Water to Wine (7/19/08)

I would like to take you to the scripture John 2 : 1-11 known as Christ's first miracle. Jesus spoke in parables to disguise His message but were His miracles straight forward? Jesus had to deal with retards also who upon hearing do not hear and upon seeing do not see. They can easily take a typo like "I(t) will clearly be the Lord." and make a self delusional pre-textual argument to entertain themselves. There was a misprinted Bible in the 1800's called the adulterers Bible. It stated "Thou shall commit adultery." What do you think these retards could have done with a Bible like that to justify their perversions? I'm not speaking to them but for those who have an ear I wish to show you that Jesus used miracles as another form of parabolic teaching. Please join me in Cana.

The 11th verse states clearly that the purpose of this miracle was to display His glory. This is the center of the gospel and the efforts of the heavens. Now His glory has always been and is not dependent upon this miracle. It is quite the opposite. Our revelation is dependent on the miracle.

Mary is the mother of Jesus and with it would come a presumption of authority. But this is no ordinary son this is The Son of Glory. He is under the authority of His Father and about His Father's business. Mommy approaches Him with her business forgetting this truth. He quickly (but gently) rebukes her. She is immediately calibrated in the spirit. Now looking to Him as Lord she says "do whatever He tells you." What I find precious is that the rebuke and chastisement did not alleviate Christ from picking up the need as His own. (1 Pet. 5:7) Mary also shows us the correct relationship and response. In doing so she automatically reveals the retarded response. This is why I will always offend and contend with the retards. They approach Christ wanting Him to be about their infantile business. They never hear the rebuke. Jesus has always been approached by the deaf and blind retards. In 2:25 His response is that He does not commit (entrust) Himself to them. They think they know Him but He is not in relationship with them. Thus will come their revelation at the end of the age.

His revelation of His resurrection power is the next thing addressed. Our first indication is the 3rd day of this event. All truth of Christ points to one absolute proof, (The sign of Jonah) Him getting out of the grave as the conquerer of Hell death and sin. (1 Cor. 15:14, Rom. 6:4) Next you have the selection of the 6 waterpots. 6 is the number for man. Christ is going to reveal His glory through man. This is no ordinary man but one selected and set aside for purification. (Eph. 1:3-6) He is going to decree they be filled with water (the Holy Spirit) in a quantity of 20-30 gallons. Notice the selection is all Christ. Man has done nothing except exist as an empty vessel. Now the vessel (man) in dwelt by the water (Holy Spirit) has a regeneration. A new life a new wine is produced. Still man has done nothing. This new wine is by its nature the best. It is overflowing abundant in all ways.

The quantity of the water has significant numerical revelation. I actually think God left the volumes of these waterpots uncertain between two choices because each makes a truth point. 6 x 20 = 120 Twenty is the product of 4 x 5. Four is the number for Earth and five is grace. There are other combinations also like 2 x 10 but I will leave that to your further study. If God used 120 gallons He did so to highlight His grace for this Earth. Now the gospel is written in the stars by the signs of the zodiac. The scriptures make it clear the stars profess His glory. They never have and never will tell you how to manage your affairs. That is the counterfeit by the devil to disguise the truth. The Earth is 360 degrees. The gospel in the stars is written in three chapters. His birth, His ministry, and His 2nd coming. Each of these divide equally in the heavens at 120 degrees. 120 degrees was the end of chapter one and the beginning of His ministry the exact moment of our text.

If we go with the 5 x 6 x 6 we get 180 degrees. Five we know as grace and six the number of man. The gospel is nothing more than grace for man. A 180 is the path of repentance. It is how we love God. God must call us fill us with the Holy Spirit which empowers us to repent and live in a newness of a new life. We as a fallen creature have turned 180 degrees from our creator and rebelled to walk away from Him and the life He sustains. It is the direction of death. Many think they can make this turnabout to please God but I have found no substance behind this claim. On the contrary I only find evidence from the Scriptures that this notion is false. If you take a circle and draw a line from 360 degrees to 180 degrees dividing it in half and then take the two lines from the center that divide the chapters written in the stars at 120 degrees and 240 degrees from the center you would make a picture of the famous hippie peace sign. Maybe the hippies got something right. Was it not God who said to the shepherds that peace to earth and good tidings to man. The gospel message is a season of God lavishing upon man what they don't deserve. It is His best that was saved for last. He sent all His servants then He finally sent His Son. That will end when we arrive at the moment in history that is the 240 degree mark. Until then we have this miracle story of God's nature and plan. When the sons of thunder wanted to call down fire from heaven because the Samaritan town would not accept them Jesus rebuked them with this same truth.

Next you will notice that at the entire show there was only one that could solve the problem and only one who could be looked to. He is the way, the truth, and the life, no one can access God except through Him. This is the real Him not the imagination of men. The real deal takes center stage in all the events of His creation. Not even a sparrow falls outside of the the Father's will. This miracle makes implicit what is made explicit throughout the ages.

The governor (the world) is not blind to the effects of God's control over the event but is blind to them in understanding. There is no cure for this. Even at the end of the age they will go to the bridegroom seeking an explanation and none will be given. Oh but the servants knew. What joys there are in being chosen.

