Phase One

Phase One is now rapidly approaching. It is very important you follow the instructions. I am not going to explain to you the mechanics of how I am accomplishing these payouts. If you don't like it you don't get paid. That is your choice. There will be two ways to work with Phase One.

1. For those of you who file tax returns or expect to in 2008

2. For those of you who do not file taxes or expect to in 2008

I can tell you that I am delighted to finally have arrived at this moment. The delay was as hard on me as any of you. The hearing (last June before Alsup), was all I needed to implement my plan. Judge Alsup was never a threat only a vehicle. I was made aware of this on Dec. 2, 2004. It was his insistence on attempting to destroy me and Dorean with his uncontrolled malice that created the extended delay. I had to let him complete his course. He finished in the June hearing and I began the day after. Regardless of the surface picture, everything has gone perfectly. Our patience will now be rewarded. All Dorean clients need to do is go to http://www.thedoreangroup.net/ and input your data. (Website soon to go live) If you know of clients who have given up, don't read the blog, please contact them and let me know. I will not be posting any new blogs for the near future unless they deal with Phase One issues so that people will remain informed. Go to this link and let's finish our business. I have some bigger things to move on to and you have to get on with your life, with a new and improved belief system. Let me reiterate that these payouts are contractual not emotional. I don't care if you testified at trial, entered negative victim statements, sued me, or was one of the retards on the blog. I said I'd pay you and that is what I must do. No banker or judge can stop me. Only you can stop me now. "Thank you Lord for your mercy, grace, and deliverance. Teach us all through the shame of our unbelief to trust you!" Amen!

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The Bride (12-07-08)

Ehp. 5:31 “For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife and the two become one flesh.” 32 “This is a great mystery and I am applying it to Christ and the church,” 27 ”so as to present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or anything of the kind – yes, so that she may be holy and without blemish .”

For those of you who know my personal prophecy you’ll recall that there were two prongs. One to be a man sought out for my financial knowledge who would bless the people of God with money and two a marriage counselor. This prophecy is over twenty years old and I have walked in the light of that word all this time. A couple of days ago the light I walked in appeared to be darkness when God unraveled this great mystery spoken above. It is this revelation I choose to share with you.

In my prophesy the financial side seemed predominant. This idea was only enhanced by my divorce from Dana, the wife it was spoken over. I continued in faith with the suspicion that the marriage side was suspended by the lack of faith of my partner and that the financial part was in tact because my faith could alone see it come to pass. This was logical to me since marriage is not something one can do alone. Also divorce did not seem like the best qualification for a marriage counselor. Well I got married again and I began to suspect that my new wife could be grafted into the promise and that the marriage ministry could be reborn. Unfortunately my wife known to you as “happy Jack” was not too happy about it. Again I was resigned to a one prong ministry. As faith would have it this marriage ended in divorce.

Now I know God keeps His word but was He obligated to keep the marriage prong when my bride would have nothing of it? I didn’t think so. I know the scripture about the promises of God being irrevocable but didn’t think it applicable in this free-will scenario. I’ve learned this foolish.

I’ve married again and this wife delights in God’s promises even under severe trial. Suddenly this prong seems like it will come to pass. I know two divorces would not be the normal course but even Christ took this path. Here is how the mystery unfolded for me.

There is a type of lesson where Jesus is the second Adam. A lot can be learned from this examination but I would have to say it is not wholly true. Sure He was God’s man to restore all to God what Adam forfeited. He was human, subject to sin, a living soul with independent free will etc. I went into a further examination. In John 1:30 John the Baptist testifies “After me comes a man who ranks ahead of me because he was before me.” Surely this is true of Adam also. What was the nature of Christ before Adam? As I scanned all my knowledge on this subject I found some clues in the creation story. There is a term “prevenient grace” which alludes to God having the redemption plan in place prior to creation as a contingent of the possibility of sin and death. Was redemption the plan of God as the result or the means? The mystery to me is that Christ created man by His word symbolized in type by Adams loss of rib for the same reason alluded to for Adam. Speaking of Christ “it is not good for man to be alone; I will make him a helper as his partner.” (Gen 2:18) Redemption was a means to ultimately create the Bride. Ephesian says that we were called before the foundation of the world for His good pleasure. Christ ultimately left His estate and His Father for His bride. This entire show, all that we know as existence is to present the bride to the groom. If this be true I asked myself how can the financial side be primary and the marriage part possibly be voided? This would be out of character. Now it is obvious that blessing the people of God with money is a wedding gift secondary to the marriage prong. Again this is reiterated in that Eve was created before the fall. Redemption though a prevenient measure was a means to cure the breach of death that stained the bride while at the same time using death as the remedy. This was symbolized by Adam’s sleep for Eve’s creation. His sleep was not for her sin but for her existence. This put a whole new light on Christ and His work.

