The Sheen of the Great Pearl (12-25-09)

Today is a celebration of a treasured gift to humanity most enjoy in complete ignorance. A very precious gift spoken of in Mt. 13:45. A pearl of such great value that a merchant would sell all he had to possess it. A pearl unique among gems because it takes life to produce it and death to reveal it, and pain and suffering to make it grow. This pearl is particular. It appears in eternity as the gate to God's dwelling. the gate is singular and no one has ingress except via this gate. This pearl is the only way, and the only truth, and the only life. The pearl is a response to the introduction of a contaminate. In here we have the Christmas story, the full story. But that story is well known and little trusted. I do not wish to focus on the development of the pears as such but on its luster, its sheen. To me the beauty of this pearl is magnified by what it refracts.

It is easy to view humanity as an insignificant spic in the vast universe. Imagine this speck lodged in the center of God's concern. It's an independent speck contrary to His nature. How does He address it? The answer is Jesus. The perpetual display of His loving remedy. Refracting every brilliant hue of His loving grace. Loving the contaminated until a new glorious gem is produced.

I have learned that the true gospel message is not inviting Jesus in your heart but rather accepting His invitation to enter his life. A life completely contrary to your own. One that only knows loving relationship. Over time this love covers every aspect of your existence. Soon that pearl which is Jesus is revealed. You must die as Christ had to, to be at the center of this love. Each life is a unique pearl, no pearl being identical, but all formed the same way. Faith (trust) is like a string of pearls practice in the forming of the great pearl. True love demands our trust. Not from a religious duty or shamed obligation, bur rather love reproduces itself. This is the luster of the Great Pearl. Nay and every way God's love can be displayed continues to address a fallen specie. It is relevant, timely, and true in each application. The developing pearl is evidence of the sin, the loving remedy, and the glory of Christ. Pearls do not just appear but are made in the course of a life plagued with pain and suffering, They are mid in secret, privately adorning the wonders of His love. When they are revealed death has occurred and a nature completely contrary to our own gleams an undeniable glory. The bride of Christ taking on and adorning herself in the holy sheen of His love. He said we would be known by His love. This is true because a pearl in known for what it is. This love is truly worth everything we possess in this life and more. It is a pearl of such great value it cannot be purchased. The owner must choose to give it to the one desiring it. Christmas tells of the willingness of the giver and gives us a glimmer of the promise of the pearl. May this season find you all marveling at the wonders of His love and in the process of taking on His loving nature. The sheen of which is glorious to behold in every unique expression.

Proof (10-15-09)

Why all this religious rhetoric? What does it have to do with Dorean or my financial predicament?

I have seen a thousand variations of this question on this blog. I have addressed it many times in many ways but perhaps not fully.

If any of you are honest with yourself you will say that your life has exposed within your heart a certain glory of greatness as well as a certain wretchedness. This light is very faint or dim and the wretchedness very dark.

From this state there is only a need for greater light for the light of man will never illumine that which hides in the darkness. This light comes by way of two paths. That is proof and faith. One is human and the other a gift from God. A man without faith cannot know true good, nor justice. Dorean was and is a pursuit of true good and justice. I must therefore speak of faith and proofs to cause you to understand. It is the conduct of God who disposes all things kindly to put religion into the mind by reason, and into the heart by grace. I can reason with you but only God can inspire you. True good, justice, and truth will require your belief. There are three sources of belief: reason, custom, inspiration.

Reason and customs will form beliefs by habit. Habit formed in the darkness of your state. Only inspiration inclined to man's heart by God can generate an illumine faith. To pierce the darkness and ignorance. This God gifted inspired faith causes our wills to act and therefore is felt and motivated to act out of feelings. This faith tells what the senses do not tell, but not contrary to what they see. It is above them not contrary. Only the Christian religion can provide an answer to belief by addressing reason, customs formed in darkness and inspiration.

Dorean is basically a question formed in equity. Customs form the entire of equity for the simple reason that it is accepted. Dorean was inspired above the darkened customs of the accepted norms of humanity. It was formed to incorporate a justice not understood by most or practiced. If I cannot reason with you, expose the fraud within the customs and share religious proofs with you there will be no hope of agreement.

There are 5 areas of religious proofs: Morality, Doctrine, Miracles, Prophecies, Types. All of these can only be inculcated into your spirit by faith. I have used this blog to touch on all of these proofs absent miracles. This last proof I have been saving for the last. There are already too many miracles to list that can be known by the enlightened spirit but too few for the seeker.

Morality is misjudged by many especially the darkened souls of the fruit inspector types. One cannot judge any situation or another unless they judge themselves aright. Justice and truth are two such subtle points, that our tools are too blunt to touch them accurately. Further they must have an infinite point of reference to give them a correct perspective. In this way art imitates life. The darkened customs and reason are too finite and too dim to cast an appropriate light on truth or justice.

Doctrine has been shared here but merely as a parrot. True doctrine can only be a source repeated from its author. It likewise is transcendent and infinite to our finite reason and customs.

