Friday, August 12, 2011
A DISCERNABLE RELATIONSHIP 6-1-11
I wrote a book called The Perfect Bride. The thesis was that God took the 8 virtues
found in second peter 1:5-7 and set them as a discernable trek for the relations between God and humanity. Further He uses these virtues over time to perfect His bride over the course of history through the seven church ages prophetically depicted in Revelations Chapter 2-3.
What this taught me is that a relationship with God is not mystical or ethereal but comprehensive. So comprehensive that it is discernable in the tempest of rhetoric practiced by most of humanity. One can know where they stand before God and interpret circumstance through that standing. This means that fruit inspectors can be easily identified as jackassas and that and that their voice is a fraud, contrarian to God. It also allows God’s children to recognize His work in and through every deception.
When you as my client jump on the band wagon of rhetoric you axiomatically condemn yourself. For if you were obedient to God you would have no complaint no matter what the truth of my behavior was, also if you understood the comprehensive nature of your relationship with God you would be able to judge me rightly. In your complaint you prove you are not properly relating to God. Not in the course His love has dictated for you to walk.
How much I would have liked it for my clients to understand the love of Christ working on their behalf through Scott and me to bring them deliverance and supporting that work in prayer. Then all of us could share in the glory of God’s mighty work. But thank God His love does not advance upon us because we have earned it. No by His grace He loved us while we were yet sinners. So even if you fought against your own deliverance, hated the source of God’s provision, doubted you choice or involvement in God’s plan, or ridiculed shamefully, Christ will finish the work His love began. It is my hope that when the testimony of His love is complete and all the frauds are embarrassed that next time you will discern His love advancing upon you and patiently trust its care.
A few have read this book and can now speak toward the revelation of the thesis being true of not. If it is true speak truth on this blog and encourage the wayward to find the discernable course of relationship with God. That is the hope of all my writing and why I have maintained this blog in the long delay of love’s course.
Friday, August 05, 2011
PATIENCES 6-1-11
This prolonged incarceration has been a test upon patience. There are so many temptations of haste in the human spirit. Imaginations of life always promise a reality of possibility even though they can never deliver. Patience’s has to accompany trust or trust will fail.
When I think of Christ those 3 hours on the cross I see patience working along side trust. Being empowered at any moment to deliver yourself from suffering and yet ride out God’s intention rather than your own is a living patience. Even past the perception of God forsaking you, when you realize that Christ had to wrestle with sin in humanity until He conquered it and in doing so bore the purifying wrath of God to its fullest measure you’ll see patience, He did not hang there as the propitiation lamb of the Passover with no sense or will. No He was more that the type could teach. He was God in crenate using His will in trust to conquer the root of sin in the object of His affection which was rebellion or not-trust. Not for appeasement but for deliverance, A deliverance that was love’s expression, a trustworthy love that only patience will discover.
There were four co-defendants in our case besides Scott and me. I know that each of them was falsely accused, each I’m certain had to face the same demons of fear as Scott and I. Yet each found an exit swifter than us. I cannot judge them though I know of one whom the Lord gave me charges over which I could judge by the spirit. But patience would not allow Scott and me to betray trust. Even to the present patience has not waned in its resolve to see the testimony of Christ, which is His faithful love, revealed in the historical accounts of our lives. This testimony is not what drives the human spirit but is merely an expectation of that which rives God’s children. With His perfect love He loved us first and our reason given over to the Holy Spirit can deduce realistic and factual expectations based upon His reliable work. This is called faith, a special faith; the faith of Christ, which by example took this trust to the furthest extreme and revealed to us the course it takes. Patience lets it take us on that course and like Christ whose will desiring to get off the cross stayed the course to allow God’s love to bring its deliverance.
For Scott and I this is our best hope to overcome the wickedness that assaulted us and you by attacking you trustees, you may take offense at the delay and apparent uncertainty but you should take confidence that by the same power of will in Christ Scott and I have not jumped off our cross when we were empowered to and will stay with patience until deliverance is completed. That’s what love commands, that’s how love behaves, that’s loves course.
When I think of Christ those 3 hours on the cross I see patience working along side trust. Being empowered at any moment to deliver yourself from suffering and yet ride out God’s intention rather than your own is a living patience. Even past the perception of God forsaking you, when you realize that Christ had to wrestle with sin in humanity until He conquered it and in doing so bore the purifying wrath of God to its fullest measure you’ll see patience, He did not hang there as the propitiation lamb of the Passover with no sense or will. No He was more that the type could teach. He was God in crenate using His will in trust to conquer the root of sin in the object of His affection which was rebellion or not-trust. Not for appeasement but for deliverance, A deliverance that was love’s expression, a trustworthy love that only patience will discover.
There were four co-defendants in our case besides Scott and me. I know that each of them was falsely accused, each I’m certain had to face the same demons of fear as Scott and I. Yet each found an exit swifter than us. I cannot judge them though I know of one whom the Lord gave me charges over which I could judge by the spirit. But patience would not allow Scott and me to betray trust. Even to the present patience has not waned in its resolve to see the testimony of Christ, which is His faithful love, revealed in the historical accounts of our lives. This testimony is not what drives the human spirit but is merely an expectation of that which rives God’s children. With His perfect love He loved us first and our reason given over to the Holy Spirit can deduce realistic and factual expectations based upon His reliable work. This is called faith, a special faith; the faith of Christ, which by example took this trust to the furthest extreme and revealed to us the course it takes. Patience lets it take us on that course and like Christ whose will desiring to get off the cross stayed the course to allow God’s love to bring its deliverance.
For Scott and I this is our best hope to overcome the wickedness that assaulted us and you by attacking you trustees, you may take offense at the delay and apparent uncertainty but you should take confidence that by the same power of will in Christ Scott and I have not jumped off our cross when we were empowered to and will stay with patience until deliverance is completed. That’s what love commands, that’s how love behaves, that’s loves course.
Monday, August 01, 2011
TRUST 5-31-11
The older I become in my Christian walk the more obvious it becomes that God enters into every situation to perfect trust in His children.
