Heavenly Marriage (2-3-09)

In continuation of the restoration thought I want to use the Bride-Groom relationship within the Scriptures. This began before creation. God for reasons personal to Himself wanted a marriage relationship with humans. Adam came after the thought. Adam and Eve depict Christ and humanity in a couple fashions. First and obvious is Adam is a type of Christ and Eve a type of the church which includes all faithful Israelites by culmination. Eve was deceived and lost her life and faith in the word of God. Adam could have chosen as an eternal groom to be an atonement of blood for his dead bride but instead ruined the type by choosing faithlessness, sin and death. Christ therefore had to enter the equation Himself. The not so obvious is that Adam as humanity died and needed a groom himself. Can you imagine a God wanting such an intimate testimony as a Groom? His ministry was to become one flesh with His bride. His first miracle was at a wedding. At the end of the age the church becomes a spotless perfected bride. The marriage is not consummated in heaven only revealed as God’s eternal plan. The church is called to heaven for the reception. The vows are made here. The devotion, testimony, and witnesses is an earthly proposition. Hosea’s wife is a picture of the whore God chose for His bride. His restoration of a whore to a perfected bride is His boast. You retards have no idea how arrogant your criticism of the bride truly is. You are braver men than I or perhaps just fools. God Himself chose to die so He can identify with, consummate, and perfect His wife and you still curse her? You boast in the powers of this world like this Groom is incompetent to deliver His bride. Heaven, the New Jerusalem, will be forever in the skies with the living stones which are His bride glowing with His glory as a testimony of His restoration triumphant power. There is no other story, no other gospel except the bride-groom relationship. A breaking of faith is the adultery that leads to divorce and in this Holy matrimony idolatry. Your eyes of flesh see a whore you feel justified in condemning from your own righteousness. Faith sees her adorned in the regal attire of spotless white decked to the hilt in glamor, glory, and honor. Walking tall to the bosom of a King who loved her. Even in your failing faith clients this is how I see you and this is what makes me give my life. I am sold out on God’s power and love to restore you. I have nothing but praise for your Groom and awe for your beauty and perfection. I see you restored, fully restored, abundantly restored.

Restoration (2-3-09)

This Elect-Israel are a perfect type of the gospel message. Through their many failings God kept a constant message of restoration. If you do not know this word you don’t know the God who speaks it. Elijah was successful at turning the hearts of the people back to their God. Jeremiah was not. But the Lord in Jeremiah’s case still swore by Himself He would restore the people. My objection to the retards is they have no sense of God’s work of restoration and therefore their words whether intentional or not are always lies. Being an active or passive servant of the devil still exempts you from being a servant of God. Sure the pathways of God’s perfecting restoration defy logic or reason. The wisdom of this world could never decipher them. Only the eyes of faith can see it afar off and trust in God’s timing what is seen in faith will be seen in the eyes of flesh. I have told you consistently what my eyes of faith are seeing. I can and have justified this vision by God’s word and still you don’t believe? Do you really think Alsup can prevent God from restoring what the devil tried to steal from you? Oh ye of little faith. Our restoration is closer than ever when will you exercise your faith? Is there no desire in you to please God? What if restoration comes and you missed your opportunity? Have you enjoyed this trial so much that you would like to do it again? I tell you the truth, even though the faith of others will bring you your restoration only your faith can keep you there. God is giving me many signs / clues that I am close to prophetic pronouncement to you all. Every indication I have is that this word is approaching me. God is bringing change. Not what Obama promised or envisioned but what He intended all along.

For those of you who are clients and not son of Christ you are still receiving restoration. It is not a matter of righteousness or of deserving. God is one who will always give first and prove His faithfulness.

This is for you Big Dave. How’s this for restoration; when I came to jail Steelers were champs, when I get out they’re champs again! Oh did I let that little piece of info slip out? Better check your eyes of faith and see if you see it. No logic, no earthly wisdom, no court remedy, will see.

Big O tell them what a solid scriptural foundation I laid for you about our time and place in the restoration work of God.

Retards Repent (2-1-09)

This is a plea made of understanding and fashioned in love. Love in its true form seeks the wellness of the other. Before a man can love his neighbor he must love God and to love God he must love himself. Repentance is loving God. All who fail to repent hate themselves and are misanthropes to humanity. Their tongues lash out like viper but the fangs are caught in their own throats. The earth was made for seed time and harvest. Not every seed sown takes root and few mature to harvest. Many shall perish yet few shall be chosen. One grape from a cluster or one plant from a great forest the Lord has selected. So let the multitude perish that has been born in vein, but let my grape and my plant be saved because with much labor I have perfected them. How arrogant is the mouth of the retard who can look upon what Christ Himself is laboring to perfect and condemn it? Can a heart be more corrupt and conceited? Surely their pride would assail God’s very throne. You who judge do you really know his ways? Are your judgements divine and your voice merely a repeater? If not can the rejected plants who are destined for the fire have any valid retort to the one labored over by Christ? Of course not! How can you be a fruit inspector over the bride when you are not the one laboring to her perfection or her lover? Do you not think that her potent lover will not show His jealousy to those who want to spy out her nakedness? It is not bravery to place yourself between lovers it is foolish. Whether you are a man of authority or just a meddler you are a fool of highest order to curse what God has blessed. Balaam will be your judge who loved the treasures of man’s glory but still would not open his mouth against God’s elect. When a man should be able to see and understand the hand of God laboring over another’s life and show no concern about the lack of labor over his own he is a retard. Competent as to skill, signs, wonders, and the law, but daft at application. Repent and pray to the Lord of the harvest. Perhaps He will turn from His indignation and labor over you. Then you will be able to judge wisely because love will be your basis. The irony of this is that when you are truly free to use your mouth in judgment it will become a fountain of grace. You will desire that all the retards seek God to labor over their perfection. You will join the Lord of the harvest in His labor because His desires will become your own. Under this cure the fire of the damned is worlds away. Retards repent while there is still time.