Symbolically here Eve was not a moral failure but innocent. Adam in type had to die to create the church. Death became the vehicle to create the bride and to remove the stain of death from her garments. If you can see and understand that this whole God-man relationship was for love of the bride then every story in God’s word will take on new importance. God’s first act after sin was to prophesy the groom and to cover through death with a new garment. Everything points to the wedding. Of course the wedding parable becomes more clear. I will say that Christ was the first and third Adam and that the second Adam was only a shadow and type used to bridge the gap between “After me comes a man who ranks ahead of me because he was before me.”

How foolish of me to think my marriage prong was suspended. It is the eternal truth. What more could be at the center of our Lord’s heart. Sure Dorean is a financial blessing ultimately but more importantly it was for the perfection of the bride for the wedding. The Body of Christ is not the individual redeemed but the redeemed corporate or collective working to the glory of our groom, “to present the church to himself in splendor.” Suddenly it makes sense why in my individual suffering I had to rely upon other parts of the body. Dorean is more about the bride than the wedding gift of finances.

Fortunate for me God’s promises are not revocable. I did obtain a bride who teaches me in microcosm what a great work Christ has done in macrocosm. As I would give all to bless her Christ has done all the more. Please ponder your status in the bride and what love has been lavished upon you and by whom. This is my problem with the retards, they have no consciousness of the wedding plans and no respect for the bride. If I would punch them in the mouth for such insults to my bride what is Christ entitled to do? Sure He has grace but try an obtain it without repentance. Think you’ll be at the wedding? In what esteem do you hold His bride. He makes it obvious in what esteem He holds her.

As much as I would like to give you a financial wedding gift Dorean for me is more about my primary interest which is to see your marriage. As Christ did not let my marriage promise fall to the dust, as He insisted even through divorce and trial to nurture our union, He does more for you. I wager my life that the gift that is Dorean was set before the foundations of this world at this time to be revealed as an endowment for His bride. I have a personal prophecy that has come true as a proof text in microcosm what He has done for you in macrocosm.

When I finish with prison I am going to have a tremendous wedding celebration where I showoff my faithful bride. Something tells me Christ is ahead of me on His plans. I respect His bride and in you I see all the splendor of the groom. “Lord deliver the gift Dorean to your lovely bride. Do not let the financial promise though secondary fall short anymore than you allowed the marriage promise to fall short. Your bride, your love, your splendor, lavish gifts upon her Lord.” I could take this truth an show you its theme in every prophecy, but lack the venue. Do the study yourself and you will discover that the light you have walked in is like darkness.

Phase one will repost tomorrow. Marriage celebrations are long and phase one is very near the beginning.

Phase One

Phase One is now rapidly approaching. It is very important you follow the instructions. I am not going to explain to you the mechanics of how I am accomplishing these payouts. If you don't like it you don't get paid. That is your choice. There will be two ways to work with Phase One.

1. For those of you who file tax returns or expect to in 2008

2. For those of you who do not file taxes or expect to in 2008

I can tell you that I am delighted to finally have arrived at this moment. The delay was as hard on me as any of you. The hearing (last June before Alsup), was all I needed to implement my plan. Judge Alsup was never a threat only a vehicle. I was made aware of this on Dec. 2, 2004. It was his insistence on attempting to destroy me and Dorean with his uncontrolled malice that created the extended delay. I had to let him complete his course. He finished in the June hearing and I began the day after. Regardless of the surface picture, everything has gone perfectly. Our patience will now be rewarded. All Dorean clients need to do is go to http://www.thedoreangroup.net/ and input your data. (Website soon to go live) If you know of clients who have given up, don't read the blog, please contact them and let me know. I will not be posting any new blogs for the near future unless they deal with Phase One issues so that people will remain informed. Go to this link and let's finish our business. I have some bigger things to move on to and you have to get on with your life, with a new and improved belief system. Let me reiterate that these payouts are contractual not emotional. I don't care if you testified at trial, entered negative victim statements, sued me, or was one of the retards on the blog. I said I'd pay you and that is what I must do. No banker or judge can stop me. Only you can stop me now. "Thank you Lord for your mercy, grace, and deliverance. Teach us all through the shame of our unbelief to trust you!" Amen!

UPDATE: We are currently awaiting our SSL certificate so that you can be assured that your private data is protected. This should be issued within the next 5 business days so stay tuned...

Herlong – He Longer (12-04-08)