My favorite for those who have an ear is that beautiful command "draw out." This is that faith opportunity we all cherish. Though this text appears to be the first miracle that is not the case when one hears this command. Our arrival at this moment is a countless string of miracles. The request may appear risky but God has said and we must obey. I call on all of you now to draw out from the very best God offers. Whether the offer comes from Jehovah-Raphi our healer, Jehovah-Shalom our peace, Jehovah-Jireh our provider, or Jehovah-Nissi our banner. Draw out that the Lord might be glorified in you.

Lastly is the wedding itself. For at the end of the age all the miracles, the words of God, the faith opportunities, the obedience is the marriage. I for one look forward to the day at the end of my battle to have my delayed wedding celebration. Just the thought of seeing my lovely bride in all her sparkling grandeur coming to join me with a cloud of witnesses before God to forever commit to the relationship makes me understand Christ's passionate work. The miracles of miracles "I do!"

No stranger can know the intimacy of bride and groom. That's why some of you will be encouraged by this truth and others will, you know, act retarded.

The True Winers (07-04-08)

Again I apologize for the delays caused by my travels and the unfortunate destruction of the blogs previously written that has caused my lack of communication. I did obtain one benefit of being able to talk with some of you by phone. What a delight you are. Let me put it to you by way of scripture. In John 2:1-11 we see Christ manifested by His first miracle. Mary dictates to her son a mandate for help. He rebukes her gently but does not dismiss the need. She was His mother in the flesh but had no spiritual authority over Him. He was about His Father's business. How many times have we mandated to the Lord how He should solve our problem. I have been guilty even in this trial. As I enter my third year of incarceration I can say for certain God has missed every deadline I've set for Him. What is clear about this miracle is that Jesus is in control. He is in control of your relationship to Dorean and Dorean's relationship to the mortgage industry. The scripture says "Blessed is the man who waits upon the Lord." What I heard from those I talked with was you waiting upon the Lord. That blessed me. Like you I am convinced that only Christ can turn water into wine for His glory. We can fill the water pots and obey His commands. Soon though our faith will require us to "draw out" this wine and display it to the world. (The governor). Though they will be amazed they will not know what the servants know. That is why the retards on this blog will never cease being the critics. Even when the wine arrives and Christ has manifested Himself only the servant will understand. Even the many retards who claim Christ have a Christ they control of their own imagination. They will still rebuke the servants in the know because they are ignorant. I know some of you are ready now with a right heart, a servants heart, to see what the Lord will do. I like you patiently wait upon the Lord. In the end the wine is the best and is more than abundant to the need. He overwhelms the need in quantity and in quality. This is what I couldn't teach many but that is because the Lord has not committed Himself to them. They claim Him for their glory not for His. They are willing not to sacrifice all for the glory of knowing Him. Those who know Him and obeyed Him in joining Dorean know He sees your need and soon what is impossible for man will be done by Him. Thanks for encouraging me with your faith. You are the true winers.

God's Increase is disguised (7-13-08)

I made it back to Safford on 7-9 and returned to the SHU. It appears there is a threat of another criminal prosecution out of some work I did in defending the Dorean case. Don't worry. It concerns me none. What it does do is make my stay here at Safford very tentative. If you signed up to visit me please call first to verify I am still here. If they should indict it will mean a trip back to California. I will find out what they plan to do with me shortly. I am using the time wisely fasting and praying. I can do no legal work since I have been precluded by the BOP from access to my legal work. I don't suspect this to change soon. It appears to be part of the bully tactics to cheat. I don't know about you but this is the way I think. Why go for a new indictment that only carries a max of 10 years if you are confident in the 25 you just obtained? I can't come up with a logical reason in my head. This indictment does not include Scotty for which I am grateful. He has suffered and sacrificed enough. Though we are brothers our callings are distinct. It may be that I must fight again for even a greater victory. This has nothing to do with Dorean so I won't bore you with the details. I am excited to be indicted on these issues if I should be so fortunate. They go deeper into the core of money issues than Dorean. Dorean is a mere skirmish compared to the trophies of this battle. I am still working on phase one but am being hindered by my travels and uncertainty. Indictment or not this will change in the matter of course. Please be patient and continue your prayers. Not one sparrow falls to the ground outside the Father's will. This fact forces us to come to the belief that God is always in control. Think of all the tears shed for worry and doubt. God increase our faith!

Current Addresses

Kurt has been moved from facility to facility and has had limited access to supplies. New blogs and updates to arrive soon.

Below are the current addresses of both Kurt and Scott:

KURT F JOHNSON 13177-081
FCI SAFFORD
FEDERAL CORRECTIONAL INSTITUTION
P.O. BOX 9000
SAFFORD, AZ  85548


DALE SCOTT HEINEMAN 12152-081
FCI LOMPOC
FEDERAL CORRECTIONAL INSTITUTION
3600 Guard Road
Lompoc, CA 93436


Keep them in your prayers as they keep you in theirs!