The Eternal Love Story (1-14-09)

Radiant sun will fade away
No more spinning for the day
One day soon will never end
The glory of God shall begin

There she is as God’s bride
Christ the glory inside resides
All creation shall observe this day
Knowing God always intended it this way

Man – God who came to save
Of His very life gave
So that we would shine
Until the fullness of time

Bride and Groom forever entwined
Praises and honor forever are thine
Husband and wife enthroned in their place
Radiant in their lover’s embrace

Jewel of the heavens
Witness of truth
Is the woman selected
Out of the many from youth

Visiting Christ in Prison (1/31/09)

I had the pleasure of getting a visit from Big O. What is so fantastic is that Christ mediates our relationship. There are no walls, fences, or forces of hell that can change this. The Body of Christ knows itself and there is no fraud within it. Now there are plenty of retards who claim Christ and even cavort with His children but they are not of Him. There is no mediation of brotherhood just the opposite. They condemn His bride as though God is incompetent to perfect her. They are back biters, slanderers, and flatterers. Their lips are their own they tell themselves. Oh what a blessing it is to see Christ alive and well in my brother. It verifies again that our God is faithful and worthy of our trust. He had no pretense to exalt himself but the work of Christ. He is not lost in the circumstance of the flesh but can see in faith the truth of God’s work. This visit was a ministry of refreshing not because a man came in friendship but a man came in obedience to Christ with the fullness of the river of life flowing through him. Thank you brother.

As to Phase 1 the delays are in God’s hands. Those who are working on it are competent. I will try and get more info on the hurdles and inform you best I can. Do not fret as the word tells us. God’s timing and His plan are for your good. God honors the faith that honors Him. He is changeless in this. I will continue even to my own hurt to reach for our prize. I am convinced more than I can express that we near God’s glorious display of His providence. I am seeking God’s prophetic insight in this matter. I have Elijah and Jeremiah as good examples that God will reveal his plans and timing to His chosen. If I get thus sayeth the Lord I will surely tell you all. For those who pray, pray the Lord speaks to me. What God is doing not even the devil can stop. Start acting like the conquerors you are called to be. Know that I am not shrinking back at all and moving forward in the full assurance of God’s victory.

The Eyes of Samson Sonnet

My Eyes have seen Thy Promises fulfilled
And the jawbone of an ass deliver twice
Under the dedication of the Nazurite I vowed
Yet the provision I voilated Thrice

My Eyes have seen every man a betrayer
Myself not exempted from this truth
Though I was driven by a righteous rage
Your tender mercies have kept me since my youth

My Eyes have seen the opression of my people
By an unblessed and wicked horde
Who thought they would profit from their grafting
And never have to answer to the Lord

“Lord, God, remember me and strenghten me this once.
O God, so that with this one act I may pay back for my Eyes.”

Throne In Jail To Throne of Power

Oh how the Lord is faithful to His promises. The story of Joseph should be a great lesson in type for all of you. Most of you don’t know the scriptures so you can’t tell when God is about His business of keeping His promises. You don’t understand what God has spoken of this nation His bride, and your individual role. All of these must be in a symbiotic relationship for God to remain true. The world in Joseph’s day was going to go through a great famine. His people were blessed and therefore needed God’s provision. Joseph had a personal destiny to rule. All of these promises were likewise symbiotic. God was keeping Himself true yet brothers were evil, traders were profiting, and the world was oblivious to their coming trial. Revelation is God’s domain and in His time He lets all the parties come to understanding. Understanding only reiterated God was always in charge. How many of you believe that today? Very few is my observation. Our nation is blessed. Not because I was born an American and my racial preference is +D believe this so, but because God is being true to Himself by keeping His promises. The world must go through a deflationary recalibration to arrive at the place God said it would. The bride is not hurt by this but like Israel they are prospered. The bride must be made ready in short order to meet her Groom. This is one of the provisions to make her ready. She must leave the Laodicean Church an inheritance of wealth. What is your personal role? Are you aware of a personal word of application for you in this milieu of prophetic activity? Surely like Joseph you must know that your personal trial will lead to a Throne of Power, a place of triumph. All the worry, fretting, and malcontent is sin. God is trustworthy. I have never seen in my 34-year relationship one of His promises fall to the ground. What I’ve learned from my ignorance during trial is that faith can see a hope in promises that at present seem impossible. God is always kind enough to provide a relevant promise to defy your circumstance. Joseph had his dreams that were incompatible with prison life. Knowledge and understanding were the fruit of trust that came long after the faith was initiated. Faith is the nest of the good works you imagine. How can you have a hope in these without the mechanics of God’s economy? Perhaps you don’t and therefore justify your complaint with grumbling and blame. I have been a voice from prison telling you that God is faithful who does not have to independently learn what Joseph’s story can teach me. Are you such dullards that my witness to this truth offends you? Snap out of it. Let the retards with their worldly wisdom give all they possess to those blessed of God. Align yourself with the undeniable destiny of God’s prophetic voice for it will come to pass as it did for Joseph because the God who was true then is true today. He is unchanging. Prison life for me is likewise incompatible with my personal destiny in God’s prophetic stream. You put your hopes and fears in a Judge Alsup? He is a retard absent any knowledge and accountability to God. How can he be a force to deny God’s Throne of Power? His decree is null and void in his little world of witchcraft how can it be of substance in the court of truth? Feigned law is double lawlessness, both because it is lawless, and because it is feigning. He is a coward and a fool because he fears not God, says in his heart “there is no God,” thinks his lips are his own and can decree as god himself, and is oblivious to the prophetic stream the man of truth standing before him is swimming in. Think of how many lies you would have to swallow just to flatter a man like this with respect. You are brave enough to call me a liar? Who sits in prison at his own hurt to keep his word and who sits on a bench punishing any one who defies his integrity? I’m surrounded by fruit inspectors who know nothing of trees or wines. God will reward your faith and your faithlessness, you can learn that from Joseph I hope.