As I’ve observed His children there are a few noticeable behavioral responses that seem to pattern in their lives. You might call them growing pains. If we’re honest with ourselves we’ll admit we have practiced these behaviors. Doubt is usually the trigger to our carnal responses. Reason and spiritual ignorance are usually brought in as first responders to any crisis. This is where your mind goes around about the sovereignty of God. If God is omnipotent then every thing that happens to us is by divine decree or divine permission. We can even find scriptures like in job to support these first responders. This merry-to-around intends to bring us to blame because we can’t reconcile the events with a loving God or a just God or bring us to trust in a false precept that will ultimately disappoint which will move us to not trust God. Generally haste accompanies these first responders.
If you should survive the lies of the first responders then introspective will search your life for sin. If you don’t find it you move to doubts again of God’s justice or question your blindness. In either case truth is missing and God is not trusted. If you should find sin then shame calls you to hide from God or to excel in religious practice so you can earn His favor and appease His wrath. The result again is not trusting God.
If introspective fails then extrospective measures your life against others. The same cheerleaders assist you here. The result again is eyes turned away from God in distrust. You will see people you judge not as good as you blessed or people better than you. Your judgment is false and cannot lead to truth.
Apathy can arrive as part of your hiding from God. This is a response to all the disappointments of improper or misplaced trust. It is not trust to behave like a kite with no attachment to a relationship, soon you will find yourself lost wondering where God is.
But the love of God is trustworthy and calls our spirit in every circumstance to say “unto you Lord do I commend my spirit”. This is the only response that keeps its focus on God and allows His virtues to walk you through all your weakness until you acquire more evidence of His faithfulness; I am not disappointed by my prolonged incarceration or the injustice that currently triumphs over my life. God has always been near and changeless in His tender mercies towards me. A perfect love cast out fear which is the companion to all doubts and responders. The faith of Christ is the gift given to overcome all these lies and allow you to rest in a perfect love no matter the circumstances. Trust is not natural but supranational. That is why only God’s true children can practice it. And the world will always ridicule it.
As I’ve observed His children there are a few noticeable behavioral responses that seem to pattern in their lives. You might call them growing pains. If we’re honest with ourselves we’ll admit we have practiced these behaviors. Doubt is usually the trigger to our carnal responses. Reason and spiritual ignorance are usually brought in as first responders to any crisis. This is where your mind goes around about the sovereignty of God. If God is omnipotent then every thing that happens to us is by divine decree or divine permission. We can even find scriptures like in job to support these first responders. This merry-to-around intends to bring us to blame because we can’t reconcile the events with a loving God or a just God or bring us to trust in a false precept that will ultimately disappoint which will move us to not trust God. Generally haste accompanies these first responders.
If you should survive the lies of the first responders then introspective will search your life for sin. If you don’t find it you move to doubts again of God’s justice or question your blindness. In either case truth is missing and God is not trusted. If you should find sin then shame calls you to hide from God or to excel in religious practice so you can earn His favor and appease His wrath. The result again is not trusting God.
If introspective fails then extrospective measures your life against others. The same cheerleaders assist you here. The result again is eyes turned away from God in distrust. You will see people you judge not as good as you blessed or people better than you. Your judgment is false and cannot lead to truth.
Apathy can arrive as part of your hiding from God. This is a response to all the disappointments of improper or misplaced trust. It is not trust to behave like a kite with no attachment to a relationship, soon you will find yourself lost wondering where God is.
But the love of God is trustworthy and calls our spirit in every circumstance to say “unto you Lord do I commend my spirit”. This is the only response that keeps its focus on God and allows His virtues to walk you through all your weakness until you acquire more evidence of His faithfulness; I am not disappointed by my prolonged incarceration or the injustice that currently triumphs over my life. God has always been near and changeless in His tender mercies towards me. A perfect love cast out fear which is the companion to all doubts and responders. The faith of Christ is the gift given to overcome all these lies and allow you to rest in a perfect love no matter the circumstances. Trust is not natural but supranational. That is why only God’s true children can practice it. And the world will always ridicule it.
Friday, July 29, 2011
PROCEDURES 5-30-11
My Title 28 section 2255 was filed on 4-21-11. Resolution has been deemed reasonable by the Supreme Court at 18 months. This is not a rigid mandate only a desirable target. This is what I am looking at.
My argument has been selected to precludes the government from using their favorite pardon. That being we did not follow the law but it was a harmless error. With our chosen arguments the will be forced to rule giving us relief or saying something that will be appealable. Rarely is an attorney supplied for these procedures do I have a good chance now to finally defend myself. Many would say I had a chance at trial but they have a fancy not based upon any reality. The trial was a sham a purposeful, orchestrated sham. Only fools would lend it the credence to seek to justify itself.
We are quickly approaching that moment where more than 50%of adults are convicted felons. This is up surd, walk down the street, go to church. A ball game, a concert, etc, every other person there is a criminal according to this insane government and its stupid steeple. This number is an indictment on all of us. If there truly is 50% criminals in this nation factually than we are all criminal in our guilt, the number should be 100% because there is no way 50% can be factual. It has to be fabricated, manufactured, by people with too much power that they are robbing the populace of their integrity, reputation, and wealth.
I am a small voice but determined to challenge all these retards. I’m not fond of the price but cowardice is even more expensive. We are way past the injuries that justify a violent revolution and yet this prohibition has not changed anyone’s behavior anymore that hell prevents you from sinning. But the love of God taking root in a man’s spirit empowers him to conquer the evil of sin within him. Pray for a revolution of God’s love and we just might see a reversal of this criminal abandon. My prayers and life are dedicated to seeing this in my lifetime.
My argument has been selected to precludes the government from using their favorite pardon. That being we did not follow the law but it was a harmless error. With our chosen arguments the will be forced to rule giving us relief or saying something that will be appealable. Rarely is an attorney supplied for these procedures do I have a good chance now to finally defend myself. Many would say I had a chance at trial but they have a fancy not based upon any reality. The trial was a sham a purposeful, orchestrated sham. Only fools would lend it the credence to seek to justify itself.
We are quickly approaching that moment where more than 50%of adults are convicted felons. This is up surd, walk down the street, go to church. A ball game, a concert, etc, every other person there is a criminal according to this insane government and its stupid steeple. This number is an indictment on all of us. If there truly is 50% criminals in this nation factually than we are all criminal in our guilt, the number should be 100% because there is no way 50% can be factual. It has to be fabricated, manufactured, by people with too much power that they are robbing the populace of their integrity, reputation, and wealth.