Today I entered into a new territory. December 3rd was the day that equaled my first incarceration. It appears this journey is exceeding my preparatory work. There is a truth that remains and part of my fight with the retards. The gospel message is not one of the renewal of man but rather his death and recreation. I recently went through an exercise where I was tracking on a whisper I heard pass through my spirit. It led me to a conclusion though I’ll admit I never received an “Amen.” I did wrestle and reason that this whisper was from God. Once I came to this understanding my faith had to attach. The one drawback in my confidence was the lack of “Amen.” Now those of you who are sons, joint heirs with Christ know the confidence of the relationship. Even at a whisper God’s voice can be trusted. I struggled with God on why a whisper and why no “Amen.” When it was all said and done it was revealed to me as an exercise in dependence. This is the age old battle and for this reason will always remain fresh. Adam in the garden was provided choice by God’s proximitry placement of two fruit bearing trees before him. One was a tree of life that by its nature would leave Adam innocent and dependent. The other was the tree of knowledge of good and evil which would open to Adam a human life of a base understanding at the expense of life. He could be independent but must now die since the choice and the trees were mutually exclusive. Living by the spirit today eating of the fruit which is Christ does take away our ability to make certain choices in that we are now a body dependent on the head. The alternative is independence with a certain ethical calculator with the exclusion of Christ. This independent spirit like our forefather’s is preceded by the whisper of temptation. How easily I have submitted to this whisper. Now because the temptation whisper caters to my independence I offer no argument. The whisper of God forces me to be dependent because of the uncertainty inherent to my knowledge. Yet as a son I must ask myself how come I am not so easily moved by God’s whisper. As a son I want to be dependent on my Father. Though these lessons are hard because one wants to look at oneself when uncertainty is a reality this is a whisper of a temptation that must be avoided. Christ will keep you in His way and these trials are evidence. He is constantly pruning that independent spirit. One should look to the tree of life and not their knowledge of good and evil to solve the confusion. Was this not the story (personal) of Jonah? He even as a prophet still needed to be dependent on God. With the great fish deliverance he still got mad over the worm eaten bush. Maturity is not some moment you hit in time but a time for all times. Make the choice of life. It could mean financial ruin, loss of everything treasured, mockery and the like but it still is life. If you analyse the retards they are full of their knowledge. They don’t have to depend on God to judge me or Dorean they already have a working knowledge of good and evil. They delight in those who share their idea and condemn those that don’t. No one can rebuke them for promoting another gospel than the true one because they have God as an appendage in their independence. They are convinced the old man can be improved with a little polish until he is a good guy. Christ is a good guy, even a perfect model. Death is the part of the equation they can’t accept because they know they are too good for that. There is a difference in my confidence and theirs. Even in my lack of confidence my hope is certain in that my eyes are fixed on Christ. I can boldly state that Dorean was of God, not because it was good or bad but because its origin came out of our relationship. Retards cannot know what I know because when they chose the knowledge of good and evil they were banned from the tree of life. Those were the rules to Adam and remain intact today. You have never heard me profess perfection or merit only dependence. Scott and I were given a trust in Christ to use our lives for His service. This is how we were trained not to assert ourselves in your trust. Not one soul has ever testified we abused our trustee position. Though my trials continue longer than my prior experience my dependence on Christ is the best virtue I can offer to the clients. Independence would have me look out for Kurt, take a deal, even betray friends and clients. Dependence has me patiently enduring until the one I’m depending upon is finished. What is He waiting for? You’ll have to have a relationship with Him to get this answer. Phase one will repost tomorrow.

Phase One

Phase One is now rapidly approaching. It is very important you follow the instructions. I am not going to explain to you the mechanics of how I am accomplishing these payouts. If you don't like it you don't get paid. That is your choice. There will be two ways to work with Phase One.

1. For those of you who file tax returns or expect to in 2008

2. For those of you who do not file taxes or expect to in 2008

I can tell you that I am delighted to finally have arrived at this moment. The delay was as hard on me as any of you. The hearing (last June before Alsup), was all I needed to implement my plan. Judge Alsup was never a threat only a vehicle. I was made aware of this on Dec. 2, 2004. It was his insistence on attempting to destroy me and Dorean with his uncontrolled malice that created the extended delay. I had to let him complete his course. He finished in the June hearing and I began the day after. Regardless of the surface picture, everything has gone perfectly. Our patience will now be rewarded. All Dorean clients need to do is go to http://www.thedoreangroup.net/ and input your data. (Website soon to go live) If you know of clients who have given up, don't read the blog, please contact them and let me know. I will not be posting any new blogs for the near future unless they deal with Phase One issues so that people will remain informed. Go to this link and let's finish our business. I have some bigger things to move on to and you have to get on with your life, with a new and improved belief system. Let me reiterate that these payouts are contractual not emotional. I don't care if you testified at trial, entered negative victim statements, sued me, or was one of the retards on the blog. I said I'd pay you and that is what I must do. No banker or judge can stop me. Only you can stop me now. "Thank you Lord for your mercy, grace, and deliverance. Teach us all through the shame of our unbelief to trust you!" Amen!

UPDATE: We are currently awaiting our SSL certificate so that you can be assured that your private data is protected. This should be issued within the next 5 business days so stay tuned...

Thanks Given (11-23-08)

We are experiencing technical difficulties. Our intention was to post Phase One over a week ago. We will post Phase One when all elements are in place. The below blog was written not knowing of the obstacles before us.