Restitution (June 12, 2008)

On June 10th Scott and I were before Mr. Alsup for the last time. There was a certain joy about the finality of the experience. It was for a restitution hearing. As it turned out the restitution was set at $512,000.00 roughly. We argued for $60,000,000.00 but they would have none of it. They through out all these large numbers when they want to make us the villains but when equity comes to surface the game completely changes. I know most of you don't understand me yet but I am not playing a game. I am very serious about my role and what I had to prove to my generation of stupefied retards. I will mention one party that I want to make a particular point to. The Mckays are part of the restitution order. I do not care about that. What I do care about is you and your profession of faith. As I wrote you in the past I said silver and gold have I not but what I do have I give to you. I wanted you to share in my faith which is the faith of Christ. I apparently was not successful at inspiring you. This I regret. Now I must confess that the silver and gold part was not completely the truth. I do have the resources to fix your situation and I will not be holding it back. I must do things in a way that works well under the environment of an enemy. My petition to you is that even when the pressures of finance have been taken from you will you still be faithless? I want you so much to come to the full richness of knowing that all your fears and phobias were vanity. God was always about blessing you and you were resistant. That is the self examination tour I hope you will take at the end of the day. What I speak about is the eternal that got lost in all your worries about the cares of this world. The government will not and cannot be your savior. Not on my watch. I will be clearly the Lord. Please pay special attention to the coming announcement about pay-outs. Pray earnestly about your participation so that the devil does not deceive you out of your remedy. I am on your side and have always been. You know this but you didn't trust that still small voice. I intend to punish none of you clients for your ignorance. Your ignorance has been punishment enough. I had to go through the full gauntlet to protect you from yourselves and the enemy. I am not finished yet. I still have to deliver myself. It appears that may be after I have delivered you. After I have proven myself I hope you will be brave enough to say you're sorry and assist me in the final execution of my remedies. Even if you don't I have protected myself against your ignorance but at this time I will punish by not doing the work for you. The government can't find my money. I hid it right in front of their face. Neither can you because you chose to be as blind as the government. Scott and I were always many tiers of thinking above our procedurally bloated enemy. What the Bible says about the snares the enemy sets becomes their own is more true than you can imagine. Mr. Alsup did more to promote me than to extinguish my efforts. Actually with enemies like him who needs friends. I had hoped God would have redeemed him but it is what it is.

Sorry...

It appears that my last few blogs have been intercepted by a well meaning enemy of Dorean. Unfortunately these were written to keep you informed during my travels. I have just discovered this and am inconvenienced by my travels to rectify it in a speedy fashion. Please bear with me as I do the best I can. It was my intention to announce my settlement program the day after my final hearing before Alsup. This is just impossible now. This delay does not thwart my remedy only my goal to throw it back in the face of my enemy with a swiftness. I want you to know I am very excited to finally be in this place of restoration. It has been a long hard fight that had many twist and turns, but in the end, those who trust in the Lord will be justified. Those who didn't will have a choice to make from the witness before them. Look for the blog called "Phase One." People get ready for the favor of the Lord. Let us magnify His name together. Whether I get out of jail is irrelevant to this settlement. I can complete it regardless. I will have fun during my last act in this drama before the cowards, showboats, and pretenders. Boy are there going to be some surprises arriving. Talk again soon, and thanks for your patients! (I just realized this was typed on the anniversary of HJR 192. There is a certain ironic joy about that to me. My first meeting was on Jekyll Island and now this. Interesting!)

Disappearing Blogs

Due to unexpected circumstances several blogs that were to post in the last few weeks are being re-created and will post as soon as possible. An important announcement will also be posted within the next 30 days.

We appreciate your prayers and understanding.

Kurt's temporary address:

Kurt F Johnson - 13177081
Federal Detention Center
5675 8th St. Camp Parks
Dublin, CA 94568

Scott's at North County in Oakland on 7th and Clay. Visiting hours are Friday 6 - 9 p.m. and Sunday 12 -3.

Honor is Due

I have claimed that I am loved well. God has given me a jewel who obeys Him concerning me. Faith is one of those things that has certain movements. You imagine them but cannot see them in practice. In whom you think you’ll find it you never do. When you tire of looking for it one comes next to you who moves in faith. My wife is a mover and shaker in faith. How cruel life has been to her. The promise that caused her to leap sustains her through severe trial. It is the same with love. She does not tell me she loves me or attempt to sway me with grandiose promises of fidelity. She just loves me. Humbly, without any reward except to love me. Yes it is true that for convenience sake I should be discarded yet her love was never convenient. When she tells me of her belief in me there is not pretense. Her words are spoken in truth. Honesty is a very rare diamond that glimmers brightly in the light of my wife. A part of me would very much like to keep private our relationship but another must admit the honor that is due. All men would consider themselves blessed of God to have such a woman of honor to call wife. Her appearing was timely and of heaven Divine approval adorn her well. Again first glance would not expose her as a lion of faith but the trials we’ve faced revealed it clearly. Before all men that I can in the greatest public forum I can access I declare the glories of you darling. You have been a repose to my soul. May the Lord satisfy you with the fullness of His presence, the increasing of your faith, a triumph over your enemies, and a name honor for your courageous obedience to the Lord. I Love You, Adore You, and Honor You this day. I am proud to be your husband!!!

