truth. Can you imagine what privilege is ours to have God choose to reveal Himself to us? Can you acquire the mentality of a loved bride and trust in this true love relationship?

I miss the passion of intimacy of my wife but I thrive on the intimacy of Christ and His love. He is my hope when hell and the world try and seduce me by saying “stolen water is sweet” into their tragic life of apostasy and adultery. They are prohibited from any knowledge of our beloved Groom because they are precluded by their selfish lustful loyalties. Be faithful dear bride and enjoy the marriage bed of truth and love. Our Groom has overcome this world and our marriage relationship will be a perpetual and sound witness.

The Battered Bride (2-23-09)

The battered bride is an impossibility in Christ. Yet I have heard many who claim to be His bride talk as though He is the cause of their suffering. Recently I was tempted myself to go down this thoughtless road.

As you are aware I was getting into a position to fund the clients through the Phase One website. This is my intention and will be accomplished. I have goals but not without hostile opposition. The FBI just executed a warrant which I have not seen or been informed of that was used to steal the Phase One website. Does this hinder my work? Absolutely. Are they in the belief they are doing right? Probably though many agents have long since sold their soul to the devil. This event came to me with the news that my sister was given a death sentence of no more than 5 years with bone cancer. Throw on top of this the fear and phobias of those I love and it was easy to ask God if His promises are true or if He knows what He is doing. There are harsh times and chastisement in every love relationship but there is not abuse and battering. Our Groom is a lover and a giver. Though suffering may come our way it is not from our lovers hand. Will we know our lover and remember His loving caress? If He doesn’t lift His hand quickly to deliver us will we doubt His affection?

I was once given sound advice not to doubt in the darkness what I had seen in the light. Modifying this advice a little I would say don’t doubt the lover you know when He appears distant. When I went to strengthen myself when all hell broke loose and seemed to be prevailing I looked to my lover, my Groom. His attributes are beyond searching out but very reassuring. Read the song of Solomon if you don’t remember the thoughts of lovers. I’ve spent a little time on this bride theme in hopes to encourage you to visualize your standing at law, and in God’s heart so you’ll find the confidence to make it to your certain victory. Dorean has taken you through a path of suffering and the world is in dire straights but we have a safe harbor, a sure refuge, high tower, and most of all an intimate bosom of love to hide and protect us. Listen to this heartbeat even though troubles fill your eyes and you will know you are well loved.

The Gifted Bride (2-23-09)

I am fortunate to have a gifted bride whose many graces bless my life. Because of circumstances I am very limited in the gifts I can give her. The Bride of Christ does not suffer as mine He gives man gifts. In II Pet. 1:5-8 we have a list of gifts that bring us to a knowledge of our Groom. I Cor. 12:7-11 is another set of gifts. Imagine for your wedding you have gone into the finest store that possessed the most desired gifts and there you placed your registry. Can you imagine your hope and joy of expectation? Do we view these gifts from God in similar fashion? How about the great gift of love, (I Cor. 13:4-13) do we really appreciate this treasure? Then there is the gift of God’s armor for the battles we face. (Eph. 6:10-18)

I can’t tell you how absolutely priceless these gifts have been to me. There is no human strength that would have sustained me in this struggle for truth. No matter how desperate or deep I had to dive the gifts never came up empty.

As the world struggles with materialism and a despairing haunt for the good old days and phony men make their promise in vanity to return them what gifts do they have for their help. In all this calamity the greatest gift is our Groom. (Prov. 18:10) We have a shelter from any storm of nature or of man. Do you hear the voices of those who are not married and how they easily proclaim doom? They do not possess these gifts or know of the shelter of the Groom. Our Groom is known for His judgment (Psalm 9:16). He is the one in power who executes. What befalls us and this world are not random acts of chance in a cause and effect free environment. This is God’s world, His form. He is not subject to the cause and effect subjectively but can enter into this history objectively any time He desires as Lord. For us Lord also has the gracious Groom who lavishes upon us many rich gifts and His loving devotion. Do we have or can we justify the gloom and despair for ourselves? Do we face the world’s problems? Is the faithful Bride treated the same as the adulterous? I implore you to walk in the glorious matrimony of your calling and make full use of the gifts you have been given.

The Lovely Bride (2-22-09)

There is the invisible church which I’ll equate to the “I do” acceptance of the Bridegroom’s offer. This is where the personal love relationship enters the private bed chamber. Though we all share this experience in Christ there is another relationship where we are the visible church, a visible bride, a body. There is a certain reputation or expression exhibited in the public venue of this world. In the gospel of John 13:34, 35 and 17:21 we get a flash glimpse of the love between the members and Christ identifying Himself as the Christ who loves His body. The world looks upon this church visible and can say we are loved and that Christ is who He claimed to be. This is a witness that may not lead to their repentance but most certainly to their recognition. This is the grand finally to the Big Show. I think of that moment where the groom sees His wife to the tune “here comes the bride” approaching Him. She is jeweled and arrayed in all things beautiful. Will this be how His body exits this world? I think so. We will hear “come up here” but we will have already been made spotless and cherished in this world.

Part of my contempt for the retards is they claim to be this bride but they show none of the identifying marks of love. I could not imagine being apathetic or polite if my bride in all her glory was coming down the isle and my brother was berating her as an unclean whore of apostasy. Yet these retards who think their lips are their own ridicule God’s beloved with ease. Truly God only has to use their own judgments to condemn them. I then think of the others who have loved me in my faith trial. How they have prayed and supported me. This is my beloved Christ loving me through His visible body.

Let me pose this question; who displays the love of Christ, me or the retards? They’ll say I’m a selfish conman thief. They have to ignore banking facts and give them a pass from the judgment they pass on me. They ignore the courts and title 18 are frauds and give them a pass also. Is this truth in judgment? Do any of them make any personal sacrifice that would display love towards you or me. They are so self absorbed and lazy that they won’t even invest the time to liberate themselves. This is not love in any measure. How do you spot the real bride? She is lovely !

