It must be my charming personality but I’m back in Special Housing. If they are wanting to make me feel special it’s not working. I received another 204 series Incident Report (shot) which is an accusation of extorting and blackmailing the staff. I think this is a developing trademark in that my last 3 shots are identical. Justified or not I have a reputation that proceeded me here that I can inflict financial harm on staff. For the most part I enjoy this fear based relationship because it creates a preferred distance between staff and myself. They leave me alone and I leave them alone. The flipside can be paranoia. That’s what affected me this time. My case manager who would be the one to act as a debt collector for the court believes I’m threatening him. His basis could be justified by his knowledge of my prior dealings with another case manager but not factual. The BOP has an administrative remedy process they call BP 8-12. I filed an 8 with my counselor to begin this process with an attached cease and desist your debt collection process. It was intentionally intimidation but innocuous as to any staff. All I was attempting to do was to collect my denials on the pathway to my remedy. I haven’t even identified the players if I wanted to threaten.
What lies before me is two diverse options. One is they admit to their misunderstandings and I’ll only be here for 2-3 weeks. Two is that their actions have malice in them; they were looking for the first opportunity to rid themselves of their fiery and will keep me here for months and probably transfer me again. I have no idea yet what will happen but I can say I have never seen repentance in this organization in 3 years. Even if they draw first blood by accident they never say oops I’m sorry. So my suspicions are pessimistic. At this pace I could be the little old man who lived in the SHU if the retards get to write the nursery rhyme.