Thursday, April 19, 2007

The Final Revelation (03-21-07)

Many of you question what value talk of Christ has on this blog. If you’re still asking that question perhaps you’ll never know the answer. For those of you who put their hope in Christ I think you will understand the final revelation that has come to me. Of course the walk of faith is by its nature a risky journey. God being bigger than we could ever fathom always has us outside our comfort zones. This creates a one step at a time walk of trust. Like a blind man being led whose only hope is that his guide loves him enough to carefully assist him at the arrival of his destination. Those who have taken this journey with Christ know exactly what I’m talking about. Also though you will know that at the end of a trial a gestalt, an epiphany happens. It’s a gnosis of enlightenment where all the solitary faith steps become a complete journey that makes sense. Well this moment happened for me a few weeks back. I must admit it was a big stretch for my soul. I talk of the eternal thing as precedence because those who live there know the temporal things always work out in the end and only appear in our lives for the perfection of our spirits. This does not mean at all that Dorean is insignificant but rather that it is more significant because of the eternal value built into it.

Without going into years of detail I’ll make a quick focus on a couple distant points. 22 years ago I received a prophecy that had two veins of promise for my life. One was business and finance the other love and marriage. The wife of my youth did not faithe for this word of promise and I was left working just the business side. When my current wife appeared it became clear that God had not allowed the love and marriage side to slip. He had been working in my wife the whole time so that she was ready to be grafted into the promise. In fact she was possessed with the promise to fulfill mine and I was there to be grafted into the business side of her promise. I bring this up to say one that God is faithful and His promises worthy of trust and that her delivery into my life was necessary at this time for me to reach the heights of God’s offer. One of the things we agreed I could do from jail was to write how much I love her. Part of this method was writing what I call journeys which are fiction stories that contain realities of our destiny as a couple. Recently I asked her to supply 5 words I could incorporate into our next journey. To show you an example of how she is so much more than I can ask or think she supplied me with 12. That journey I posted here as the Jailhouse letter. God using my wife and those 12 words pulled that journey out of me.

What God did with that journey was take the subjects Faith, hope, and love and got my mind in first a fictional examination of these eternal topics. That journey made me begin a real life examination of the relevancy of Faith, hope and love. I wrote a book in this process called “Faith, Hope, and Love are they material to a material world.” As I wrote from the truth of my teaching and experience I began to see what this trial was really all about for me and I know it part of the deep things of God that we all can profit from. As I wrote on this subject I began to expose the shortcomings of my faith, hope and love. I had Christ as my model and also as my supplier. I have been loved with an overwhelming undeserved love and had my unpayable debt forgiven. Now I know I’m not capable of even reciprocity back to Christ so how could I think of application to anyone else. Well the only way is to merely submit to Christ and allow Him to be Himself through you. Fair enough I thought it has always been the faith of Christ through me obtaining the promises but had I ever really done the same with His love. When I couldn’t say absolutely yes I asked myself why. Now before I admit I am willing I had to view any opportunity within the paradoxical confines of the gospel. “One must lose his life to save it” “one becomes great by service” and “the meek inherit the Earth.”

Faith is gripping a promise of God stepping out with your will on what appears to be a risk. Hope is the endurance to persevere as time and faith wrestle out the circumstances to delver the promise. I am a champion at doing this for myself but what if I chose or was called to do this for someone else? From our first contact with Judge Alsup I knew he was placed in my life divinely. Until recently I thought his role was the corrupt lackey nemesis. God reached out to him with His gospel offer through us more than a year ago but I thought his destiny was always to reject it. In the examination of the love of Christ this thought became absurd. I have never seen the full force of Christ love not overwhelm its target in 30 years of observation. Now I had an evil enemy attempting through every malicious fraud to destroy me and what I think of as moral, ethical, and just. These are not terms of endearment. Immediately I was griped with my temporal conflict and my eternal opportunity to allow the love of Christ to win over my enemy. Sound foolish? Not if you know the love of Christ as I do. Frankly I don’t see Mr. Alsup as having a chance in hell to resist Christ. How do I do this? Well it required a complete change in my trial. I now had to submit to his fraud. I know my stand for truth is noble, honest and learned of God, but once it is not in obedience it is just a good looking sin. Christ in me began to show me that one man’s soul is worth more than my life, the restoration of my marriage, justice for all the clients etc.