Bride of the Revolution

We are currently near the end of the Philadelphian Church Age. It is funny that this church age began in the season of Philadelphia that revolutionary city being the capital. The bride, this church, is the culmination of all God’s work with man since Adam. The story He wishes to cap off is a spiritual exclamation point of marriage. He gives to this church Himself as true, possessing the key of David, and Holy. He’ll open doors like any groom would do for the bride He loves. He’ll make those who are false, the synagogue of satan, come and pay His bride homage. We must be revolutionaries because being possessed as holy and true we will be a minority in this ugly world of apostasy. They want to whore around and there we are as a faithful bride. Furthermore this bride is being made spotless. She will be the Groom’s glory in this last witness. As He prepares us for our exit an exodus shadowed in type before their will be none feeble among us. Are you starting to comprehend why we are tried as we are? God will not tolerate apostasy. His bride shall be separate and made pure. Every voice of apostasy whether in the church, politics, or the courthouse will be confronted by this revolutionary bride. As He delivered out of Egypt He’ll deliver again. This is the time to appropriate God’s promises to you personally, one because you are loved as an individual bride and two because you are part of the Big show as the corporate bride. God will not fail us this is His show, for His good pleasure, for His testimony. It’s not about you it’s about Him and you in Him as an adored and chaste bride. The crowd is always against the minority revolutionaries. There will be more whores then the girl you want to take home to Papa. I implore you to get involved in this love story. Being well loved is a joy unspeakable. Being the cherished bride of the Almighty is privilege in the highest. Here comes the Bride!

Faithful Wife (2-21-09)

I had a visit from my wife while I was in the SHU. What a joy it is to be loved by a wife. Have you really taken the time to study the Bride and the Bridegroom theme in the scriptures? If you have you will be at the core of the gospel message. In America unfaithful spouses are not a rarity. In God’s dealing with man there is equally such unfaithfulness. When you take the physical sin of adultery and apply the spiritual impact it is apostasy. Never diminishing the sexual sin it is merely a type for the worst of sins. Countless times God uses the sexual metaphor to describe man’s turning away from His love and truth. He describes them as laying underneath in the sexual prone position other gods. Gods which are not gods at all. If I could truly describe my contention with the retards is that their words are the whorish words of a seducer. They are askew of the intimate personal love relationship a wife (body of and individual believer(s)) and her husband. (Christ) Have we not all witnessed the sad heartache of this temptation when acted upon. If you are truly in love can you turn from your beloved? I didn’t have a chance any other way when faced with the conflict of Dorean before the treacherous government. In to many ways to list I was confronted with apostasy of faithfulness to my beloved. Christ deserves all my love in its most faithful measure. Further in this gospel story is the moment by moment love affair. This is more than not cheating but giving yourself over to service of your beloved. My wife has been sexually pure and faithful which is a lovely gift but what benefit would I have derived if she never showed me love. I had a wife who slept with no one else but also never slept with me. It was one of the most heinous acts of hatred I ever experienced. Can we truly treat God as such without a hope of perdition? What I’m discussing is the vertical relationship as the form of marriage. The freedoms within a marriage are what are on display as beauty to this ugly world. Outside of our personal call to marriage is a prophetic timeline for the marriage testimony to be displayed in grandeur. We are entering this time and love and truth within the beauty of marriage will be revolutionary to this ugly adulterous world. This revolution incorporates Dorean for purposes you’ll understand someday.

Injustice (2-17-09)

This word has been lost to society and all that remains is a memory. This problem is evident within the Dorean dialog. My so called brethren (the modern day Pharisees) have much to say in subject regard but they are betrayed by their lack of mooring to justice. Under the spell of today’s philosophy permeated through all branches including theology man has discarded God as the infinite point of reference. Man has been diminished from a special particular to being a part within the machine. It was a problem the Greek reasoned with in their polis which was regurgitated by Hillary Clinton with her village rhetoric. An optimism is being offered to a world untethered with a call back to values yet there is no base for these values. They are arbitrary and mere spectred memory of a time before our confusion. These values are not real personal possession just suggestions made by someone without answers. Those who condemn me and believe I received justice don’t know what true justice is. For the most part it is a word without definition but a collective memory of the masses. They can through out colloquialisms that have mass appreciation but none in the crowd know what justice is as a value, where it comes from, or how to obtain it. This is retarded.

How can a so called judge who is ignorant of the value justice going to mediate it, and execute it? He can’t but all he has to do is dress up with props that tickle your memory and you’ll give him full credit. If you are not seeking to know what justice is you are a lemming subjected entertainment in the genes of reality-fiction.

Jesus gave us some glimpses of justice during His ministry that did not conform to the crowd. He offered no apology for shattering their shadow justice memory. He offered real justice, a real value that man could moor himself to and find purpose and understanding. When Jesus stood before Lazurus’ tomb He was angered by sin and its consequence. This is justice. Its not our stupid right / wrong, good / evil knowledge within the system but a truth larger than us. It is a law, fixed outside the manipulations of subjective opinion. It is a justice one can appeal to when men in power subject you to their foolish idea of it. There is no shadow of turning for political benefit, economic benefit, or social benefit. It comes from God who is true law, true justice. Much more is lost than souls when the world declared God is dead. They so hated the tree that they cut off the only limb they were hanging on. Insanity was labeled sanity and under this state of mind man thinks he finally obtained his freedom. I am not in prison my accusers are. When I went after the banks, when I stood up to the government, when I oppose the retards I do so with a true knowledge of justice that is larger than my opinion. I learned it from God and am not intimidated off my position because justice is not a memory to me but a real value I possess. When someone asks me what is the basis of my value I have a place to point them. I have no village, city, constitution, or national pride of collective retards to off as a false optimism. Even today I’ll tell you that Christ is the only mooring one can have that will prevent you from acting like a retard.

Name That Tune (2-16-09)

Give me a care for my worry
And some cat gut for all of my frets
And I’ll play you a dirge for complaining
That a miserable life won’t forget

Give me a burden too heavy
And a promise of Christ to relieve
And I’ll sing you a tune of rejoicing
That a miserable life will believe

Change of Plans (2-16-09)

I’m going to withdraw the Phase One blog at the moment. I have to make some adjustments before I repost. What I will need from you, you can work at obtaining presently. I’ll need your Name(s), address of mortgaged property submitted to the program, current address, amount of mortgage(s) submitted. This is not your balance owed or any measurement of equity, it is the full amount of the loan, your account number, and your Dorean assigned number. If you can’t find the last item that is the least important. Please collect this info so when I post again you are ready to participate. Thank you!

