What’s in this For You? (3/22/06)

Perhaps many of you don’t understand the nature of our case and what we accomplish by prevailing. We all know (those who have studied) that the banks have no rights title or interest in the house and that their claims are false. Unfortunately their fiat money can easily purchase cheap men in influential positions. This is a very complex fraud and of such voluminous equity that the worst in people is easily solicited and protections multi-leveled. We have ventured into the one area of weakness where any chance of prevailing exists. That is in the competition of two equally important frauds that are symbiotic but not always parallel. Creating a conflict between the two that is irreconcilable is the weakest part of their armor. The judicial process is a commercial banking process sold through fraud to the masses as a constitutional vehicle. The banking fraud is sold as just equity. We are uniquely trained to expose the fraud. The bankers we caught so they sent us to their protector. Now we must create the scenario of self-preservation of the protector verses the protected and we will have remedy. What do you think is closer to anarchy revamping a judicial system or the mortgage industry? This beast is a consumer and not one that can be defeated without the risk of consumption. We bore the risk by being inside we can attack the heart. Wicked cowards join in massive defense not from strength but weakness. Two men have posed a serious threat. Imagine if there were more? Once this court dismisses the banks will have lost their protector and show their mortality. No longer will the bluff of accusation remain an unsubstantiated fact with merit is their protectors forum. Once established that no fraud occurred on our part the protectors lose the power to rule on favor with facing self-exposure. This will be the fertile ground of victory and damage recovery. This still remains the best remedy I can provide for you. Any other remedies I encourage you to share with each other until I can deliver an irreversible claim of fidelity.

Transversing (3/22/06)

For the past 6 weeks I have been forced by the call of God in my life to transverse what I’ll call Wonderland. I had to accept bogus jurisdiction in order to deliver a message. That message was delivered faithfully and that work is completed to my knowledge as to my part. Our next court appointment is April 4th. The side effect of the message was a competency challenge which is no big deal but part of the record protection at the stage of this action. We have been wrangling over my representation of myself. (Farretta) This is not settled and will not be by our next hearing. The court has been playing 3-card-monty with information needed to settle the issue and I have tolerated it to accomplish the goal of the message I needed to deliver on 3-21-06. I’m not Alice, not a fiction, and as a real man need real facts to make real decisions. This is the path I currently see before me.

Transition Psalm (3/22/06)

Psalm 26

As I reflect upon what I have been commanded. I confront what has been hidden and know it not to be my concern.

How unsearchable are your ways
For they are greater than your works
They are higher than the heavens themselves
My heart is frustrated like an unknowing child
But you have spared it the rant of a demanding rebel
For you have taught me as Job "who can answer you?"
I can boldly say I have followed the Christ
Which tested my resolve in trust
And now that the wrestling of my carnal nature
Is finished, for now, another victory to your honor
I enter my rest which ironically is the same
Leaning not upon my own understanding
In all my ways acknowledging Him
Trusting not upon my insights
But trusting in Him as Lord of My Soul

Preface to Honor (2/23/06)

Scotty and I had the privilege of being together for a week on this journey. It was a slip in our enemy’s agenda for us that was a complete blessing. Tears were shed, emotions expressed but I could have never been more encouraged by a man. Scotty is a man’s man. He has the courage of a lion. People who don’t live in risk could never appreciate the tears of a man who laid all upon a cross for the honor of his God and God’s truth. I could not help but recognize the maturity and self-sacrifice of this man. I have met great men and studied the lives of countless and they all have this in common with Scott; in the ordinary course of life opportunity for the extraordinary can be seen by eyes of courage. As the greats before him who thought the extraordinary normal Scott will obtain much honor and respect. He does not understand that his fight in the foxhole being lonely is because all others are cowards. When this battle is over my greatest treasure will have been to share this man’s life of faith in real time. I’m proud of you Scott and soon the world will get its introduction to a new hero.

There is also another man named Ken who you’ll be learning of soon. He knows and has all the same elements as any hero.

Web Business (2/23/06)

It has become apparent that my desire to get the web page up and running while incarcerated is vanity. The only people who currently have access to the materials needed no longer have the capacity to finish the task. I want to say thank you for your efforts to try and fill the gap for those who failed me. I will also remember those incompetents who created this problem. What you intended for evil will bless all in the end, but where will your reward be? Fools like this never will obtain promise in their lives and will forever chase it. Like a hamster on a wheel the next necessary step is close but unobtainable. For those needing the education of the DVD’s I will make them available again for $84.95.