The Job Sighing

Unemployment is escalating but the job of sighing is still available. The book of Job was the first book of our scriptures. It was the beginning of revelation. We in Christ should be far beyond this knowledge in our relationship. Most of my critics only have this base knowledge and therefore mislabel my confidence in Christ as arrogance. I no longer pass through my trials as Job nor should any of us. God has given us so much more revelation in advance at our trials than Job obtained by his trial’s end. Job went through 5 areas of sighing. Remember he had no idea of a personal Savior who took all our sighing upon Himself.

His first sigh was for death. He wished he had never been born. This is true for all who deny Christ but was not applicable to Job. Think of all that would have been lost to Job personally and to all the world if he were to truly get his sighing wish. This is a place where faith is not expressed and his ignorance of God is obvious. I’m not picking on him. I view him as an amazing man of fortitude who survived the devastation of discovering that all his perceptions of God were factually anemic.

His second sigh was of God. How can a man not sigh and wonder about God’s character when his trial seems to defy all he suspects of God. Probably within eyes distance of 10 fresh graves, on an ash heap trying to find comfort from boils, with all his wealth looted it would be hard to calibrate “God blesses the righteous” with the set of facts before him. If he could make his complaint to God face to face surely He would grant me relief, or would He? This certainty was no longer his possession. Nothing added up. My gut tells me God is just but so was I in my thinking.

Third his sigh is of the past. Longing for the good old days with the comfort of a mind of understanding. This wasteland of confusion gives me no hope. I had a loving family, hope for a future, a good name and reputation, and wealth. Why did it change? I hate change! What benefit can there be to all that is lost?

His fourth sigh was one of retrogression. Here he cannot reconcile how his life of good works brought this fruit. Is there no difference between the righteous and the wicked? Maybe every truth I know is a lie.

Finally there was the sigh of betrayal. Job was a man that was sought out and well respected. Known as a righteous man full of good works. Where were all that showed him honor now? Why and how did he become a byword and a taunt? Has God betrayed me also?

Trials like this are truly God’s blessing. Job learned this though we have this as advanced knowledge. The answers sought by Job’s many questions are already answered for us in Christ. These trials will measure you but not you alone, they will measure all associated or friendly. This Dorean trial is no different except I am accused as delusional because I do not take the path of sighing to truth but faith. All have been measured. Most of you have failed and could justify my sighing, oh but some of you have soared to the great heights of faith and you like Job will receive the double portion at a minimum. Also you have remained unemployed at sighing because faith caused you to rightly put your hope in the faithful God Job discovered but you already knew that going in. That deserves a sigh of relief!

Rahab the Story Teller (1-18-09)

Rahab is one of those characters of the Bible that would be ridiculed by the retards who call themselves Christian. Yet in God she is honored for her faith. To her countrymen she is a traitor. In Christ she is grafted into his bloodline. The battle of Jericho was divine but when the spies made their vows to Rahab they were imagining conventional warfare. God has His timing and His secrets but there will be a time of revelation. Rahab had some revelation already. She heard of God’s great victories for His people and she believed that this God who showed Himself living and strong was the only true God. When confronted with the spies she had her whole life placed in dishonor. If she wanted to follow after the hope of Israel she could no longer be loyal to Jericho or her profession. She was forced by the testimony of God to recognize the scarlet thread of Christ the Savior woven throughout Divine History. In fact her faith was immediate. She did not delay in placing the scarlet cloth. Surely it would have been days or weeks before it was relevant but to her it was relevant now. Not knowing God’s timing but knowing His plans gave her no opportunity for pause. When will you apply your faith, tomorrow? She had the distinction of living on the wall, the very point of contact with God and His plan. There was coming a time soon where God was going to do some shaking. His justice required it of Him. When He was finished with His shaking only faith remained standing. All the walls, all that the evil retards trusted in was going to fall. They were going to be exposed to the full fury of God’s wrath. They were designated for destruction, but not the garment of faith. All in the house of faith were saved without exception on the vow of God. I am amazed at how people can lose courage when faced with giant walls like an Alsup or the FBI. Do you really think they can remain standing when God begins His shaking? I do not. The question you must ask yourself is why you do not believe God will shake things. Are the reports of Og, Sihon, or Egypt not convincing? Do you want to wait to hang out your scarlet claim just when the shaking begins? Don’t kid yourselves either your scarlet claim is flowing for all to see or you are an enemy of God designated for destruction. I don’t need appeals, lawyers, or any other convention of war. My God will shake when His justice requires this of Him and my house of faith will remain and all who have joined me shall be saved. The circling trumpets have already begun.

Spoken Word through Friends 1-18-09

PASTORS…..BEWARE

When my husband and I woke up this morning, I saw he was in deep thought; so I asked him what he was thinking. He said, “About the preacher who was telling others Kurt and Scott were crooks.” Another friend’s family member heard this preacher and because we are associated with Kurt and Scott they were calling us crooks too.

As soon as I heard this, many scriptures and biblical scenario’s began filling my mind; concerning people who stepped out into unknown territory and ended up being persecuted/ridiculed, jailed stoned/killed. All of the sudden I heard the LORD say, “Put something on the Blog.” These scenario’s and scriptures were in defiance of what was being said, and what the scriptures say Christians should be doing.

These scriptures and people include: Paul and Salas, jailed (Acts 16:20-24); Peter, jailed (Acts 12:3-6); John the Baptist, jailed for preaching Jesus and beheaded (Matt. 14:3,10); Paul beaten and threatened many times (II Corn.11:23-27); James, John’s brother killed, (Acts 12:2); Stephen, stoned/killed (Acts 7:51-60)…..these are some who walked on unknown territory to see that Jesus’ message of LOVE was preached…..and guess who was their leader; you are right JESUS who was the B-I-G-G-E-S-T radical of all….times/ generations.

