Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Lost Love (10-6-09)

The prison I'm in separates me from my beloved. Just the simple affections of walking an talking are lost to me. Looking into the eyes of my beloved, knowing them as I am known, letting their affection spawn reciprocal affection within me. What evil has robbed me? No kisses, no praises, no glances upon your beauty. Just your face alone is a brilliant gem. To taste you, to hold you, to see your smile. My ears long for your loving words and the truth between us. I'm surrounded by lust, insults, ugliness, hatred, and evil. No comfort without you. All my earthly possessions even when they were great pale in just your shadow. I need you, desire you, can't live without you. I don't know who I am without you. Not only is my love lost but I am lost without my lover. What is life outside our love relationship? It's like a fiction, a nightmare, with fear and trouble on every side. My soul pants after thee like a deer pants after the water. I exist within you. Turn not away from me. Condescend to my low state and revive me from this death. Turn not your love from me for I will die without you.

I write this not because my human spouse love relationship is in peril, but to remind you of our beloved relationship above. I have concerns for every fraudulent foreclosure, every fraudulent civil and criminal accusation, every theft, robbery and conspiracy to plunder you. Yet what are my concerns compared to your beloveds? Do you not know every need had its provision. Have you sought the affections of your lover? If not how will you learn of His care? Do you enter a relationship treating the other like a circus monkey that must do tricks for you to please you? Have you become so lost in your prison that you've forgotten love? Have you lost that whetting of desire in your soul to be with your lover? Maybe you don't know true love or the joys of a lover but I can assure you that you needs are noticed even before you can express them. Forget the stuff and remember the love lost.

20 comments:

judge allslop said...

The American Dream is an Holy Experiment, a Republic under law and not an oligarchy of powerful men free to do as they choose and justice be damned. The American Dream is a Wise People.A People who care for those who are unjustly treated. A People United. A People united by a vision that puts honor first, with love, mercy, kindness, courage, and justice constrained by rules.
Whatever your faith this Season, whatever your political persuasion, whatever notions you've picked up from others about the horrors we are threatened with at the hands of those who hold ideas contrary to our own, remember this:
We are One People United by Our Ideals! We are one precisely because we share ideals, of which the chiefest is that justice must have rules, and those who judge must obey those rules to-the-letter!
Cling to those ideals as dearly as you embrace your own children, for they preserve your children more than anything that you alone can do, more than any army, more than any doctor, more than anything you can imagine ... for those ideals we share as Americans are the very hope of the world! The world once saw our ideals more clearly and loved us for them. Today, more than ever, the world needs us to champion our ideals once more ... remembering the cost our soldiers still are sacrificing so we may do what must be done here at home to restore our heritage of justice that has rules and force our leaders to obey those rules!
Pray to whatever God you know that our American ideals will be recovered, dusted off, set high for all to see, praised and admired and protected from every enemy that might take hold of them by craft or artifice to rob you and your children of the hope that our American ideals inspire. Whatever your faith may be, you may at least consider the Baby born to die 2,000 years ago, a baby who became a man of such courage and honor that the highest dignitaries of that time were frightened of the goodness by which He reflected to them the evil in their own hearts. The plan, as the Old Story tells, was for perfect innocence to perish at the hands of a legally empowered authority that acted unjustly to achieve its murderous goal! And, so it was done. And, regardless what theological notions your traditions may ascribe to that moment in time, mankind has been inspired by the ideal of a system of justice constrained by rules that would never repeat that lawless crime on others, the ideal of justice that by its own rules favors none but gives to all the blessed opportunity to prevail against even the darkest forces of evil and see the poor and weak as equal to the rich and powerful. The world has been inspired to work for justice ever since! Justice with rules!
Justice for all! The choice is yours.It always is. It always will be. Choose honor, unveil truth, and practice love that labors tirelessly for the dream of a nation Under God, dedicated to Liberty and Justice for every single soul, regardless of their station in life.The ideal of justice with rules is yours, my friends. Purchased for you by the blood of millions who gave their lives so you could take your place in its defense! If you don't recover the ideal of justice that obeys rules and cherish it and teach it to your children, what hope have any of us? What future can your children hope for? Choose this day whom you will serve!
The darkness and its damnable accusations, or the light of liberty under law that gives hope to us all ... the dream that guided us in former times to be the most honorable people on this planet, the most courageous, the most generous, and the most wise, safe, and happy.
Best wishes to all.

sopsback said...