There is talk of shipping me again to another prison. I’m wondering if this is a coordinated effort. So much for Big Bad-Ass government. Little men with carnal minds are still steered like a river by the God they hate. Life is too funny.

You Can Do It (2-16-09)

In today’s society “You Can Do It” has become the anthem of positive thinking. I think I have displayed more than most a resolve to obtain a positive outcome. Yet are we really dealing with faith or some exercise in psychological masturbation? Man is not an honest creature about his carnal nature or his fallen state. We are in complete need of grace. A gift from God that has no attachment to merit. Here is a quote from a Mr. G. S. Bishop that I think sums up the truth well:

“Grace is a provision for men who are so fallen that they cannot lift the axe of justice, so corrupt that they cannot change their own natures, so averse to God that they cannot turn to Him, so blind that they cannot see Him, so deaf that they cannot hear Him, and so dead that He Himself must open their graves and lift them into resurrection.”

I don’t want to be the one to cajole you into a positive thought but I do hope to point you to an appreciation of this wonderful gift. Can you imagine this gracious God allowing Dorean, the FBI, con men, or the devil himself to hurt you? Have we put so little thought into what is truly positive that we use a vocabulary of doubt? Things will go well for those of you who are chosen because of God’s attributes. Even clients who are haters of God will benefit by us who will be blessed. (See dialog over Sodom between Abraham and God Gen. 18) Be encouraged and do not fret He who can lift us from our graves can lift us from our despair.

I Quit Again (2-14-09)

I should start with an apology. There are times when a man wishes he is a better man than he is. Today was Valentine’s Day. A day for me to acknowledge my love relationship. To truly love something or someone leaves you exposed to true pain and suffering. A severe pain tolerance is very different than a chronic pain tolerance. The suffering loss of my love relationship has been traumatic, chronic, and perpetual making it constant and unabated. Under this strain I have done all I can to remain strong but today I admit my failure. I can’t do this anymore. Add to this the constant assault against any attempt to do what is right by these highpriests of witchcraft and my shoulders have folded. I honestly wish I could be your champion and at moments I thought I could be but I must quit. I can’t pull off Phase One under these conditions. Maybe if God should have mercy upon me and somehow I prevail in any timely fashion an appeal or otherwise I can renew my strength and revisit my goals. I asked my wife for a divorce. It is said hope deferred makes the heart grow sick and the guilt associated with all your dashed hopes and hers has crushed me. I know my apology is shallow but a broken man lacks the depth you desire of me. I can offer the token I’ll remain in prayer for you but what offering is this. It is obvious God doesn’t answer my prayers. I don’t want to sound like a whiner so I think it best to just quit and to end the communication. I see no need to maintain this blog or to respond to your letters. Let’s just write me off to a failure. Thank you for your understanding in this matter.

P.S. As you can tell from the words of the prior paragraph there are some very strange words to hear from me. Even more so words like these many of you have spoken. These are atheistic words a vocabulary of doubt. The faith you have seen me display unwavering is the antithesis and annihilator of this vocabulary. Many of you can relate to this vocabulary but I have to ask you, can you continue to use them without losing your faith? It cannot be done. When one comes under the fire of unyielding circumstance spiritual forces tempt us to skew our vision away from our Creator. When we remain focused on Christ a vocabulary of praise for the attributes we see fills our soul. How can a vocabulary of doubt be reconciled with a Supreme God, a Sovereign God, a faithful God, a loving God, a patient God, a Holy God, and an immutable God? Have we so quickly forgotten His power over all creation to effect His will? NOTHING that enters your life has failed to pass through the Sovereignty of God. His sanction has already been stamped upon it. Where is murmuring, complaining, quiting, or a vocabulary of doubt? Is there any place for them for those who are chosen to be conformed into the image of His Son? Surely none of your worry or concern over Dorean, banker fraud, your foreclosure, or auxiliaries has brought you any again. My question to you is how can you not trust the God with these attributes? Do you think it a lie, an inducement of fraud upon man by man. I have never seen any attribute in man that would invent a God whose displeasure with his shortcomings would end with eternal damnation. To do this would require first the invention of a Holy God I could displease. No when men invent their gods they make Him benevolent, forgiving, and subject to their whims and fancies. You end up with stupid staff like 70 virgins, becoming a god myself, no hell, 100% paradise acceptance, and no conforming to anything except possibly personal ethics and social aesthetics. This is clearly displayed in the rhetoric of the retards on this blog.

My charge to you is don’t lose hope, never quit, change your vocabulary and focus. Look to the wonderful God who truly exists. Apply a justified faith to your circumstances and outlast all your enemies. This is the source of my strength and the same for you. We can truly say “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Know your God as we are known of God. All things come to an end when they meet their beginning. God is our beginning without end. As He is for you He is for all your troubles. We shall not be moved or defeated.

I loathe my suffering from my comfort desire but I cannot quit, nor can I find words in my vocabulary to express the development of the thought. Though I tease you intentionally with quiting if you knew God as I do you would know how utterly impossible that act would be and the joke would become an improbability. Be of good cheer the attributes of our God ensure I am a finisher. As to writing any more on this blog: I QUIT!

Friday The 13th (2-13-09)

Many seem to think that this day has a cloud hanging over it. Of course the movie series only enhances this view. My state case began on Friday the 13th. I was shipped from Santa Rita to Utah on Friday the 13th. Being in the SHU this day and my past experience could certainly make that suggestion to me.

I think this way is really the philosophical thought of fate. Fate was kind of the God behind all gods of the Panel in Greek mythology. Even Zues was subject to the force. If I were to adopt this thought in any incremental fashion I would have to do so at the expense of faith. If anything can be considered fatalistic it would have to be the word of God because He does not lie. Unfortunately fate in practice by us is doubt because it ignores the connection between faith and the activation and implementation of God’s word. It is an immutable substance that doesn’t become what is truly intended until faith is blended like an epoxy. The independent freewill objects become a third and new object by their joinder. Certainty attaches at this point but not fate.