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Thanksgiving will have passed by the time this posts. It is my favorite holiday because I think it is the only holiday with any honesty inherent within it. Of course everyday for the saint is Thanksgiving which is why the holiday is honest. As I ponder all the great things the Lord has lavished upon me my heart is jubilant. This season has some great moments. My wife and I are more united in our faith and God's promise than ever. Phase One is final up and running. Though it has been a difficult process to initiate from here the Lord has made a way in His timing. His timing is probably the most grading on my soul but when one comes to the knowledge of its perfection thanksgiving will burst forth. There is a changing of the guard and I think this new crop has evil plans for us. This is not to say the old guard was any better intentioned. What delights me about what I see on the horizon is that God's plans are baffling the wolves. Christ will make these wolves good shepherds against their nature. I see Christ setting up his enemies to be His tools of deliverance. He is confounding them and than He will send His counsels to guide them. In the scriptures you can see the same scenario in the Absolom Putsch. Let our hearts be full of thanksgiving and our lips filled with prayer.

My father shared with me a story from a client who bore much shame for his Dorean choices. Out of these difficulties God used the Dorean process and my testimony of Christ to lead him into the kingdom. Not only himself but his father before he passed. This is eternal benefit out of temporal suffering. This is worthy of the highest thanksgiving. You retards will never know this but then thanksgiving is a place of honesty that precludes you. If I perish and burn has my reward not been great with this eternal gift? If all heaven rejoices at the repentance of one sinner how can my joy not be full?

Do not fret God is a giver! I am reminded of Elijah who wanted to give a gift to the family that gave him residence. He noticed they had no children. If he can notice the lack in their life and move God to bless them how much more will Christ our mediator move God to notice our lack? God has heard our prayers and this nation will turn not on the evil plans of men but your faith and God's gifts.

Happy Thanksgiving to you all!

This will only post for a day then phase One will repost. Thanks!

The Ultimate Pinnacle (11-5-08)

Christ was taken by Satan to a pinnacle with the promise of all He could look down upon. God set Him on a pinnacle that gave Him all that would look up to Him. In this is a simple but profound truth. Only those chosen can know Christ and those who don’t only can know an ogre of a god looking down on them. They rebel to shake these bonds never comprehending the real God they should desire to be a bondservant for. Like a blind man can never comprehend your knowledge of a rainbow. It is time to say as John the Baptist said: the one who comes after me is greater than I and He who comes after me was before me. Let this be said of me as we make this transition into our promise; that I was a witness to Jesus the Christ and that Dorean was just a job. Dorean means sovereign freedom or gift. It was selected for its meaning. Scott and I were never capable to give any of you this gift, Only Christ! As I see the end of my assignment drawing to a close I am awestruck by the giver. All of us don’t deserve this lavish giving but that is who He is. It was Him who stooped so low as to put on flesh to lift us up. How much more is that than mere trinkets, tokens, and credits? Yet even the triviality of this need did not pass Him. Oh the riches of His grace are beyond finding out. Many have looked to me as though I could save them and the retards encouraged this concept with their messiah complex rhetoric. I did not start Dorean because I wanted to help you, because the industry were crooks, because I could make a lot of money, or I could bring on change. I started Dorean as an obedience to a command. You have a bitch bring it up with Christ. I’m only playing follow the leader. I think He is a great leader. Even through all my suffering the courage you witness is because He can be trusted. Oh that all of you would have entered this program as followers. Perhaps then we would have all prayed for Christ glory to appear in His fullness of time as John did. There is only one Ultimate Pinnacle and only one who can be seen there if you will look up. Mr. Alsup and the entire DOJ can set all their resources against Him but to what avail? He shall complete His work and as I was a witness to His greatness at the beginning so I will be in the end. I only told you what I heard but I was never the origin.

Today was the 17th day of my last fast for the work of Dorean. 17 is the number for victory. I think it’s appropriate to declare this victory to you today. This is my last blog before the posting of phase one. David when he prayed looked to the heavens to see what porthole God would use to send His answer. WE were admonished to look to the heavens to seek Christ who left in the same fashion. Look up your redemption draws near! Dorean was a sift and God knew this long before it was put into practice. If you fell short it is never too late to look up. On the highest point, the Ultimate Pinnacle, you will see a giver, a Holy, heavenly giver stooping to pick you up. I thank this Lord as a witness that He has reiterated this truth of Himself again through a simple couple of guys and an idea called Dorean. Enjoy your gifts everyone.

The King of Zion (10-26-08)

“Zion.” The name “Zion” signifies a “distant view” (speculam). And the church is called “a distant view” (specula), not only because it views God and heavenly things by faith (that is, a far off), being wise unto the things that are above, not unto those that are on the earth: but also, because there are within her true viewers, or seers, and watchman in the spirit,...” Martin Luther.