Now I know the self has the response of “what about me?” At first glance this is a justified retort but the spirit man says if God loves His enemies with such thorough love how much more will He extend the power of heaven for His children. Instead of my heart becoming hopeless in a possible sacrifice of my life and all its principles a hope was increased by the very act. Now the paradoxical world of Christ is one that doesn’t tolerate fraud. You cannot choose to die to live with the intent of dying to get the promised life. You must willingly sacrifice for the love, which is the selfless act that earns the promise. This means I must put my life at risk submitting to the evil intentions of my enemy as a loving sacrifice for him and him alone without doing it so I can be delivered. Again this is impossible for me but with Christ all things are possible.

Today I can say that Christ loves Mr. Alsup enough that He is willing to not only die on the cross but at this time in front of His eyes is willing to die the death again to this world for love’s sake. More than all my dreams I desire Mr. Alsup’s redemption. That He would know the love of a Christ like the one living through me. In a strange way the answer to the question “why all this talk of Christ, how is it relevant?” comes the truth that Christ by His power and love entered into the Dorean historical procession to deliver our nemesis and thereby secures our deliverance. This is still a violent death of our enemy but a spectacular death of an evil soul by the birth of a new creation man. This new creation man will have the same Christ as us, which is incapable of the evil of Mr. Alsup. So as Christ delivers Mr. Alsup by His reach of love through all of us He will reach in love to deliver us through His love expressed through Mr. Alsup. In a freewill existence what if Mr. Alsup defies God. That of course is God’s problem and I trust Him in His abilities to solve His problems. I will not add my defiance to the equation. In the end I fall back on my personal experience and I think you son’s of Christ share in it as I do that when Christ pursued me I was a rebel completely as evil as Mr. Alsup and clearly as defiant but that man is the one writing these words of sacrificial love. Now that is evidence the cards are very heavily stacked against Mr. Alsup. If Christ in you is witnessing the high calling and deep things shared herein then please join me in prayer and thanksgiving and join me.


light1rae said...

We will Kurt and as always in HIS love all things are possible.


light1rae said...

We will Kurt and as always in HIS love all things are possible.


mogel said...

Is the final revelation that God will change the heart of Judge Alsup to do the right thing & that he will do the right thing eventually?

son of a prophet said...

just curious....anyone really beleive the w. virginia story as told by the media???

was this just the work of a sicko??

or a mind control subject that the CIA was recruiting at that campus?

and of course....they that nimber agian....33

11,22,33,44,55 etx.....

why should i bleive anything put out by the menia, when as long as they still not the truth aoubt 9/11, why should believe anything they say at all???

this guy could of been antoher patsy, CIA style like osvald.

bet he shot hisself suicided, twice in the head too.....jus to make sho he was daid.

son of a prophet said...

and what about the iraq "security crackdown"???

mo lik everyone they smokin' crack down there instead.

since the "crackdown" mo pples getting killed than ever, 100-200 at a shot.

so much fo "securty crackdown"

situation like that cant continue.

something big gonna go down there.

very obvious the "insurgents" or natives otherwise just sick of the occupation have "solved" the equation of weak spots in the secutry and will now plan a massive attack which will dead '0000s maybe chlorine gas?

near the end said...

Son Of A Prophet, You watch to many sci-fi movies.

RDLAT said...

For Kurt and Scott:
At one point there was question about the meaning of the ram at the sacrifice of Isaac by Abraham. This is from the Zohar, the Hebraic study of Torah:

What is then written? "And Abraham lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold behind him a ram..." (Genesis 22:13) WHICH ALLUDES TO the other wicked people of the world who are called "rams", as it is written: "the rams of Nevayot shall minister to you" (Joshua 60:7). And this PHRASE is translated INTO ARAMAIC as: "the high ranks (also: "the proud people") of the wicked also will I cut off" (Psalm 75:11). The phrase: "and Abraham went and took the ram," means that they are about to go through all kinds of bad experiences. But the righteous, in the future, shall remain as the holy supernal angels, to bring about the unison of His Name. Therefore it is written: "in that day Hasem shall be one, and His Name One" (Zachariah 14:9).

Perhaps this will assist in the illumination of the word that you and Scott are seeking. Our prayers are constantly for DIVINE RIGHT ORDER(R).

In Love and Light,

SOP said...

of course, but you already knew that it was a case of "black ops mind control" subject

In an eye-opening spur-of-the-moment interview, done on the April 17 Alex Jones radio show, former “long-term” university police officer, George French, questioned why police did not immediately seal off the campus on the morning of the VA Tech shootings.