My question now is why were they chosen, picked out to be stopped? Because they were going against the flow/against the grain of what the world was teaching. They were following a ‘new’ way….the ‘new’ covenant (Heb. 8:6,13)…..JESUS This ‘new’ covenant was founded upon Grace and Mercy replacing the insufficient first covenant. Also He brought a ‘new’ commandment (John 13:34)….this ‘new’ commandment speaks of Love, Love, Love; helping one another, preferring one another; not a way of greed, deception and self-gratification.

Though Jesus hurt no one, but went about doing good (Acts 10:38) they called him a winebibber and a gluttonous man (Luke. 7:34, Matt 11:19). Who were the people speaking vile things about Jesus and trying to destroy Him; and who was Jesus speaking to when He called them vipers, hypocrites whitewashed tombs (Matt.12:34 – Matt. 23:27-28)? You are correct: Scribes and Pharisees…..and I ask you who were/are the Scribes and Pharisees? You are right again…..the spiritual leaders of the day.

There are special woes for the preacher/pastor who leads his flock astray through vain or false teachings (Ezek. 34:1-10 – Jeri. 23:1). So I say to you pastors/ministers be very careful what you speak and whom you condemn.

Spiritual leaders are suppose to be leading their flocks in the teaching of JESUS, not man; Teaching such as: Love, Joy, Peace, Long-suffering, Temperance, Kindness, Gentleness, Humility, Meekness and Compassion. Wasn’t Jesus our greatest teacher? How did He come? Was it with accusation of the brethren or stomping those who were weaker than us or condemning those who slipped or stumbled or who were willing to dare to do something different than the ‘norm’; in obedience to their calling? NO! He not only preached Love, Kindness and Peace but He walked it….always lifting up the brethren with compassion and mercy.

Kurt and Scott are devout men of the only true and living GOD. They have been called to walk a difficult path to reveal ‘truth’ to the people of God; to expose evil and deception so that we may know truth; truth that reveals deception. This is not just talking about our soul, but it is speaking about satan and his demonic ploys to smother/suffocate the gospel of Christ and His revelation of truth.

We, as Christians, expect ridicule/persecution and sometimes imprisonment and/or murder for the cause of Christ. Jesus picks those He knows can complete the task for His cause. If you were called to step out knowing you would be imprisoned for Christ, would you be able to? Would you want your brothers and sisters to pray for you or backbite/gossip, ridicule and condemn you?

The Word speaks often about deception and evil in high places and what it is going to take to fight and win the battle (Eph.6:10-18). When we fight among ourselves, speak evil of one another, it causes division which weakens the Body of Christ. Do you not know that divided we fall……united we stand/win? If you do not understand, do not just accept someone’s word but search and research for yourselves; asking the Holy Spirit to discern and reveal truth to you; exposing the evil ones.

The Word…..JESUS…..spoke only about loving and caring for each other; throughout His whole ‘new’ covenant; His whole ‘new’ commandment…….the way of Peace, Grace and Mercy……the way of His Father God.


Ephesians 5:1-2

Therefore be imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love, as Christ also has loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma.


Ephesians 4:24

And that you put on the new man which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness.


Ephesians 4:14-16

That we should no longer be children, tossed to and fro and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the’trickery’ of men, in the ‘cunning craftiness of deceitful plotting’, but speaking, the truth in love, may grow up in all things into Him who is the head-Christ-from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by what every joint supplies, according to the effective working by which every part does its share, causes growth of the body for the edifying of itself in love.


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Colossians 3:16

Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom, teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord.


Romans 15:13-14

Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Now I myself am confident concerning you, my brethren, that you also are full of goodness, filled with all knowledge, able also to admonish one another.


Romans 12:9

Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good. Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another.


Romans 13:10

Love does no harm to a neighbor; therefore love is the fulfillment of the law.


Hebrews 13:1

Let brotherly love continue.


John 17:11,15-17

“Now I am no longer in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to You, Holy Father, keep through Your name those whom You have given Me, that they may be one as We are…..“I do not pray that You should take them out of the world, but that You would keep them from the evil one. They are not of the world, just as I am not of the world. Sanctify them by Your truth. Your word is truth.”

People, Kurt and Scott have been willing to be obedient to the path Christ has asked them to walk. They have been persecuted and have deceitfully been used and abused; not only by the world’s standards but by ‘christian’ brothers and sisters; to reveal truth and expose evil.

I employ you to pray, seek God’s face, ask for wisdom and understanding. Do not defile/corrupt yourselves by backbiting and gossiping, as the Scribes and Pharisees did…..we are brothers and sisters…..we are all part of His Body and He is telling us to band together, pray for one another, encourage one another, love one another.

I leave you with this one thought:
If it pulls down/separates or divides the body
If it persecutes, hurts, belittles…..who is speaking to you?

Victory’s Not Enough (1-08-09)

I’ve been a Christian 34 years now and should have known victory is not enough. Recently inspired by a fictional writing and some reading materials I learned of triumph. Victory is an event yet triumph is a destiny. Victory can be a futre event to be obtained through faith which has been my admonition to you many of times. Victory does not assure triumph but triumph will always contain victory. Victory is when you arrive at that point where the enemy is no longer a threat to you or your assets. Triumph is when your enemy and his assets become your assets. I wonder how different my actions may have been if I would have understood this at the beginning of this battle. I had pieces of this but not the full scope.

Jesus is triumphant! The enemy’s assets have become His. The entire gospel centers around this truth. Our salvation experience is evidence of this truth. If one should look into the triumphant entry of the scriptures it is a grand display of this truth. Enemies like Judas, Herod, Pilot, and the Pharisees were oblivious that this humble man riding on a donkey colt was about to use them and all their assets for His good, for His glory. “Hosanna” “Save Now” was a prayer answered immediately at that very moment.

