6 years of incarceration has now passed. It seems like a long time. But time is a very different measurement for God who is diligent about making all things work for the good for those who love Him. This delay from my perspective is where I find patience the stalwart friend of trust that escorts to the promise of God. Patience and trust are the reasoning partner with the faith of Christ that assure hope it is justified. How great it is to have a beloved with immutable integrity concerning His words. Where would these friends be without such character?
It is very difficult to convey into words the comfort in times of trial God’s love brings. So very few people discover the best in human love and yet even fewer have come to the knowledge of God’s love. You would think that my hope is to just get out of prison but that motive dies under God’s perfect love. One touched by God’s love sees his trials differently. The self and all its desires get lost is the desire to please and magnify the Beloved. His victory and triumph over wickedness is what hope has latched onto.
The GOOD NEWS has proclaimed this victory as a historical fact. News whether good or bad is only the report of something historical. When Christ brought the Good News of the gospel it was of a triumph over wickedness. All wickedness of all times including what I face in my Dorean struggle, a struggle that can wear out any human fortitude, which it has.
The revelation received through Dorean was the fraud crippling Americans with bogus debt and lawless power. What God added to this struggle was how insurmountable our judicial system is to the average man. What crimes we wrought upon our brethren and deceive ourselves it is just and righteous. I can honestly say without God’s gifts I would be trapped with a 25 year sentence for my good effort with Dorean. Most men are not possessed with the gifts I’ve received from God. Must they suffer or do we as God fearing Christians to resist evil? I am sickened by what the true righteous have allowed the wicked to institutionalize. We should all be shamed. I entered prison with a large Dorean battle I’ll exit with an even larger mandate. I cannot tolerate an American where perverts of justice like Alsup and Christians behave as acolytes of the devil perpetuating evil. A man in love with Christ must give himself over to this love and bear whatever cost associated.
Anniversaries are generally times to remember and recall love. I do this day and surrender myself in trust of the love I recall. No matter how long the delay or how difficult overcoming evil remains the devil and all his agents have picked on the wrong fellow because a man who will give himself over to Christ will advance His kingdom into evil’s territory..
Oh when the saints go marching in I want to be in that number. Until God gives me advance I will patiently collect anniversaries but I know evil’s day days are numbered.
Might men with their fake righteousness and the devil’s guidance bother me none, every temptation that arrives in my flesh and emotion as a response to this prolonged assault is soothed by a moment’s communion. To know God settles all matters. I know my words cannot comfort those who do not commune. If you walk and talk with Him He will confirm my witness of His victory is true. History will catch up soon enough. Until then He gives patience, peace, and love to overwhelm and subdue my fears.