I have sensed by comments that many think fate has somehow fixed the outcome of the Dorean process. To me it has been more like warfare that has an outcome determined by the participants. Loyalties, wisdom, weapons, measures and counter measures, and choices seem related to cause and effect. I don’t think the FBI believes in fate. They seem very active with goals independent of my own. I believe the prayers, fasting, and faith of us all has a role in determination. The Word of God has a prophetic set of rails to guide us if we will follow that will cause us to pass through our destination. Faith is our call, fate is for apathetic cowards. Look to the certainty of God’s faithfulness and not the myth of fate.

FBI (2-12-09)

It has come to my attention that my Fabulously Boring Imbecile's still maintain their interest in me. I find that comforting that this giant agency is not resting comfortably in their supposed victory. Their malice toward my Phase One website has been discovered. Sure they are looking out for you clients. At least they are still reading my blog. I may have to take another route to accomplish my goal. I’m putting that to prayer now. I’m not a conspiracy nut but if you knew why I was in the SHU the timing of these agencies seems a little too coordinated. Regardless God is easily triumphant over these retards. I was holding back a couple of my weapons but I am being encouraged by their timing to suspect it is the right time to perfect them.

There are a couple of cases you might take interest in. C08-2325-JSW which is the lawsuit to remove all the liens (UCC 1’s) placed on many actors, and C08-2462-JSW which is a habeas. The liens will probably receive an order this week to have them expunged. Sounds like a loss. I couldn’t be happier to arrive at my goal. When I get the opportunity to teach some of you the truth you will learn just how tactical God has made me. When you have a big predictable bully confronting you use his energy against him. The habeas was filed in May, went to default in June, in Dec. I asked the court to issue a default or make the US answer. Nothing yet. Funny how they can’t answer a simple jurisdictional problem. Of course I know why. My next move should prove interesting. Until next time seek God.

In the SHU Again (2-8-09)

It must be my charming personality but I’m back in Special Housing. If they are wanting to make me feel special it’s not working. I received another 204 series Incident Report (shot) which is an accusation of extorting and blackmailing the staff. I think this is a developing trademark in that my last 3 shots are identical. Justified or not I have a reputation that proceeded me here that I can inflict financial harm on staff. For the most part I enjoy this fear based relationship because it creates a preferred distance between staff and myself. They leave me alone and I leave them alone. The flipside can be paranoia. That’s what affected me this time. My case manager who would be the one to act as a debt collector for the court believes I’m threatening him. His basis could be justified by his knowledge of my prior dealings with another case manager but not factual. The BOP has an administrative remedy process they call BP 8-12. I filed an 8 with my counselor to begin this process with an attached cease and desist your debt collection process. It was intentionally intimidation but innocuous as to any staff. All I was attempting to do was to collect my denials on the pathway to my remedy. I haven’t even identified the players if I wanted to threaten.

What lies before me is two diverse options. One is they admit to their misunderstandings and I’ll only be here for 2-3 weeks. Two is that their actions have malice in them; they were looking for the first opportunity to rid themselves of their fiery and will keep me here for months and probably transfer me again. I have no idea yet what will happen but I can say I have never seen repentance in this organization in 3 years. Even if they draw first blood by accident they never say oops I’m sorry. So my suspicions are pessimistic. At this pace I could be the little old man who lived in the SHU if the retards get to write the nursery rhyme.

Heavenly Marriage (2-3-09)

In continuation of the restoration thought I want to use the Bride-Groom relationship within the Scriptures. This began before creation. God for reasons personal to Himself wanted a marriage relationship with humans. Adam came after the thought. Adam and Eve depict Christ and humanity in a couple fashions. First and obvious is Adam is a type of Christ and Eve a type of the church which includes all faithful Israelites by culmination. Eve was deceived and lost her life and faith in the word of God. Adam could have chosen as an eternal groom to be an atonement of blood for his dead bride but instead ruined the type by choosing faithlessness, sin and death. Christ therefore had to enter the equation Himself. The not so obvious is that Adam as humanity died and needed a groom himself. Can you imagine a God wanting such an intimate testimony as a Groom? His ministry was to become one flesh with His bride. His first miracle was at a wedding. At the end of the age the church becomes a spotless perfected bride. The marriage is not consummated in heaven only revealed as God’s eternal plan. The church is called to heaven for the reception. The vows are made here. The devotion, testimony, and witnesses is an earthly proposition. Hosea’s wife is a picture of the whore God chose for His bride. His restoration of a whore to a perfected bride is His boast. You retards have no idea how arrogant your criticism of the bride truly is. You are braver men than I or perhaps just fools. God Himself chose to die so He can identify with, consummate, and perfect His wife and you still curse her? You boast in the powers of this world like this Groom is incompetent to deliver His bride. Heaven, the New Jerusalem, will be forever in the skies with the living stones which are His bride glowing with His glory as a testimony of His restoration triumphant power. There is no other story, no other gospel except the bride-groom relationship. A breaking of faith is the adultery that leads to divorce and in this Holy matrimony idolatry. Your eyes of flesh see a whore you feel justified in condemning from your own righteousness. Faith sees her adorned in the regal attire of spotless white decked to the hilt in glamor, glory, and honor. Walking tall to the bosom of a King who loved her. Even in your failing faith clients this is how I see you and this is what makes me give my life. I am sold out on God’s power and love to restore you. I have nothing but praise for your Groom and awe for your beauty and perfection. I see you restored, fully restored, abundantly restored.

Restoration (2-3-09)

This Elect-Israel are a perfect type of the gospel message. Through their many failings God kept a constant message of restoration. If you do not know this word you don’t know the God who speaks it. Elijah was successful at turning the hearts of the people back to their God. Jeremiah was not. But the Lord in Jeremiah’s case still swore by Himself He would restore the people. My objection to the retards is they have no sense of God’s work of restoration and therefore their words whether intentional or not are always lies. Being an active or passive servant of the devil still exempts you from being a servant of God. Sure the pathways of God’s perfecting restoration defy logic or reason. The wisdom of this world could never decipher them. Only the eyes of faith can see it afar off and trust in God’s timing what is seen in faith will be seen in the eyes of flesh. I have told you consistently what my eyes of faith are seeing. I can and have justified this vision by God’s word and still you don’t believe? Do you really think Alsup can prevent God from restoring what the devil tried to steal from you? Oh ye of little faith. Our restoration is closer than ever when will you exercise your faith? Is there no desire in you to please God? What if restoration comes and you missed your opportunity? Have you enjoyed this trial so much that you would like to do it again? I tell you the truth, even though the faith of others will bring you your restoration only your faith can keep you there. God is giving me many signs / clues that I am close to prophetic pronouncement to you all. Every indication I have is that this word is approaching me. God is bringing change. Not what Obama promised or envisioned but what He intended all along.