I am a small voice but determined to challenge all these retards. I’m not fond of the price but cowardice is even more expensive. We are way past the injuries that justify a violent revolution and yet this prohibition has not changed anyone’s behavior anymore that hell prevents you from sinning. But the love of God taking root in a man’s spirit empowers him to conquer the evil of sin within him. Pray for a revolution of God’s love and we just might see a reversal of this criminal abandon. My prayers and life are dedicated to seeing this in my lifetime.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
IDENTITY CRISIS 5-511
If your spirit is in a relationship with God you will have learned of our nature. Man is unique among creation because he was made in the image of God. Our makeup is of body, soul, and spirit. One needs to be informed of all their areas of their existence. Looking to the temptation of Christ you will see the first addressed His body, the second His soul, and the third His spirit. These were the three vehicles of pathways but the object was the same in each instance. In each case the devil was trying to temp Jesus into an identity crisis. In this way He shared completely in every manner of temptation we face except without sin, (Heb 4:15).
Jesus was baptize and upon His ascension out of the Jordan a dove landed upon Him and a voice from heaven declared “This is my son, the beloved, with whom I am well pleased”. This was given Him before His temptation to secure Him in His identity . No less has been done for us because God’s scriptures are His words to secure us in our identity. You have seen many fools who profess Christianity come on this blog as agent’s provocateur for the devil attacking my identity in Christ. Like their father they would like to see me confounded by my circumstance and to fall prey to an identity crisis. But the devil’s tricks go back to Adam. By the same mechanism Adam was bluffed out of his identity. This is why faith is so important. It keeps your eyes viewing your spirit properly so this deceit cannot harm you. Look at how Jesus wrought His victory; was it not by the word of God?
My critics don’t know what it is like having a long string of trust victories to draw from. That is why I can stand firm in my identity and their own accusations rail against their status. So know who and whose you are and resist every temptation whether it comes by body, soul, or spirit for you are a new creation in spirit to destroy the works of the enemy (Jn. 3;8).
Jesus was baptize and upon His ascension out of the Jordan a dove landed upon Him and a voice from heaven declared “This is my son, the beloved, with whom I am well pleased”. This was given Him before His temptation to secure Him in His identity . No less has been done for us because God’s scriptures are His words to secure us in our identity. You have seen many fools who profess Christianity come on this blog as agent’s provocateur for the devil attacking my identity in Christ. Like their father they would like to see me confounded by my circumstance and to fall prey to an identity crisis. But the devil’s tricks go back to Adam. By the same mechanism Adam was bluffed out of his identity. This is why faith is so important. It keeps your eyes viewing your spirit properly so this deceit cannot harm you. Look at how Jesus wrought His victory; was it not by the word of God?
My critics don’t know what it is like having a long string of trust victories to draw from. That is why I can stand firm in my identity and their own accusations rail against their status. So know who and whose you are and resist every temptation whether it comes by body, soul, or spirit for you are a new creation in spirit to destroy the works of the enemy (Jn. 3;8).
Saturday, July 16, 2011
PROTECTION 5-5-11
When one is comfortable with themselves in their relationship with God expect provocation. Hannah Samuel’s mother was provoked by her rival. She did not defend herself but took her injury to God. She is a type for the bride of Christ who is ridiculed by this world. They wonder if God has blessed you as you say why are you barren, where are your children? This is an assault upon your identity. How does it differ from the temptation of Christ? Whose report will you believe the worlds or the Lord’s who calls you His bride? Hanna was comforted because she sought God’s work on the matter. Samuel was the result. What a great treasure he was and what a powerful and timely intrusion on the works of the devil. Your calling is no less, let God’s view of life control you spirit and direct you will.
My sister now battles her 3rd bout with cancer. As I witness her struggle the greatest warring is over her identity. Because she is too ignorant of God’s view of her she is easily moved by every medical report or worldly advice. She doesn’t even know she’s entitled to healing. How sad to be robbed by deceit. Questions that should never be asked plague her mind. Why does God heal some and not others? Question of this ilk, can you see the identity crisis in the question? She measures herself against others because she doesn’t know how God views her. We have all done this but can we stop and recognize it for what it is?
Why does cancer kill the Christian? Tragic to say but if you knew the answer you would destroy the question. I will say that truth can be possessed but not without truth leading you to it. The journey determines the destination and the destination determines the journey. They are inseparable. Provocation on the journey can hide the destination from your sight; Faith sight begins at the destination and reaches back over the entire journey. Anything less is blindness. Open your spirit that you might see who you really are!
My sister now battles her 3rd bout with cancer. As I witness her struggle the greatest warring is over her identity. Because she is too ignorant of God’s view of her she is easily moved by every medical report or worldly advice. She doesn’t even know she’s entitled to healing. How sad to be robbed by deceit. Questions that should never be asked plague her mind. Why does God heal some and not others? Question of this ilk, can you see the identity crisis in the question? She measures herself against others because she doesn’t know how God views her. We have all done this but can we stop and recognize it for what it is?
Why does cancer kill the Christian? Tragic to say but if you knew the answer you would destroy the question. I will say that truth can be possessed but not without truth leading you to it. The journey determines the destination and the destination determines the journey. They are inseparable. Provocation on the journey can hide the destination from your sight; Faith sight begins at the destination and reaches back over the entire journey. Anything less is blindness. Open your spirit that you might see who you really are!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
IDENTITY THEFT 5-5-11
This is considered a hot new crime. It is the oldest crime. For preceding every sin is on identity theft. Lying is identifying with Satan and not Christ. Stealing is becoming a taker instead of giving. Murder is thinking of ourselves more highly than we ought. If you are sincere about a relationship with God you will know that the spirit given you at your new birth only identifies with God. Look again at the temptation of Christ. How did His spirit respond? He identified Himself with God. In His first temptation of the body He kept His flesh in subjection to His spirit, in His second He was not insecure in His soul and kept His mind and emotions identified with God’s view of Him. In His third He understood that a righteous spirit worships God alone. Our new spirits are modeled here by Christ.