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

GOD BLESS....


SOP

taycamstu said...

I knew you could use spellcheck, Sop~

Jammed-up Client said...

Greetings All, I am a Dorean Client. I am trying to get information on how to get control of my property again. Kurt and Scott are trustee of the trust and power of attorney. I can't refinance or sell the property!...I can't contact Dr. Fred for some reason???...PLEASE HELP!!!!!

Jammed-up Client said...

Greetings All, I am a Dorean Client. I am trying to get information on how to get control of my property again. Kurt and Scott are trustee of the trust and power of attorney. I can't refinance or sell the property!...I can't contact Dr. Fred for some reason???...PLEASE HELP!!!!!

Jammed-up Client said...

Greetings All, I am a Dorean Client. I am trying to get information on how to get control of my property again. Kurt and Scott are trustee of the trust and power of attorney. I can't refinance or sell the property!...I can't contact Dr. Fred for some reason???...PLEASE HELP!!!!!

sopsback said...

dr. frayed is crittermis vaction....he be back on jan. 11, 2011....try him then.

brassbird said...

Kurt,
It seems reasonable that you could
give some comment or action that
would enable one to free up one's
house from this trust situation.
Any comment would be greatly
appreciated.

Mortgage free said...

They have our money and have had it for years. Why do they need to do anything at all now. Why change anything? Just keep our money and run.

judge allslop said...

Who is THEY?

Banks bet against clients and won.
SEC and Finra are reportedly investigating whether Wall Street investment banks deliberately sold risky securities (CDOs) to clients, and then bet on the securities failing. Probes are still in early stages, but in some cases the securities appear to have been deliberately stuffed with particularly risky mortgages in order to perform poorly if the housing market tanked. Goldman Sachs (GS), one of the firms fingered, has already responded to the NY Times report, saying, “The buyers of synthetic mortgage CDOs were large, sophisticated investors. These investors had significant in-house research staff to analyze portfolios and structures and to suggest modifications. They did not rely upon the issuing banks in making their investment decisions.”

Here are the real criminals that law enforcement,Billy Alsup and regulators are paid not to touch.

Mortgage free said...

Judge that is a different issue. We paid the Dorean group thousands of dollars to perform a service around 5 years ago and they have done nothing. Dr. Johnson sent out a e-mail newsletter once a month but now nothing! He used to allow us to contact him on the phone but now nothing! He has run and hidden with the money.

Joseph said...

Mortgage Free said: Judge that is a different issue.

NOT REALLY, BECAUSE THE INVESTMENT BANKS ARE THE ONES BEING PROTECTED & THE ONE'S THAT WANTED THE DOREAN GROUP OUT OF THE PICTURE IN PRISON. AS KURT SAID, IF HE WENT UNMOLESTED, THINGS WOULD HAVE WORKED OUT.

We paid the Dorean group thousands of dollars to perform a service around 5 years ago and they have done nothing.

ACTUALLY THAT'S NOT TRUE. DO YOU THINK THE WHOLE PRESENTMENT & PROCESS ENTAILS NOTHING? WE ARE STILL ENTITLED TO A FINANCIAL CLAIM AGAINST OUR LENDERS. UNTIL ONE BIG CLAIM IS MADE FOR ALL CLIENTS, DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING SIGNIFICANT TO HAPPEN OR EVEN ANYTIME SOON.

Dr. Johnson sent out a e-mail newsletter once a month but now nothing!

AS IT WAS MENTIONED BEFORE, DR. JOHNSON ISN'T ONE OF THE PRINCIPALS, SO WHATEVER HE HAS DONE HAS BEEN A FREE SERVICE TO YOU, NOT SOMETHING YOU SHOULD EXPECT, AS IT'S NOT HIS RESPONSIBILITY TO DO ANYTHING.

He used to allow us to contact him on the phone but now nothing! He has run and hidden with the money.