For those of you who are clients and not son of Christ you are still receiving restoration. It is not a matter of righteousness or of deserving. God is one who will always give first and prove His faithfulness.

This is for you Big Dave. How’s this for restoration; when I came to jail Steelers were champs, when I get out they’re champs again! Oh did I let that little piece of info slip out? Better check your eyes of faith and see if you see it. No logic, no earthly wisdom, no court remedy, will see.

Big O tell them what a solid scriptural foundation I laid for you about our time and place in the restoration work of God.

Retards Repent (2-1-09)

This is a plea made of understanding and fashioned in love. Love in its true form seeks the wellness of the other. Before a man can love his neighbor he must love God and to love God he must love himself. Repentance is loving God. All who fail to repent hate themselves and are misanthropes to humanity. Their tongues lash out like viper but the fangs are caught in their own throats. The earth was made for seed time and harvest. Not every seed sown takes root and few mature to harvest. Many shall perish yet few shall be chosen. One grape from a cluster or one plant from a great forest the Lord has selected. So let the multitude perish that has been born in vein, but let my grape and my plant be saved because with much labor I have perfected them. How arrogant is the mouth of the retard who can look upon what Christ Himself is laboring to perfect and condemn it? Can a heart be more corrupt and conceited? Surely their pride would assail God’s very throne. You who judge do you really know his ways? Are your judgements divine and your voice merely a repeater? If not can the rejected plants who are destined for the fire have any valid retort to the one labored over by Christ? Of course not! How can you be a fruit inspector over the bride when you are not the one laboring to her perfection or her lover? Do you not think that her potent lover will not show His jealousy to those who want to spy out her nakedness? It is not bravery to place yourself between lovers it is foolish. Whether you are a man of authority or just a meddler you are a fool of highest order to curse what God has blessed. Balaam will be your judge who loved the treasures of man’s glory but still would not open his mouth against God’s elect. When a man should be able to see and understand the hand of God laboring over another’s life and show no concern about the lack of labor over his own he is a retard. Competent as to skill, signs, wonders, and the law, but daft at application. Repent and pray to the Lord of the harvest. Perhaps He will turn from His indignation and labor over you. Then you will be able to judge wisely because love will be your basis. The irony of this is that when you are truly free to use your mouth in judgment it will become a fountain of grace. You will desire that all the retards seek God to labor over their perfection. You will join the Lord of the harvest in His labor because His desires will become your own. Under this cure the fire of the damned is worlds away. Retards repent while there is still time.

The Eternal Love Story (1-14-09)

Radiant sun will fade away
No more spinning for the day
One day soon will never end
The glory of God shall begin

There she is as God’s bride
Christ the glory inside resides
All creation shall observe this day
Knowing God always intended it this way

Man – God who came to save
Of His very life gave
So that we would shine
Until the fullness of time

Bride and Groom forever entwined
Praises and honor forever are thine
Husband and wife enthroned in their place
Radiant in their lover’s embrace

Jewel of the heavens
Witness of truth
Is the woman selected
Out of the many from youth

Visiting Christ in Prison (1/31/09)

I had the pleasure of getting a visit from Big O. What is so fantastic is that Christ mediates our relationship. There are no walls, fences, or forces of hell that can change this. The Body of Christ knows itself and there is no fraud within it. Now there are plenty of retards who claim Christ and even cavort with His children but they are not of Him. There is no mediation of brotherhood just the opposite. They condemn His bride as though God is incompetent to perfect her. They are back biters, slanderers, and flatterers. Their lips are their own they tell themselves. Oh what a blessing it is to see Christ alive and well in my brother. It verifies again that our God is faithful and worthy of our trust. He had no pretense to exalt himself but the work of Christ. He is not lost in the circumstance of the flesh but can see in faith the truth of God’s work. This visit was a ministry of refreshing not because a man came in friendship but a man came in obedience to Christ with the fullness of the river of life flowing through him. Thank you brother.

As to Phase 1 the delays are in God’s hands. Those who are working on it are competent. I will try and get more info on the hurdles and inform you best I can. Do not fret as the word tells us. God’s timing and His plan are for your good. God honors the faith that honors Him. He is changeless in this. I will continue even to my own hurt to reach for our prize. I am convinced more than I can express that we near God’s glorious display of His providence. I am seeking God’s prophetic insight in this matter. I have Elijah and Jeremiah as good examples that God will reveal his plans and timing to His chosen. If I get thus sayeth the Lord I will surely tell you all. For those who pray, pray the Lord speaks to me. What God is doing not even the devil can stop. Start acting like the conquerors you are called to be. Know that I am not shrinking back at all and moving forward in the full assurance of God’s victory.

The Eyes of Samson Sonnet

My Eyes have seen Thy Promises fulfilled
And the jawbone of an ass deliver twice
Under the dedication of the Nazurite I vowed
Yet the provision I voilated Thrice

My Eyes have seen every man a betrayer
Myself not exempted from this truth
Though I was driven by a righteous rage
Your tender mercies have kept me since my youth

My Eyes have seen the opression of my people
By an unblessed and wicked horde
Who thought they would profit from their grafting
And never have to answer to the Lord

“Lord, God, remember me and strenghten me this once.
O God, so that with this one act I may pay back for my Eyes.”