I started Dorean in righteousness by the guidance of His spirit. It attacked the works of the enemy in accordance with the will of the head and nature of Christ. Shall I tremble because all hell broke loose? No, I am delighted, I will continue down the same course that got the ire of the devil. If I am secure in my identity can I not see myself in this battle as God sees me? Whose reports will you believe? Some retard who knows not himself and has already been a victim of identity theft or your creator? The answer to me is clear and so is the course. Trusting God’s love and His word is the nature of the new spirit I received in Christ. My body and soul shall not be given governance over my spirit.
Scott and I know how to do the things the spirit requires of us and in this our unswerving confidence is justified. We know what God has said and we recognize the liars and their source. Day by day in cooperation with spirit we will be led to victory. If you can’t see it then someone stole your identity and can only imagine I will choose to lose mine. Rather let me encourage you by my faith to find yourself again.
I started Dorean in righteousness by the guidance of His spirit. It attacked the works of the enemy in accordance with the will of the head and nature of Christ. Shall I tremble because all hell broke loose? No, I am delighted, I will continue down the same course that got the ire of the devil. If I am secure in my identity can I not see myself in this battle as God sees me? Whose reports will you believe? Some retard who knows not himself and has already been a victim of identity theft or your creator? The answer to me is clear and so is the course. Trusting God’s love and His word is the nature of the new spirit I received in Christ. My body and soul shall not be given governance over my spirit.
Scott and I know how to do the things the spirit requires of us and in this our unswerving confidence is justified. We know what God has said and we recognize the liars and their source. Day by day in cooperation with spirit we will be led to victory. If you can’t see it then someone stole your identity and can only imagine I will choose to lose mine. Rather let me encourage you by my faith to find yourself again.
Monday, July 11, 2011
4-29-11
In the federal system they have tried to coral all your Habeas Corpus rights into a restricted privilege through Title 28 U.S.C. section 2255. This has to be filed within the year after your appeal is final. That is about early August for us. I have already filed mine though I don’t suspect it will be readily received. There are still some games they wish to play with their procedures.
I learn quickly from these pirates. They have a fantastic confidence game going that they call justice. The facts at issue in any case brought to the game are for game proposes whole irrelevant. So right and wrong means nothing, truth and lies mean nothing, facts don’t matter. So if you have any intentions of winning the game you need a couple tools.
1. Willing to suffer loss, check 2. Be able to disconnect from the facts, check. 3. Study the game and nothing else, check 4. Develo0 a strategy to win the game while forgetting the issue that invited you, check. 5. Be patient and vigilant, check.
The four questions I posed to Alsup’s court in the 2255 are all about the game. All the facts I’m concerned with are game procedures. Not trial procedure or any fact mechanism. All I want to know is did you invite me improperly to your game? If you did it tampers with your image in the confidence business. So if you want to keep the game going you have to let me quit.
The next four blogs will be the questions I posed. The first three deal with the right of the government to bring me to the game. The last only deals with the ridiculous sentence. These are not the argument just the questions.
While everyone tries to make moral arguments about facts that don’ matter these perverts laugh at our foolishness. You might not understand the game but perhaps the questions will help.
I learn quickly from these pirates. They have a fantastic confidence game going that they call justice. The facts at issue in any case brought to the game are for game proposes whole irrelevant. So right and wrong means nothing, truth and lies mean nothing, facts don’t matter. So if you have any intentions of winning the game you need a couple tools.
1. Willing to suffer loss, check 2. Be able to disconnect from the facts, check. 3. Study the game and nothing else, check 4. Develo0 a strategy to win the game while forgetting the issue that invited you, check. 5. Be patient and vigilant, check.
The four questions I posed to Alsup’s court in the 2255 are all about the game. All the facts I’m concerned with are game procedures. Not trial procedure or any fact mechanism. All I want to know is did you invite me improperly to your game? If you did it tampers with your image in the confidence business. So if you want to keep the game going you have to let me quit.
The next four blogs will be the questions I posed. The first three deal with the right of the government to bring me to the game. The last only deals with the ridiculous sentence. These are not the argument just the questions.
While everyone tries to make moral arguments about facts that don’ matter these perverts laugh at our foolishness. You might not understand the game but perhaps the questions will help.
Wednesday, July 06, 2011
THE KING’S DEMAND 4/10/11
God is a king. He is supreme in power, dominion, and virtue. Yet He allows His subject the freedom to reject His sovereignty. There are many soapbox sovereigns who promise wares of good fortune and claim they have the power to deliver them. Like Israel in Samuel’s day they want to turn the hearts of the people away from God’s civil governance. This is where the separation of church and state began, in the heart of fools. They think God’s domain is solely spiritual.
Mankind is body, soul, and spirit see if you can separate just one of these characters from your own personality governance and succeed. Yet the folly that we can separate God’s concerns and succeed pervades our thinking. When Israel sought a king they rejected God. All the institutions of America have done the same and yet Christians continue to place confidence in them. If God would have redeemed Saul I might say it was possible. He did not He killed Saul and brought in a new institution that sought God with all his heart. Let us no longer dissipate our blessings by sharing them with that which is cursed, let us allow that which must die to die. Only then can we see a revival in the nation. This course is easy to discover at the alter of love. One must withdraw from the clamor of media, world loving preachers, education, and civil associations sold out to the dings of this world. Every vote, every tea-party insurgence only prolongs the inevitable death of denying God’s civil governance. That which is unredeemable should not receive resuscitation from those who possess life. Even a corrupt prophet like Balaam knew you can’t bless what is cursed or curse what is blessed. History will repeat itself if we let it. I’m ready for the key of David to enter our civilization. It’s been promised to this age.
Mankind is body, soul, and spirit see if you can separate just one of these characters from your own personality governance and succeed. Yet the folly that we can separate God’s concerns and succeed pervades our thinking. When Israel sought a king they rejected God. All the institutions of America have done the same and yet Christians continue to place confidence in them. If God would have redeemed Saul I might say it was possible. He did not He killed Saul and brought in a new institution that sought God with all his heart. Let us no longer dissipate our blessings by sharing them with that which is cursed, let us allow that which must die to die. Only then can we see a revival in the nation. This course is easy to discover at the alter of love. One must withdraw from the clamor of media, world loving preachers, education, and civil associations sold out to the dings of this world. Every vote, every tea-party insurgence only prolongs the inevitable death of denying God’s civil governance. That which is unredeemable should not receive resuscitation from those who possess life. Even a corrupt prophet like Balaam knew you can’t bless what is cursed or curse what is blessed. History will repeat itself if we let it. I’m ready for the key of David to enter our civilization. It’s been promised to this age.