Just send a blank money order to:

DVD
125 E. Sunnyoaks Ave., #207
Campbell, CA 95008

I will be adding an hour or two of video to these of me speaking to be filmed after my release. All those who have and will purchase prior to that time shall receive this update free as a token of my appreciation for your patience. The good news is my release is far more eminent than any can imagine.

The Walk of Faith (3/16/06)

I leave this as my dissertation of truth to explain to you what this journey has been. Though there have been many ignorant comments and commentators I would not want you to remain ignorant. This walk of Faith is highlighted because it is required of all men to please God, because it is the measure of all of you as to your own success and failings, and so that all can see that the ways of God are better than the ways of men. At first appearances men judge that because we went to jail and were accused of serious crimes that we were bad or evil. Notice though their double standard in judgement. We are bad so we suffer but they suffer not of their own account but are justified in placing the blame upon us. Men of faith do not have ears to hear such folly of the wicked. This reasoning is adolescent at best and incapable of understanding the ways of God. I may never meet some of you but I give you my life bound to truth as a gift that will bring you life, and that life being full of abundance.

Dorean was not a mortgage elimination company, scheme, artifice, or device to defraud. It was a righteous trap to ensnare wicked men who hold seats of honor in our world. It was set out as a cure, a remedy. It just so happened that mortgage fraud was the perfect vehicle to get to the matters of the heart. It dealt with your core issues of greed, trust, wisdom, apathy or diligence. It dealt with government as to integrity, honesty, greed, tyranny or service. It dealt with us as to honor, cares of this world, endurance and trust. One thing about God is He knows how to create the perfect storm to test the extremities of all parties effected.

Now in this backdrop our walk of faith had these markers that are constant to all walks of faith and are shared here to encourage you to find these markers in your own life as an anchor for your hope.

What is our hope, who is our hope? Both answers are Jesus the Christ. He is both the object of our hope and the subject of our hope. As the objective it is the Person of Christ as the subjective it is His ways. Before I go into the objective which justifies the subjective I will attempt to thoroughly explain the subjective by the walk of faith known as Dorean to this world.

The subjective walk of faith always begins in the ordinary course of life. Scott was an honest Christian businessman with great ability to organize and complete tasks. I was trained in estates and trusts, securities, contract law, banking and had been to prison. We were friends and challenged each other intellectually. Bank fraud became a topic of interest and we became thorough investigators. Mortgages became the focus for us because of its significance to the average family and the subject of credit was too broad to become prolific. After study we sought out those claiming remedy and studied them. Only then did we become aware there was a void in character and remedy in the market. Nothing super spiritual is happening here we are merely businessmen seeing an opportunity and a wrong which could be addressed. We continued to do the best we could as we cut a path through uncharted territory. We tried to buy the best help and information. We placed all our effort into a path of honor that we thought would be respected. Attempting to train a staff lawyer in hopes that he could codify our truth into the language of the court. Taking 17 cases into the federal court we drew Judge Alsup who went ballistic and threatened us with criminal prosecution. It was this response that first exposed to us our true opportunity for doing something greater than a change in the mortgage industry. This response exposes the judicial puppetry of the bankers and prolific corruption that provides no remedy for the people regardless of truth in their transactions. If we prove or can prove fraud in the contracts but the fiduciary is an owned agent of the fraudsters truth cannot prevail! Trained in truth by Christ we became aware that fixing the painting of the mortgage industry was secondary to repairing the torn canvas of justice. Here a choice had to be made; quit because the fight just got immensely bigger or grow my faith to apply a bigger portion of God to solve a foundational problem. Each side made their choices and each stoked the fires of their resolve. They used FBI and bully tactics. We used refies and media. They made criminal preparations and we made it clear that they were wicked, spineless, political hacks. Fear or faith has to be chosen here when the stakes are life and death. The Christ I believe in is either true and authority over the insubordinate agents or they will have their way with me. Christ the man had to choose the forever settled word or not put His life on the cross. Men of faith put their life on the line. Though Christ can easily defeat these arrogant fools He has certain methods or ways to consider.