French has written on the subject of school attacks in the past and possesses valuable experience in and knowledge of university police procedures and norms, lending credence to his comments given Tuesday.

Referring to various styles of campus layouts, including open campuses that have many access points, French stated that it is “routine practice at every campus to seal it off.”

“Setting up a series of roadblocks, controlling access to very large pieces of property, is very much routine on any university campus in Canada and in the United states.”

French continued: “after a double homicide, when you’re looking for a dangerous fellow with a firearm, I find it unfathomable that a series of roadblocks weren’t set up…to prevent the felon from escaping.”

“It’s beyond belief,” French stated. “If you had a snowstorm, the whole education system can be shut down with a few phone calls.” Maps of the VA Tech campus show that “a series of 12 or 15 road blocks” is all that would be needed, and should be implemented immediately by local police in the event of a shooting. However, this basic, standard response was not followed that morning.

Referring to numerous American university policy procedures and handbooks that he has personally read, French explained, “they have very serious plans in effect to use all county, state, and local law enforcement to come to the aid of the university.”

French cited another case, the Ecole Polytechnique Massacre in Montreal, where officers were “ordered not to intervene” and “told to wait outside…I think it was a black op then.” In Blacksburg also, we saw police “cowering and hiding.”

Cautioning, that “we can only hypothesize at this point,” French could find no logical conclusion other than deliberate inaction on the part of officials. “We have another coordinated, allowed event…the parallels are so common in each case; you can write the script in advance.”

SOP said...

...and just in case any of the PTB reads this blog....

you can start trying a different method to disarm mind control subjects like columbine and now v tech crazies are not going to work.

there will never be a gun control laws in the usa. you can take that to you bank. god himself told me this. so try a new way to disarm everyone...and i dont even own a gun, but its obvious what the ptb are trying to do with these mind control subjects.

if there was ever going to be a gun contol law, it would of been by now, so it aint happening anytime soon. plus, as someone righlty pointed out, if the va tech students had a gun, the nut would of been shot dead long b4 he killed 32.

i dont believe in guns myself, but for those that do. to me, if holy spirit protects you, yo dont need a gun.

SOP said...

Sources: Feds Ordered VA Police To Stand Down

Local authorities were told to take no action to pursue killer

Paul Joseph Watson
Prison Planet
Friday, April 20, 2007

Police and EMT workers at Virginia Tech tell us that campus police were given a federal order to stand down and not pursue killer Cho Seung-Hui as Monday's bloodshed unfolded.

Though wishing to remain anonymous for obvious reasons, we have received calls from police and EMT's who tell us that a stand down order was in place, and this is also confirmed by eyewitness Matt Kazee, who is a Blacksburg local.

Kazee talked to local EMT's and police who told him the same thing, that the order was to wait until federal back up arrived before any action was taken. This explains the complete non-response of the police in the two hour gap between Cho's first two murders and the wider rampage that would follow later that morning.

The policy of federal control over the University was put in place following a previous shooting in August 2006 in which a police officer and a hospital security guard were killed.


Kazee talked to local EMT's and police who told him the same thing, that the order was to wait until federal back up arrived before any action was taken. This explains the complete non-response of the police...."


"...this explains the fact that the event probably did not even unfold as reported. Possibly it was not the alleged gunman who killed the students, but a black ops operative who then late killed Cho, to make it look like suicided himself to cover up, in case he could provide evidence that Cho himself did not commit this crime."


ya know, even when the DG wins, and get you DG money, tell me, living with a govt. that is EVIL as the day is long, tell me what good it do you???? even if yo have a cuple millons in the bank, it cant go on like this; yo no that the govt. is just planning anotgher BIGGER than 9/11 fo sho.

unless, yeshua come back soon, there wont be any left. all the money will do yo no good at all.....

pamana a good place to live?

how bout costo rico???

why not just move to the land of the beast altogehter and get it over with? move to europe right under nose of the beast. face him down head to head. LOLO!!!!

SOP said...