DR. JOHNSON NEVER GOT ANY OF THE MONEY. AGAIN YOUR BLAME IS CENTERED ON THE WRONG SOURCE. 4 MILLION WAS CONFISCATED OFFSHORE BY THE AUTHORITIES AND THEIR BANK ACCOUNTS IN THE STATES WERE ALSO SEIZED. WHY NOT COMPLAIN TO THE FBI OR CIA. THEY HAVE TO TOOK YOUR MONEY! DON'T THINK THEY'LL CARE WHAT YOU THINK HOWEVER. THERE IS NO CLIENTS MONEY TO HIDE. GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT & MAYBE COME UP WITH SOME VALID POINTS NEXT TIME YOU POST.

Joseph said...

MORTGAGE FREE SAID: They have our money and have had it for years. Why do they need to do anything at all now. Why change anything? Just keep our money and run.
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WHY DO THEY NEED TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL? IT'S CALLED KEEPING THEIR HONOR & FINISHING WHAT THEY STARTED. IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE THE DOREAN GROUP ARE HONORABLE MEN, & WILL FINISH THIS RACE, YOU KNOW NOTHING AT ALL & ARE OPERATING ON A FALSE PLATFORM OF SAND & HAVE A SHAKY FOUNDATION.

SINCE YOU EXPECT SOMETHING, YOU ALSO EXPECT THAT THEY WILL KEEP THEIR HONOR AND THEIR WORD, SO SHUT UP WITH ALL YOUR B.S.

IF THEIR INTENT WAS TO RUN, THEY WOULD HAVE HAVE NEVER COMMUNICATED AT ALL SINCE THE ARREST OF SCOTT. THERE WOULD BE NO BLOG BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE NO CARING FOR ANY CLIENTS. THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN NO COMMUNICATION WHATSOEVER SINCE THE DOREAN GROUP WENT TO JAIL. THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN NO EXPLANATIONS OF WHO WAS BEHIND ALL OF THE ATTACKS UPON CLIENTS & YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN KEPT TOTALLY IN THE DARK. CON-MEN DON'T CARE TO INFORM. NO UPDATES WHATSOEVER, NO HOPE, JUST AN ADMISSION OF FAILURE & NO ONE TO DEFEND YOUR RIGHTS. HAVE YOU GOTTEN AN ADMISSION OF FAILURE AT ANY TIME EVER FROM THE DOREAN GROUP, OR FROM DR. FRED?

YOU OBVIOUSLY COME TO THE BLOG FOR SOME HOPE OF COMPENSATION OR SOME GREAT NEWS, OR TO LEARN HOW WE MIGHT EXPECT TO WIN IN THE END, SO YOUR OWN EXPECTATIONS BETRAY YOUR VERY WORDS. ARE YOU REALLY AS BLIND & HOPELESS AND UNINFORMED AS YOU APPEAR TO BE? YOU OBVIOUSLY AREN'T STUDYING WHAT HAS ALREADY BEEN WRITTEN ON THIS BLOG BASED UPON WHAT I HEAR COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH, SO BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE, LEARN TO LISTEN. THEN AFTER YOU LEARN TO LISTEN, LEARN TO BE PATIENT. THEN AFTER YOU LEARN THAT, LEARN TO BE A BETTER JUDGE OF CHARACTER.

Jammed-up Client said...

O.k...Great Joseph I agree but... Any advice on my situation???...I'm totally PARALIZED right now!!!

Joseph said...

Brassbird said: it seems reasonable that you could
give some comment or action that
would enable one to free up one's
house from this trust situation.
Any comment would be greatly
appreciated.
__________________________________

This question has already been answered several times before already. The client or a client's attorney needs to prepare a quit claim deed from the Trust to your personal name, & have it signed by the proper person(s). Make sure on the quit claim deed that the legal description is 100% accurately typed. You can get your legal description from your deed of trust or mortgage paperwork. Check several times for accuracy before you sent it off, since there can't be any mistakes on this.

I'm sure Dr. Fred can provide some insight for you if you are nice. There might be a donation fee to accomplish this if you seek outside help. Once you get it back signed & notarized, go to the County Recorder to record the quit claim document.

Or as the beneficiary of your trust, you could fire the current trustees, (not recommended) and add your own trustees on your family trust and those trustees could sign a quit claim deed back to your personal name.