First He never sought His own way. He always lived to reveal the spoken word of the father. The goals of my life even if just, had to become secondary to a revelation of the spoken word of God. God has already said He abhors injustice, that Christ has all authority in Earth as in heaven, without faith it is impossible to please Him, the faith of Christ saves, the governments are upon His shoulders, God moves the hearts of Kings and changes them at His discretion. The man of faith sees a circumstance that appears to defy the word of God and sees an opportunity to bring truth. Elijah appears on the scene in I Kings 17 exactly in this manner. There is no mention of this man prior to this moment. He lived in the desert and saw the government worshiping idols as forbidden by God with the warning it shall not rain. Well it was raining. Is God a liar? Perhaps faith applied here solidifies Gods word. Elijah choosing the immutability of Gods word and honor over his own comfort stood against evil. He a desert dweller would suffer most by a drought but reasoned he would suffer immensely more if the God he served had a word that was not reliable. We in the normal course of life arrived at the same place. Our fed government is no less powerful than Ellijah’s. We suffer most by confronting it, but prefer to know that God’s word is true and that every man is a liar than to enjoy the comforts of this world. Christ knew not only the word of God but also that the hour had come. There is a timing a season of fulfillment that must also be measured in the acts of obedience. A father may ask a son to get the car washed but not desire it at 2 a.m. God made it obvious we have discovered a void, a pocket of rebellion in defiance of His word but was this the right time, the moment in history for the fix. Time was needed to ferret this out. Though Utah is not blessed to receive their fix and cursed for their evil participation they were the tool to provide this time. The time to gain the wisdom and courage and to bridge the distance from knowledge to providence. Now knowledge of the timing and time of the action stir a man of faith to arrive with confidence at the point of destiny. God has blessed the USA. We are outside and on the restoration side of our 2520 years of punishment. We were punished for these same sins practiced by the Northern District. Our remedy is not destruction but mercy if God is true. Christ assures this by word and deed and we know God chastises His children in mercy but mercy is not apathy or slack. Next to consider is world prophecy and other governments. I’ll just say timing adds up here also. What about the work of the church; a match. There are about 15 tracks overlaid here to harmonize the symphony of God’s timing that confirm in heavenly tune that the timing is now. That men of faith were brought to this moment in history for such a time as this.

Last to all the confirmations of word is the heart of courage. The word is the voltage but the courage of the man of faith is the current. That zap or strike called at a particular moment needs both to be grounded as it were from heavenly to earthly. God being tender and nurturing knows just how to encourage His servant men. He gave us faith trophies, which are certain gifts that can only be obtained in faith. Some of these are lost in time and give credence to God’s timing. Some that stand out are listed here without great detail but mentioned for your comprehension to find your own trophies in your own battles.

1. Is our building. We chose many months ago not to sublease to bet on God’s deliverance. This was not reasonable, logical, or even smart business, but was a faith stand. After the 21st we lose this trophy of faith and reason appears to be a better choice.
2. Many counselors offered logical defenses and practical remedy to protect Dorean and clients from this onslaught. We felt God had a greater remedy. Our deliverance by God becomes a trophy to faith as opposed to reason.
3. Is God a provider? We gave away to Him our defense to trust Him. Not reasonable again.
4. I have a personal trophy over 20 years old that would appear to be a lie if allowed to be destroyed. It has had many confirmations to be true over time and would lose a major trophy (undisclosed) if this battle continues.
5. Scott would lose the souls of his children to a stupid ex-wife who doesn’t know the ways of God. This is a serious trophy of promise.

There are dozens of others but you will understand how to spot these in your own battles. Trophies give you a hope. There are other things as well. Timely words of people, prophecies, books from previous heroes of faith, divine touches of spirit etc. They all reflect God’s tender mercies towards His children. There are volumes that could be written here but enough has been said to inspire the chosen without enlightening the fools.

The subjective means nothing if the objective Person, the Christ is Himself a fraud. He is sold in this stupid world as a good and wise teacher respectable as any other great thinker. No recognition of divinity is required. Well this moniker is not one made available by the actions of Christ. He only gave you the cold-turkey choice of supernatural or super nut. He was who He claimed to be or Insane. Those who never come to this choice are lazy, unwise, and self-absorbed. Having settled this matter 30 years ago all the ways of God become persuasive. Faith will trust them even to what appears to be one’s own hurt because the forever settled word of God is an extension of the fixed and static, immovable integrity of the person of God. Who as creator has all rights Title and interest in His creation. Faith has the courage to respect title and to restrain the soul of trespassers.