Throne In Jail To Throne of Power

Oh how the Lord is faithful to His promises. The story of Joseph should be a great lesson in type for all of you. Most of you don’t know the scriptures so you can’t tell when God is about His business of keeping His promises. You don’t understand what God has spoken of this nation His bride, and your individual role. All of these must be in a symbiotic relationship for God to remain true. The world in Joseph’s day was going to go through a great famine. His people were blessed and therefore needed God’s provision. Joseph had a personal destiny to rule. All of these promises were likewise symbiotic. God was keeping Himself true yet brothers were evil, traders were profiting, and the world was oblivious to their coming trial. Revelation is God’s domain and in His time He lets all the parties come to understanding. Understanding only reiterated God was always in charge. How many of you believe that today? Very few is my observation. Our nation is blessed. Not because I was born an American and my racial preference is +D believe this so, but because God is being true to Himself by keeping His promises. The world must go through a deflationary recalibration to arrive at the place God said it would. The bride is not hurt by this but like Israel they are prospered. The bride must be made ready in short order to meet her Groom. This is one of the provisions to make her ready. She must leave the Laodicean Church an inheritance of wealth. What is your personal role? Are you aware of a personal word of application for you in this milieu of prophetic activity? Surely like Joseph you must know that your personal trial will lead to a Throne of Power, a place of triumph. All the worry, fretting, and malcontent is sin. God is trustworthy. I have never seen in my 34-year relationship one of His promises fall to the ground. What I’ve learned from my ignorance during trial is that faith can see a hope in promises that at present seem impossible. God is always kind enough to provide a relevant promise to defy your circumstance. Joseph had his dreams that were incompatible with prison life. Knowledge and understanding were the fruit of trust that came long after the faith was initiated. Faith is the nest of the good works you imagine. How can you have a hope in these without the mechanics of God’s economy? Perhaps you don’t and therefore justify your complaint with grumbling and blame. I have been a voice from prison telling you that God is faithful who does not have to independently learn what Joseph’s story can teach me. Are you such dullards that my witness to this truth offends you? Snap out of it. Let the retards with their worldly wisdom give all they possess to those blessed of God. Align yourself with the undeniable destiny of God’s prophetic voice for it will come to pass as it did for Joseph because the God who was true then is true today. He is unchanging. Prison life for me is likewise incompatible with my personal destiny in God’s prophetic stream. You put your hopes and fears in a Judge Alsup? He is a retard absent any knowledge and accountability to God. How can he be a force to deny God’s Throne of Power? His decree is null and void in his little world of witchcraft how can it be of substance in the court of truth? Feigned law is double lawlessness, both because it is lawless, and because it is feigning. He is a coward and a fool because he fears not God, says in his heart “there is no God,” thinks his lips are his own and can decree as god himself, and is oblivious to the prophetic stream the man of truth standing before him is swimming in. Think of how many lies you would have to swallow just to flatter a man like this with respect. You are brave enough to call me a liar? Who sits in prison at his own hurt to keep his word and who sits on a bench punishing any one who defies his integrity? I’m surrounded by fruit inspectors who know nothing of trees or wines. God will reward your faith and your faithlessness, you can learn that from Joseph I hope.

The Job Sighing

Unemployment is escalating but the job of sighing is still available. The book of Job was the first book of our scriptures. It was the beginning of revelation. We in Christ should be far beyond this knowledge in our relationship. Most of my critics only have this base knowledge and therefore mislabel my confidence in Christ as arrogance. I no longer pass through my trials as Job nor should any of us. God has given us so much more revelation in advance at our trials than Job obtained by his trial’s end. Job went through 5 areas of sighing. Remember he had no idea of a personal Savior who took all our sighing upon Himself.

His first sigh was for death. He wished he had never been born. This is true for all who deny Christ but was not applicable to Job. Think of all that would have been lost to Job personally and to all the world if he were to truly get his sighing wish. This is a place where faith is not expressed and his ignorance of God is obvious. I’m not picking on him. I view him as an amazing man of fortitude who survived the devastation of discovering that all his perceptions of God were factually anemic.

His second sigh was of God. How can a man not sigh and wonder about God’s character when his trial seems to defy all he suspects of God. Probably within eyes distance of 10 fresh graves, on an ash heap trying to find comfort from boils, with all his wealth looted it would be hard to calibrate “God blesses the righteous” with the set of facts before him. If he could make his complaint to God face to face surely He would grant me relief, or would He? This certainty was no longer his possession. Nothing added up. My gut tells me God is just but so was I in my thinking.

Third his sigh is of the past. Longing for the good old days with the comfort of a mind of understanding. This wasteland of confusion gives me no hope. I had a loving family, hope for a future, a good name and reputation, and wealth. Why did it change? I hate change! What benefit can there be to all that is lost?

His fourth sigh was one of retrogression. Here he cannot reconcile how his life of good works brought this fruit. Is there no difference between the righteous and the wicked? Maybe every truth I know is a lie.

Finally there was the sigh of betrayal. Job was a man that was sought out and well respected. Known as a righteous man full of good works. Where were all that showed him honor now? Why and how did he become a byword and a taunt? Has God betrayed me also?

Trials like this are truly God’s blessing. Job learned this though we have this as advanced knowledge. The answers sought by Job’s many questions are already answered for us in Christ. These trials will measure you but not you alone, they will measure all associated or friendly. This Dorean trial is no different except I am accused as delusional because I do not take the path of sighing to truth but faith. All have been measured. Most of you have failed and could justify my sighing, oh but some of you have soared to the great heights of faith and you like Job will receive the double portion at a minimum. Also you have remained unemployed at sighing because faith caused you to rightly put your hope in the faithful God Job discovered but you already knew that going in. That deserves a sigh of relief!