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
VICTORY 4/10/11
Hanna proves that the alter of love brings victory. Why should it not? The very existence of the alter of love is victory over the knowledge of good and evil. Her petition received love’s answer and time brought her victory.
The scripture does not make clear how long Hanna suffered under the circumstances of barrenness that allowed her rival to chide her but the indications are that it was for a prolonged season. Most circumstances that allow our hypercritics to gloat are prolonged, giving them some sense of justification in their ignorance. But patience can settle in for the distance once it accepts God’s love is trustworthy.
Hanna learned as we all should that God’s love is attentive, kind, merciful and giving. If we learn to fix our eyes and ears upon God the clamor of our judges will fade into the whispers of wickedness they are. She got to deride her enemies when God turned the tables. Trust in the Lord, lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him.
My own experience at this alter is that it makes you see things of reality that cannot be viewed by the eyes of human understanding. Love is a victory, not by the paths of retaliation, vengeance, or retribution but by itself. It takes its own course which the world cannot foresee. It recognizes the value of each soul in the battle for truth and righteousness. Even the souls in the self-righteous villains of fraud, circumstance would sat that our actions brought us before justice and we have been righteously crushed and condemned. But this is what I see and hear at the alter of love. God wanting to address the wickedness that doles out so much injustice by the device of civil authority brought two men who would trust His love to secure a victory. There is no fear in us as we take the course love dictates. As Hanna we will have our moment when love turns the tables and that which made its hypercritical boast is silenced. Anyone who goes to this alter will become confident of the Victory love always obtains. Do you see what I see, or does you vision need to be a heard?
The scripture does not make clear how long Hanna suffered under the circumstances of barrenness that allowed her rival to chide her but the indications are that it was for a prolonged season. Most circumstances that allow our hypercritics to gloat are prolonged, giving them some sense of justification in their ignorance. But patience can settle in for the distance once it accepts God’s love is trustworthy.
Hanna learned as we all should that God’s love is attentive, kind, merciful and giving. If we learn to fix our eyes and ears upon God the clamor of our judges will fade into the whispers of wickedness they are. She got to deride her enemies when God turned the tables. Trust in the Lord, lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him.
My own experience at this alter is that it makes you see things of reality that cannot be viewed by the eyes of human understanding. Love is a victory, not by the paths of retaliation, vengeance, or retribution but by itself. It takes its own course which the world cannot foresee. It recognizes the value of each soul in the battle for truth and righteousness. Even the souls in the self-righteous villains of fraud, circumstance would sat that our actions brought us before justice and we have been righteously crushed and condemned. But this is what I see and hear at the alter of love. God wanting to address the wickedness that doles out so much injustice by the device of civil authority brought two men who would trust His love to secure a victory. There is no fear in us as we take the course love dictates. As Hanna we will have our moment when love turns the tables and that which made its hypercritical boast is silenced. Anyone who goes to this alter will become confident of the Victory love always obtains. Do you see what I see, or does you vision need to be a heard?
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
PROVOCATION 4/10/11
Hanna in the book of Samuel was a good wife and woman. In the normal course of her life the circumstances allowed her rival to provoke her. Humanity is cruel and full of envy. At every turn where it appears by circumstances alone that one’s life is blessed compared to another our wicked hearts use the gift of knowledge of good and evil as a touchstone for critical judgment. Fortunately for the Christian we are liberated from this foul exercise. This liberation does not come by the title Christian which unfortunately is proven over and over by the hypercritics who think that they add credibility to their judgment by a piety overcoat. How far they are from knowing the God they claim to know. Christ liberates from this heart because He never possessed it. He only knows the love of the Godhead. His judgments would be true and just at any provocation addressed toward us. Yet love, His love, has no envy or weak constitution that needs to stand upon the shoulders of another. He can look to himself and judge the other not in their circumstances but in His character.
Suffering under injustice and displaying circumstances that seduce the hypercritics is a temptation to become like them. But what Hanna did as a practice we should all take note of is she went to the Lord. Lay your complaint, injuries, and hope on the alter of love. This is a trustworthy place. If you beg the hypercritics for mercy they could not give it.
At the alter of love you are not judged by the knowledge of good and evil but rather the knowledge of true love. A true love that knows the value of a human soul and the transient worth of circumstance, let the wise of this would provoke you, revile you, and condemn you. They will see soon enough that God loves you and that their formula for judgment is folly. Will it change their judgments? Never, even if hypercritics prey upon them, they will never go to the alter of love. If they would God would heal them of their hatred and they would lose their judgment. That is the treasure they will not sacrifice.
Suffering under injustice and displaying circumstances that seduce the hypercritics is a temptation to become like them. But what Hanna did as a practice we should all take note of is she went to the Lord. Lay your complaint, injuries, and hope on the alter of love. This is a trustworthy place. If you beg the hypercritics for mercy they could not give it.
At the alter of love you are not judged by the knowledge of good and evil but rather the knowledge of true love. A true love that knows the value of a human soul and the transient worth of circumstance, let the wise of this would provoke you, revile you, and condemn you. They will see soon enough that God loves you and that their formula for judgment is folly. Will it change their judgments? Never, even if hypercritics prey upon them, they will never go to the alter of love. If they would God would heal them of their hatred and they would lose their judgment. That is the treasure they will not sacrifice.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
IS GOD IN CHARGE?
This is a question everyone should ask. The answer you believe true will determine your life view. You don’t have to have a relationship with God to answer with “Yes”. Of course if you do have a relationship with God you will be able to answer with an emphatic “Yes”.
No, allows some modern philosophies, which historically are really recycled, to influence your life choice. Take for example the famous story of Jonah. He finds himself in the belly of a great fish. This fish vomits him onto the beach God intended for him to reach. This story is too fantastic to be credible without a controlling God. If you don’t believe in God’s control this story can never rise above myth.
If man is nothing more than a specie among the many of nature you have not elevated all animals to equality with man but debased man into a mere animal. What is ironic is that the very thought processes that entertains this equality proves superiority.