The Individual (2/22/06)

The individual is the only harbor for truth. The crowd by nature is without comprehension. One finds himself rejected and also in contempt. Jesus spoke to crowds but only as a collective of individuals. Every man was on the hook for himself. To the speculative philosopher God is an absurdity. He is improbable. This is foolishness to man. Under this environment the individual must leave the comforts of the crowd and all his faculties and embrace the risk. He enters the world of endless paradoxes. It is men who have the courage to enter this world who can face the stampeding crowds headed for destruction. It is why Scott and I are trustees of immeasurable value. We have spent our lives in risk, killed our lions and bears before we faced this giant. I’m not talking of $3,000 risk. That was only a risk to a crowd who knows nothing of risk. I’m talking of standing up to a nation owned by bankers who cannot comprehend the truth we bring because they have sold their souls for the comfort of the crowd. One used to risk and embracing the improbable is the overwhelming match for the force of the collective. I cannot truly share my confidence because it is an individual possession. You can share in it but only individually. It has always been my hope to ignite the greatness of each of you but the crowd keeps getting in the way. Though we will win it is not for the benefit of the crowd but the individual.

Our Court Date

In the spirit this is the day we believe God will show Himself strong. There are many reasons for this but I will attempt to explain a few. This is the last day before our new defendants get in our way. It is a day significant in all our prayers and fasting. It is the last day we can postpone our skills and avoid any mingling with the work of God. This day is sufficient for the season of mercy to be extended. It is the day that fits nicely into world prophetic events. Time is running out to settle the score before the movie is completed. We are speaking in the spirit now as to our understanding of our call and performance. Let God be God and every man a liar. He still lives, still hates injustice, still condemns the unrighteous, and still blesses this nation. There are some trophies of faith we will lose with further delay. All this plus more makes us call out this day as a day of reckoning. Regardless of our knowledge of a divine moment it is arriving and soon all of us can make our boast in Christ as delivers. All will see that big bad corrupt Federal Government and the civil bankers are no match for His power. To you oh Lord be all glory, honor, and praise!

I Kings 18:21 And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the LORD be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word. 22 Then said Elijah unto the people, I, even I only, remain a prophet of the LORD; but Baal's prophets are four hundred and fifty men. 23 Let them therefore give us two bullocks; and let them choose one bullock for themselves, and cut it in pieces, and lay it on wood, and put no fire under: and I will dress the other bullock, and lay it on wood, and put no fire under: 24 And call ye on the name of your gods, and I will call on the name of the LORD: and the God that answereth by fire, let him be God. And all the people answered and said, It is well spoken. 25 And Elijah said unto the prophets of Baal, Choose you one bullock for yourselves, and dress it first; for ye are many; and call on the name of your gods, but put no fire under. 26 And they took the bullock which was given them, and they dressed it, and called on the name of Baal from morning even until noon, saying, O Baal, hear us. But there was no voice, nor any that answered. And they leaped upon the altar, which was made. 27 And it came to pass at noon, that Elijah mocked them, and said, Cry aloud: for he is a god; either he is talking, or he is pursuing, or he is in a journey, or peradventure he sleepeth, and must be awaked. 28 And they cried aloud, and cut themselves after their manner with knives and lancets, till the blood gushed out upon them. 29 And it came to pass, when midday was past, and they prophesied until the time of the offering of the evening sacrifice, that there was neither voice, nor any to answer, nor any that regarded. 30 And Elijah said unto all the people, Come near unto me. And all the people came near unto him. And he repaired the altar of the LORD that was broken down. 31 And Elijah took twelve stones, according to the number of the tribes of the sons of Jacob, unto whom the word of the LORD came, saying, Israel shall be thy name: 32 And with the stones he built an altar in the name of the LORD: and he made a trench about the altar, as great as would contain two measures of seed. 33 And he put the wood in order, and cut the bullock in pieces, and laid him on the wood, and said, Fill four barrels with water, and pour it on the burnt sacrifice, and on the wood. 34 And he said, Do it the second time. And they did it the second time. And he said, Do it the third time. And they did it the third time. 35 And the water ran round about the altar; and he filled the trench also with water. 36 And it came to pass at the time of the offering of the evening sacrifice, that Elijah the prophet came near, and said, LORD God of Abraham, Isaac, and of Israel, let it be known this day that thou art God in Israel, and that I am thy servant, and that I have done all these things at thy word. 37 Hear me, O LORD, hear me, that this people may know that thou art the LORD God, and that thou hast turned their heart back again. 38 Then the fire of the LORD fell, and consumed the burnt sacrifice, and the wood, and the stones, and the dust, and licked up the water that was in the trench. 39 And when all the people saw it, they fell on their faces: and they said, The LORD, he is the God; the LORD, he is the God. 40 And Elijah said unto them, Take the prophets of Baal; let not one of them escape. And they took them: and Elijah brought them down to the brook Kishon, and slew them there.
To be continued...