Happy Jack (April 7, 2008)

It appears the old temptation of confessing my sins to the world still remains hard for you to resist. Perhaps it may be cathartic if you show no restraint. You have my permission to express all you desire. I should very much like your inner thoughts on the matter. Faith I guess is the great divide wedged between us. I think I possess it and you think I don’t. That is probably something proven to you by the discovery channel. I do remember how sins and faults were so content upon your lips and how praises so contrived. It could have been just my undeserving perception. If my demise is the source of your happiness I am glad to oblige. I only wish you had told me sooner instead of pretending it otherwise. Remember that promise from God you mocked. Well that is still the one I hold on to. Your glee must be in that your faith and wisdom have been confirmed by my circumstance. Did you think me so foolish in the Lord when I cried and prayed over you at your baptism? How about when you encouraged me to teach bible study? Yes I truly am blind toward myself and others. Have you progressed so in the Lord these three years that you can offer me some hope of salvation? Will you be mad at God when my case is overturned? What if God should elevate me in the business world as one who told the truth at great expense when no one wanted to hear it? Maybe it is best if I fail on all fronts and do the remainder of my life tucked away from causing harm? Pray to your God who apparently answers your prayers for what is best. Please though do it here on this blog so that I will have fair notice of God’s will an yours. I do not recall you as one happy so I am very glad for you now Jack. And do give pepper and all my love.

Forward Look (April 3, 2008)

Sentencing is considered bad by most but they have not ever experienced a lawless tyrant. Finally in this action I am done with the havoc he can create. I do believe he plans another criminal action for me out of another civil action coming soon. This seems to be his favorite pattern. I’m more than ready for his tricks now. It won’t be long before your great righteous champion is reversed. If they would have followed their laws I could have never been the villain. Perhaps my willingness to suffer has been misunderstood as weakness. This is strange to me in that your unwillingness should be a clue to you of my strength. Regardless the point of my suffering has always been the victory of truth. The feeble never obtain this and the wicked are always perplexed by it. They cannot understand why they are not feared. Out of this frustration they accuse others of their crimes. Yes I am hated by this world because I revoke their license to perform evil. Not bowing to their shrines is all it takes to infuriate and defeat them. Can they inflict pain and suffering? Sure but they cannot defeat your will or the truth it’s submitted to. That is their rage. It is how two honest men who set out to expose corruption can be the worst criminals in a retards’ 8 year career. Christian men are thick skinned. Righteousness was offered and refused. Prayer was fervent but how much more now? Even as my enemy he proves by his evil acts he needs Christ all the more. May Christ win the day for this retard soon. Now the appeals court gets acquainted with us. The BoP is doing all they can to hinder our appeal but we’ll manage. The bond request is next but who can guess on this. With the time length it is doubtful. Don’t count us out too quickly. There are still many chess moves in play. Appeal issues are great. Sufficiency of evidence, constructive amendment, fatal variance, speedy trial, and vagueness all require reversal. We have merit in all of these. There are others like multiplicity, duplicity, abuse of discretion, jury instructions and the like that can also help us prevail. Too bad 12 retards couldn’t see through all the bullshit and save some time. Maybe in the future.

This Present Age (April 3, 2008)

The present age is one in which mankind has fallen in love with reason. They have lost all passion. Each situation makes its demand for contemplation. Every calculation is remunerated with the appeasement of risk until the opportunity to act has passed. This is not apathy but rather a godlike arrogance willing control and worship. The individual can admire self because they were wise enough to think before they acted. This is all well and good until action is required. In action reason may not be the controlled scientific experiment. Suddenly relationship now dictates events. This is that strange place where life happens. Life is unpredictable and full of pain. All of which dwells outside private calculation. In this age there are no hero’s. For every great feat is diminished into a reasonable calculation. The actor is shamed for having been careless but lucky. The other alternative is the thought I could have done it myself if I would have had the time to develop the skill. Faith is given a power moniker of high thought while hope is named the endurance of positive thought. It is all of the mind. Ironically those lost in their mind are out of their minds. The spirit world is dead to these people because the things of the spirit cannot be obtained by the flesh. The mind is an organ of the flesh. It may work with the spirit as a servant but never as a master. The mind of the present age has created its own god which they venerate by calling it Jesus Christ. Just like the all caps fiction there is confusion except to those in reality. This present age cannot grasp reality because they have reasoned away the experience of the spirit. In their brilliance they have become retards. Even childlike wisdom befuddles these priests of the sacred temple of thought. None would dare imagine a fix to the mortgage industry since that would require an action outside their hallowed reasons. Ridicule, contempt, and judgment are all safe. Comfort to a mind minding its own business.

How Did You Fare?