Rahab the Story Teller (1-18-09)

Rahab is one of those characters of the Bible that would be ridiculed by the retards who call themselves Christian. Yet in God she is honored for her faith. To her countrymen she is a traitor. In Christ she is grafted into his bloodline. The battle of Jericho was divine but when the spies made their vows to Rahab they were imagining conventional warfare. God has His timing and His secrets but there will be a time of revelation. Rahab had some revelation already. She heard of God’s great victories for His people and she believed that this God who showed Himself living and strong was the only true God. When confronted with the spies she had her whole life placed in dishonor. If she wanted to follow after the hope of Israel she could no longer be loyal to Jericho or her profession. She was forced by the testimony of God to recognize the scarlet thread of Christ the Savior woven throughout Divine History. In fact her faith was immediate. She did not delay in placing the scarlet cloth. Surely it would have been days or weeks before it was relevant but to her it was relevant now. Not knowing God’s timing but knowing His plans gave her no opportunity for pause. When will you apply your faith, tomorrow? She had the distinction of living on the wall, the very point of contact with God and His plan. There was coming a time soon where God was going to do some shaking. His justice required it of Him. When He was finished with His shaking only faith remained standing. All the walls, all that the evil retards trusted in was going to fall. They were going to be exposed to the full fury of God’s wrath. They were designated for destruction, but not the garment of faith. All in the house of faith were saved without exception on the vow of God. I am amazed at how people can lose courage when faced with giant walls like an Alsup or the FBI. Do you really think they can remain standing when God begins His shaking? I do not. The question you must ask yourself is why you do not believe God will shake things. Are the reports of Og, Sihon, or Egypt not convincing? Do you want to wait to hang out your scarlet claim just when the shaking begins? Don’t kid yourselves either your scarlet claim is flowing for all to see or you are an enemy of God designated for destruction. I don’t need appeals, lawyers, or any other convention of war. My God will shake when His justice requires this of Him and my house of faith will remain and all who have joined me shall be saved. The circling trumpets have already begun.

Spoken Word through Friends 1-18-09

PASTORS…..BEWARE

When my husband and I woke up this morning, I saw he was in deep thought; so I asked him what he was thinking. He said, “About the preacher who was telling others Kurt and Scott were crooks.” Another friend’s family member heard this preacher and because we are associated with Kurt and Scott they were calling us crooks too.

As soon as I heard this, many scriptures and biblical scenario’s began filling my mind; concerning people who stepped out into unknown territory and ended up being persecuted/ridiculed, jailed stoned/killed. All of the sudden I heard the LORD say, “Put something on the Blog.” These scenario’s and scriptures were in defiance of what was being said, and what the scriptures say Christians should be doing.

These scriptures and people include: Paul and Salas, jailed (Acts 16:20-24); Peter, jailed (Acts 12:3-6); John the Baptist, jailed for preaching Jesus and beheaded (Matt. 14:3,10); Paul beaten and threatened many times (II Corn.11:23-27); James, John’s brother killed, (Acts 12:2); Stephen, stoned/killed (Acts 7:51-60)…..these are some who walked on unknown territory to see that Jesus’ message of LOVE was preached…..and guess who was their leader; you are right JESUS who was the B-I-G-G-E-S-T radical of all….times/ generations.

My question now is why were they chosen, picked out to be stopped? Because they were going against the flow/against the grain of what the world was teaching. They were following a ‘new’ way….the ‘new’ covenant (Heb. 8:6,13)…..JESUS This ‘new’ covenant was founded upon Grace and Mercy replacing the insufficient first covenant. Also He brought a ‘new’ commandment (John 13:34)….this ‘new’ commandment speaks of Love, Love, Love; helping one another, preferring one another; not a way of greed, deception and self-gratification.

Though Jesus hurt no one, but went about doing good (Acts 10:38) they called him a winebibber and a gluttonous man (Luke. 7:34, Matt 11:19). Who were the people speaking vile things about Jesus and trying to destroy Him; and who was Jesus speaking to when He called them vipers, hypocrites whitewashed tombs (Matt.12:34 – Matt. 23:27-28)? You are correct: Scribes and Pharisees…..and I ask you who were/are the Scribes and Pharisees? You are right again…..the spiritual leaders of the day.

There are special woes for the preacher/pastor who leads his flock astray through vain or false teachings (Ezek. 34:1-10 – Jeri. 23:1). So I say to you pastors/ministers be very careful what you speak and whom you condemn.

Spiritual leaders are suppose to be leading their flocks in the teaching of JESUS, not man; Teaching such as: Love, Joy, Peace, Long-suffering, Temperance, Kindness, Gentleness, Humility, Meekness and Compassion. Wasn’t Jesus our greatest teacher? How did He come? Was it with accusation of the brethren or stomping those who were weaker than us or condemning those who slipped or stumbled or who were willing to dare to do something different than the ‘norm’; in obedience to their calling? NO! He not only preached Love, Kindness and Peace but He walked it….always lifting up the brethren with compassion and mercy.

Kurt and Scott are devout men of the only true and living GOD. They have been called to walk a difficult path to reveal ‘truth’ to the people of God; to expose evil and deception so that we may know truth; truth that reveals deception. This is not just talking about our soul, but it is speaking about satan and his demonic ploys to smother/suffocate the gospel of Christ and His revelation of truth.

We, as Christians, expect ridicule/persecution and sometimes imprisonment and/or murder for the cause of Christ. Jesus picks those He knows can complete the task for His cause. If you were called to step out knowing you would be imprisoned for Christ, would you be able to? Would you want your brothers and sisters to pray for you or backbite/gossip, ridicule and condemn you?

The Word speaks often about deception and evil in high places and what it is going to take to fight and win the battle (Eph.6:10-18). When we fight among ourselves, speak evil of one another, it causes division which weakens the Body of Christ. Do you not know that divided we fall……united we stand/win? If you do not understand, do not just accept someone’s word but search and research for yourselves; asking the Holy Spirit to discern and reveal truth to you; exposing the evil ones.

The Word…..JESUS…..spoke only about loving and caring for each other; throughout His whole ‘new’ covenant; His whole ‘new’ commandment…….the way of Peace, Grace and Mercy……the way of His Father God.


Ephesians 5:1-2

Therefore be imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love, as Christ also has loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma.


Ephesians 4:24

And that you put on the new man which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness.


Ephesians 4:14-16

That we should no longer be children, tossed to and fro and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the’trickery’ of men, in the ‘cunning craftiness of deceitful plotting’, but speaking, the truth in love, may grow up in all things into Him who is the head-Christ-from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by what every joint supplies, according to the effective working by which every part does its share, causes growth of the body for the edifying of itself in love.


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Colossians 3:16

Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom, teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord.


Romans 15:13-14

Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Now I myself am confident concerning you, my brethren, that you also are full of goodness, filled with all knowledge, able also to admonish one another.


Romans 12:9

Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good. Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another.