As I examined the Dorean situation with the light of this truth it changed the way I saw things. I encourage you to do the same. Triumph is my destiny in Christ Jesus. When I was called to challenge the enemies of me and my clients triumph was the actual and immediate truth. This is a precise target of truth for my faith. The bank’s bad behavior, the FBI, the prosecutors, the betrayals, and the stalword apostate Judge Alsup were the enemy’s assets sent to become mine and yours. Think about how much power they weild. Though the banking system is founded on lies made up by the father of lies it is now your asset. The Federal and all the local governments that want to use their laws to steal from you now become your servants. I don’t think many of you can truly comprehend how thoroughly and richly God has chosen to bless you by joining you to this battle. Even as my imagination soars I keep finding new heights in this truth. This is the substance of what your faith should be hoping for. It is a certainty because of who gave it to us. Sure time has not caught up to the promise but perhaps part of this may have been we didn’t know the promise. I’m holding out for you triumph. God has this as your and my destiny and nothing shall pervent it. AMEN!

The eyes of the Lord (1/2/09)

The year has changed but God remains the same. Many of you are making resolutions but I question will you make the one resolution that matters? I don’t think most of you have been attentive to the small but potent truth that nothing escapes the eyes of the Lord. When you entered Dorean or I formed it none of this was a mystery. All the suffering that has ensued is still seen. There is a place of judgment in the eyes of the Lord for His enemies. (Rev. 19:12, Amos 9:4, 8) but also the look of a doting lover for His chosen. (Duet. 11:11-12, 1 Chr. 16:9, 1 Pet. 3:12) Can you comprehend that God has looked into the land you’re called to possess and viewed it with favor? That He sees your path and all things concerning you? Have you ever seen lover’s eyes as they adore their cherished? This is not a look of danger or lack. All that lover owns is at the disposal of the one adored. Could you imagine a God so possessed with this love that He would take on all our weakness just so He could relate His love to us? If you can, do you really suspect a man like Alsup vested with all the power of the devil himself can thwart what God desires for you? If you are covinced he can I declare you don’t know God and have never looked into His eyes. You don’t understand the eternal marriage union of God and man. You have no understanding of how this love affects the events of the finite. Look at your disputes or agreements with my writings and see if they don’t pivot here. We are so naïve and selfish to think God’s delays are to our harm. How little trust resides in our hearts. Can’t you recall the giving nature of human love? How much more is Christ a giver when He layed down His life? The eyes of the Lord are upon you. They will judge you in turth if you are a retard ignorant of His love, or they will search out every opportunity to bless you if you love the holy groom. It may take the eyes of faith to see that the eyes of the Lord are upon you but I recommend you open your eyes to this truth.

Content (12-23-08)

We are a people of language. That is what separates us and elevates us beyond all creation. Words have meaning but we do not think in words. We think in pictures which is the content of what the words conjure. God is one of the most used words but I'm going to say used without content. My argument with the retards has always been that they may say "God" or "Jesus" but their words lack content. They don't know the person or object those names are to conjure up within our spirit. When I say "Mel Gibson" millions will comment as though they have some revelation of his substance or content. Out of all those millions only a small few know "Mel Gibson" the rest know the actor and his character portrayals. "God" is not a substance created within your imagination. That makes you the creator. That is not the substance of God. All arguments without substance are rhetoric, propaganda, and empty of content. They come from mouths that break wind of nonsense. Christmas is content. It is one of the methods an infinite God chose to supply content to the finite. It was a picture that would penetrate our spirit and fill our understanding with content when we heard "God" or "Jesus." When I use these terms I am imbibed with revelation that frames up all my faith, hope, and love. The content of these words are what can supply the content of my promises in the Dorean contract. It is the real substance of victory through suffering. It is the truth that shatters and defeats all argument and lies. It is the only content that will light your eyes to see the picture Scott and I saw from the beginning. This substance will not lend itself to wordsmiths who can dress themselves in robes of righteousness. Words don't contain any substance only label what we know. The Bible says "out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." Labels and mislabels are easily measured by the content behind the language. All frauds are exposed in the end. That is a Christmas fact if you can picture it. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all!

Phase One

Phase One is now rapidly approaching. It is very important you follow the instructions. I am not going to explain to you the mechanics of how I am accomplishing these payouts. If you don't like it you don't get paid. That is your choice. There will be two ways to work with Phase One.

1. For those of you who file tax returns or expect to in 2008

2. For those of you who do not file taxes or expect to in 2008

I can tell you that I am delighted to finally have arrived at this moment. The delay was as hard on me as any of you. The hearing (last June before Alsup), was all I needed to implement my plan. Judge Alsup was never a threat only a vehicle. I was made aware of this on Dec. 2, 2004. It was his insistence on attempting to destroy me and Dorean with his uncontrolled malice that created the extended delay. I had to let him complete his course. He finished in the June hearing and I began the day after. Regardless of the surface picture, everything has gone perfectly. Our patience will now be rewarded. All Dorean clients need to do is go to http://www.thedoreangroup.net/ and input your data. (Website soon to go live) If you know of clients who have given up, don't read the blog, please contact them and let me know. I will not be posting any new blogs for the near future unless they deal with Phase One issues so that people will remain informed. Go to this link and let's finish our business. I have some bigger things to move on to and you have to get on with your life, with a new and improved belief system. Let me reiterate that these payouts are contractual not emotional. I don't care if you testified at trial, entered negative victim statements, sued me, or was one of the retards on the blog. I said I'd pay you and that is what I must do. No banker or judge can stop me. Only you can stop me now. "Thank you Lord for your mercy, grace, and deliverance. Teach us all through the shame of our unbelief to trust you!" Amen!