A short time ago I offered you the legal challenge. Did you check it out? It became important at sentencing. Mr. Alsup and the prosecution who disagreed with me on this issue for the rule 29 motion on Dec. 3 now agreed with me. No financial institutions were factually before the jury. That is why he could only give me 20 years on count 1; conspiracy. The question remains; does a financial institution become a necessary element of the offense that must be proved to convict? If so the conviction will stick. If not it will be reversed with no new trial. I don’t know if a copy of the indictment is running around out there but if you want to know this answer you should read it. The questions that JDJD or ND could answer is this. If a statute adds a change in punitive cost does it add elements of an offense that must be proved? If so how can we be convicted beyond a reasonable doubt without all the elements proved? This is a sufficiency of evidence issue. If you say it adds no elements how do you get around the problem that a financial institution can be added by a preponderance of the evidence standard at sentencing in violation of the reasonable doubt standard? Mr. Alsup ran into this quagmire and dismissed the enhanced sentencing issue. If he wasn’t a malicious coward he would have dismissed. Setting that aside can you prove the outcome to yourselves? Should I have taken the shortcut on hold out for victory? Everyone is impressed by federal judges. The ones I faced were all arrogant lawless retards. I’ve seen braver men in preschool. I’m not discussing all my remedies but just this one should enlighten you to the work we’ve done to finish this battle. We had a rouge judge insert himself into our program and we have to face him down through all his abuse to expose the truth. He was not a threat to us but a help. Most of you don’t see this yet but you will. His crazed behavior will come into question some day and then it will be made apparent that he used his mouth to destroy us only when he removed his lips from the banker’s ass long enough to carry out what they paid him to do. Wicket men are used by God to perform His will all the time. Keep him in your prayers not for judgment but for mercy. His behavior is evidence that mercy is needed all the more. Moses pled with God for a people as wicked. Are we all not the same? Do the homework and justify your hope. This is what I can offer you without exposing other plans.

If a few of you want to take advantage of some of the wisdom I’ve displayed over time on this blog, contact my father and then write me personally. I will be traveling for a while but there are things you can do in the meantime. I would like you to be part of the body of Christ though not mandatory.

Vindication (March 25, 2008)

Scott of Vineland as well as others are of the opinion that they will be brave enough to say they’re savvy upon my vindication. That is retarded thinking that proves my point. Jesus won’t receive His vindication until He returns again. The, I see it to believe it crowd is too late. How foolish would it be to say that Christ is not the truth during the 2100 years of His apparent defeat and His vindication? I’ve told you the truth regardless if I ever receive vindication in this life. What if my conviction was the work of a rogue judge and I was powerless to extricate myself from his device? Would your eyes deliver you the truth? Are you so silly to think the spirit cannot reveal through the lie? How did you come to salvation if it was not through lies? Do you really think the world embraces truth? This judge said I was the worst criminal ever to come before him. Was this because of my crime or my unrepentant attitude? My sentence is twice as long as anyone similarly situated. Do you thin that malice is not a spiritual issue? You live in a sugar coated fantasy Christianity if you stand for Christ gets your kudos instead of lashes from this world. Beaten, crucified, abandoned, ridiculed, hated, dispossessed is the life of a Christian. Trial after trial they are more loathed by a world who finds condemnation in their joy. I will get my vindication but your apology will never come. If you were of the truth it would have come already. It’s been done before on this blog. I know you, I’ve contended with retards just like you for decades. You start out in the spirit and then are deceived into pleasing God with your works. You judge by your flesh and your works which will always condemn faith as they did in your own spirit. Not until you return to faith and dependence upon revelation will you know me and love me. At that time you will feel the hatred I do. You will understand the grief of Jesus over His betrayal. Then you will know yourself well enough to judge me wisely. My vindication is not beating judge Alsup or exposing the mortgage industry, it is when the dead come to life. That is power, that is value, that is life. The vindication you seek for me is ancillary. It is trivial for a God who saves from death! You may never know in this life how much love I’ve bestowed upon you even though the retard moniker but it will not be forever lost upon you. Vindication from injustice will come and the patient work of God will prove perfect. Are you trusting God when it appears His losing or does your faith see what I see? Our vision should not be the focus of individual eyes of experience but the constant and fixed sight of our Lord. Jesus could easily say if you loved God you would love me because their was only one pure insight. Those who know God and shame this insight can easily call out the retards. Blind might be a better moniker. When and how keeps expanding in my understanding but it has never been a question. God will deliver completely and thoroughly. AMEN!

Things are Perfect for You (March 23, 2008)

Do you understand how one is perfected by suffering? Most spend their whole life seeking comfort and ease. They attribute good fortune to godliness. Bad things are evidence of judgment. You have seen these retards on here. God does not perfect His body as retards perceive. God places His children that cause their soul to surface. Our hearts have many dark places hidden even from our eyes. When God brings His light of revelation, these are exposed. Because His ways are so much higher than ours it is only the trials that shake our souls of their stupor. Do you reason with God in a deep search of answers when you are content with everything in your life?? There are seasons of fat but these are not the heights of growth. They are our rest until our next faith challenge. Many of you have lost home or even family for truth. Are you shrinking back now because the cost was too height? Did you begin in the sprit and now seek recovery through the flesh? I’m certain you have come to your breaking point too many times to count. Yet will you admit your breaking point was a fraud? So is your day so is your strength. God is a faithful supply. The life of trust is perfected in the melee of risk and uncertainty. It forces one to choose faith as the substance of things hoped for or not. Through I fight to deliver you your promise; I cannot make my desire case and chief. I surrender to God’s eternal work in you. Who am I to war against God? I was against all that opposes God within me. How about you? Mortgages are important but souls are priceless. You are loved I’ve said before, loved enough to be perfected. Don’t ridicule God’s handiwork in me or in yourself. Join forces with Him and learn to be more than a conqueror. Maybe soon bankers and judges will be your battles. If the foot soldier weary you how will you run with the horses? Suffering is for your strength and the growth of His body. Do not grow weary and faint not our God is a refuge and a strength. Consider the work of God when your soul races for comfort and ease. Even in suffering there is joy and peace which are not equal to the soul’s cry for self-preservation. If I would follow this voice I would have more friends than enemies. I would rather please God. My brothers and sisters know of what I speak.