Romans 13:10

Love does no harm to a neighbor; therefore love is the fulfillment of the law.


Hebrews 13:1

Let brotherly love continue.


John 17:11,15-17

“Now I am no longer in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to You, Holy Father, keep through Your name those whom You have given Me, that they may be one as We are…..“I do not pray that You should take them out of the world, but that You would keep them from the evil one. They are not of the world, just as I am not of the world. Sanctify them by Your truth. Your word is truth.”

People, Kurt and Scott have been willing to be obedient to the path Christ has asked them to walk. They have been persecuted and have deceitfully been used and abused; not only by the world’s standards but by ‘christian’ brothers and sisters; to reveal truth and expose evil.

I employ you to pray, seek God’s face, ask for wisdom and understanding. Do not defile/corrupt yourselves by backbiting and gossiping, as the Scribes and Pharisees did…..we are brothers and sisters…..we are all part of His Body and He is telling us to band together, pray for one another, encourage one another, love one another.

I leave you with this one thought:
If it pulls down/separates or divides the body
If it persecutes, hurts, belittles…..who is speaking to you?

Victory’s Not Enough (1-08-09)

I’ve been a Christian 34 years now and should have known victory is not enough. Recently inspired by a fictional writing and some reading materials I learned of triumph. Victory is an event yet triumph is a destiny. Victory can be a futre event to be obtained through faith which has been my admonition to you many of times. Victory does not assure triumph but triumph will always contain victory. Victory is when you arrive at that point where the enemy is no longer a threat to you or your assets. Triumph is when your enemy and his assets become your assets. I wonder how different my actions may have been if I would have understood this at the beginning of this battle. I had pieces of this but not the full scope.

Jesus is triumphant! The enemy’s assets have become His. The entire gospel centers around this truth. Our salvation experience is evidence of this truth. If one should look into the triumphant entry of the scriptures it is a grand display of this truth. Enemies like Judas, Herod, Pilot, and the Pharisees were oblivious that this humble man riding on a donkey colt was about to use them and all their assets for His good, for His glory. “Hosanna” “Save Now” was a prayer answered immediately at that very moment.

As I examined the Dorean situation with the light of this truth it changed the way I saw things. I encourage you to do the same. Triumph is my destiny in Christ Jesus. When I was called to challenge the enemies of me and my clients triumph was the actual and immediate truth. This is a precise target of truth for my faith. The bank’s bad behavior, the FBI, the prosecutors, the betrayals, and the stalword apostate Judge Alsup were the enemy’s assets sent to become mine and yours. Think about how much power they weild. Though the banking system is founded on lies made up by the father of lies it is now your asset. The Federal and all the local governments that want to use their laws to steal from you now become your servants. I don’t think many of you can truly comprehend how thoroughly and richly God has chosen to bless you by joining you to this battle. Even as my imagination soars I keep finding new heights in this truth. This is the substance of what your faith should be hoping for. It is a certainty because of who gave it to us. Sure time has not caught up to the promise but perhaps part of this may have been we didn’t know the promise. I’m holding out for you triumph. God has this as your and my destiny and nothing shall pervent it. AMEN!

The eyes of the Lord (1/2/09)

The year has changed but God remains the same. Many of you are making resolutions but I question will you make the one resolution that matters? I don’t think most of you have been attentive to the small but potent truth that nothing escapes the eyes of the Lord. When you entered Dorean or I formed it none of this was a mystery. All the suffering that has ensued is still seen. There is a place of judgment in the eyes of the Lord for His enemies. (Rev. 19:12, Amos 9:4, 8) but also the look of a doting lover for His chosen. (Duet. 11:11-12, 1 Chr. 16:9, 1 Pet. 3:12) Can you comprehend that God has looked into the land you’re called to possess and viewed it with favor? That He sees your path and all things concerning you? Have you ever seen lover’s eyes as they adore their cherished? This is not a look of danger or lack. All that lover owns is at the disposal of the one adored. Could you imagine a God so possessed with this love that He would take on all our weakness just so He could relate His love to us? If you can, do you really suspect a man like Alsup vested with all the power of the devil himself can thwart what God desires for you? If you are covinced he can I declare you don’t know God and have never looked into His eyes. You don’t understand the eternal marriage union of God and man. You have no understanding of how this love affects the events of the finite. Look at your disputes or agreements with my writings and see if they don’t pivot here. We are so naïve and selfish to think God’s delays are to our harm. How little trust resides in our hearts. Can’t you recall the giving nature of human love? How much more is Christ a giver when He layed down His life? The eyes of the Lord are upon you. They will judge you in turth if you are a retard ignorant of His love, or they will search out every opportunity to bless you if you love the holy groom. It may take the eyes of faith to see that the eyes of the Lord are upon you but I recommend you open your eyes to this truth.

Content (12-23-08)

We are a people of language. That is what separates us and elevates us beyond all creation. Words have meaning but we do not think in words. We think in pictures which is the content of what the words conjure. God is one of the most used words but I'm going to say used without content. My argument with the retards has always been that they may say "God" or "Jesus" but their words lack content. They don't know the person or object those names are to conjure up within our spirit. When I say "Mel Gibson" millions will comment as though they have some revelation of his substance or content. Out of all those millions only a small few know "Mel Gibson" the rest know the actor and his character portrayals. "God" is not a substance created within your imagination. That makes you the creator. That is not the substance of God. All arguments without substance are rhetoric, propaganda, and empty of content. They come from mouths that break wind of nonsense. Christmas is content. It is one of the methods an infinite God chose to supply content to the finite. It was a picture that would penetrate our spirit and fill our understanding with content when we heard "God" or "Jesus." When I use these terms I am imbibed with revelation that frames up all my faith, hope, and love. The content of these words are what can supply the content of my promises in the Dorean contract. It is the real substance of victory through suffering. It is the truth that shatters and defeats all argument and lies. It is the only content that will light your eyes to see the picture Scott and I saw from the beginning. This substance will not lend itself to wordsmiths who can dress themselves in robes of righteousness. Words don't contain any substance only label what we know. The Bible says "out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." Labels and mislabels are easily measured by the content behind the language. All frauds are exposed in the end. That is a Christmas fact if you can picture it. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all!