Jesus is a threefold King. He is King over His enemies, He is King within His church, and He is King for His Father. Many have ridiculed me for my distant view. Though we have the same King our relationship is very different. They plan and scheme in rebellion to throw off His authority though His yoke is easy and His burden is light. Psalms 2 makes it clear that God holds these in derision. They are so unaware of the insignificance of their intent that the heavens laugh at them. This does not mean they are ignored. On the contrary, God will enter in, to destroy their plans and ultimately them. There is a difference with having a king within you and one over you. One is a state of blessedness, the other will never know. People may think I am harsh on these retards because I tell them the true state of affairs. My friend Scott thinks because he prays daily to some entity named “Jesus” that it is the king within. My question is if so why do you not have the distant view? Why is your view so earthly, so shortsighted? I am not prepared to condemn you my friend as you have me but you must understand why I join heaven in their laughter. LOL heaven is laughing. All the kings and judges of this world can devise a scheme to knock me off the holy hill of Zion but my King holds them in derision. Psalms 1 makes the force of this blessedness clear. “His fruit in his season.” In such a case expectation is never disappointed. Fruit is expected, fruit is borne, and it comes also in the time in which it should come. A godly education, under the influences of the divine spirit, which can never be withheld where they are earnestly sought, is sure to produce the fruits of righteousness; and he who reads, prays, and meditates, will ever see the work which God has given him to do; the power by which to perform it; and the times, places, and opportunities for doing those things by which God can obtain most glory, his own soul most good, and his neighbor most edification.”- Adam Clarke

It is simple wisdom to know a tree selected by God and placed within the nurturing of the river of life that it will bare fruit in its season, yet you all mock because you lack a distant view. It may not be 90 days from now but it is a certainty. Christ as my King planted me in the midst of the mortgage problem of His time to bare fruit in his season. Keep being retarded but the blossoms have already appeared and the fruit is destined. Judge Alsup is no threat and neither are his prison guards. When my time arrives their vanity will be revealed. My neighbor will be edified, God glorified, and my soul delighted.

Restoration and Beyond (10-23-08)

I just arrived at Herlong. This should be my final default Housing Unit until I am recovered to my family. Many think that this is a vain hope but they don’t know of the blessedness of Psalms 1. I have contended with the retards. There is little to preach. It has come now to get to work. From here I’ll be able to focus on my post conviction remedies and phase one. When I was reading Ezra I noticed he did not want to accept the Kings protection because he had testified to the King of God’s saving power. I have likewise testified to all of you. I don’t want to be delivered by the court of appeals. I don’t want man to find anyway to take credit. My arguments for this are faith based and not those of human justice or reason. I believe I have expressed these arguments well. In the end it will be how God expresses Himself that will set the truth before all men. I fast and pray for that day. Ezra did the same and bore the guilt of his nation with the utmost sincerity. He did this when 110 men had sinned. How many sin in our country? Have you taken the sins of this nation serious? Have you taken your sins serious? As for me, and I hope many of you, I wan t God to show us mercy but we need to get serious. Though God has preserved blessing for you and trained me to protect it through a severe assault He still wants you and your heart. If you don’t come to this knowledge the satisfaction of your money will be shallow. Plus you will be robbed of so much more you could possess. There will be no one to protect you from yourself for phase two. Those who gain the wisdom of phase one will see phase two and beyond. Those who just get money will find themselves still poor. I’m not sure how many blogs will post before phase one is posted but I suspect this is near the end. Once phase one posts it will stay up for 60 – 90 days. If I feel something else needs to post it will only remain 24-48 hours. After which phase one will repost. My desires for you and our nation is that we all live blessed lives. I am praying and fasting right now for this. Not as some pie in the sky perpetual future hope but now. “Save now, Lord, Save now.” Ezra was praying for captives that had returned. They had already seen the blessing of restoration. I have no doubt God will restore for His namesake but where will you take it from there?

Improving my sight (10-20-08)

It’s been said hindsight is always 20/20 which has been my experience. My problem is looking into the future. I’ve had a few strange clues lately. Though not 20/20 they could be as clear as 40/40. While in the SHU at Safford I was praying and God brought the number 40 to my attention. I may have written on this event before. 40 is the biblical number for trial. As I pondered my trial I realized I was in my 37th month. Then I thought of Moses whose life was tri-sected into 3-40 year segments. Each a certain trial. Thinking on the preparation of my current trial and my prior incarceration I realized it was 40 months. Then last night while walking and praying I passed the T.V. room just as the numbers 40/40 were being displayed by the fans at a Tampa Bay Bucks football game. A player named Mike Alstott was being honored by having his jersey number 40 retired. This caught my attention because Mr. Alstolt was very kind to my sister during her breast cancer ordeal. My sister is a crazy Buck’s fan. We each posed with him for a picture while he encouraged her. This was a personal 40/40 I saw in the stands. Is God continuing to ping an insight bell on this number? My vision isn’t as clear as hindsight buy my eyes keep seeing 40/40. Could it be God had decreed the second leg of my trial at 40 months also? I’m not prepared to say but I am praying that my 40/40 view will clear to the 20/20 hindsight of a divine plan completed. What is God telling you? I’m fasting for clearing my eyes right now. Maybe I should fast 40 days.

Note: My travels will interrupt my writing but I want you to know the phase one is just around the corner. Just a few more tweaks and your participation will be here. Probably just 2 to 3 blogs from now. Soon we’ll all have 20/20.