The Trial Witness (March 23, 2008)

Now that my time before Alsup and his court is about complete, I hope I left a testimony of truth as a witness. He said some mean things that are a good clue. He said in his time on the bench I was the worst, most incorrigible, evil man before him. I take comfort when evil has such harsh words concerning me. There were many other observers that witnessed the clash between good and evil, God and the devil. Will they interpret the scene correctly? Only eternity will tell us the answer. I had many say they saw it as I did. There are others like Evil-Ex who saw good people doing their job with integrity. Ignorance really is bliss. Let me ask you a simple question; are these the saints God can count on to tear down strongholds, to recover territory? I think not. They have too much fear and foolishness. They are aints not saints. When one is a whore professionally their integrity is not an issue of virtue. Would you give your soul for a paycheck? If you would, is it kind of God to send you a voice of offense or flatterer? Don’t shrink back just because you will be hated. If you save their soul the love will come. I was courageous to keep the truth before that court and every witness. The lie has been exposed by the revelation of Christ. Ignorance is no longer an excuse. A choice is required and has been made. Just like this blog, choices are made to which we may live or die. What has it cost you to identify yourself with Christ? Your loss is gain and your fame is a slave. Are those who claim Christ and family proud of the work done by Scott and I or ashamed? Is your response amened by Christ? What is your witness?

The Ride (March 22, 2008)

The BoP has me on a fast track to be moved. If they have their way I’ll be on the outer edge of the 9th circuit like Montana. The bad news is it is a punitive expression of a tyrant but the good news is others including reporters can now visit us. I know that it is normal for a man to be crushed and to go and lay down as they say. If I was that kind of man I would have made hundreds of different decisions. I was called to this battle because God wanted someone who got stronger under pressure. There are a few out there who think they have the silver bullet of procedure to deal with the lawless. I know most of them and am skilled in them better than most. What you are failing to see when you use you’re A-B logic is that this is a work of the spirit. This is not a battle of the mind or wits but a battle of opposing kingdoms. The spiritual things are not obtained by the flesh. The flesh must come alongside the spirit to do the work but it is not the origin of the work. This is what you discerning spirits know concerning me. I have and continue to follow the spirit. Do you really think two nobodies can defeat the banking/political cartel in the flesh? This is foolish thinking. One man though in the spirit can cause a mountain to be thrown into the sea. Where is your faith? Mine gets inspired by the hostilities of the devil. This is evidence of prevailing and victory. All his energy is poised to cause the psychological shift of the will from faith to fear. This is the devils’ fear in desperation. This is spiritual warfare 101 and not deep revelation but still the retards can’t see it. The deep that calls unto deep is not survival orientated but an aggressive pursuit for territory. It is not about what I must defend but what the devil must defend. I am not at threat of loss, he is. Jesus Christ is a ruler endowed with power and possessed with all authority. Do you really think Judge Alsup is the first man in history able to defy God’s will? It’s time for your faith to mature to the spiritual facts and to put away the soul’s trust in the flesh. Those to whom the uncreated regenerated life has been given know I speak the truth. Can you honestly fear for me or deny your hopes from my work because of what your eyes see? If so, how, without the spirit of God rebuking you? If I wanted to doubt I would have to embrace rebellion. How can I rebel away from one who has loved me so well? How can you? Houses and mortgages are big decisions in this world, but trusting God for your existence is not of this world. You will all see soon enough with your eyes what the spirit is saying but faith sees it now and comforts the soul. Be comforted as I am comforted, Jesus still reigns. Amen!

The Sentence (March 22, 2008)

The sentence has been passed. Everybody has now made this choice on whether to believe the lie or the truth. Regrettably wide is the path to destruction is a truth proven again. What I love about God is that even now when He is justified to hold all men on account for the choices they have made, He still remains merciful. I can relate to that moment of anger He had on Mt. Sinai. Yet Moses was able to reason with Him about His mercy. As I went to the throne in prayer, I was reasoned with by the Spirit about mercy. You would think I should pout and pitch a fit about justice, but I am moved by His mercy. His mercy exceeds His justice which is what Romans chapter three makes clear. There is now a new righteousness apart from the law. When I am confronted by His mercy upon evil men how can I not believe He has mercy for all the families being devastated in the mortgage trap laid by the bankers? God sees and is concerned. That is what religion has to do with the mortgage business. Don’t fret about the sentence, it is meaningless. Even if I am forced to do the entire thing God’s hands are not tied. Most of you don’t know what a privilege it is to live in Christ. To live a life not possessed with the agenda of the devils on our soul I do know this and care not whether this world comprehends such a state. I can boast from there that I am well loved and that I have no fear. What I encourage you to do is while your trials are trivial in comparison to mine, find the same hope and peace. What God will do with me is a trusted event for my heart. I’m not certain my peace and knowledge is transferable. I do think it is individually obtainable. I want to recommend a book series called “The Spiritual Man” by Watchman Nee. This book written before I was born will confirm that I have lived and spoken the truth to you. This is a challenge even to some of you retards who at the moment are glorifying in evil but don’t have a peace about it. Scott from Vineland needs this desperately. Perhaps your start was legitimate but like the Galatians you have been bewitched. Hate me if you will but it is the spirit of Christ in me calling you out. Your hate and rejection is evidence of your need.