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The Bride (12-07-08)

Ehp. 5:31 “For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife and the two become one flesh.” 32 “This is a great mystery and I am applying it to Christ and the church,” 27 ”so as to present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or anything of the kind – yes, so that she may be holy and without blemish .”

For those of you who know my personal prophecy you’ll recall that there were two prongs. One to be a man sought out for my financial knowledge who would bless the people of God with money and two a marriage counselor. This prophecy is over twenty years old and I have walked in the light of that word all this time. A couple of days ago the light I walked in appeared to be darkness when God unraveled this great mystery spoken above. It is this revelation I choose to share with you.

In my prophesy the financial side seemed predominant. This idea was only enhanced by my divorce from Dana, the wife it was spoken over. I continued in faith with the suspicion that the marriage side was suspended by the lack of faith of my partner and that the financial part was in tact because my faith could alone see it come to pass. This was logical to me since marriage is not something one can do alone. Also divorce did not seem like the best qualification for a marriage counselor. Well I got married again and I began to suspect that my new wife could be grafted into the promise and that the marriage ministry could be reborn. Unfortunately my wife known to you as “happy Jack” was not too happy about it. Again I was resigned to a one prong ministry. As faith would have it this marriage ended in divorce.

Now I know God keeps His word but was He obligated to keep the marriage prong when my bride would have nothing of it? I didn’t think so. I know the scripture about the promises of God being irrevocable but didn’t think it applicable in this free-will scenario. I’ve learned this foolish.

I’ve married again and this wife delights in God’s promises even under severe trial. Suddenly this prong seems like it will come to pass. I know two divorces would not be the normal course but even Christ took this path. Here is how the mystery unfolded for me.

There is a type of lesson where Jesus is the second Adam. A lot can be learned from this examination but I would have to say it is not wholly true. Sure He was God’s man to restore all to God what Adam forfeited. He was human, subject to sin, a living soul with independent free will etc. I went into a further examination. In John 1:30 John the Baptist testifies “After me comes a man who ranks ahead of me because he was before me.” Surely this is true of Adam also. What was the nature of Christ before Adam? As I scanned all my knowledge on this subject I found some clues in the creation story. There is a term “prevenient grace” which alludes to God having the redemption plan in place prior to creation as a contingent of the possibility of sin and death. Was redemption the plan of God as the result or the means? The mystery to me is that Christ created man by His word symbolized in type by Adams loss of rib for the same reason alluded to for Adam. Speaking of Christ “it is not good for man to be alone; I will make him a helper as his partner.” (Gen 2:18) Redemption was a means to ultimately create the Bride. Ephesian says that we were called before the foundation of the world for His good pleasure. Christ ultimately left His estate and His Father for His bride. This entire show, all that we know as existence is to present the bride to the groom. If this be true I asked myself how can the financial side be primary and the marriage part possibly be voided? This would be out of character. Now it is obvious that blessing the people of God with money is a wedding gift secondary to the marriage prong. Again this is reiterated in that Eve was created before the fall. Redemption though a prevenient measure was a means to cure the breach of death that stained the bride while at the same time using death as the remedy. This was symbolized by Adam’s sleep for Eve’s creation. His sleep was not for her sin but for her existence. This put a whole new light on Christ and His work.

Symbolically here Eve was not a moral failure but innocent. Adam in type had to die to create the church. Death became the vehicle to create the bride and to remove the stain of death from her garments. If you can see and understand that this whole God-man relationship was for love of the bride then every story in God’s word will take on new importance. God’s first act after sin was to prophesy the groom and to cover through death with a new garment. Everything points to the wedding. Of course the wedding parable becomes more clear. I will say that Christ was the first and third Adam and that the second Adam was only a shadow and type used to bridge the gap between “After me comes a man who ranks ahead of me because he was before me.”

How foolish of me to think my marriage prong was suspended. It is the eternal truth. What more could be at the center of our Lord’s heart. Sure Dorean is a financial blessing ultimately but more importantly it was for the perfection of the bride for the wedding. The Body of Christ is not the individual redeemed but the redeemed corporate or collective working to the glory of our groom, “to present the church to himself in splendor.” Suddenly it makes sense why in my individual suffering I had to rely upon other parts of the body. Dorean is more about the bride than the wedding gift of finances.

Fortunate for me God’s promises are not revocable. I did obtain a bride who teaches me in microcosm what a great work Christ has done in macrocosm. As I would give all to bless her Christ has done all the more. Please ponder your status in the bride and what love has been lavished upon you and by whom. This is my problem with the retards, they have no consciousness of the wedding plans and no respect for the bride. If I would punch them in the mouth for such insults to my bride what is Christ entitled to do? Sure He has grace but try an obtain it without repentance. Think you’ll be at the wedding? In what esteem do you hold His bride. He makes it obvious in what esteem He holds her.

As much as I would like to give you a financial wedding gift Dorean for me is more about my primary interest which is to see your marriage. As Christ did not let my marriage promise fall to the dust, as He insisted even through divorce and trial to nurture our union, He does more for you. I wager my life that the gift that is Dorean was set before the foundations of this world at this time to be revealed as an endowment for His bride. I have a personal prophecy that has come true as a proof text in microcosm what He has done for you in macrocosm.

When I finish with prison I am going to have a tremendous wedding celebration where I showoff my faithful bride. Something tells me Christ is ahead of me on His plans. I respect His bride and in you I see all the splendor of the groom. “Lord deliver the gift Dorean to your lovely bride. Do not let the financial promise though secondary fall short anymore than you allowed the marriage promise to fall short. Your bride, your love, your splendor, lavish gifts upon her Lord.” I could take this truth an show you its theme in every prophecy, but lack the venue. Do the study yourself and you will discover that the light you have walked in is like darkness.

Phase one will repost tomorrow. Marriage celebrations are long and phase one is very near the beginning.