Risk (2/22/06)

God is the object or objective of all men. Man cannot help but ask himself: Who am I, How did I become, and what created all that I’m relating to? Creation forces man to answer these questions with rejection, endless deliberation (procrastination of non-choice) or a subjective inwardness. Here is the problem with an objective view of God. He is uncertain, unattainable, and unreasonable. Every approach to Him is like a roped bridge spanning a perilous canyon. It is a risk! The crowd by nature is a collective for security; added power. It appeals to the coward and is to avoid risk. The world will hate the Christian because he is given over to risk. The modern church has reversed this in appearance when they created the cheap grace doctrine to embrace the crowd. Now the Christian mob calls the real Christian a fool. This is seen here on the blog. The so called righteous who know enough of the spoonfed scripture to puke it up in ridicule of the men who are living in risk. Without risk there is no faith. The greater the risk the greater the faith. Without faith it is impossible to please God. How many critics without risk have all the answers? None of them can know the truth because the crowd is untruth. Truth is subjective of the individual which is another subject.

Give Me Some Credit (1/24/06)

This is not a request for money. Credit and money are not synonymous. “Kurt never keeps his promises.” Consider it like this, two men determine to charter a vessel on a course never taken before. They calculate by known facts estimations of their journey. There is a mutiny losing half the crew and partial loss of course. Most of those remaining via unforeseen storms (Raids – intimidation – confusion) decide to exit in lifeboats. Supplies are lost and sails torn (seizures) and still these men are fixed on their destination. You sit on the awaiting port in like a chorus of chiding simplistic children “He’s not on time, He didn’t keep his promise, He’s a bad man.” These promises as sincere as they are, are not a promise to take out the trash when one gets home. They are ones made on a perilous journey with many surprises. Give me some credit for not saying, “abandon ship” my grip upon wheel contains the heart of the promise. Your child’s logic is evidence you would of yourself failed already to make it this far in the journey. Meaning any thing beyond your failure is an accomplishment to your benefit I can bring to you. How about a little encouragement then? Perhaps my arrival might just clear up your concerns.

The Law of the Shepard

Sheep are an animal that does not need to be branded because they operate on voice recognition. All the shepards can corral their animals together for the night and in the morning simply lead out his sheep by his voice. No other sheep would be remotely tempted by the strange voice. Even dumb sheep can recognize this division. He is the law behind all law. Christ is the authority of law. His voice of bidding is the path of justice. Obedience is the only thing that nets fellowship with the law. Those sheep left behind not attuned to the Good Shepard hear many voices except the one. They think things like "did God say?" or they rangle with the moral dilemmas of the law and its application if they follow not the true voice of the law. You as individuals have this problem, though I could hope not, but so does our nation. The laws of this land was the culmination of centuries of struggle from Magna Carta, John Locke, to our independence. Christ was the influence over this maturing revelation and historical providence. Now those of His civil administration no longer follow His voice remain stalled and are easily identified by their location and action as rebels and lawless. This is the problem behind a government that would prosecute two men for exposing a fraud. If the law confuses you simply follow and all the answers flow out of the fellowship of shepherd and beast. It is the cure for man and nation. We were following when we created Dorean. Were you when you joined? If so, can you justify complaining now? If not, bah bah bah!!

A Christian Man (2/2/06)