To my faithful brothers and sisters remain in prayer, our work is not finished. I imagined this as the ideal time to reenter the marketplace but God in Ephesians makes it clear that he is abundantly and exceedingly above what I can think and imagine. Sentencing was not a day useless to the work God is doing. Actually much revelation came to me about what God was doing. My understanding is increasing not my confusion. This should always be the case in the walk of faith. Is it the case with you? Should I be concerned when the devil calls me a liar or when he accuses me of telling the truth? I’ll take my blessing. Evil has an end and God’s plans shall prevail. Find your place. There is still work for my hands to do and I will not be slack.

Easter (March 20, 2008)

Easter is the day that justifies all our hope in vindication. Even if no in this life a final vindication is promised where truth is a settle matter. No more retards to contend with. Even though my eyes can’t capture all God is doing it does not mean He is doing nothing. At every turn before the why question can be formed it is answered. The next day in the mail God made it clear He had more on the horizon we couldn’t have been aware of. This change is a blessing never considered and never revealed before. If the resurrection is not a statement that God can be trusted, nothing is. Death our greatest fear defeated by the promise of God’s word. Do you really think a corrupt judge is a concern? You will see that Mr. Alsup’s evil is our greatest friend. All the traps he has laid will be his undoing. The patient son can allow God to do His work thoroughly and completely. Our prayers have been heard and God is our advocate. There is apparently still some dishonor yet for the Lord to collect. His timing maybe a mystery but it most certainly will be perfect.

As I contemplate our next moves there lies before us a path that could always be interrupted by resurrection power. If not we follow Holy Spirit guidance. Our next move will take about 90 days. The appeal is a slow process. The record can take up to 120 days to go up to the court. Then a briefing schedule invokes from here. This is probably another 90 days. Then they can take 6-9 months after briefed to decide. I will remain diligent to prevail. Anyone who knows this system knows the district courts are bullies. We got bullied but not beaten. I don’t care that path I take, God is my refuge. I have no regrets and enjoy the work of God in my life and yours. Thank you faithful ones. Don’t worry about the retards they can never know what God is up to. I follow what I hear. He who speaks loves me and is faithful. I hope you all had a great resurrection celebration. As I was writing this Scott and I were put in the hole and are permanently separated. We are both willing to bear our cross as brother or individually. Keep us in your prayers. We are strong but we also desire to remain strong. They intended evil against us they will not be able to perform. Remember the critics have no peace when their lives are peaceful, but we have peace in turmoil. Who do you think knows the Lord? I’ll try and keep you informed. The government threatens us with another civil litigation, we shall see. Until then we shall trust.

Sentencing (March 19, 2008)

My last blog was how I truly feel about all of you and what I think important. For those of you with the faith of Jesus Christ I remind you of His power while the retards glory in their revilings. They think they are oh so smart because their eyes are the great interpreters of spiritual warfare. Sentencing was a great moment for us. As I told you in a past blog there are seven stages a man must pass through in his trials. The fifth stage was judgment. For us this stage began in August and ended on March 18th. The next phase is peace. Now how can the world comprehend this phase? They are thinking I'm getting deserved punishment and that I should be crushed. Wrong again, I am already experiencing peace. Why shouldn't I? I did the work given me faithfully and God has always proven himself faithful. I presented the gospel, remain courageous, and suffer for the kingdom's sake. Will I find justice in this life? I know this is a very important question but should it be asked? I'm not concerned with the answer because I've found mercy and that is too sweet to desire something inferior. We had to listen to a hypocritical windbag tell us we have no respect for the law. This is a known fact of which I do not dispute. There is no way to win my respect away from God and His laws by the opinions and contracts of dead men. God is alive and His precepts are binding. None other are. Mr. Alsup on the other hand believes and finds his purpose in these laws and yet he does not obey them. Who is the lawless one? If he obeyed his laws he would have dismissed instead of giving me 25 years and Scott 22. The reason not more was because he now agreed with me that no financial institutions were factually before the court. A confession also made by the prosecution upon the record. This means the acquittal motion denied after trial must be granted. Is he honest enough for this? Of course not. Punish, punish, though I have no legal right to. This is lawlessness. This is what I testified against with the truth of the spirit. Repentance was offered and again refused. The devil again disguised himself under a false righteousness and all the retards say amen! Few know their God and it is my pleasure to serve you in my calling. Be at peace as I am at peace. Babylon is fallen and faith can function timelessly as it appropriates whatever it needs from the past or the future. I will discuss the practical work before me, what my hands must do in the near future. What I desire for you all now is that you take comfort in our Lord. For in weakness we are made strong. It is a great blessing to be tried and to have a clear conscience that approves you before God. I wouldn't want it any other way. In loss one discovers their gain. This is where revelation begins. It is a paradox that is never experienced by retards who live for themselves through fear. When God makes this kind of call on your life it is for good. Don't let the comfort of the body or the desires of the emotions rule your spirit but let the spirit of the man rule with the help of the Holy Spirit. This is how the world will know that it is condemned. Keep this witness for it is precious. I will keep the blog going though I may reduce the postings for practical reasons. I can tell you that faith never lets things take their own course. Don't be surprised by sudden changes.