Where My Heart Is (10-16-08)

By the time this post I will be at yet another prison near Reno. All these moves have had an impact on my ability to communicate and do the work I desire. The cost I cannot measure but the reward has been great. As you can tell from my writing God used this time to drive me to prayer. At this moment I am under the unction of the Holy Spirit to fast and pray 21 days. Though I have done this before this is the first fast I have entered with so much promise. I felt God place a target before me that if I hit it in prayer I will obtain it. If my people will pray I will grant their request is what I was hearing. I have narrowed it down to a few must request. No longer did “Son of David have mercy on me” suffice “Hosanna” “Save Now” is my need. My patience in deferment seems to have been exhausted. Have you ever desired your answer to prayer more than life? That is where I am. I only see two worlds ahead of me. One in which God answers prayer and my faith makes sense or one in which my prayers are vanity and my hope is crushed. I don’t want the second world. It can be avoided by fervent prayer. It is strange in God’s Kingdom that you obtain the very thing you desire by risking its annihilation. I must vest all my effort in prayer and fasting to prove it. Anything less proves nothing except my apathy towards Christ’s Kingdom. I want to be a bold clarion voice of testimony that Christ is the All in All that can be trusted with the all of man. Join me and let us insist heaven give us our victory. You are in my prayers. Blessing to you all.

Economy: A Look (10-16-08)

Many of you are wondering where this economy is headed. Let me give you some insight. I’m a nobody as a pundit but if you will look over my record I have hit the mark a few times. Fannie and Freddie have been delisted. The dollar has strengthened and gold and oil have gone down. Let me explain to you why it must be this way. All economies are reeling. The bankers hit us first so they could be in a liquid position to buy up the rest of the world. It is a move of economic warfare that was planned well over a decade ago. All this is according to scripture if you know where to look. My critics don’t so they repeat broadcast of mass deception. Ireland wants out of EU. Britain will have the very hard choice to bail out their economy or the EU. Bet they choose themselves. Britain leaves the EU. Spain will be right behind them. The Euro will reach .75 to the dollar after this union shattering news. Why must the dollar strengthen in a crashing world? We are the first to recover and where else will you put your money? Gold? No liquidity to drive its value. Oil? No demand to sustain its price. Euro? No stability to secure your investment. Russia? Civil war and a faltering economy. China? Loss of trade, political changes, and bad debt. NAFTA, CAFTA, and the coming SAFTA is the only safe bet. Even Britain and Spain run to this. Another 20% will shrink back from all equity markets. God is sifting this world, poising His children for the largest transfer of wealth, answering our prayers, and healing our land. Why are you crying so much? Open your eyes to the spirit, your redemption is drawing near. Wealth without a right spirit is destruction. Take the training and correction with cheer, it leads to life.

A Turn For The Worst (10-10-08)

It certainly appears that our economy has taken a turn for the worst. When in our lifetime has there been such a great transfer of wealth? Notice I didn’t say loss of wealth. Wealth is a constant. The equity of this world has not changed. Only the percentage used changes over time, but the same gold of Alexander the Great’s day is still here. When your IRA is depleted your loss is someone else’s gain. Why we feel the collected pain is because the greater number of losers in proportion to the fewer number of winners. The less hand to possess the wealth the less opportunity for others to expand. Project and businesses never get started because of the practical limitations of less eyes to review and less I’s to decide. Most of all is the brainwashing perceptions that blindfold us to walk us into the loser’s camp. Many of you have prayed as I that God bless this nation and it appears He’s doing the opposite. But ask yourself this. Are people more likely to turn to God when things are going great or going bad? Is there any hope of blessing without turning to God? I think not. God is answering your prayers. Now think on this. It appears God has not delivered you, you have lost your house, the promises I made to you appear to be false, and your net wealth has gone down. Now look at it from the spirit. God had you enter Dorean at the near cap of your houses value. If Kurt is God’s man and not a crook then he has preserved your liquidity at its height. If God is in this plan then God will return to you a dollar with four times the purchasing power. Let me give you this example. A client had a 200K house with a 100% mortgage. They have no equity. Through God’s provision their 100% mortgage becomes 100% equity or 200K cash. The house is now 100K which can now be purchased. The other 100K can be used to buy stocks at 60% the value of the value when you thought God ignored your prayers and brought you trouble. What if God did not bring you this trouble called Dorean. Then you would have most likely lost your home soon after by market conditions without a hope to become liquid in a cash is king market. Ask God if I am lying to you or if you have been totally blind to God’s brilliant plan to bring you through the refiners fire better than you entered. That’s the God I know and trust. So perhaps your turn for the better is being misinterpreted by your perception of the turn for the worst. Only God can enable you to see this because it is spiritually discerned. If you see it by faith here first you will discover the function of my strength and will see it with your natural eyes in short order. Do you know the scripture where Elijah saw the armies of the Lord but his servant saw the armies of man? This is what I’m speaking of. Now I want you all to see what I have seen all along. My prayer is as his “Lord open their eyes.” Once you see the truth of the provision then join me in Hosanna. Save Now! I think it is our turn. Amen?