I would like to clear up a couple of misunderstandings. A Christian man completely sells out his life to a lord who requires an unconditional "follow me" command. You did not come into the world to bring peace. He and His disciples are set at enmity with the world. It is why I attract so many detractors on this blog. The world through its slick Madison Avenue packaging has created a happy candy coated version all can love. Real disciples do not practice this farce and offend the so called recipients of this cheap grace even more. When all look back they will be able to see I told you the truth. I told you in advance so you could believe through most of you will still choose not to. Christian men do not care much of the reviling they receive or of the sufferings they must bear along the path of riding in Christ's shadow, because of the joys of the journey. Ignorance will misinterpret all things and call me a cult leader, egomaniac, insane and how can one defend. I live outside the world's comprehension and vocabulary. They must describe events with a language they have no experience to possess. Only a Christian man can continue to smile in this shitstown of stupidity without any wavering or loss of sight upon the prize. It is why we see our enemies as feeble and you see them as invincible. It is why I have learned more truth because I have the purest source. I can stand without crumbling in any danger because I have no fear of death. I can truly possess things because none are allowed to possess me. I can live in wealth because I am willing to live with nothing. You who cry and blame in your sufferings have the sympathies of the world. No wisdom of anything greater could ever entice you away from this miniscule comfort. I will continue to walk the walk that brings honor to the Christ without a single concern of whom I offend. Just know that you will not understand me, the choices I make, or my comments until you find yourself covered by the same shadow as I. The dividing line between blessing and cursing is blurry in the eyes of the selfish but are very clear in Christ. If you have an opinion on this, match it up with scripture. Not in the trite noncontestual pabulum of cue-card Christians who read off "God is Love," "thou shall not judge," "Jesus wants none to perish," and any other man made concepts of the Christ. Learn the whole message and know what you're talking about before you open your mouths. It is not an accident you got two ears and one mouth. I won't let you get away with foolishness on this blog. Truth sets free not happy ears. If you think you can defend your positions in scriptures you know where to reach me. Those who wish to learn I'll engage. Dumbasses are easily detectable and have their just reward being themselves. For those I offend take this one comfort, know that I know the reasons why. In parting or remaining. See ya!

1984 Quote (1/22/06)

Taking a quote from Orwell’s classic the character Winston’s thinking can be substituted for you and O’Brien as your legacy. As much as things change things remain the same. The party can be replaced by our benevolent government.

“The Party told you to reject the evidence of your eyes and ears. It was their final, most essential command. His heart sank as he thought of the enormous power arrayed against him, the ease with which any Party intellectual would overthrow him in debate, the subtle arguments which he would not be able to understand, much less answer. And yet he was in the right! They were wrong and he was right. The obvious, the silly, and the true had got to be defended. Truisms are true, hold on to that! The solid world exists, its laws do not change. Stones are hard, water is wet, objects unsupported fall toward the Earth’s center. With the feeling that he was speaking to O’Brien, and also that he was setting forth an important axiom, he wrote:

Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two make four. If that is granted, all else follows.

Find truth, don’t remain confused, and check your sources. Then add up the exponents collected in sum for truism that doesn’t get changed by propaganda.

Suffering (1/22/06)

Suffering is probably the one distinguishing quality that will lead to Dorean’s ultimate success. Not those who blame their suffering on others but those who suffer for the blame of others. To change an evil power there are only a couple of choices. One is to amass greater power and in war defeat them. With the current power controlling weapons, money and education this is highly unlikely. Two is to win the war on moral or reasonable grounds. With the current power controlling all media this is very unlikely. The most powerful would be for the church to demand a change because men focused on eternity are not easily brainwashed and willing to die. Very difficult for a controlling power since the church is currently in league with the controlling power in education, faith focused on this life, and apathy this is very unlikely. Therefore a revolution of the cross must occur. The current controlling party is no more evil than that of Rome. Rome as a power is gone but men of the cross remain. The government’s supercilious praetronic misanthropic mortgage industry benefits too much from its evils to even pause for a moral question of self reflection. Anyone even alluding to it will get their blazing wrath. Here is where suffering becomes a weapon or an excuse. People who view life as the here and now as the completeness of their vision will look for an exit to preserve the status quo. Those who understand it as weapon against evil expect suffering and rejoice in it. They view their haters as objects of affection whose evil will get its reflection when it attacks its opposite. It is harder to spank a crying child saying “I love you” than a defiant one who offers you rebellion. The Power is a machine designed to crush rebellion but love short circuits its motherboard. I dislike suffering as all of you, but my willingness to embrace it has given the one power greater than what we face right, title, and interest in this issue. Since the church fails Him here it falls upon men of faith to present His decree. His ecclesiastical branch of authority confronting His civil branch. Elijah appears in Scripture in 1 Kg. 17 for the first time under similar circumstance. Christ himself gave evil its greatest opportunity or condemnation when He took it on in love. Today we have a rebel civil agent who does not respect the principle, Christ, who rules and reigns in justice and righteousness. Like the parable of the wicked Vinedresser God is sending His Son for surely they will respect Him. The offer is current and remains. What will they do? Either way we win! Mt. 21:33

Calling Your Bluff (1-30-06)