Phase One

Phase One is now rapidly approaching. It is very important you follow the instructions. I am not going to explain to you the mechanics of how I am accomplishing these payouts. If you don't like it you don't get paid. That is your choice. There will be two ways to work with Phase One.

1. For those of you who file tax returns or expect to in 2008

2. For those of you who do not file taxes or expect to in 2008

I can tell you that I am delighted to finally have arrived at this moment. The delay was as hard on me as any of you. The hearing (last June before Alsup), was all I needed to implement my plan. Judge Alsup was never a threat only a vehicle. I was made aware of this on Dec. 2, 2004. It was his insistence on attempting to destroy me and Dorean with his uncontrolled malice that created the extended delay. I had to let him complete his course. He finished in the June hearing and I began the day after. Regardless of the surface picture, everything has gone perfectly. Our patience will now be rewarded. All Dorean clients need to do is go to http://www.thedoreangroup.net/ and input your data. (Website soon to go live) If you know of clients who have given up, don't read the blog, please contact them and let me know. I will not be posting any new blogs for the near future unless they deal with Phase One issues so that people will remain informed. Go to this link and let's finish our business. I have some bigger things to move on to and you have to get on with your life, with a new and improved belief system. Let me reiterate that these payouts are contractual not emotional. I don't care if you testified at trial, entered negative victim statements, sued me, or was one of the retards on the blog. I said I'd pay you and that is what I must do. No banker or judge can stop me. Only you can stop me now. "Thank you Lord for your mercy, grace, and deliverance. Teach us all through the shame of our unbelief to trust you!" Amen!

UPDATE: We are currently awaiting our SSL certificate so that you can be assured that your private data is protected. This should be issued within the next 5 business days so stay tuned...

Herlong – He Longer (12-04-08)

Today I entered into a new territory. December 3rd was the day that equaled my first incarceration. It appears this journey is exceeding my preparatory work. There is a truth that remains and part of my fight with the retards. The gospel message is not one of the renewal of man but rather his death and recreation. I recently went through an exercise where I was tracking on a whisper I heard pass through my spirit. It led me to a conclusion though I’ll admit I never received an “Amen.” I did wrestle and reason that this whisper was from God. Once I came to this understanding my faith had to attach. The one drawback in my confidence was the lack of “Amen.” Now those of you who are sons, joint heirs with Christ know the confidence of the relationship. Even at a whisper God’s voice can be trusted. I struggled with God on why a whisper and why no “Amen.” When it was all said and done it was revealed to me as an exercise in dependence. This is the age old battle and for this reason will always remain fresh. Adam in the garden was provided choice by God’s proximitry placement of two fruit bearing trees before him. One was a tree of life that by its nature would leave Adam innocent and dependent. The other was the tree of knowledge of good and evil which would open to Adam a human life of a base understanding at the expense of life. He could be independent but must now die since the choice and the trees were mutually exclusive. Living by the spirit today eating of the fruit which is Christ does take away our ability to make certain choices in that we are now a body dependent on the head. The alternative is independence with a certain ethical calculator with the exclusion of Christ. This independent spirit like our forefather’s is preceded by the whisper of temptation. How easily I have submitted to this whisper. Now because the temptation whisper caters to my independence I offer no argument. The whisper of God forces me to be dependent because of the uncertainty inherent to my knowledge. Yet as a son I must ask myself how come I am not so easily moved by God’s whisper. As a son I want to be dependent on my Father. Though these lessons are hard because one wants to look at oneself when uncertainty is a reality this is a whisper of a temptation that must be avoided. Christ will keep you in His way and these trials are evidence. He is constantly pruning that independent spirit. One should look to the tree of life and not their knowledge of good and evil to solve the confusion. Was this not the story (personal) of Jonah? He even as a prophet still needed to be dependent on God. With the great fish deliverance he still got mad over the worm eaten bush. Maturity is not some moment you hit in time but a time for all times. Make the choice of life. It could mean financial ruin, loss of everything treasured, mockery and the like but it still is life. If you analyse the retards they are full of their knowledge. They don’t have to depend on God to judge me or Dorean they already have a working knowledge of good and evil. They delight in those who share their idea and condemn those that don’t. No one can rebuke them for promoting another gospel than the true one because they have God as an appendage in their independence. They are convinced the old man can be improved with a little polish until he is a good guy. Christ is a good guy, even a perfect model. Death is the part of the equation they can’t accept because they know they are too good for that. There is a difference in my confidence and theirs. Even in my lack of confidence my hope is certain in that my eyes are fixed on Christ. I can boldly state that Dorean was of God, not because it was good or bad but because its origin came out of our relationship. Retards cannot know what I know because when they chose the knowledge of good and evil they were banned from the tree of life. Those were the rules to Adam and remain intact today. You have never heard me profess perfection or merit only dependence. Scott and I were given a trust in Christ to use our lives for His service. This is how we were trained not to assert ourselves in your trust. Not one soul has ever testified we abused our trustee position. Though my trials continue longer than my prior experience my dependence on Christ is the best virtue I can offer to the clients. Independence would have me look out for Kurt, take a deal, even betray friends and clients. Dependence has me patiently enduring until the one I’m depending upon is finished. What is He waiting for? You’ll have to have a relationship with Him to get this answer. Phase one will repost tomorrow.

Phase One

Phase One is now rapidly approaching. It is very important you follow the instructions. I am not going to explain to you the mechanics of how I am accomplishing these payouts. If you don't like it you don't get paid. That is your choice. There will be two ways to work with Phase One.