Prophecy rest in Christ alone because He is the spirit of prophecy. He is outside all the boundaries of our existence while completely immersed within the full spectrum thereof. Only from this all in all place of time and space can He inspire facts beyond our senses. Two prophecies stand presently upon the lap of my faith inspired by words from the Lord relevant to Dorean.
1.) I will not be destroyed by Alsup. I will be put in a position to bless the people of God with money.
2.) I will not see a 5th anniversary in prison.
Many times Christ used prophecy to validate His authenticity.

Like in John 13:19 Christ tells them beforehand to enhance their belief afterward. This is a repeated theme throughout the scriptures.

I have gone over many of the shadows and types used in Scripture to reveal the substance which is Christ. All of this was done to imbibe in your minds a solid foundation: a reasonable justification for a faith that touches beyond your senses, customs, and reason.

My experience in faith has trumped the experience that habitually formed a conformist behavior. Greater truth has entered my spirit through inspiration than by the vehicles of customs and reason. I can desire this all day long for you but only God can supply it. What many do not know about God is that He purposefully chose to reveal Himself to the seekers while hiding Himself from those who seek Him not. Even this is a proof of God the zeal of one and the blindness of others. Still the seeker grows tired and weary in the vain search after true good which forces them to stretch their arms to the redeemer. Everything eludes our grasp because God requires us to learn from His reach. No matter how low we have fallen His arms uphold us and no matter how high we soar He exceeds us. I and you are trapped in this finite capsule until we dwell inside Christ who is not at all trapped.

So with all these advantages over my enemies and desires to supply proofs to the friends of God I finish with a list of miracles.

My wife has CMT currently but shall be healed shortly. My sister has been given a cancer death sentence yet she shall live. I have a couple personal opportunities on the table also. This list is only the beginning of proofs offered to you. Many others will be listed here and easily verified by you. God is constant in His proofs and reliance upon them is sound. I will have traversed the full spectrum of proofs for you before my exit. What will you do with it is your choice.

Lost Love (10-6-09)

The prison I'm in separates me from my beloved. Just the simple affections of walking an talking are lost to me. Looking into the eyes of my beloved, knowing them as I am known, letting their affection spawn reciprocal affection within me. What evil has robbed me? No kisses, no praises, no glances upon your beauty. Just your face alone is a brilliant gem. To taste you, to hold you, to see your smile. My ears long for your loving words and the truth between us. I'm surrounded by lust, insults, ugliness, hatred, and evil. No comfort without you. All my earthly possessions even when they were great pale in just your shadow. I need you, desire you, can't live without you. I don't know who I am without you. Not only is my love lost but I am lost without my lover. What is life outside our love relationship? It's like a fiction, a nightmare, with fear and trouble on every side. My soul pants after thee like a deer pants after the water. I exist within you. Turn not away from me. Condescend to my low state and revive me from this death. Turn not your love from me for I will die without you.

I write this not because my human spouse love relationship is in peril, but to remind you of our beloved relationship above. I have concerns for every fraudulent foreclosure, every fraudulent civil and criminal accusation, every theft, robbery and conspiracy to plunder you. Yet what are my concerns compared to your beloveds? Do you not know every need had its provision. Have you sought the affections of your lover? If not how will you learn of His care? Do you enter a relationship treating the other like a circus monkey that must do tricks for you to please you? Have you become so lost in your prison that you've forgotten love? Have you lost that whetting of desire in your soul to be with your lover? Maybe you don't know true love or the joys of a lover but I can assure you that you needs are noticed even before you can express them. Forget the stuff and remember the love lost.

To The Reasonable Man (9-29-09)

Quoting Blaise Pascal "Finally, let them recognize that there are two kinds of people one can call reasonable; those who serve God with all their heart because they know Him, and those who seek Him with all their heart because they do not know Him."

To these reasonable men I make my confession. Dorean is not a scam. It is viable in truth. Its condemnation has never occurred to reasonable men. Fraud has developed in the conscience of society not by good men but by reasonable men. God has always given reasonable responsibilities to reasonable men because they know Him and are known by Him. Who better to expose unreasonable advantage and evil than a reasonable man? Who else would God entrust with truth? A reasonable man does not have to put on the illusion of reasonableness with props. Such as an elevated bench, a robe, decorum, coded language and the like. Why should a reasonable man ever give a damn about the opinions of the unreasonable. If reasonableness was the mere product of intellect superior intellect would spawn the greatest virtues. This has never been proven and has been established to the contrary.

Unreasonable men vacillate with the vicissitudes of rhetoric unaware that their sails are made full by the blowhards of propaganda. God is not swayed by the illusions of man neither are His reasonable elect.

If your course should cause you to confront the unreasonable world delight in the gift you've been given. Stay reasonable and prevail. That is a reasonable expectation.

Judah-Priest (9-26-09)

I have told you before that Joseph is a type of Christ. In the story of Genesis 44-45 he is a type of our Father and Judge.