I posted a private message which was nobody's business but the parties addressed. Your comments were revealing. I'm putting it all on the line. Either I'm the evil egomaniac self-righteous thief or you are ignorant to the true grace of Christ's kingdom. I put it out there so there is no wiggle room. You will soon be patting yourself on the back or looking at a fool in the mirror. I was not having a bad day emotional response. I was sharing a truth apparently over many heads. I said what I was told to say with no apology to those offended. If it comes to pass it was not my words and you will have to rethink your position on the Jesus mold you created. Of course, if you're that honest with yourself, cheap grace offered to fools is the current cancer of the church today. It breeds no wisdom, saves no souls, and steals hope from those who started on the right path. To you nuts the prodigal son left home, fell into a candy factory and upon revelation of all the sweetness in the world came back to give his father a big hug. Well Chris and Lori better hope that fantasy is reality and I didn't hear from God. Even Scott will see the promise of those words. Cursing is not of my imagination. Everything is already cursed. There is an exit of blessing in the tracking of Christ who says "follow me." I saw these two outside this narrow path and merely loved them enough to tell them the truth. Now let me comment on the commentors.

SP - Have you ever used the gift of prophecy? Do you know and understand all the prophecies of the bible? Do you even know what God is doing and why this forum exists relative to His plan? Try talking to Him about it before you bail out.

Peanut Gallery- You too

Habakkuk- Jesus was kind enough to tell Peter his coming failure so he would come to his senses. Read Private Message again and see if it is not a solicitation to come to sense.

tcob247- You're stupid it seems on many subjects. I will go toe to toe with you on any Bible subject you think you understand. Just write me! You know where I am - in jail!

mytwocents- you need more equity behind your comments. Perhaps you can prophecy a called for comment. I'm all ears! Tell me what God tells you concerning me.

Wantobefree- if I'm freed you will hear it here. I would post it within a short time of the event. You don't need another trust. If you want to quit on us simply let us resign and give new trustees. My father can assist you on making this happen.

Dorean Success (1/20/06)

To my knowledge about 2500 satisfactions of Mortgages or discharges were filed. The FBI probably knows the exact number. Of these about half have come under dispute. I have received easily 200 plus lawsuits while in Utah. The lawsuits all use criminal charges as justification for their claims. None of these cases are settled until the presumption turns into fact. We filed those documents with our own names and addresses with no shame, scam, and nothing to hide based on studied legal doctrines. We were willing at all times to place our life and freedom as collateral in support. You yackers seem to think our stand evidence we are frauds. Stop being stupid! When we got our fist knowledge of South Carolina’s FBI agents interest a fraud would begin his exit strategy. We called him offered to cooperate, went on Radio and TV. Even held press conferences. I’m in jail, been here a while. Never asked for money or sympathy. Anybody who’s studied this subject can compare us to fraud. Mortgage alternatives took money with 0 reconveyances and at every turn offered a remedy that cost more money. Redwood Trust had fat bank accounts because they had no staff or work product. There was another company which name slips me ? & Assoc. that had fat accounts no product (Barnett and Associates) and shady transactions that hid identities. None communicate, educate or offer any hope of a remedy. You scammer arguments are just unrealistic. Yes I’m a convicted fraudster, which I always disclosed. Do you think that makes me more capable of fraud or less? Don’t you have the common sense to reason if caught once I would have knowledge of the warning signs of heat and hit the road? If you want to remain the antagonist make more than an adolescent show of it. There are those who have had banks walk away but that’s their business not yours. If I were them I certainly wouldn’t share my intimate financial knowledge just to make a fool feel better. When the battle turns the banks will run and they will have committed themselves to an unreversible confession of fraud. If you did any study beyond poor vocabulary and rhetoric you might actually understand what’s going on. You dumb-asses are actually evidence of my success because if I was truly what you imagined your comments would be unheard, without any forum, or remedy. Success is a result of a lot more effort than a dream of a midas touch. Sometimes hard fights cannot be planned around. Finishing is the best indicator since most quit at the first FBI phone call. You better believe in what you’re doing, while under surveillance, having monies seized, landlords evicting because of incentives of government, cops looking to take you out on any charge made up or not, and judges on the take living and ruling outside the law. A quitter’s paradise. Keep whining it proves you couldn’t finish a fight. Being a spectator has about destroyed you. I live outside your feeble imagination, which was my first success.