Without a controlling God morality is capricious and subjective. It can be nothing else. If we are mere animals then it is also frivolous. No lizard contemplated the fate of any bug it eats or of other lizards why should men. Jeffery Dalmer was one of the few to be brave enough to truly allow this belief system to not be compromised. He lived it out to its logical conclusion. There are no rights because these are the product of natural law which presupposes an intelligent creator.
Is your life merely a pinball let loose within the machine of random choices? Have you observed how little control you have over outcomes even when you attempt to control every detail? Can the collective consciousness of all humanity achieve a better result?
If God is in control Dorean is not a bust. Your participation is more than your free choice. Prison and bank fraud are not final answers. Think on this, with either life view your complaint is disingenuous.
No, allows some modern philosophies, which historically are really recycled, to influence your life choice. Take for example the famous story of Jonah. He finds himself in the belly of a great fish. This fish vomits him onto the beach God intended for him to reach. This story is too fantastic to be credible without a controlling God. If you don’t believe in God’s control this story can never rise above myth.
If man is nothing more than a specie among the many of nature you have not elevated all animals to equality with man but debased man into a mere animal. What is ironic is that the very thought processes that entertains this equality proves superiority.
Without a controlling God morality is capricious and subjective. It can be nothing else. If we are mere animals then it is also frivolous. No lizard contemplated the fate of any bug it eats or of other lizards why should men. Jeffery Dalmer was one of the few to be brave enough to truly allow this belief system to not be compromised. He lived it out to its logical conclusion. There are no rights because these are the product of natural law which presupposes an intelligent creator.
Is your life merely a pinball let loose within the machine of random choices? Have you observed how little control you have over outcomes even when you attempt to control every detail? Can the collective consciousness of all humanity achieve a better result?
If God is in control Dorean is not a bust. Your participation is more than your free choice. Prison and bank fraud are not final answers. Think on this, with either life view your complaint is disingenuous.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Rearview Mirror 2-26-2011
Reflections are one of our most useful gifts. I think because I talk so much of faith’s future, look I might be misunderstood. Faith most certainly has a future look. It is like human expectations in this sense alone but far different in true aspect. Faith looks to the future but drags with it a very heavy anchor. That anchor is from the past. It is the substance of thing hoped for. In Christ there is not future victory. In Christ all His promises are yes and Amen. They are settled facts of history. All faith does is look into the landscape of humanity for pockets of deceit. In this faith sees a place to drag this anchor and settle the fact in the present. Because God’s character is patient instant results rarely occur. Faith will diligently and tenaciously maintain its grip upon that anchor until the true facts finish there work.
I may have misled you when I speak of our victory in the future tense. I should have been clearer. The manifestation awaits arrival but the victory has long since been a settled matter. Scott and I have been dragging victory with us by faith’s grip from the moment we said “I do” to God’s offer of Dorean.
If you study God’s word even prophecy is in Christ. Christ has always been, this little exercise we call life is a small silver of time that changed nothing of the facts that preceded it. In all humanity is just another display of the immutable fact of eternity. The curious part being that most of mankind have smashed their rearview mirrors and abandon themselves to the uncertain future of human expectation.
You will see victory not because it’s in Dorean’s future but because it is Dorean’s past. Christ founded us, keeps us, delivers us, and secures His facts for us. He’ll do the same for you but to see your future you have to look in the rearview mirror.
I may have misled you when I speak of our victory in the future tense. I should have been clearer. The manifestation awaits arrival but the victory has long since been a settled matter. Scott and I have been dragging victory with us by faith’s grip from the moment we said “I do” to God’s offer of Dorean.
If you study God’s word even prophecy is in Christ. Christ has always been, this little exercise we call life is a small silver of time that changed nothing of the facts that preceded it. In all humanity is just another display of the immutable fact of eternity. The curious part being that most of mankind have smashed their rearview mirrors and abandon themselves to the uncertain future of human expectation.
You will see victory not because it’s in Dorean’s future but because it is Dorean’s past. Christ founded us, keeps us, delivers us, and secures His facts for us. He’ll do the same for you but to see your future you have to look in the rearview mirror.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Objective Truth 2-26-2011
True faith, the faith of Christ, is based upon facts that are all objective to us. That is another indicator that my critics don’t know God. They keep binding their God to the conduct of Scott and me. That would make us the objective to God and Him subjective.
This is beyond a silly notion. What Christ did was and is always objective to us. It is a fact of history outside us; every promise does not find its fulfillment in the believer they are all fulfilled in Christ. What the Holy Spirit does is bring those objective truths to us. Not by bringing Christ to us but us to Christ. When we are in Christ then the objective truths of Christ can become subjective to us. Dorean doesn’t arrive at victory outside of Christ but is assured victory because Dorean is inside of Christ. You don’t hear me profess a victory outside of Christ. That would place me on equal footings with Alsup.
On equal footing he would obviously have the advantage. But when he went to war with Dorean which is inside Christ he took on a victory. All I have to do is follow the lead of the Holy Spirit and I will be taken subjectively into the experience of the objection fact in Christ. If you can grasp what I’m telling you all your trials would become laughable. This is the great joy of the Lord that settles our spirit. We know that there is not a subject in all creation who undo or invalidate the objective truths in Christ. Federal judges, roaring lion, or the devil himself all laughable.
Fact is found in Christ. The faith of Christ trusts these facts. The Holy Spirit brings us to these facts. The Holy Spirit gives us the faith of Christ. The faith of Christ reins over spirits into obedience. Obedience walks us through the experience that allows us to own the objective fact in Christ as a subjective truth. The rest is lies, all laughable.
This is beyond a silly notion. What Christ did was and is always objective to us. It is a fact of history outside us; every promise does not find its fulfillment in the believer they are all fulfilled in Christ. What the Holy Spirit does is bring those objective truths to us. Not by bringing Christ to us but us to Christ. When we are in Christ then the objective truths of Christ can become subjective to us. Dorean doesn’t arrive at victory outside of Christ but is assured victory because Dorean is inside of Christ. You don’t hear me profess a victory outside of Christ. That would place me on equal footings with Alsup.
On equal footing he would obviously have the advantage. But when he went to war with Dorean which is inside Christ he took on a victory. All I have to do is follow the lead of the Holy Spirit and I will be taken subjectively into the experience of the objection fact in Christ. If you can grasp what I’m telling you all your trials would become laughable. This is the great joy of the Lord that settles our spirit. We know that there is not a subject in all creation who undo or invalidate the objective truths in Christ. Federal judges, roaring lion, or the devil himself all laughable.