Why do I Pray (10-9-08)

Have you ever asked yourself this question? Knowing the answer would be good for you.

For me I pray for the joy of communing with the one who has loved me so well. It is where I can hear the sweet voice of fellowship. Prayer for me is easy to initiate but difficult to complete. It is easy to approach someone who loves you but the difficulty arrives when you stay for the relationship. Like Forrest Gump would say “Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’ll get.” This is a prayer life. What most call a prayer is a wish. Prayer has a life because it is the language of relationship between two personalities. Not everything is known which makes the experience tentative. Not tentative like an abusive relationship where one never knows what causes the explosion but one where one cannot presume oneself on the other. Removing the presumption with a desire to please leaves you in a state of trust. Prayer naturally creates faith in the prayer.

The hope of prayer is that God exists and that He will answer. Why pray if you have no interest in the answer? Why engage a personality if you do not want to fellowship with them? What makes prayer a unique form of communication is that one personality is God. All is the potential in prayer because of the extent of God covers All in all. Prayer takes you outside any comfort zones of your personality because you must always be in a stretch to comprehend superiority.

Prayer gives voice to the moves of the spirit. It has an assignment desk, a consolation, fellowship, and all your hopes. Have you ever found any one thing that assures your faith better than an answered prayer? I think of the Sampson story. Sampson gets the answer to prayer when he uses the jawbone of an ass to destroy a thousand of his enemy. Before that victory is even appreciated his exhaustion and thirst has driven him desperately to prayer. What if God left him to die after his victory? Would that not be strange for God to lovingly dispense victory in one breath only to destroy you in silence by the next? Prayer is able to find the consistency of love that is inherent in the personality known as God. For this reason water comes from the hollow of this very same jawbone to refresh. I know from fasting without water for 10 days what maddening thirst can be. Only those who have experienced the strength of thirst can understand the refreshing of the first drink. This had to be the satisfaction of Sampson in two ways. In the healing of his flesh his spirit learned again by the answer to prayer that the relationship with God is real. Do you want to have a relationship that is real with God? Well, prayer is the only method.

Prayer is the only way I can find the evidence that the retards are liars. Since one discovers through prayer that the personality God is not a liar when His words and the retards are in opposition you have measured truth. They have circumstances as fact. I have fact as a friend. Through prayer fact even if it be a future look can capture it and bring it back to the present. That is the benefit of relating to God. The ultimate fact is your reality. Though there is an uncertainty about what’s inside the chocolates created by our inferiority the fact that God has given us the gift of the box that with all certainty has chocolate. That is the sweetness of prayer; it has the consistency of chocolate.

Fate (10-6-08)

As fate would have it I’m back in the SHU again. I am told they are full and awaiting a bed to open. I personally think it’s a line of horse crap. What they haven’t figured out yet is that I like the SHU. Fate doesn’t allow for thought. In this I think is a lesson. If one should take the time to really reason through one’s thoughts on fate they might actually change their belief system. Fate permeates our culture. Almost all have resigned themselves to this belief in one force or another. Call it karma or predestinationalism it amounts to the same thing. I can remotely see the childlike comfort in its acceptance. As a man I suspect I am suppose to give up childish things. The world is a great big scary place and refuge is sought but what is the fortrace of fate? I think it a trap. Many on this blog give away their confidence in fate by their comments. All of life with a sense of our insignificance. We continue to gather evidence that the world goes on with or without us. Under these circumstances a God is better equated to the Force. No matter what we do the Force being greater than our will always gets its way. We can be angry about our lot but also relieved by the benign impersonal Force. A true God with a personality is far more scary. Though He would be equal in force the complexity of personality creates relationship. Relationships do not allow for the resignation of “Cey Sera Sera.” A relationship comes with accountability and cause and effect. Fate is without relationship. In relationship especially with a superior being can be much like dancing on egg shells. Think of your dog always eager to see you but also the object of your wrath without understanding. It constantly searches for cause and effect clues in your relationship. If you are senseless and unpredictable the dog will ultimately resign itself to fear and become shy. Since fate is a ruse to keep us from the faith it must be viewed as doubt. Paul says that when we pray we must first believe that God exist. Belief in the Force a God neutered of personality is not this belief. How could you have a relationship with a spouse if you merely thought of the as a force you resigned yourself to be subject to? In my marriage love has changed over time but never diminished. If the bars quality of love has always been present why should I have to keep telling her and showing her of my love? Fate has us together and in love. It shall be so no matter what I do. This is foolishness because our love is both cause and effect within our relationship. In a relationship with God words and actions matter. God told King Hezekiah to get his house in order he was going to die. If anything comes close to fate it is having the Master of life and creation terminating your existence. Did Hezekiah resign himself to fate? No he had a relationship with God and on that basis argued and cried for relief. God was moved to repentance and extended his life 15 years. God as the Force cannot be moved but as a personality of power can be solicited on the basis of relationship. The Bible as a whole is the story of God’s relationship to man. The ebbs and flows depicted to guide us into an understanding relationship ourselves. The Force is a myth. God is a personal relative. Relative to every choice one makes. Fate does not have me imprisoned but God desires me to go through this. Relating becomes our best hope for truth and understanding. Maybe you can relate to what I’ve said. Fate would have me and all you clients as losers but I can’t relate to fate because I believe in God. He relates victory to me.