The priesthood was assigned to Levi ultimately through his descendant Aaron. This priest was weak in his advocacy because he likewise needed an advocate. The ultimate advocate, the ultimate High Priest, had to rise from an unlikely lineage. Out of the tribe of Judah. This is depicted in type by our story. Judah had to plead for the life of his brother, offer himself as surety both to show love for his father, brother, and to satisfy the claims of sin.

In this type story Joseph could no longer restrain his love once the advocate gave himself. I wonder at some of the ignorance of God’s children when they address God. Yes God is as severe as Joseph in power to the infinite, but He fully accepted the Judah-Priest as sufficient. The floodgates of love were now free to be released toward his brothers.


We no longer have to plead for justice, mercy, or God to show His power. The Judah-Priest took on this role and was accepted. Now we are to take the provisions He has given us and go collect our families. The Kingdom of God is advancing daily and we are empowered with all Kingdom authority to possess the best.

When I first prayed about the injustice of mortgage fraud, God did not say sit back and watch lightening strike the bankers. He made it clear that my found interest was His own. I cared about it because He was already an advocate for His brethren during the famine. I was dispatched with all the supplies I would need to go and gather.

When my critics talk of how God is judging me for sin they show their ignorance of the revelation within this story. I am not judged glory to God. I never will be. I have a surety advocate High-Priest that is perpetually accepted. Love gushes towards me. So much so that when the battle rages as I’m about gathering God’s family I am at total peace. I am about the most powerful’ business initiated by His decree, equipped with all I need, and loved with an overflowing love.

Failure and defeat are an impossibility under these conditions. Any who talk of such are ignorant fools who boast foolishly thinking themselves wise. I have hardly touched the surface of the potent revelation within this story. Perhaps God will give you more with gleaning review.

The brethren were subject to the famine but not subjects of it. You may have suffered loss and had to make adjustments for lack but it all is temporary. The wagons to collect will be given you soon enough.

Black Light (9-24-09)

I am not dismayed about being an evil magnet. Actually I take great joy from the experience. Many talk about seeing the light of the kingdom manifest. Of course it is a noble desire but foolishly imagined by most. Manifested darkness is the concomitant that is required for the glory of the light to be perceived. Even in the creation story there was darkness then there was light.

The dark canvas of evil is the ideal forum for the light of Christ to be revealed. I recently had an imagination of how the light of Christ's love would apply itself to evil. It is not as one would think. I imagined Alsup coming to me with his confession of the evil practices performed upon me. In this thought I was confronted with the temptation to expose this for my vindication or to gnash it as a private matter at my expense. What was true to the love of Christ was obvious. I don't fancy this imagination to have much possibility in reality but if I should ever receive a private confession I will not make it public. The spiritual practice within this imagination had substantive value. I showed me again how God manifest His kingdom against the kingdom of evil. Triumphs and over coming are real, just not consistent with the ways of men.

Though the darkness of evil attacked Dorean it was necessary for the light of truth to be more perfectly manifested. In the end are the complaining and doubts will be shamed. All the fruit inspectors will be left with their rotten fruit. Evil will be ideally exposed and God and His children shall stand triumphant. It can be no other way. God was never letting evil prevail from any station of slack. He was only allowing the various manifestations to become incorporated into the light. The blacker the darkness the more spectacular the light in revelation. Dorean will sparkle as the sovereign gift against the backdrop of the darkness that magnified it.

Administrative Changes (9-21-09)

I saw a comment on the blog I would like to address. It seems some understand that Dorean was an administrative process. That it was and still remains. Though you hear me talk of court remedies now you wonder if I’ve changed tactics. That is a well thought out logical question.

Dorean completed its claim by the completion of the paperwork. That claim was a simple repudiation of fraud in the mortgage contract. Beyond that claim rose damages for perpetuating the fraud once exposed. This was our commercial process of developing judgment liens. If left unmolested this process would have proved out. But powerful men had designs to alter our course. Now we have passed through criminal accusations and commercial slander. The nature of this tactic is no less administrative yet it cloaks itself in a robe of deceit. What has really happened is in exposing the servant we enraged the master. Same deceit only greater force. As to the actors we faced we have exhausted all the administrative remedies not thwarted and available to us under these conditions to preserve our rights. This is an elevated claim of piracy and trespass upon the other commercial rights we were defending.

This charade is very complex. You are dealing with confidence. Though one can be completely aware of the truth you’ll still have to reconcile with the confidence of the markets.

What became clear as I layed in this trap was a divine opportunity was developing. By playing their game better than they play it I could reverse their slander fest into a sanction. This is my goal now. Much of my commercial efforts can even expire. I can resurrect them all by tying all their evils into a collective commercial damage claim. Once I have exposed the righteous as aiding and abetting criminals the flood gates of spoil open up to us all. No statute of limitation affects us yet because the damages have yet to cease. Only then does the tolling stop.

Hope this helps a little. The grand detail of my actions await the book on the other side.