Fact is found in Christ. The faith of Christ trusts these facts. The Holy Spirit brings us to these facts. The Holy Spirit gives us the faith of Christ. The faith of Christ reins over spirits into obedience. Obedience walks us through the experience that allows us to own the objective fact in Christ as a subjective truth. The rest is lies, all laughable.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Passover 2-23-2011
This trial lingers. I am now approaching my 6th full year of incarceration. All my expectations turn into disappointments. I feel like this will never end. I even have doubts my marriage will survive this event. I just desire for all this to Passover.
This is the human Passover but God’s Passover experience teaches us truth. In God’s Passover a lamb died or a firstborn died. In Adam we are all firstborns into sin and death. Either God’s lamb dies and we apply His blood or we die. Feelings mean nothing. In Egypt the firstborn was in the house, the blood was outside the house. He did not see it. In the story it was God’s sight that mattered. God said “if I see the blood I will Passover”. Your sight, your feelings on the matter didn’t matter.
This is where Natorial dissent and his ilk and I will never find accord between us. He only trusted in his feelings and sight. All his judgments concerning Dorean and I are a simpleton cursory look into his own human limitations.
God said I have victory. God said my enemies will stumble into their own nets, God said my marriage will suffer but has kingdom purpose. God said I will be the one sought out for the gifts and wisdom He’s given me. God said to found Dorean. God said to trust Him. He never said a thing about trusting my feelings. He posted all these promises on the doorpost of my heart with the blood of His lamb my feelings that are locked inside have no performance involvement. God looks upon His promises to perform them and no matter how I feel about it I trust that blood upon my door as a fact. In Alsup’s court facts don’t matter and feelings perceptions influenced by rhetoric are given the weight of law but in God’s court facts are all that matter. Christ is the substance of all Passovers. Including this trial I face. There is power in the blood of the lamb. I believe the songs say’s “wonder working power”.
This is the human Passover but God’s Passover experience teaches us truth. In God’s Passover a lamb died or a firstborn died. In Adam we are all firstborns into sin and death. Either God’s lamb dies and we apply His blood or we die. Feelings mean nothing. In Egypt the firstborn was in the house, the blood was outside the house. He did not see it. In the story it was God’s sight that mattered. God said “if I see the blood I will Passover”. Your sight, your feelings on the matter didn’t matter.
This is where Natorial dissent and his ilk and I will never find accord between us. He only trusted in his feelings and sight. All his judgments concerning Dorean and I are a simpleton cursory look into his own human limitations.
God said I have victory. God said my enemies will stumble into their own nets, God said my marriage will suffer but has kingdom purpose. God said I will be the one sought out for the gifts and wisdom He’s given me. God said to found Dorean. God said to trust Him. He never said a thing about trusting my feelings. He posted all these promises on the doorpost of my heart with the blood of His lamb my feelings that are locked inside have no performance involvement. God looks upon His promises to perform them and no matter how I feel about it I trust that blood upon my door as a fact. In Alsup’s court facts don’t matter and feelings perceptions influenced by rhetoric are given the weight of law but in God’s court facts are all that matter. Christ is the substance of all Passovers. Including this trial I face. There is power in the blood of the lamb. I believe the songs say’s “wonder working power”.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Legal Update 2-20-2011
Notorial dissent is apparently a scholar in many fields. He tells me skillings won 9-0 decision from the Supreme Court on the vagueness of the 1346 statute. A statute I am not charged with but is a definition of my statute 1341. In the ruling they confined the definition down to bribes and kickbacks to save it from constitutional problems. This is conduct that does not reach my trial.
It was sent back to the 5th circuit to see if the actions were harmless. Of course they found the harmless and the net results to Mr. Skillings were nothing. His sentence remained the same. He asked to see his son before he finished his sentence and was denied. Shortly thereafter his 20 year old son committed suicide. Asked to attend the funeral he was again vigorously denied.
On 2-18-11 he filed a motion contending that it was not harmless because of “unconstitutional delegation.” Your government changed positions in 24 hours to agree with Skilling and appealed the 5th circuits ruling a year out of time. The DOJ prosecutors
were styling their prosecution in such a way as to make Skilling a moot ruling. Now that they have discovered the cost in doing so they had a moral flop. What great character you government has. They are now about trapping Skilling into making his recent filing of none affect. What they know is not harmless and therefore cannot be ignored can be made harmless by the precedent of Skilling coping a plea. How much you want to bet he gets out of jail now. I hope he is smart enough to see he will win no matter what and tell them to kiss his ass. They played ruthless he should play ruthless. Because this issue has not been raised in 100 years Skilling controls the outcome of the precedent. His choice affects me but his case is not moot.
I did not file cert, I continue on a 2255 and though you talk of my big mouth this will be the first time since my trial I can speak. Every thing until now has procedurally kept me silent. So now we shall see what my mouth can do. I know this; I am not a criminal but a victim of criminals. You don’t hear me pissing and moaning. I trust God.
It was sent back to the 5th circuit to see if the actions were harmless. Of course they found the harmless and the net results to Mr. Skillings were nothing. His sentence remained the same. He asked to see his son before he finished his sentence and was denied. Shortly thereafter his 20 year old son committed suicide. Asked to attend the funeral he was again vigorously denied.
On 2-18-11 he filed a motion contending that it was not harmless because of “unconstitutional delegation.” Your government changed positions in 24 hours to agree with Skilling and appealed the 5th circuits ruling a year out of time. The DOJ prosecutors
were styling their prosecution in such a way as to make Skilling a moot ruling. Now that they have discovered the cost in doing so they had a moral flop. What great character you government has. They are now about trapping Skilling into making his recent filing of none affect. What they know is not harmless and therefore cannot be ignored can be made harmless by the precedent of Skilling coping a plea. How much you want to bet he gets out of jail now. I hope he is smart enough to see he will win no matter what and tell them to kiss his ass. They played ruthless he should play ruthless. Because this issue has not been raised in 100 years Skilling controls the outcome of the precedent. His choice affects me but his case is not moot.