Trial Expectations (1/19/06)

I’m certain that a long protracted trial is a desire of this government. They are way more comfortable with their tactics than with their credibility. I don’t know how they can be comfortable in their defense of criminal fraudster bankers and to have them as witnesses. To beat us tactically by squeezing us out of business causing pain and suffering to all associated with us. They will make your trust seem foolish. While they protract Bankers get crooked rulings across the land on the presumption accusation is fact. Getting to true fact is not the end of this trial. This is merely a trial of wills. Tactically I think they are going to be most surprised. Even I did not see God’s full strategy until recently. It is most brilliant and there is no effective counter measure. The difficulty for me is to trust, not lean on my own understanding, set aside my wise weapons, and lay my life on the outcome of His plan. This is the simplicity and complexity of all who call on Christ. What I’m being asked to do far exceeds my abilities but has been done before by a great example. As He gave His will over to the reliability of the word of a God who does not lie He received power to finish. I have the word, a captured will, and a finish line. All that awaits is the now to arrive.

Marathon (1/19/06)

This race turned out to be a marathon. Having been a distance runner in my youth I remember the mental challenges of protraction. This race is no different. There have been the course obstacles like betrayal, theft, incompetence, ignorance, and others. Those are tough but not near as hard as the inner struggle. These obstacles can enhance the inner struggles like betrayal tore my heart, challenged my forgiveness, and fatigued me. Inside would be the ramblings of doubt and conviction. “Can I finish, Do I care to, why me, how much longer, this isn’t fun, what difference does it make if I quit, you can do this, one step at a time, finish what you started, you’re no quitter, finish for you no matter who cares, why not you.” etc. I remember how I’d cramp and everything within me said, “stop.” All the fasting, prayer, and delay has a similar sensation. I never stopped as a runner and always made the finish line. Some of you I’m certain are fatigued by a marathon you didn’t know you entered but I want you to keep moving. We can all raise hands in victory at the end and take in that replenishing elixir of completion and redemption. I‘m tired also but not in mind. Be of good cheer the finish is near.

Only One Fear (1/31/06)

As we come down to the pivotal battle you would think my enemy would impose some fear upon me. To tell you the truth they are as insignificant as a buzzing gnat that thinks it is a lion. Men who have so little personal integrity that can't even stand up to their inner moral restraints are too weak for a real man to consider a challenge. Those of you who are in awe of these guys obviously are not battle tested as to your own principle internally or as to external foes. A judge willing to swear an oath to settle a matter and then use said oath as a cover of deceit is of no moral fiber of any tensile strength to test a real man. A prosecutor who believes outcome is more important than the path lives a lie. The FBI like a cat delivering a mouse to master only seeks approval without moral questioning. Defense attorneys are doubleminded and conflicted and believe that they are a hope. Utter foolishness! The clerks are apathetic collectors of a paycheck for their blindness. All of them collectively are like a young boy getting his first sneak at pornography; they know their behavior is wrong but are consumed by lust's perversion. Truly the only fear I possess at the moment is knowing what I am to do and not doing it. How can I stand opposed to these wimps if in honesty I cave to the same moral deficiency. All men have the temptation. It is the choice that separates men from perverts. It will take courage to do my duty. It is where I focus all my prayer. I want to be a living example to these midgets what standing tall could be if they would make the right choice. If you aren't facing this fear on a regular basis you have already succumb to error.

The Beginnings End (1/15/06)

It has taken a long time for Scott and I to get to the end of the beginning. About 8 months as a median. Time flies when having fun. Dorean is not the story but was a remedy, a tool, a snare as it were. False accounting, unjust measures, (promissory note) fraud is not the cause but effect of an evil heart. Even my detractors imagine the same as to me. Evil hearts are the providence of Christ alone. Dorean was created as the snare, the trap for evil to appear. It was in essence the indictment or exoneration all in one. On its own merit it attacked fraud but that became its measure of the heart. If the government embraced the findings they admit to error and love their people. If they attacked they are bent on evil and vigorous to hiding it. We now know their heart. Only Christian men could be called to deal with this because they inhabit the world but are themselves ruled by the Christ. Christ is the only one who can make claim to our lives for suffering and to the civil authorities as His agents. Finally the matter of the heart His constant concern. For us obedience and preparedness. For the bad agent a merciful offer to acknowledge Him, His authority, in all their ways. Only messengers of Christ can tender the offer and prayerfully seek the well being of their enemy. That is why Scott and I have come now upon our destiny and Oakland (now moved to San Francisco) has come to the beginning of their end. They can accept or reject but they cannot remain the same.