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I’m a reject (10-10-08)

In a very strange course of events I am back at Dublin. I spent 10 days in the SHU at Lompoc until an emergency decision was made to reject me. Perhaps my E-harmony file did not match. I was so eager to enter a new relationship. Now the question remains as to why am I here. I have my spiritual suspicions but I will confirm these in prayer before I repeat them. Three out of three prisons don’t want me. I’m starting to get a complex. Could I be so unlovely? Perhaps the retards are correct.

I have heard that many are complaining of how terrible things have become out there. Let me offer an explanation of why I take joy in these reports. First it is God’s plan. Secondly it increases prayer and man’s focus for deliverance. Finally this moves God. Good news is this is when deliverance comes. It is like that Hosanna moment of the triumphant entry. “Save Now” being the import. There has been enough time of crying out for mercy but circumstance has steadily become more desperate. The pressure has squeezed us until the only words we can pull from our guts are “Save Now!” Now, Now, Now” I will add. I cry tears along with you when I hear of your suffering. The fact that God has risen from His attentive but seated position upon His throne to take action brings me endless hope. Now the mighty arm of God has flexed and who or what can resist Him? Join me in a prophetic view and prayerful thankfulness that Christ has mounted to enter into our situation triumphantly. Praise the Lord for He is Saving us Now, Hosanna in the Highest! Amen!

Good-bye GSE's 9-16-08

Well now that the wonderful businesses of Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac have left the marketplace what happens next. First you must realize that all the propaganda is spin to dissuade you from using your brain. Fact is the fraud was too dangerous for public review. The wizard had to bring his bad children back behind the curtain where he could work his magic. Now that they are part of the government secret remedies can be devised. Socialism condemnations are meaningless. No one truly understands what kind of government we have. If one actually understood how things really worked they would be glad Paulson did what he did. His ability to manipulate has been exponentially increased. No more economics review, no more business commentators, or policy hack to comment on his ideas. The books are private now. You can comment on the results of my decisions not debate in their development. I hope some of you took my advice and rode their stock down with the put leaps I recommended. The jury is still out as to whether they are going to save us or crush us economically. The chances just got a whole lot better for salvation. We as a nation need to pray that the wizard being embarrassed by his bad children wants to express remorse over greed. God can move the hearts of men. Let's pray for God's abundance. Not just for us but for our retarded neighbors also. A lot will happen before Bush leaves office. Do not delay in your fervent prayer. Now is the time.

Now is also the time for my next move in wonderland. Watch for a post on my new address. This could take awhile. I'm still trying to get Phase One up and running but all these moves have been detrimental. God knows the right time. I'm doing great in the spirit and excited about what God has planned. Talk to Him and see if you don't get excited.

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Heal Our Nation (A Prayer) 9-13-08

Oh Lord God what great promise you have laid upon the heads of this people. Yet we have squandered it away with dissipation. Our rulers are all whores and wizards. There is no substance within them except hocus pocus and naked revelry. The nations mock us for we have become arrogant in our sins like them. Where is there God and why should we fear them. How great a calling it is to be set apart as your people and to be your testimony in this world. Lord our hearts have failed us and we have lost our way. Still Lord you are proven true and faithful. Your long suffering and tender mercies have not failed us. We have failed you. Look at what we publish and what rhetoric we dispense. We have become a stupid people. We need you Lord. Who else has the power and the love to save us from our wickedness. We have passed through your punishment and still we did not turn our faces completely towards you. Now we are turning away again. Soberness and wisdom are strangers among this people. Still Lord there is a small remnant who love your ways. Rent their hearts that they too will pray that you heal our land. Flood us with the tears and anguish of repentance. Do not let us rest until we have moved you with compassion. Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on us. Your ways are not our ways but make it so. Do not let our glory be a great start but rather a great finish. Crown us again with thy favor and thy presence. We are dullards and ungrateful. Renew us and put a right spirit within us. Cast far from us our stony hearts. Do not let us raise this generation in sin. Cause us to raise a holy generation whose lips are full of your praise. Save now dear Lord save now! We are in desperate peril. Our enemies are perched like vultures as they watch us stagger and stumble. You have raised the dead are you not able to raise the fallen in life? Humble this people. Cast our haughty eyes to the dust until we recall our origin but raise our spirits until we live in our destiny. Bring us to our knees in pleading, in agreement, aware of our need then answer our prayers. Cause us to be a wonder to the world a light of your glory. For thy namesake heal our nation. AMEN