Cho Seung-Hui May Be 9th School Shooter Under Influence of Psychiatric Drugs --

Documented to Cause Homicidal Ideation, Suicide, Psychosis, Mania and Hostility

In the wake of yesterday's shooting rampage at Virginia Tech by gunman Cho Seung-Hui, state legislators, civic and human rights activists are asking why Congress has failed to investigate the link between psychiatric drugs and school violence, given the high rate of psychiatric drug use by the shooters. According to breaking news from investigators at Virginia Tech, Cho may have taken depression drugs—documented by the Food and Drug Administration to cause suicidal behavior, mania, psychosis, hallucinations, hostility and “homicidal ideation.” (link) If Cho Seung-Hui’s psychiatric drug use is confirmed, it would bring the total to 61 killed and 77 wounded by psychiatric drug-induced school shootings.

In September 2005, following confirmation that Red Lake Indian Reservation school shooter, Jeff Weise, was under the influence of the antidepressant Prozac, the National Foundation of Women Legislators, together with American Indian tribal leaders, called for a Congressional investigation (link) into the correlation between psychiatric drug use and school massacres. To date there has been no response to this request despite documentation that at least eight recent school shooters were under the influence of psychiatric drugs at the time of the shootings.

The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR), a mental health watchdog that initially discovered the psychiatric drug connection in the Columbine shootings, warns that the psycho-pharmaceutical industry will once again try to obscure the violence-inducing nature of psychiatric drugs in order to protect the billions in profit from drug sales. CCHR says that Congress must demand a full investigation into the link between senseless acts of violence and psychiatric drug use in the wake of recent FDA warnings on the documented drug risks.

In eight recent school shootings, psychiatric drugs were the common factor, in other instances, the shooter’s medical records were never made public and their psychiatric drug use remains in question.

September 28, 2006: Bailey, Colorado: Duane Morrison, 53, entered Platte Canyon High School and shot and killed one girl, and sexually assaulted 6 others. Antidepressants were found in his vehicle.

March 21, 2005: Red Lake Indian Reservation, Minnesota: 16-year-old Native American Jeff Weise was under the influence of the antidepressant Prozac when he shot and killed nine people and wounding five before committing suicide.

April 10, 2001: Wahluke, Washington: 16-year-old Cory Baadsgaard took a rifle to his high school, and held 23 classmates and a teacher hostage while on a high dose of the antidepressant Effexor.

March 22, 2001: El Cajon, California: 18-year-old Jason Hoffman was on two antidepressants, Effexor and Celexa, when he opened fire at his California high school wounding five.

March 7, 2000: Williamsport, Pennsylvania: 14-year-old Elizabeth Bush was on the antidepressant Prozac when she blasted away at fellow students in Williamsport, Pennsylvania, wounding one.

May 20, 1999: Conyers, Georgia: 15-year-old T.J. Solomon was being treated with a mix of antidepressants when he opened fire on and wounded 6 of his classmates.

April 20, 1999: Columbine, Colorado: 18-year-old Eric Harris was on the antidepressant Luvox when he and his partner Dylan Klebold killed 12 classmates and a teacher and wounded 23 others before taking their own lives in the bloodiest school massacre to date. The coroner confirmed that the antidepressant was in his system through toxicology reports while Dylan Klebold’s autopsy was never made public.

April 16, 1999: Notus, Idaho: 15-year-old Shawn Cooper fired two shotgun rounds in his school narrowly missing students; he was taking a mix of antidepressants.

May 21, 1998: Springfield, Oregon: 15-year-old Kip Kinkel murdered his own parents and then proceeded to school where he opened fire on students in the cafeteria, killing two and wounding 22. Kinkel had been on Prozac.

Read this report by CCHR to find out more about the dangerous connection between violence and psychiatric drugs.

For more information, contact the Citizens Commission on Human Rights at 800-869-2247 or email

Published: April 17, 2007

calima said...

I need to get my property out of the trust dorean help me put it in. Does anyone know how to get it out? I could i somehow get Dr. Fred Johnson's email

thank you

GYHOOYA said...

calima said...
I need to get my property out of the trust dorean help me put it in. Does anyone know how to get it out? I could i somehow get Dr. Fred Johnson's email


First off let me say that I find it strange how a cali judge is so appt to cal this hole thing nothing but a scam and by doing so the banks our let off the hook when it comes to their part in this as to following the law. Yet the ones the Gov't said it was stepping in to protect and all along with the judge Alsup really don't seem to very concerd with the public as much as they are with twisting the law so they can make some kind of pointed message to the rest of the country. Along with the unbeleiveable act of the Title companies that are making the customers that were in this write some kinda letter that sounds more like something you would have your 5th grade kid do to show he was sorry for breaking a window or something. I mean to have a grown person have to write a letter in the form that I have heard about and in its content they have to say they were sorry for ever getting involved with this and that they were to a victom and scamed all this in order for the title company to write the bull shit title the charge for in the first place covering the lender. As if they would pay on it iif there were a claim laid down.