You Are Loved (March 8, 2008)

Now that we have arrived at our starting blocks I thought it was a good time to tell you of how much you are loved. One of the most amazing things about Christ is His aggressive love. I have called many of you "retards" of which I feel justified, but that is not what I wish for you. What I attempted to do was to live the life of faith before all of you so that you would have a real-time example relevant to your trials and concerns. There have been clients who have been convinced I am a crook. There have been shit starters who have no interest at all. There have been well meaning ignoramuses. All have been used by the devil and were full of themselves. If I were to be full of myself I would condemn you and justify my hatred, I am not full of myself but the Spirit of God dwells within me. I am not a superhuman or one who can boast in my abilities. I can honestly say that without the constant faithfulness of the Holy Spirit keeping me focused in faith on His work I would have been crushed. My reliance on this strength and its potency was why I contended with all of you. I became convinced that God's love and provision was a holy retort to all the sad, selfish, and soulish chatter I saw from you. It was also displayed to me as the only real insurmountable weapon that could conquer the evil in you, in me, and in my captors. God wants us all to come to the full knowledge of His goodness and His grace. Look how hardheaded all of you have been. If God allowed you to have no discomfort or misery in your lives you would be blind enough to consider yourselves blessed in your evil nature. Truly it is a kindness of God to rattle your life and to place an honest voice of contention to war against the death you have grown accustom to. I was tracking with the Lord very well before Dorean and during the entire Dorean experience. I am not a recent convert to the faith because I am a sinner looking for acceptance among people. I have walked in Christ for 32 years constantly offending this world. Your imaginations of getting along in this world and pleasing God is pure vanity. This is an impossibility. God made this demand upon me by obedience. I had to set aside my authority, my knowledge, and my desires, to allow Him to perfect His plan, His work. I did not have knowledge first. First came revelation and an intuition of the guidance of the Spirit. The knowledge of how important this work was came much later. The consistent theme through all the revelation I obtained was that God loves His people. This nation is a dry land in the spirit at the moment. Great Britain our younger brother is even more so. This is not God's desire and not according to His promises. Not because we deserve revival but because of His great faithfulness He is calling us to a special dispensation of refreshing, I can say in honest judgment that you retards need His refreshing. You have the spirit of tearing things down including yourselves. God wants to build, to edify, and to bring life. How did your words carry out His desires? What were your works and how did the Holy Spirit collaborate with you in them? Your works and words speak for themselves. God was not in them. I am not your judge to condemn you. Repent is my call to you. Come and taste the water and see that it is sweet. I suffered the most injustice of all of you. You had a champion and a friend in me the entire time but what did I have in you? I served you and the Lord to your reward of ridicule. I thank the Lord that a spiritual man can pass through the valleys of weeping and that there is joy always. The devil is a liar and I have been able to cooperate with the Holy Spirit to prove this truth again today. Resist the devil and seek after the Lord while He may be found. He has done a great work of love for all of us, let us love Him back with our whole being. Put away the retarded reason and let us allow our spirits to use its intuition, fellowship, and conscience to walk contemporaneously with the Lord of Glory. Your sins are a settled matter at the cross but your soul rules your spirits. There has been adequate witness on this blog. God cannot pour new wine into that old wine skin so out of love He forced its exposure by circumstance. Some people are not used to the love that tells the truth. Flattery is what they are used to; I loved you as Christ loved you because I was only along for the ride. Every time my soul cried foul to the Spirit I was encouraged towards obedience and wisdom. I know that what He has done for me and for all of us through me that He loves us all, He has expressed a faithfulness undeserved but so needed. In the model prayer it starts out with Glory to God. I cannot help but be in that place because of the love and the victory. Next we go to the promises of the future which is the home of our faith. Then we acknowledge His authority, our needs, and finally deliverance from evil. This was how you should have contended with your difficulties. Who knows perhaps the time of deliverance could have come sooner if you would have trusted the Lord instead of railing on your advocate. I want to make it clear I have made no enemies in this process. I want all of you to have what I have. That being a clear conscience before God and a spirit quickened by His uncreated life.

I'll close this chapter with the benediction; "Lord turn the hearts of your people back to their God. Lift us out of the cesspool of corruption the devil has orchestrated. Let us not shrink back from the territories you have conquered. Teach us all to walk in a full measure of your power and your grace. You see we all lack love; how quick we destroy our brothers. Give us your love. Let our spirit be daily full of Your goodness and guidance. Make Dorean be sovereign freedom to the masses. The eternal freedom to be Your sons. In Jesus name. Amen!