1. For those of you who file tax returns or expect to in 2008

2. For those of you who do not file taxes or expect to in 2008

I can tell you that I am delighted to finally have arrived at this moment. The delay was as hard on me as any of you. The hearing (last June before Alsup), was all I needed to implement my plan. Judge Alsup was never a threat only a vehicle. I was made aware of this on Dec. 2, 2004. It was his insistence on attempting to destroy me and Dorean with his uncontrolled malice that created the extended delay. I had to let him complete his course. He finished in the June hearing and I began the day after. Regardless of the surface picture, everything has gone perfectly. Our patience will now be rewarded. All Dorean clients need to do is go to http://www.thedoreangroup.net/ and input your data. (Website soon to go live) If you know of clients who have given up, don't read the blog, please contact them and let me know. I will not be posting any new blogs for the near future unless they deal with Phase One issues so that people will remain informed. Go to this link and let's finish our business. I have some bigger things to move on to and you have to get on with your life, with a new and improved belief system. Let me reiterate that these payouts are contractual not emotional. I don't care if you testified at trial, entered negative victim statements, sued me, or was one of the retards on the blog. I said I'd pay you and that is what I must do. No banker or judge can stop me. Only you can stop me now. "Thank you Lord for your mercy, grace, and deliverance. Teach us all through the shame of our unbelief to trust you!" Amen!

UPDATE: We are currently awaiting our SSL certificate so that you can be assured that your private data is protected. This should be issued within the next 5 business days so stay tuned...

Thanks Given (11-23-08)

We are experiencing technical difficulties. Our intention was to post Phase One over a week ago. We will post Phase One when all elements are in place. The below blog was written not knowing of the obstacles before us.

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Thanksgiving will have passed by the time this posts. It is my favorite holiday because I think it is the only holiday with any honesty inherent within it. Of course everyday for the saint is Thanksgiving which is why the holiday is honest. As I ponder all the great things the Lord has lavished upon me my heart is jubilant. This season has some great moments. My wife and I are more united in our faith and God's promise than ever. Phase One is final up and running. Though it has been a difficult process to initiate from here the Lord has made a way in His timing. His timing is probably the most grading on my soul but when one comes to the knowledge of its perfection thanksgiving will burst forth. There is a changing of the guard and I think this new crop has evil plans for us. This is not to say the old guard was any better intentioned. What delights me about what I see on the horizon is that God's plans are baffling the wolves. Christ will make these wolves good shepherds against their nature. I see Christ setting up his enemies to be His tools of deliverance. He is confounding them and than He will send His counsels to guide them. In the scriptures you can see the same scenario in the Absolom Putsch. Let our hearts be full of thanksgiving and our lips filled with prayer.

My father shared with me a story from a client who bore much shame for his Dorean choices. Out of these difficulties God used the Dorean process and my testimony of Christ to lead him into the kingdom. Not only himself but his father before he passed. This is eternal benefit out of temporal suffering. This is worthy of the highest thanksgiving. You retards will never know this but then thanksgiving is a place of honesty that precludes you. If I perish and burn has my reward not been great with this eternal gift? If all heaven rejoices at the repentance of one sinner how can my joy not be full?

Do not fret God is a giver! I am reminded of Elijah who wanted to give a gift to the family that gave him residence. He noticed they had no children. If he can notice the lack in their life and move God to bless them how much more will Christ our mediator move God to notice our lack? God has heard our prayers and this nation will turn not on the evil plans of men but your faith and God's gifts.

Happy Thanksgiving to you all!

This will only post for a day then phase One will repost. Thanks!

The Ultimate Pinnacle (11-5-08)

Christ was taken by Satan to a pinnacle with the promise of all He could look down upon. God set Him on a pinnacle that gave Him all that would look up to Him. In this is a simple but profound truth. Only those chosen can know Christ and those who don’t only can know an ogre of a god looking down on them. They rebel to shake these bonds never comprehending the real God they should desire to be a bondservant for. Like a blind man can never comprehend your knowledge of a rainbow. It is time to say as John the Baptist said: the one who comes after me is greater than I and He who comes after me was before me. Let this be said of me as we make this transition into our promise; that I was a witness to Jesus the Christ and that Dorean was just a job. Dorean means sovereign freedom or gift. It was selected for its meaning. Scott and I were never capable to give any of you this gift, Only Christ! As I see the end of my assignment drawing to a close I am awestruck by the giver. All of us don’t deserve this lavish giving but that is who He is. It was Him who stooped so low as to put on flesh to lift us up. How much more is that than mere trinkets, tokens, and credits? Yet even the triviality of this need did not pass Him. Oh the riches of His grace are beyond finding out. Many have looked to me as though I could save them and the retards encouraged this concept with their messiah complex rhetoric. I did not start Dorean because I wanted to help you, because the industry were crooks, because I could make a lot of money, or I could bring on change. I started Dorean as an obedience to a command. You have a bitch bring it up with Christ. I’m only playing follow the leader. I think He is a great leader. Even through all my suffering the courage you witness is because He can be trusted. Oh that all of you would have entered this program as followers. Perhaps then we would have all prayed for Christ glory to appear in His fullness of time as John did. There is only one Ultimate Pinnacle and only one who can be seen there if you will look up. Mr. Alsup and the entire DOJ can set all their resources against Him but to what avail? He shall complete His work and as I was a witness to His greatness at the beginning so I will be in the end. I only told you what I heard but I was never the origin.

Today was the 17th day of my last fast for the work of Dorean. 17 is the number for victory. I think it’s appropriate to declare this victory to you today. This is my last blog before the posting of phase one. David when he prayed looked to the heavens to see what porthole God would use to send His answer. WE were admonished to look to the heavens to seek Christ who left in the same fashion. Look up your redemption draws near! Dorean was a sift and God knew this long before it was put into practice. If you fell short it is never too late to look up. On the highest point, the Ultimate Pinnacle, you will see a giver, a Holy, heavenly giver stooping to pick you up. I thank this Lord as a witness that He has reiterated this truth of Himself again through a simple couple of guys and an idea called Dorean. Enjoy your gifts everyone.