As beneficiary of the trust, provide a legitimate reason for the firing such as the "inability of the trustees to do their job being incarcerated and forbidden to sign any documents by the courts by decree" and provide service of the notice of your firing on both trustees. This notice will make it official. Keep copies of all documents sent for your records as a future lender might require them.

Or you can spend thousands of dollars to hire an attorney to do everything for you. Not recommended either.

Or you could go through the courts to get title back to your personal name. Not recommended either since process is long and expensive.

Those are your four options. The first option is the least cost for you & can be done the quickest.

Once the quit claim deed is recorded, this will put the asset back to your personal name which will enable you to sell or refinance your home. Once you refinance it is recommended that you quit claim back into the trust for asset protection.

Jammed-up Client said...

Thanks Joseph, I would like to try the first option but I don't have the trust book (never had it). I just have a copy of the quit claim (to Kurt & Scott) and I can't seem to contact Dr.Fred anymore.???

Joseph said...

Jammed Up Client: You don't need the trust booklet to get your home quit claimed back to you from your family trust. You know your house asset is in your trust's name since at the County recorder's office, your trustees are listed on title. The name of your trust name is your last name followed by the words "family trust". Your trustees of course are Kurt Johnson & Dale Scott Heineman & their authorized representative, has the power of attorney to quit claim the asset from your family trust back to your personal name, hence that's where you need a little help and cooperation. A quit claim is not hard to fill out & any competent paralegal can accomplish this for you. The only thing a paralegal would ask for would be the full name of your trustees, the name of your trust, and the legal description of your home and your full name, the entity that is taking back title. With a little help, you could probably prepare the quit claim yourself, or you can contact your Recorder's office for a sample of a quit claim deed recorded where a family trust is quit claiming the property to someone else. You could use that as a guide, but just change the relevant data to fit your unique situation. You could fill it out & take it to the County Recorder's office and ask a supervisor there if they believe you filled it out correctly in form or just pay an attorney to prepare a simple quit claim deed for you.

Joseph said...

O.k...Great Joseph I agree but... Any advice on my situation???...I'm totally PARALIZED right now!!!
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Paralyzed physically or paralyzed emotionally? I don't know your complete situation, so it's difficult to comment. How do you expect to be helped or what can I offer as assistance?

Kurt's comment that he will not spend a 5th anniversary in prison, as known to him by the sure word of prophecy, should make many feel even more hopeful if not cause some to reassess their negative point of view. Once the Dorean Group are out of jail, certainly things from an equity redress point of view will progress much faster. At least that's what I believe. You are what you believe & what you hold dear to your heart. You don't need to be paralyzed by fear or gloom if you are confident, faithful and hopeful. If you are physically paralyzed, there are always people that are more than willing to be your legs or do the leg work for you. "Ask & you shall be given". Ask for what you need. Only you know these things.

Justice said...

Joseph said...
4 MILLION WAS CONFISCATED OFFSHORE BY THE AUTHORITIES AND THEIR BANK ACCOUNTS IN THE STATES WERE ALSO SEIZED. WHY NOT COMPLAIN TO THE FBI OR CIA. THEY HAVE TO TOOK YOUR MONEY! DON'T THINK THEY'LL CARE WHAT YOU THINK HOWEVER. THERE IS NO CLIENTS MONEY TO HIDE. GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT & MAYBE COME UP WITH SOME VALID POINTS NEXT TIME YOU POST.

joseph,

you need to get your facts straight before you preach to someone else. 4 million was not confiscated by the government or any entity/agent of the government. why don't you ask the honorable dr. h fred? i'm sure he knows the truth. better yet, ask the person in charge of the money ie. douglas cameron who got the money? i'll bet you your settlement money in july 2010 your facts are wrong!

Jammed-up Client said...

Joseph said...
The client or a client's attorney needs to prepare a quit claim deed from the Trust to your personal name, & have it signed by the proper person(s). Your trustees of course are Kurt Johnson & Dale Scott Heineman & their authorized representative, has the power of attorney to quit claim the asset from your family trust back to your personal name, hence that's where you need a little help and cooperation.






Joseph,

I have the quit claim ready. Who can I contact (and how) to help finish the process?

My e-mail: khamet9@gmail.com