I did not file cert, I continue on a 2255 and though you talk of my big mouth this will be the first time since my trial I can speak. Every thing until now has procedurally kept me silent. So now we shall see what my mouth can do. I know this; I am not a criminal but a victim of criminals. You don’t hear me pissing and moaning. I trust God.
Monday, June 13, 2011
The Wicked Witness
Well my 40 day trial has ended and ate the best banana I had in months. I remember my other trial though and how many wicked witnesses were used. The most tragic though were the so-called saints who sold out their professions of faith for the frauds of that courtroom. But in all that transpired their remains one true witness their actions confirm. They reveal to the saints the character and nature of their God. Romans 9 speaks on this.
It is ok for God to raise up men like Alsup and to expose phony Christians even at your personal expense of suffering. Because it proves His longsuffering mercy is real and your hopes in the Beloved are true. In a strange paradox the wicked witness proves by his hatred of God that our God is a God of love. The very fact he is not smashed immediately being one sigh. But think on this pharaoh was raised up with his hard heart to increase the renown of the Lord. Has it not done so? Is the exodus not one of the most famous stories of all time? The sons of God should not fear the wicked witness when he raises his ugly face in front of you. God is just writing another story to increase His renown. Be patient as God has shown patience with the wicked and the future of your promises will approach you swiftly.
It is ok for God to raise up men like Alsup and to expose phony Christians even at your personal expense of suffering. Because it proves His longsuffering mercy is real and your hopes in the Beloved are true. In a strange paradox the wicked witness proves by his hatred of God that our God is a God of love. The very fact he is not smashed immediately being one sigh. But think on this pharaoh was raised up with his hard heart to increase the renown of the Lord. Has it not done so? Is the exodus not one of the most famous stories of all time? The sons of God should not fear the wicked witness when he raises his ugly face in front of you. God is just writing another story to increase His renown. Be patient as God has shown patience with the wicked and the future of your promises will approach you swiftly.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Glory to God 1-28-2011
Well today is my 40th day, glory to God! What does that mean? Surely the glory of God is ever expanding and Jesus Christ is honored above everything that is named. If this be true then certain wisdoms ought to enter the spirits of His children. Christ prayed “Father glorify thy name” to which the response was “I have and will do it again”. So if God is in the business of bringing glory to Himself let’s presume from our knowledge that “again” incorporates the perpetual again and again, then every part of creation would fall under this purpose. Even the devil himself would become an agent of God’s glory design. That means wickedness as a whole will ultimately bring glory to God.
Paul wrestles with these thoughts in Romans. Should we sin because it is an agent of glory? Of course not! But if one reasons out the reality of this truth a comfort outside the love of God brings rest to your spirit. For if everything passing through your life is to glorify God a certain joy can resound in any circumstances. When love for Christ takes root in your spirit nothing can be more pleasing that to have your life bring Him glory. So what of worry, fear, impatience? Will they not dissipate in the light of this truth? Come what may, bring it on, and let my life bring you glory. Glory to God in the highest!
Paul wrestles with these thoughts in Romans. Should we sin because it is an agent of glory? Of course not! But if one reasons out the reality of this truth a comfort outside the love of God brings rest to your spirit. For if everything passing through your life is to glorify God a certain joy can resound in any circumstances. When love for Christ takes root in your spirit nothing can be more pleasing that to have your life bring Him glory. So what of worry, fear, impatience? Will they not dissipate in the light of this truth? Come what may, bring it on, and let my life bring you glory. Glory to God in the highest!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
It Can’t Be Stolen 1-28-2011
Jeremiah 29:11 was spoken to the exiles. But even in our exile before we knew God these words were true for us. For whom He called He foreknew His good plans cannot be thwarted. Everything about God in relation to you is a promise. To reconcile a sinner to himself is the patient work of love. Love by its nature will always possess a promise and a hope. A hope as true as the God behind it promises and hope by nature are futuristic because once the substance of the hope or promise arrives then they have ceased. So what I think most people lose when they get caught up in worries and concerns is their future. Psalms 84 says blessed men go through their valleys of weeping. Weeping may last for a night but joy comes in the morning. I would add it even comes in the mourning. You always have a future that cannot be stolen. Why are thou downcast oh my soul, wait for God, whom you shall praise again. Dorean’s future cannot be stolen by wicked men. The thought is laughable. How can men who have no future who live for their belly every moment steal what they don’t know exist? Scott and I will wait patiently for God to coral our enemies and to deliver them to us. 153 fish swam to the net the Lord put before them against all fish behavior. A mother cow never yoked left her calf to deliver the Ark of the Covenant. The future always comes to His beloved children. If you don’t understand this truth and it doesn’t subdue all your fears then you are living like a bastard. Don’t forfeit what cannot be taken from you.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Weapon of Righteousness 1-27-2011
The word in Romans 6 tells us to use our body as a weapon of righteousness. It contrast how we use to use it as a weapon of evil. We all know how to sin. I was not exempt from the curse, I had no problem turning my body over to sin as a slave. But in Christ I have been freed from that power and can now offer my body as a slave to righteousness. In sin I profited nothing and at the end of every fancy, every accomplishment was death. Yet that did not deter me from the repeated exercise of futility. No all the more I was eager to put the cloak of death on more firmly.
Now Christ gives me the offer to turn my body through obedience over to righteousness to be His weapon where the end is abundance now and eternal life ultimately. At the end of every fancy and every assignment is life. Shall I shrink back from its demands? I never resisted the demands of death. No all the more my slavery toward obedience should be as loyal as a heart can be. Dorean was formed as a weapon of righteousness by the Lords command. Shall I not give my body over to its full demands? Life and victory await even if I pass through suffering. It is still better for me to suffer toward life than to enjoy pleasures on the way to destruction. I am fond of my body being made a weapon of righteousness. Lord, wield me often! Amen!
Now Christ gives me the offer to turn my body through obedience over to righteousness to be His weapon where the end is abundance now and eternal life ultimately. At the end of every fancy and every assignment is life. Shall I shrink back from its demands? I never resisted the demands of death. No all the more my slavery toward obedience should be as loyal as a heart can be. Dorean was formed as a weapon of righteousness by the Lords command. Shall I not give my body over to its full demands? Life and victory await even if I pass through suffering. It is still better for me to suffer toward life than to enjoy pleasures on the way to destruction. I am fond of my body being made a weapon of righteousness. Lord, wield me often! Amen!
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