I guess my point being it would seem tha if this was a cam like these people say it is and have used to sidestep the laws around it then how is it that the trust is so well upheld?
It would look the only things that are held fast are those that seem to harm the customers and the very people that Gov't is crying out they are working to protect from such 'Underhanded act' and 'Scams'
Just like anyone will ever see a dime of the money the feds took from thiose bank acct right?
I just wonder how they will break that money up and how each person will get their share.

The fact id calima if you really need out of the trust then if you found this web page you'll have know problem finding the back postings that have the info you seek without much troubl. Theinfo is on here more than once and so is Dr. freds info to contact in fact I just saw the new info for Kurt posted a few day's ago and the dr. a month or two.
Tell me how did you here about the web page anyway?

There sure are a lot of people that pop up aroud here at time with these kinda request that if they were able to find this site or if they have been here under a nother name for some time then they know where to find this info.

My other thought to get out of that title problem is the first ask why the title and lender have a such a proble with it ?
\ If you ut the portion that you want to get from them in as a part of the trust just like the trussteee they are going to make of them self's anyway way not just take the part that is needed and let them hold the part they need or isn't that what a trustee and there by what a trust is set up to do let the working end of it still work and the neeeded safety end stay safe.

The way I see it is the banks want to have full control over things and part of YOUR home that they are not inTITLed to the only part they are is for the amount of the money they give you in a loan or (so called loan of your EQ) why should they get to control the hole thing anyway. Only crooks think like crook for the most part.

Anyway if this is all a scam and know one is honoringany of the rest of it then why is it that they want to make the only thing that they are a pain for the customer. I beleive Judge alsup made some kinda setup for customers that wanted to do this just look back throught the postings and you'll find what it is your here for.

SOP said...

from latest world reports....



Sunday 22 April 2007 21:10









ok, so that must of been the guy that i saw running down the street last night.....come to think of it, he did look lik a loominardi....

SOP said...


was va. tech one of 'em????

SOP said...

"hold on to you seats folks, the rolla costa ride just beginning..."

habakkuk said...

"There sure are a lot of people that pop up aroud here at time with these kinda request that if they were able to find this site or if they have been here under a nother name for some time then they know where to find this info."


mogel said...

Calima: What is your rationale in wanting to get out of the trust and what is your hurry? Wouldn't you rather see these things played out first before you decide?

GYHOOYA said...

How's it going Hab? It's good to see someone other than SOP post for a change. Know offence SOP but dude me's think some fresh air away from that computer just my two cents thats all all in alll I'm with you but just remember if a fine line between seeing the truth through the lies but cross it and you'll find they win & your classified as just another nut it's so easy for that title to be attached is all I'm saying.

On the flipside to that and back to you Hab, It's so true if you run something that has a lot of Dlye(lie) in it through the wash to many times, it's starts to fade to the point you can see right throught them!

Just my little washing tip for the day so if you want to keep the true colors from getting faded then you can't use so much lye or 'LIEs' it just all depends weather there planing to run a 'Full Load'of that crap or not.

As my dear old Irish Grandma use to say, sometimes there's no amount of lye-LIE that will that will get a truly ground in stain out. & if you don't want to get knock you out you better not try use them tired old lies on her. Grandma could swing a mean cane. just ask the guy that tried to grab her purse, by the time she was done with him you almost felt sorry for him, it was'nt pretty and I doubt he'll ever think about doing that again or at least if he dose I bet he get one of those nasty little twitch or ticks as he remembers grammies and that beating. lol!
My attempt at being funny. the stories al true but , funny? well I best keep my day job ya think?

and with that said would you look at the time! I'm outta here......

You have a great day!
same goes for any of you 'Black op's or undercover CIA mind wash people out there to.
What the hell everyone

And remember just keep smiling cause it keep's them wondering....

If the bad luck is really just thay or are you involved in it somehow. Either way it's your laugh and you get to smile and if you add a wave to that when or if someone is flipping you off never hurt either.


mogel said...

"Justice delayed is justice denied."