Back Where I Started

On Nov. 7th we went to court and listened to the BOP bitch about my contracting with them. They are all cowards and only know certain techniques to deal with legitimate threats. We of course are light years ahead of them and anticipated their actions. This placed me back at Santa Rita where it all began so long ago. I was already poised to end this trial as I began it with a 40 day fast. It is one thing to hope for your deliverance and quite another to obtain it. This is something I will teach you faithful hopers in the future. To be here again is good. I’m able to enter the ideal environment to push me over the finish line. Being with Scott these 8 months was part of God’s divine plan and God and I have left him equipped to trust in his own walk and spiritual ear. This was his destiny to enter this battle with raw courage but to leave a seasoned champion in his own right. I on the other hand know that blessing had to mature to this moment where each of us have to gut it out alone to the finish. God is a respecter of free choice. He has given all associated with this battle a chance to place their flag in the territory of their heart. As of this moment all have done so except Julian and Magoon. I believe they will have to do this by month’s end. After this God is free to judge and to enter in to accomplish His will. I wish I could of seen better results but too many have succumb to the cares of this world and set aside trusting their creator. Many call themselves Christian and see themselves better than they are. They are blind to their own fruit but proclaim to be wise enough to inspect the fruit of others. They condemn themselves with every word they utter. Many of you have seen this played out on this blog. Well time for truth has arrived. God Himself has decreed an end and the faithful shall see Him faithful who is the justification of what appeared risky in trusting Him. Never did I have to fear my enemy. They were always under the guidance of the Master. Objects of His wrath to display God’s righteous judgment, and forbearance for this generation at this moment in time. Likewise He increases His renown among the nations and those who serve Him as Lord. I could teach a thousand years on why God is trustworthy but none of these lessons would have the impact of your experience in this trial. If you know you’ve failed repent before God takes this whole selected mass over the finish line. Remember not how you ran the race but how you finished that matters. In that light fast and pray with me to see God glorified, His enemies scattered, and you matured by the endurance of battle that led to your victory. Our next hearing is another settlement conference with Spero and then before Alsup on 12-11-06. It is my hope that this is my last day before this scoundrel. He does nothing but lie and thinks himself righteous. Even if they slay me I would never stoop so low as to reach for the heights of their righteousness. My new address should be posted. There may be one more move.